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Quick jump to: Part 18, Crimes against humanity in South African Psychiatric Hospitals
Crimes against humanity, as defined by the Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court Explanatory Memorandum, "are particularly odious offences in that they constitute a serious attack on human dignity or grave humiliation or a degradation of human beings.Quick jump to: Part 19, G.J. Crookes Hospital Quick jump to: Part 20, THMC
Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital - Crimes against humanity
The beginning of November 2014 I suffered a nervous breakdown which in fact was an electronic attack on my person, I found out in 2022 after my LNB from my Multichoice dish blew like a 88 mm canon, and was later in 2014 admitted to the G.J. Crookes Hospital in Scottburgh, Kwa Zulu Natal,
South Africa, after less than two weeks a girl general practitioner, Dr Ndlovo decided to transfer me to the
Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital nestled in the foothills of
the Underberg still in Kwa Zulu Natal but in the middle of nowhere. Most of the patients there where admitted for drug induced paranoia or criminal acts. I now release Doctor Ndlovo was taking orders from above as I was first hit electronically in March 2012 when I arrived in Pennington. I had to leave poor Mama behind in JHB as she was Manic and a Doctor said we will both fall ill from the move, John the estate agent from Seeff let Mama stay in his bungalow and Mama stated that his cub board was full of BPMD meds never mind that John smelled of alcohol early in the morning, he did however sell Mama's house on the third shot, I was under the impression that Mama would go stay with her friends in Linden but whilst I was driving down, John called me numerous times and said he will call the cops whilst I was driving down the N3. What was I to do, Mama instructed the movers whom she said four days to pack and into the Elliot Afrovan 24 wheeler,they tried to do the packing in three days and Mama told the packers to leave he bedroom half unpacked so I had to drive down at 6 am with Bono, Buci and Hiya to make it to Pennington before sunset, I had a back massage the night before and made it to Mooi River before I had to down two Red Bulls Mama waved to me as I pulled up the hill towards Pennington, WTF was I to do?
These are factual events as of 13th January 2015 which occured at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital and G.J. Crookes Hospital, three months
prior to the 13th January 2015. I am working on the typos and grammatical errors.
On one occasion a patient was bugging me with questions and i told him to speak to the nurse. The nurse told me to "fuck off" and when i
went to the sister in charge to report this the security guard followed me and tried to prevent me from speaking to the sister in charge,
the security guard from LK Solutions Security then said to me that i am "rubbish" and he will call the other security guards to beat me
Bathing time is African style like the majority of Africans in South Africa bath in a large plastic dish with about ten litres
of water or less. I was quite used to this as this is how i bathed at my wives, Jabu house. Above is a pic of how the basins looked like.
I feel sorry for the patients as most of them receive no visitors and i have never heard of or seen before this episode that nurses walk
around with polycop plumbing pipe about four hundred milimeters long and fifteen milimeters thick and assualt the patients. Is this
On the other hand the sisters in charge and some staff sisters where quite good to me and where very helpfull, but they have to
follow the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital rules. Medication is handed out at 09:30 after breakfast and the patients share the same water cups to down the medication,
thank God I do not have turberculousis or some other horrible disease from sharing cups with 45 patients. Water is sometimes not available during the
night when the water bucket and one cup is not left on the other side of the locked grill gate, never mind the fire hazard.
If there was a fire there is no chance in hell that all five wards could be open to let out the patients.
The wards, ten patients per ward are locked at night as some windows where broken with axxess to the courtyard from the passage.
At this stage I think I would be ashamed if I was any part of the medical profession, especially the Doctors
whom are aware of all this and general practitioners who treat psych patients as there is currently no psychiatrist
in the Hospital.
Stephen Fry (a BBC presenter) based in London AFAIK has experienced mental health problems for much of his life. I am sure he did not
receive the treatment i received in Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital, not for the life of my can i still phathom that Psychiatric patients are
treated with assualt and abuse as part of there treatment to become well again even thought most of the patients are in the
Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital are there for drug induced psychosis where they stabbed or assualted someone.
The Zulu language is spoken most of the time and i don't have a clue what is going on especially at the twice daily forced prayer
sessions but i have to join in anyway. Jabu my wife is a Zulu girl yet i only understand a bit of Zulu, like "faga lo makulu mthondo kona la ingquza". Jabu is quite religious
so i don't have anything against religion if i at least i could understand the singing and chanting.
I think it's disgusting that South Africa receives billions of ZAR in medical grants from overseas for this kind of treatment and never mind the theft.
I had a terrible summer flu for two weeks and only realized later that the roll on deodrant shared by forty five patients was for woman.
The roll on ordered for the patients at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital is stolen by someone working in the Hospital for there own
use and most of the nursing staff are woman, can't figure out the theft bit as the nursing staff have three to eight thousand ZAR
smart phones and drive new 150 000 ZAR plus motor vechicles.
I was treated slightly better than the rest of the patients because i am Caucasian, and like i typed before the only Caucasian within
miles of the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital. I hope someone takes notice of this part of my book so my African friends (patients)
can receive better treatment instead of being assaulted with battons, high heels and plumbing pipe.
I actually fear for my life at Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital, the ward where i am now is called Male Block Two. And one of the patients
in this ward is some kind of martial arts expert. On my arrival he had to show off his moves whist we where waiting to be counted.
(Counting of patients involves the patients sitting for one hour doing nothing waiting the shift to change and then be counted.) From
time to time this "martial arts patient" goes a bit nuts especially on the tobacco subject like most other patients, 70% of the patients.
Pure joy knowing i can be assaulted or worse anytime for a small amount of tobacco or food.
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South Africa is one of the few countries in the world where one can receive treatment for under $3 but this kind of treatment i don't
ne ed and i am not the only patient who complains about abuse and assault. Most of the African patients and there families live in the
cks so to whom will they report all this to. I love South Africa and South Africans but this is really the pits.
I noticed many of the patients at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital take a drug called Risperidone, a horrible piece of work where sixty
sixty percentage of males suffer from erectile dysfunction when taking Risperidone, i wonder if the "mental patients" (that's what they are
referred to as by the staff) actually have a choice whether to have erectile dysfunction or not, i bet my bottom dollar and it's a fact
that no patient is informed of the side effects of the medication they are taking, why should us "mental patients" be informed or have
the right to know of side effects, we are the scum of the earth, maybe Government Psychiatry gets it's "info manual" from the holocast.
I once researched Risperidone for days on the internet in 2012 and wow what negative reviews. Some of the patients are so spaced
out on prescription drugs they sleep most of the day to keep them calm.
I learned a whole lot of new Zulu words at Umzimkulu psych hospital like, ingquza, masende and bhebha to the disapproval of Jabu.
Don't try this at home or anywhere else and i do not condone this but it seems that according to Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital,
violence is cool and condoned. As long as you sort out your frustrations with batons,
polycop plumbers pipe, high heels, a strawberry jam sandwich and mind bending, muscle spasm causing injections.
I am upset now very upset. How on earth could Dr Ndlovo from G.J. Crookes transfer me from a cage full of pigeons to a cage full of vipers
and ruin me financially. If i had been discharged from G.J. Crookes i would have been able to make up my payments.
Surely if a patient is so psychotic they would be transferred on day one or two. Yet according to my mother: a security guard impersonating
a principal psychiatrist, informed my mother that "they need the beds" which is also not true as there where two empty beds in the ward and G2 is also used for psych patients.
I must have been in a very bad state of mind as one night sister took my blood pressure nightly and allowed me to take her blood pressure
on numerous occasions. Imagine that some cleaners and staff nurses allowed me to choose and play songs on there smart phones.
Ok i hope this paragraph does not get anyone into trouble but i watched the most fantastic game of soccer with the night staff
and security guards one Wednesday night. I stand corrected i was at G.J. Crookes longer than 72 hours as i now remember there
was no soccer game the next Wednesday for some or other reason whilst i was at G.J. Crookes Hospital.
Talking about "joints", marijuana is freely available at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital. I found this out when a patient asked me for a light and
my bodyguard and best African friend John, told me not to smoke from that "joint" as it contains marijuana. Mary jane is supposed to induce paranoia in mentally ill patients so WTF.
Quite educating this business. I found out that one can crush and smoke pain killers as another room mate who slept opposite me did.
Maybe that's why some nurses refused to hand out pain killers without a Doctor's script. So if you have a splitting headache in the
afternoon one might obtain some pain killers the next day if lucky. I stay away from pain killers if possible but with my buttock
injury from being assaulted and my two week summer cold i was popping pain killer's like crazy. Not thanks to the female Doctor
whom i requested pain killers at the nurses station and she did not write them up the first time.
Come to think of it my best African friend went on his knees to talk to this female Doctor at the nurses station. Not that they where married
but i was under the impression that Zulu girls serve food on their knees to their husbands. And he was nowhere near psychotic.
To get back to the drugs story, on one occasion i received a phone call in the injection room and there was this newly admitted coloured chap
trying to open the medicine trolly. (He also received the customery tobacco treatment on arrival.) A few days later he and the guy who
smoked the pain killers managed to steal some drugs from the medicine trolly. They received the baton treatment for their troubles.
The assaulting of patients continues to baffle me as i was under the impression that violence in psychiatry was meant to be discouraged
(never mind frowned upon) and guys that where in private and most state hospitals, that i have communicated with where never assaulted.
Thank God i never witnessed any assault the first time i was admitted at G.J. Crookes Hospital unlike Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital.
On my move from one section to the next at Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital i lost my mountain view bed but was soon invited to another
ward closer to the windows by two patients, the alterior motives you guess it, tobacco. The first ward or section i was in
(gets a bit confusing this ward business) but anyhow i had a lovely view of the foothills of the Underberg mountains but knew this
stunning view of the mountains and a village which was part of Umzimkulu village would not last and soon became quite mudane.
Being an outdoor lover i never dreamt magestic mountains could become so boring.
So much agro and fustration as the patients where not allowed out the wards for walks. In any of the three wards bar one occasion.
Maybe the patients would try to escape, wow why on earth would anyone want to escape. The one occasion sixteen patients where allowed to go
for a walk outside was for a haircut. I remember that day very well. I was sitting in the courtyard and a female nurse starting picking out patients
for a haircut. She called me out and i said no thanks. I did not want my hair to be cut bald as some Africans cut their hair. My blood really boiled
and when the sixteen patients where about to get on the way for hair cuts i wanted to go with to have my beard trimmed off. The female nurse
then changed her mind and said that i could not go at all. Talk about being petty.
I might be making a big issue of the tobacco story but that was the only occupational therapy there was at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital and
when the patients received their monthly disability grant or visitors brought tobacco the patients who smoked, smoked non stop almost till all their
tobacco was finished in two or three days. Might as well make a "meal" of it when you have it. I was rather more cautious and tried to ration my tobacco
till Jabu came to visit me. For every one hundred grams of tobacco i received, i recon i smoked fifty grams and the other fifty grams was for "bodyguard"
and sharing of tobacco fees.
Ninety five percent of the patients smoked and a large percentage never smoked before but only smoked at the Umzimkulu to pass the time and have
something to occupy themselves with, the youngsters under 28 years of age or so would hide there smoking habits from their mothers or family when they came to visit them.
The patients make their own beds in the morning's. The nurses then come along and make the beds again. I found out only one blanket per
patient is permitted during the summer months. Allegedly June and July the coldest months, really cold in the Underberg as I found out first
hand on some of our vacations in the Drakensberg, two blankets are allowed. One or two degrees celsius (34 F) outside in winter at late night
and early morning it gets really cold without a heater in the bedroom wherever you might be in a hotel or the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital.
The patients ward windows are not triple glazed but thinking back the glass is 15mm thick so that must help with the cold a wee bit.
How dare the Sisters, nurses (male and female) and security guards force the patients to pray and dance around in a circle singing Zulu religious
songs after the way some of them treat the patients, two faced religious attitudes, i am sure it is written somewhere: abuse, assault,
degrade ones dignity, humiliate and tomorrow you will be forgiven. I took no part in these prayer "meeting's" other than i was forced to
stand. And my last morning at Umzimkulu Psych Hospital i did go around in circles chanting something at the insistence of one of
the nurses just to please her and not have hassles on my last day.
Not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.
On that day many will say to me, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty
works in your name? And then will I declare to them, I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness. Matthew 7:21-23
I used to be quite a self religious person but i have lost my respect for God due to this hospital stay and psychological after effects, really too much is
I think Stephen Fry is correct with his viewpoint on God. ''The quicker you forget about Him, your life will change for the better"
This is the final nail in the coffin between God and i and it really hurts me to loose faith after so many years, but this is really it, i have had
enough. What i have gone through in my life is a fraction of some of the pain and suffering others go or have gone through but i have
had enough of this blatant two faced religious attitudes.
And it gets even better, on the 18th Febuary 2015, another anniversary, my birthday, my
The reason i was sent from G.J. Crookes Hospital in Scottburgh, South Africa to the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital was that Doctor Ndlovo
filled up a bath and gave me a teaspoon, cup and bucket and asked me to empty the bath, i choose the bucket, she asked me whether i would
like a bed by the window in the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital as normal people would pull the bath plug. Just thought i would ad a bit
of humour, this did not actually happen but one never knows, many things said in jest could be true.
Crimes against humanity, as defined by the Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court Explanatory
Memorandum, "are particularly
odious offences in that they constitute a serious attack on human dignity or grave humiliation or a degradation
of human beings, they really fucked me up at Umzimkulu.
On arrival at the Ethembeni ward i was beaten up by male staff nurses, hit with solid punches to my back for no
apparent reason. Must be another lesson they will never forget. I was not that psychotic to imagine that.
As usual the security guards are in charge of the ward(s), to be a security guard at a government
hospital the security guard has to first go to university for three years at least, in any faculty,
the security guards also have to be au faut with beating up one patient, eight against one. Which i witnessed
with my own eyes at G2 and at Umzimkulu.
In the apartheid days i would have been killed for going out with an African girl or marrying one. By the Africans and not the apartheid security police, according to one of the staff nurses at Umzimkulu Psych Hospital.
To top it all on my last out patient visit to G.J. Crookes in May 2016 there was no psychiatrist working in
and i was seen to by a GP. Hopefully this has changed by now, psychiatrists might as well not study for a few years
longer if a GP can do the shrinks job which they cannot.
I obtain a rash from the meds i take but was refused by the GP in May 2016 for a script for Persivate
ointment, she informed me "i must go upstairs" and wait another three hours in the queue to see another doctor.
Seriously if herbal meds where strong enough for my condition i would be taking them and not these shit meds that
give me erectile dysfunction and Cialis costs an arm and a leg which i cannot afford even though there are
at one third of the price which work just as well.
It was rather cold on a motorcycle in May 2016 and i arrived at G.J. Crooks at round 8:00 by the time i
obtained my file it was 09:00,
i waited till 12:00 to see the GP at the psych clinic. The total cost for the consultation and meds supply
for six months is one and one half USD (twenty ZAR) so can't complain there.
May month 2020 I noticed they are demolishing the psychc clinic, the new clinic will be in the main building at G.J. Crookes AFAIK, reception said I should ask security where it is. I found out on the 12th of August 2020 that I was incorrect, the old physc clinic had a nice garden overlooking the R102, I used to eat my sandwiches and have a smoke whilst I waited for five hours to see the Doctor. Now the new psyhc clinic is in a dreary old concrete part of the old part of G.J. Crookes hospital where one sits in a corridor exposed to the elements, fuck. Mama whom does not get treated correctly for, my *** and I all suffer from one of the many forms of bipolar, I have a *** who is a sisi.
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20/08/2020 CAT 10:30 Jabu and I go to her best friends mothers funeral. Miss V. Was supposed to be 19C but was a scorcher 25C. The ANC grated the dirt road to the funeral and filled up Miss V's water tank, Mostly in isiZulu but the pastor did preach once in English. All I seem to go to is funerals except my *** wedding which was a grand affair at Zimbali in April 2019 All is going well with Mageia Beta 1, I had to do a "dnf update" today as the control center keep giving me a python error. New kernel for Ubuntu 20.04 LTS all went smoothly and PCLinuxOS I am still on my stock kernel as my machine does not like the new kernels. I have given up trying to get the new kernels to work. Windows 10 users keep reporting BSOD so I am wary of updating Windows 10. But at 04:01 I started to update Windows 10 anyway and I finished the September 8th update 2020 at 05:56. All went smoothly just took two hours and I like to watch the update running. On my Celeron every thing happens very slowly in Windows 10. Debian Buster 10 does not have many updates and no new kernel in a long time, I don't know if that is right. Just how stable can it be, I get an update once every three days. 13/09/2020 Dolphin crashed on Debs Buster 10 after I copied large folders.
26/09/2020 07:11 CAT Saturday Slept like a baby. Johan's biker friends who have come for the weekend are revving their bikes, I love the sound of bikes revving. I am used to it at the bike rallies I used to go to, I have many badges, especially from the Rhino rally, They don't talk to me but I told them to rev their bikes to 11 000 RPM. Clive stole my MCP badge when he was a tenant here for two months, I only have a pic of it. Wow I slept well. From 21:50 last night till 06:15 this morning. what happens at the rally stays at the rally, but we had great fun, getting pissed, strip shows, camping and a bit of fighting. I love camping and wish I had a car so I could take Jabu camping to the Drakensberg during the summer, winter it's freezing cold. I have been camping to the Drakensberg many times as well as time share. Jabu and I went to the Underberg for time share in 2012 in the winter when it was freezing cold. At Umzimkhulu psychc hospital the patients told me they only get two thin blankets during the winter and it gets to -6 C there. Umzimkulu is in the Underberg. Like I said I have had a good life till end 2013. I don't drink since 2003. Only one beer every three months or so, I prefer my blend of Turkish coffee, which a Pole taught me to brew in 1992. A big spoon of filter coffee in a big mug brewed for three minutes ad sugar and milk to taste. Now that there are renovations going on in Mama's house planned and supervised by me I feel much better. Anyway Johan our buurman turned out to be a real poes and Mama is always taking his trash of our pavement and putting it on his pavement every Tuesday as she does not want the monkeys and K9's to rip apart his trash onto her pavement which she rakes. Johan came here with his millions from Randfontein and thinks he can take over. Pity we don't have a good buurmense like Mr R and Miss R who used to stay in Johan's house before, we used to get on so well and they where also Afrikankers. Our house was built first in the 70's and Johan's house was built much later so he can get fucked. It's not my fault our bedroom windows looks over straight at his verandah and braai area. The guy who designed his house should of thought about it first. I asked Johan the other week if he would rather be friends and all he said was "what". So there you have it we have to live with nervous tension with our buurman. It's supposed to piss down with rain today but there are hardly any clouds and the sun is shinning, maybe I will go for a swim later. My IBS has come right almost and I am having craps more frequently, in fact I had one just now after breakfast at 07:35. Amazing how this constipation works. I am quite pissed off with the ankel cramps and am only taking 1.5 mg of Risperdal at night instead of 2mg bd of which GJC pharmacy did not have stock anyway. We will see how it goes. I used to take 3mg of Risperdal at night. My friend who is a pharmacist from Kentucky USA said I should reduce my meds little by little. I have plenty of Risperdal in stock. 66% of men who take Risperdal get ED. Jabu is quite fed up with my ED. These Rizla machince rolled fags I have been smoking since 2003 are way to strong and as from yesterday I am going to smoke factory fags. Ten years ago there where pills on the market one could take to stop smoking but bipolar folks could not take them as they would go manic. I need to enquire with my Doctor if there is anything on the market now which bipolar folks can take but they are S5 and cost 2000 Rand for a three month course. 08:52 I am not used to writing my book during the day, Mama is still fast asleep which is good, she watches the news channels till 02:00/03:00. I am waiting for the much needed rain. My pool is already full of leaves. Lucky I have some HTH from last summer, my pool takes 2300 litres, it's the best pool I ever had if the monkeys don't fuck it up. Next week I am planning on painting the kitchen cub boards if it does not rain too heavy as Siphokazi cannot cross the river to come to work. Like I said we are all praying for rain. Anyway God bless, I will upload now 09:45 Oh yes addendum All is going well with Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta touch wood, I had a few updates this morning, It's the first thing I check, Mangero 20.1 is on standby if Ubuntu fucks out. I can't wait till 22nd October when Ubuntu Linux 20.10 is final. I am really enjoying Ubuntu after being an RPM guy for so long, but I have no choice as only Ubuntu and Mangero work on my S145. Lets hope the final release of Mageia 8 has the right kernel and I will be able to install dkms git and build essentials. I read a clip that Lenovo is bring out a whole lot of machines with Ubuntu 20.04 installed but not my S145 for sure. I need to boot into Windows 10 soon and see if there is a BIOS update but the BIOS updates on my 250 G5 used to fuck up my boot sequence and only Ubuntu saved the day. 09:54 It's 13:22 now and it's getting cold, maybe the rain will come soon, Mama has gone to the shops and I am cooking the rice. 22:05 slight angina, took disprin and it went away. Will go for ECG this week.
30/09/2020 04:32 CAT Wednesday My A20 02:00 alarm did not wake me. Only the Cubot Manito wakes me. Am listening to Mass. Siphokazi sanded the kitchen cubboards yesterday and started to paint, she is coming back to finish today. Mama is having guests for lunch so it will be a bit tricky. Praise be to Jesus Christ another month is almost over in this covid-19 world. We are at lockdown level one, hardly anyone wears their masks anyway. 05:50 Looks like it's going to be a cloudy day and I did the laundry last night. Forecast is moya. A lot of moya. The laundry should dry, that's my job, the laundry and dishwasher. Last night I had elbow pain and this morning I have as well. It's not from sleeping on the couch as I sleep on my left side and my right elbow is more painful. I drink 1.5 litres of fluid a day as recommended by the Minster of Health. I am enjoying Windows 10 on my S145 yet I see the fan goes off often even when idle. HWMonitor goes mad. I will reboot after a few days into Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta and should have a nice lot of updates. I will never have a Joomla website again, It's beyond the scope of my knowledge to restore when hacked especially when I am psychotic. A HTML website like this I can restore in a few hours from my backups on my flash drives. I am used to my 250 G5 Celeron which does not have a fan. I suppose you wondering how it is possible that I receive a 350 Rand unemployment grant when I have all this hardware. Well the wild black cat has brung me good luck, she comes every day to the door and walks through the house sometimes. I feed the black cat every day. When I was penny less, Mr R gave a large donation and that started the ball rolling. Since then funds have just rolled in. It feels better not having to live day by day. So Mama and I can now afford to do renovations a bit to make the house a bit nicer to live in. We can't agree on the electrics though. Mama has something in her head about the roof when the electrics are more important, like I said thanks to Kwela Electrical of Pennington there are 26 points of non compliance to make good. Jabu went off to work at 07:20 without saying goodbye, Siphokazi arrived at 07:02. I have yet to find out what Jabu's pluck was this morning. Time to prepare my meds for 08:00. Jabu said that I told her not too talk loud to Siphokazi as I did not want them to wake Mama so Jabu got pissed off. Well what a small world we live in, memories memories, on the 28/09/202 Mama purchased from Mrs B of Secondchances in Pennington some picture frames, a dinning room chair (which I do not want and there is no space for) and a top for Xmas for Jabu. The top is suitable for a ninety year old. I Whatsapp Mrs B if she could deliver this morning and no reply. This is the same Mrs B that in March 2016 when my other and Mama put the house on sale, I called to have a look which furniture she could buy from me. She sent George instead, another one of those with "i am so blessed" all over his truck so is Mr B's profile pic on WhatsApp to purchase my tools. George had a look at my tools and said he will come back to me with a price. He came back and said he could take all the tools and see what he can get for them. I thought fuck the house will sell quickly so I let George take my tools. The fucker came back with 1600 Rand for 20 000 Rand, more like 30 000 Rand worth of tools. I paid 60 Rand for a Stanley knife the other day. I must say George came back for some 80-200mm crimpers and gave me 200 Rand, they where new. I still have my megger and 240/380 volt tester. I was just discharged from hospital in January 2016 and was quite vunlerable. Mr C paid me a good price for my grinder and electrical spares which I need now to finish the electrics. I kept one 6 foot step ladder and my electrical tools. What the fuck, I think I will slowly fix the 26 points myself. Just need to purchase a strong rechargeable LED light as the DB is in a dark cubboard. Small world, I wonder what is Mrs B's pluck now, she has Mama's 680 Rand but does not deliver the goods. Siphokazi finished painting the kitchen cubboards and touched up where she had made a fuck up. At 12:08 Mama's quests arrived and they had lunch and are chatting, I am yet to eat today. Jabu said she will cook me chicken feet and dumplings. It turns out Mama had cooked for us. 14:50 The guests departed at 15:27 and in the meantime the monkeys climbed into Mama's bedroom up a gutter 2000 mm up. Looking for something to eat. I chased them away and they concentrated on getting into the open window of a car. At 15:47 Mrs B delivered the chair, top and frames after I complained to Mrs P her good friend. If only Mrs B had answered my Whatsapp early this morning which she read there would not be all this shit. Jabu has gone to sleep (21:40), I am the kiss and hug type of guy. Windows 10 is more responsive than Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta, I seemed to have a lag as I type in 20.10 Beta. What happened to my magazines during this covid-19, no more of my fav mag. I am blessed (now here I go) with this new machine. I hope it last me at least ten years like my previous laptops or more. As long as Gnome and KDE Plasma do not become too bloated. I would like to upgrade to 16 Gigs of RAM by a specialist so I don't loose the warranty. My swap is 16 on Ubuntu, Mangero and PCLinuxOS, I don't know how the PGP update signature in Mangero 20.1 could fuck out in less than ten days and four days of use, bullshit OS. I spent 90 minutes trying to fix it and that's enough, goodbye Mangero 20.1. Arch sucks. Fucking piece of shit worked so well in the begining. True as fuck if Mageia 8 final does not work on this machine I will crack. I always have Windows 10 if Microsoft does not make a fuck up with there updates, they should not, I paid a lot of bucks for Windows 10 unlike the rest, only data costs to download Linux OS and time. Well folks my clock has changed these last few days it's 22:00 exactly now and I am sitting on Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta. Let me open the window it"s getting a bit stuffy in here. Telkom fucked up everything when they pulled out of Pennington with no prior notice so we don't have ADSL but they are laying a fibre cable, hope it gets to us. I pay a fortune in data costs. 23:20 I am sitting and watching "adult only XXX" a lot of twirking and boobs music videos when I think let me try Mangero 20.10 one last time and choose only one mirror. Friday 15:45 Mama goes to see the incompetent Doctor Vach at his rooms in Pennington who has been treating Mama for bipolar disorder since March 2012 without success. I informed his wife (who is a Sister there) that Mama is mlidly manic. She came back with Mr P and they say he says he will pick up Mama on Saturday morning to go to Scottburgh for a break. Mama takes her book of life with her. They end up going to SAPS Scottburgh, where the Captain advices Mama to get a protection order against Jabu. Saturday night Mr P who is a pastor come to visit us and we get nowhere after three hours. Mama wants Jabu out of the house after the physical fight they had which Mama started. Mama belongs in a physc ward. Monday Mr P and Mama are going again to Scottburgh, to see the police. Mama keeps threating to close her bank account so she might go to see the bank manager. She is totally fucked in the head. Taking adive from an idiot Like Vach. The Doctors also thought it would be best she move in to Summerhill Lodge and look what it turned out to be, I was right again. Cost my *** 350 000 ZAR the Sumerhill lodge stay over two years. Jabu leaves tomorrow Sunday for iNkompo, I will follow her once parking is found for my car as the road up to her mother's house is inaccesible by car. I am quite used to Mama being violent when she is manic so I took no notice of them fighting but in the end tried to separate them. We will see what the result of Monday will be. I have not lost my wife Jabu yet but I will loose my mother. I am her caregiver and she cannot afford a paid caregiver. I have lived with my mother since 2006 and I decide when she is manic or not, not some Doctor who consults with her for twenty minutes. I fell so sorry for Mama she does not know what she is doing. I have basically two choices, one is to separate from Jabu and stay with my frail disabled mother who will be eighty on the 8th of April or leave her here and go with Jabu. Mama cannot afford a caregiver on her pension. Shit choice. I love both Mama and Jabu. Maybe things will cool down till Monday but I don't like Mr P intefering even if he is a pastor. He runs a shuttle serivice that's why he got involved (whilst driving her to Vach), 28/03/2021 04:12 SAST, enough of this shit. Lord please guide me through this difficult time, the pastor said I am selfish. Jabu's eviction under lockdown level one will make my aunt Ela in Warsaw very happy, the bitch, as well as some relatives in London. Mother fucker son of a bitch fucked up our Easter, we had bought fish for Good Friday and ham for Easter Sunday. We where planning on buying a Texan steak or rump at the local store (which has a very good butchery) for Easter Sunday as well. What part of "Mama is moderatly manic" did Doctor Vach's wife not understand. I wonder what the bible says about breaking up someones marriage. My wife Jabu is going to bath in a basin now twice a day you mother fucking cunt. With the nearest tap 850 meters away. Like I had to bath in Umzimkulu physc hospital in ward one. Jabu now has to walk from the taxi stop in dense sugar cane, where she can be raped or murdered At 15:28 we packed Jabu's belongings into the truck hugged and kissed, took photo's, I cried as we bid each other farewell and she departed for her mothers house. At 15:44 she was at her mother's house. I will miss you Jabu and I love you very much. Yet we will meet often once I get my car back from the garage. iNkompo is only five clicks away but I don't have my TSR anymore so I can't visit. The Elantra will not make it up the rain ravaged dirt road through the sugar cane. oops it;s 00:23... Love you Jabu and miss you I am lying on the couch half asleep when I hear a noise, Mama came into the dining room from the kitchen and looks like she is chocking, I give her the heimlich maneuver, she sits on the dining room chair and then falls hard on the floor smacking her right temple. I administer CPR for fifteen minutes but she is gone, Mama passed away in my arms, may your soul rest in peace Mama, love you. In Johannesburg I lived in Mama's house since Tata passed away in March 2006. Mama did everything for me. She gave me a roof over my head and fed me and helped me with AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's by delivering to the post office. We where on very good terms when she was not manic. Till her dying day Mama denied that she suffered from bipolar mood disorder. I have mixed feelings about my beloved Mama right now as she was manic the last three months. Normally she was such a kind and gentle soul. Even though the injection did help on the 02/04/2021. I am sad but Mama suffered such great pain from her fractured humerus op the last almost two years and her bladder problem that maybe it's better that she is with Jesus now. Mama enjoyed chatting and so did I, I hope there is BBC in heaven, she loved to watch that. Can you believe it at my age she still used to tuck me in to bed. When she stayed at Summerhill Lodge I used to visit her on my TSR and we would walk to the Scottburgh beach and sit and enjoy the sun. Sometimes we used to go for coffee in Scott street. Mama battled a bit walking up the steep hill from the beach back to Scott street. She knew all the shop owners in Scott street and got in trouble for feeding the homeless. Mama was an afternoon person and would leave for the post office at 14:00 in Johannesburg. AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's was doing well then. We came to Pennington with no debt. I will miss you so much Mama, God bless you for all that you have done for me in your living years. Votela ANC mhlaka 1st November 2021, nali ivoti lami
24/01/2022 00:49 SAST Fuck I always get done in. 02:54 SAST Can't sleep when there is too much excitement. Jabu and I had a bad weekend, she just wanted her space with Facebook and I wanted to chat. It gets lonely from 07:50 SAST till 16:45 SAST when she comes home. Now that I am moving to Scottburgh I will be totally alone. No Jabu, no Tyson and no car to drive Jabu from Scottburgh to Pennington to work. Fuck up after fuck up. One of my good friend's mother passed away today, may her soul rest in peace. 11:17 SAST still have not slept. Why Lord have you forsaken me? God bless you and thank you very, very much, you know who you are, my apologies for any inconvenience caused, we are all at fault in one way or another here Happy birthday Kasia Happy birthday Jabu my dearest umfazi FIN PENDING I require 10 000 000 ZAR in my Bitcoin wallet as compensation for the anti psychotic meds I have been taking since 2003 without any Doctor informing me that Risperdal causes horrible ankle cramps, for hours at a time, Mama used to purchase me mag tabs which I once took twenty to no avail, never mind not one Doctor informed me except by a nod here and a grimise there by Doc K that I was being fed shit BP meds, Too top it all not one Doctor informed me that I will have ED from this shit. So I think for the pain and suffering of the meds and the electronic war fare as well as the continual hacking of my Linux OSes I should get some sort of compensation. Especially for being tortured at Umzimkulu Psychc Hospital. I know I will not get my 10 000 000 ZAR in my Bitcoin wallet as it's cheaper to just hit me once electronically and I land up in the funny farm. FUCK LINUX FIN J'taime Linux In no way is this book meant to reflect badly on the Indians of KZN, I remember when I was on the SAS Strike Craft there where very good Indian chaps on the Strike Craft. I also deal with a company in Durban where the Indian girls are extremly helpful. It is a limited few in Pennington, Park Rynie and Umzinto who made me strip my moer. This came to my attention today at the mall when I went to one shop in the Mall and there was an Indian girl, I know very well for years and she has always been very friendly to me. Anyway, I just thought I would add my two cents, take it or leave it. I can not be held responsible for man in the middle attacks on this domain, ie www.pawinski.co.za
23/05/2022 midnight SAST I reinstalled Mageia 8 Linux and networking works fine except some hacker changed my root password so I can basically do nothing with my Mageai 8 Linux install, at least I can log in as marek. I was so happy to have Mageia 8 Linux networking grafting again. The best distro in the world if hackers do not mess it up, I can't even get printing to work on my other Oses including Microsoft Windows 10.
This book was first typed on a Centrino Duo then a Celeron N3060 and now a Lenovo S145 i5 with ADSL then Cubot Manito and
For example it took my wife, Jabu and i to return home on the 14/01/2015 seven hours by four taxis and we missed the last taxi as it was late and we had to walk for one and one half hour up a hill to get home, we arrived after sunset. The non scenic route takes one and one half hours by a low level flying sixteen seater Quantum ambulance transporter.
What a relief to find out that prison is worse than the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital from two of the patients who actually where in prison, i am being a bit salcastic in this sentence.
Spot of bad luck in the South Coast for me with my manic episodes spiking due to what i thought was the change in altitude but i will never know as there is only a twenty minute if that consultation with a GP or shrink per out patient session at the G.J Crookes Hospital.
As of today my mild/moderate mania seems to have passed and I am feeling more stableish with a bit of mild mania. Anyway of course I had to wake up early today just as I had to go to G.J. Crookes to collect my meds, the last few nights I was sleeping late. Lucky I had a power nap between 08:45 and 10:00. I went to GJC late, we arrived there at 11:50 and I was the only one in the q to collect my file. Like I said I don't know what will happen when it rains as the new clinic corridor is protected by a 1.4 meter wall so the patients will get wet unless they are allowed to sit in the inside corridor. I had some bloods taken, then the pharmacy and I was out of there in two hours. I have been an out patient at G.J. Crookes since January 2016 so they know me well, even the top security guards know me by name.
Mama in the meantime went for a haircut and we went to Checkers afterwards to do some shopping. When I go to Scottburgh I try sort out as many things as possible due to transport costs. 11/09/2020 02:55 CAT Friday, my nieces birthday, she turns 18 today. Happy birthday. In 2012 when I had my medical plan I was diagnosed with IBS by Doc L from Scottburgh. A few weeks ago I had extreme pain in my lower right abdomen when I got up from the armchair, I took some pills from the pharmacy and the pain has gone away, but I can feel a pushing pain in my lower right abdomen and I have only had two mugs of coffee now since I woke up at 00:18. Online Doctors are investigating my condition and I might have a hernia. Fuck that's all I need, I have been constipated for 15 years because of the meds I take, Mama feeds me plenty of fruit and vegetables. I don't do much PT as I am out of it between 08:00 and 11:00. Like I said since I opened my AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's business in 2003 I have been wakeing anytime between midnight and 02:00 and grafting till 07:00 more or less. That's in Randburg, then I used to start work again answering the phones at 08:00 till 19:00 and taking online orders so I grafted most of the day with power naps between. It's going well between Jabu and I and in a few days it will be our three month anniversary since we are back together again. I can't be bothered with spelling anymore, normally Samsung spells for me.
Mama is going to tile the toilet, so I have to go buy a few squares of tiles soon. The tilers where there to give a quote at 17:54, both of them where not wearing masks. I accepted the quote.
Went to bed early and woke at .... 12/09/2020 00:20 CAT Saturday Rebooted from Windows 10 and into Ubuntu 20.04 by mistake as I was listening to Catholic online Mass at the same time. So I did my usual morning Mageia Beta 1 update, all went smoothly. 02:15, had a hot shower, i feel the cold, feel sleepy now, 03:01. I woke at 06:32 and Mama and I went to Park Rynie at 07:55 to purchase some tiles, they did not have a large selection, in fact the first hardware shop we went to they had none at all. Today is the third month Jabu and I are back together. We will celebrate with a flattie chicken braai (BBQ) tomorrow. These mixture of herbs I take for ED are dangerous, the other night i took some and had a terrible pain in my right elbow, a bit in the left elbow and chest pain, it was as if I was having a panic attack. Come to think of it Mama upset me about two weeks ago and I had the same syntoms. But I think I have RA as I sit here and type my elbows are slightly painful. Tata died from an OD of steroids due to his RA. I am going to give it a break from taking a dangerous mixture of these ED herbs, fuck I really felt bad. I have been taking Lexan herbs in Randburg for my constipation and early on in 2012 but Doctor L said in 2012 I can take Epsom salts but my online Doctor says they are not for long term use and I have been using Epsom salts for the last two years at least in conjunction with liquid parrafin. So I will use Lexan herbs now and liquid parrafin, like I said Mama feeds me lots of soup and fruit especially during the winter. Jabu is not too fond of soup, she is used to her food at her mothers place. What the Africans do is month end they purchase 10kg of mielie meel, 10kg of rice, 10kg of flour, 5kg of sugar and meat from Umzinto, I used to do the same except for the flour but Mama will have none of it and it works out much cheaper at Checkers, also used to purchase 5l of oil. Rice does not go off but mielie meel does get worms if it stays too long. Mama however did purchase 5kg of rice and 7kg of brown sugar on her last shopping trip. Once Jabu did mot have ten rand pay the carrier so she had to cart all her shopping to the taxi rank. The hassle is working from home I drink a lot of tea and coffee, the one consultant place i worked for in Sandton once they offered free lunch and had a cold drink machine near the IT office but I was only doing contract work, we retire around 23:00 and.....
Retired at 19:30.
05/04/2021 03:07 SAST Please Holy Mary let there be no shit today from Mama. If only, if only Mama was on the correct meds, I don't think the injection will work. How can I honour my mother if she is verbally abusing me all the time. Last night Mama asked me to phone Ela, there where four sisters now there are two. Ela really pissed me off she told Mama on Skype that Mama should send me to the funny farm. Mama is hysterical, this fractured humerous of hers since July 2019 has really fucked up her life. I remember the days when Jabu used to bed bath her. I requested that my *** give a video call every Sunday to Mama so she can see her grandchild. So far he has done so the last two Sunday's. This is the second time in less than two years I have had to call in my own Doctors for help with Mama. My first Doctor was over ruled by Vach. Lets see what happens now with the second Doctor. I think Mama deep down is afraid I will leave her. She is confused.
04:03 SAST 57 660 USD per coin, Bitcoin has dropped 2000 USD per coin over the last few days. Never mind Bitcoin goes up and down and Ether has been doing well. I predicted at least 50 000 USD per coin by Valentine's or more. More and more large financial institutions are accepting Bitcoin as payment. I have both Ether and Bitcoin in my portfolio now, need to risk, can"t sit here doing fuckall.
Umzimkulu Hospital welcomes you all with open arm and hopes that your stay will be as pleasant as possible. “put your feet up and make yourself at home!!” BULLSHIT PROPAGANDA from their website. This fucking Doctor Ndlovo needs to start paying off my debts, I am sick and tired of these debt collectors.
04:47 SAST Listening to Nightwish, years ago I used to listen them my fav is "no surrender" By Judas Priest. The CD player started to work suddenly in my car yesterday. I now check the coolant level everyday. I want to purchase the CD of an African girl and guy singing yet I forget there name, they where number one on Channel O, if you know who I am talking about please email me. No fuck I can't find them on you tube.
05:00:45 SAST Time is flying by this morning I have been up over two hours. Jabu wakes at 06:00 to take a bath in her basin and prepares to go to work. Thinking back to Thursday my Doctor said there is no need for me to go to eThembeni, I wanted to check myself in, on the other hand my other Doctor said I can check myself in anytime. I am awaiting 08:30 with great expectation when Mama wakes. She has not gone for her night pee yet. Every time there is a fuck up she says I am ill. Not this time. Mama has a habit of digging her nails into people and pinching hard when she is fucked in the head.
05:29:13 SAST I am slowly getting used to driving my car after eight years of not driving a car but a bike, I miss the wind in my face a bit, never know with this cryoto thing, I could buy myself a bike soon and help Doctor Ndlovo pay off my debts at the same time. No need for a 750 or 1100, the 76 KW I have driving my Elantra is plenty DOHC 16V. I want Jabu to time her, 0 to 80 km/h in how many seconds when I floor her. Mama went for a piss five minutes ago and back to bed, shame she also has this bladder problem and spends a couple of 100 ZAR on pads a month. I mop up her piss when she does not make it to the loo.
06:00 SAST Let me have a break. I just turned the music off and can hear the chirping of the birds.
05/04/2021 14:08 SAST I receive a very generous loan/donation from Mr R to cover the cost of my shocks. I was quoted 5000/5500 ZAR but I might have someone cheaper. I will find out tomorrow. No they are 6500 ZAR at the other place. Talking about donations and gifts I was quite surprised when Mama and I received a gift from overseas for Xmas and I received a gift from overseas for my birthday on the 18/02/2021.
I drive to iNkompo with Jabu and we sit at the cafe and buy a 2 litre coke and chat for hours. Needed that break, Jabu also gives me a haircut. Mama was most unhappy when I left that I took all the keys to the house bar the kitchen door keys so she could get out in case of fire. The other day she opened all the security gates and left the keys lying where any passerby could have taken them. Mama said she will call the SAPS. Good my Doctor said she is manic and needs to be taken to GJC as an involuntary patient. I rather try look after her here but it's very stressful, like I said Jabu and I are not made of steel. With this Covid-19 shit it's not a good idea for Mama to go to hospital but it looks like the only way. Strange mania she is having this time, normally I notice she is starting to become manic when she starts to wake at 04:00/05:00 and sleeps no further. Now she is worse of in the morning. I don't know if Mama should be taking Lilly fluoxetine if she is manic.
So I have been using Mageia 8 KDE Plasma for five days now. 21:34 SAST
23:07 SAST Can't sleep, too much excitement today. Let me try go back to sleep. Retired nicely and ......
06/04/2021 05:51 SAST That's almost seven hours sleep, good. Like I said we are just poor simple folk and appriciate any donations towards my ebook. It's rather chilli this morning with rain forecast, I can feel the cool Autumn breeze blowing through my window. It's raining I can see the girls walking down to work with Umbrella's. I am unable to drive my car in the rain because I never know when the wipers will fuck out completly. Last time the wipers worked fine on two speeds on the way to iNkompo.
20:00 SAST So much for Mageai 8, total freeze had to hard reboot. I was doing sweet fuckall, just left my machine on for a few hours whilst I was busy in front. Fucking hackers. Don't know why I have much bad luck with my fav OS. Still waiting for the transfer to come through, the banks like to hold on to the funds and transfer when they make the most profit. So i am back on Ubuntu Linux 20.10 right now. 20:20 SAST. Bitcoin is at 58 202 USD per coin and Ether is at 2120 USD per coin. Have not bothered to fix th etouchpad yet, why is my fan growling. Core 1 is at 50 C, hmmm, the others are at 42 C. Odd after all these month's I feel at home with Ubuntu Linux now even though Mageia has a superior control panel. let me check if this thing sleeps. Yeah Ubuntu Linux 20.10 sleeps and so do I.
07/04/2021 02:08 SAST This is the the time I start typing not the time I wake up mostly. 04:03 SAST Being waiting since last night for a RTT to go through. I need to make more bucks with Bitcoin and Ether before I can purchase the shocks and Mr P my mechanic from Johannesburg says a temp sensor can cost 600 ZAR.
04:10 SAST let me try to get my touchpad to work on Ubuntu Linux 20.10. 04:32 SAST Tea fag coffee fag, I hope my Doctor is not reading this, she told me to drink less tea and coffee but I am thirsty all the time especially when I smoke. Let me reboot and see if the touchpad works. 04:36 SAST No luck, will not work on kernel 5.8.0-48-generic. Fuck.
07:44 SAST Mageai 8 is useless to me on the S145, certain important browser does not function with the web pages I need it to function. Fuck up after fuck up, first the S145 then the Elantra. Only success I had was with crypto and my pool.
First thing I do when I return from shopping and dropping off Jabu at her mother's is jump into the icey pool. The injection Mama received on Good Friday morning seems to have improved her mood a bit.
08/04/2021 02:14 SAST Happy 80th birthday Mama, 100 lat. I purchased a black forest cake with Happy Birthday on it and some bath salts and hand cream for Mama. Mama will receive fleurs from overseas this afternoon.
02:41 SAST Bitcoin has dropped to 56 268 USD per coin and Ether is sitting down at 1983 USD per coin. The magic number for me is 150 000 USD per Bitcoin.
08:45 SAST I had to pump up my left rear tire, maybe I hit a pothole too hard. I found my tire gauge as well so it's steady at 2 bar. We will see tomorrow morning. Unless there is foul play from one of the buurmense and they are letting my tire down.
11:02 SAST I rushed off to Park Rynie to have my temperature sensor replaced whilst Nomvula was still finishing off washing the car. I wanted her to be here for Mama. Praise be to the Lord, Jesus Christ, the Good Friday injection prescribed by my shrink is working on Mama. One can see a major improvement in the last few days.
19:29 SAST So I will get a second opinion on my shocks as well, I have had quite a few prices. Mr B did an excellent job with my head gasket and temperature sensor.
19:37 SAST Hail Mary full of Grace, please let me have no more shit with this Elantra, Amen.
19:39 SAST I was getting a bit nervous this morning, Bitcoin and Ether dropped but are up again now.
09/04/2021 01:24 SAST Even though I am taking an increased dosage of some of my meds as per my Doctors suggestion, I still wake early. It's back to 2003-2013 when I ran AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's. Bitcoin is steady at around 57 863 USD per coin this morning and Ether is doing well at 2075 USD per coin.
01:55 SAST After yesterdays flat tire I am wary of driving to iNkompo again with all the potholes on the dirt road, two clicks of dirt road full of fucking potholes, pedestrians and cattle. But I love Jabu and I love Shisanyama, Shisanyama one buys meat and the meat is BBQ'ed for you and your partner with hot sauce if you like. One brings ones own bread or rolls and a flask of tea or coca cola.
03:19 SAST I am looking forward to Shisanyama this weekend with the love of my life and umfazi Jabu who will be working so we have to go late. I asked Mama if I can go away for the weekend, she said don't leave me here. Hope this fucking tire is not flat again this morning at sunrise. Let me move back to the TV room and carry on listening to Jeruselema.
05:12 SAST Nice relaxing quite morning, just right now Mama went for a pee, I have a text let me go check. It was Facebook. I have been using Windows 10 up front for thirty six hours uptime now on my 250 G5, I use Ubuntu Linux 20.10 on my S145. I am looking forward to the 22/04/2021 when Ubuntu Linux 21.04 will be released. Right let me upload and I pray my tire is not flat when the sun rises in less than an hour.
10/04/2021 06:30 The tires where not flat, will check tomorrow. Jabu and I spent a very pleasant day in Scottburgh shopping and at the beach. I purchased a Sandisk flash drive (which Jabu has in her handbag) for 59 ZAR, the shop next door wanted 150 ZAR. I have arranged for a spare key to me made for our car, Mama will have 60% shares in the Elantra after the shocks are fitted which best price I received is 5000 ZAR. When I opened the bonnet at around 07:00 there was a kitten in my engine compartament. Lucky I checked the water level otherwise the kitten would be mince meat when I started the car. The buurman has a lot of cats and now kittens. I think he put my black cat down.
On this day, 78 years ago, 500 Polish Children arrived in Oudtshoorn on the 10th April 1943. These Children went on to form the core of the Polish community in South Africa.
We where rather tired and Jabu did not feel like going to the Shisanyama. What a great day to spend with my wife, oh yes we went shopping at Checkers as well and I forgot to buy brown sugar. Originally I meant to purchase tomatoes and a pool floater only but we ended up with a whole trolly of shopping. Jabu and I deceided that we will not see each other tomorrow Sunday. It's her mother's birthday tomorrow. I retired early and....
11/04/2021 04:02 SAST Had another good nights sleep. Today I will be roasting a chicken and potatoes in a jacket in the microwave with butternut. If we have electricity otherwise I will have to do a flattie braai (BBQ). I reported to UGU a water leak seeping from the street two days ago but they drove up and down our street and have done fuckall about it. Obviously it needs to be a fountain before they do anything.
I still think Mama should be on Epilum, Camcolit and Risperdal, we will see what happens when my shrink returns from holiday.
Bitcoin is sitting at 60 432 USD per coin and Ether is at 2147 USD per coin, 05:12 SAST.
I forgot to mention that on Friday morning my print device which I had ordered arrived so we don't have to go around begging folks to print for us. It's a good HP as usual 3 in 1 WIFI print device and works fine so far on Ubuntu Linux 20.10. I just need to get the scanner to work but have been so busy I don't have the time. I will test the WIFI on my 250 G5 today as I am using Windows 10 with an uptime of more than 48 hours.
Like I said Mageia 8 is fucked with me on my S145, way too many hassles, with my one browser, I need everything to function. What a pit I was so excited about the WIFI working on Mageai 8. In the old days I used to submit bug reports to Mandriva Linux and Mageia Linux but I am too vila for that now.
12/04/2021 01:35 SAST Been playing around with my print device, let me check if I can scan on Ubuntu Linux 20.10. Bitcoin has been hovering around 60 000 USD per coin the weekend. Ether doing well at 2140 USD per coin. It's difficult to find a handyman in Pennington when I have Jabu on my Whatsapp profile pic. We have a burst pipe leading to the washing machine and dish washer underground. If I open it up there will be water pissing all over the place, the soil is preventing a fountain of water. Like I said every thing happens to me in two's. 03:28 SAST Scanner works fine on print device.
03:54 SAST Started to upgrade to 21.04 Beta for a second time from Ubuntu Linux 20.10. Finished upgrade at 05:08, touchpad now works, took so long as I was watching TV and questions popped up during the upgrade. I now have Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta on my S145. 05:20 SAST bit tired will go relax now.
06:00 SAST Today was a total fuck up. We did not find where the burst pipe is, will continue looking tomorrow, going to have a nice water bill next month. Again when I left to pick up Jabu at 15:30 there was a kitten in my engine compartement. I have yet to test my print device on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta on my S145, I am very chuffed that the touchpad works. I only slept five hours or so since last night. I fell asleep on the couch at 09:10 and woke at 10:10. My central locking is starting to give me hassles on the Elantra, wonderful just fucking great. I worked so hard to buy the Elantra with my Bitcoin profit. Mama has helped me with the outstanding amount to repair the Elantra.
15:30 SAST It was nice to see Jabu today, I did not see her Sunday, I gave her a lift just past the N2 bridge. We spent at least thirty minutes together.
Johan Venter does not want to do work for us anymore, he blocked me on Whatsapp today after promising to come the last few months for odd handyman jobs. I will see if Jabu's brother succeeds tomorrow. So i phoned Mr Venter and he says he is busy, like most people in Pennington I think he is unhappy that I am married to an African. Jabu and I met him at the Kiosk whilst having breakfast a while back. I think my shares have dropped drastically since I put Jabu up as my profile pic.
19:49 SAST Time to sleep, Bitcoin and Ether are doing well today.
13/04/2021 02:35 SAST Morning that's six hours sleep, not too bad. I love this song, the way you fuck me, when I get hold of a song I can loop it for months. Thinking of Dominic right now, fuck to kick the bucket at fifty one, fuck. Firefox crashed on my 250 G5 yesterday, I have an uptime of six days now on Windows 10. We will see how my Bitcoin monitor goes, bit bored with Linux on my 250 G5. Bitcoin and Ether are sitting nicely at 60 379 and 2159 USD per coin. One of the debt collectors who offered me a good deal four years ago now keep phoning me sending text everyday, mother fuckers. Like I said the touchpad works now on my S145 with Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta but not too great, Lenovo made a big fuck up with this machine series. The main reason it was choosen for me that it had 8 Gigs of RAM, the other shit they sell in South Africa mostly has 4 Gigs of RAM.
03:58 SAST I love this stress of being an Induna, last year when I was renovating Mama's house it really kept me busy and had my blood in my veins, turn brighter red. And this waking at 02:00/04:00 spikes me up. Even though I think I am going to take a break now and relax and watch some TV, as you all know I am a prescription drug addict and the levels of meds I am taking now are quite high. Oh yes I managed to bhepa the other day and cum without an orgasm.
05:46 SAST A new day starts wish me luck with the burst pipe today.
09:14 SAST The plumber popped in and said it was the guys digging the fibre that had damaged the UGU water pipe in the street. The water is seeping underground onto Mama's property then into the two buurmans prpoerty. What a waste of money and labour, of course the guys wanted a full days pay so I kept them busy by painting Jabu's and my former bedroom ceiling and the kitchen window frames. Nomvula cooked pap, gravy and Umzinto sausage for us all. Mama is eating very little these days and I can see her arms are very thin which worries me. At Summerhill Lodge she used to eat a large plate. Shame she is getting old and this mania of hers once a year is not helping. I hope to contact my shrink today for further advice.
14/04/2021 03:25 SAST 35 minutes to go till load shedding starts. I woke at 02:04. So that's six hours sleep. Whilst the guys where painting yesterday I watched my Bicoin monitor, I will not be doing the Microsoft patch Tuesday on either of my machines today.
03:36 SAST let me upload before they cut the power. Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta had a new kernel this morning and 49 updates in total. Nice to have my touchpad to work on the new kernels, thank you Mark and Canonical. Nine minutes till load shedding, will they cut or not, I am ready. 03:57 SAST Pity Mageai Linux 8 one browser does not graft on my S145. Let me check my print device on my Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta. 04:01:10 SAST Still waiting. 04:03:25 SAST looks like no load shedding, lest give it till 04:05 SAST, Bitcoin is at 63 361 USD per coin and Ether is at 2286 USD per coin. Houston we have a problem no load shedding and I was so reddy.
What I still have for sale:
I also have a Pentax K 1000 SLR camera with 35mm Pentax lens and 2 x convertor, 80-200mm generic lens, needs service.
Ama motorcycle helmet Medium
Motorcross helmet XL with tinted goggles
MCSE 2000 and Windows NT 4 books
Thirteen network forensics and intrusion detection books
Over fifty novels and books pertaining to my visits to Europe
African object de art
Thirty years of collectables, from eastern Mpumulanga, eg Rhino large heavy Rhino from Rhodesia a gift from my *** in better days before he married ***, Ingwe, Lion, Crocodile, Aardvark, Giraffe, Elephant etc some broken when I was manic in Pennington. Jabu calls it my zoo, I will loose them all.
isiZulu shield and assegai
More to follow
How I feel today 23/12/2021 at 04:00 SAST, relaxed, good mood, the wheat kicked me into a fab frame of mind and set my mood straight, once off only, Dominic's birthday was on the 6th of December, I lit a candle for him, he was the only Pawinski that congratulated me on my wedding day at 09:00 but the wedding was African style and only started at 11:00, Dom passed away at the age of 53, happy to have a K9 and sad I will loose my life's collection over the last thirty years of collectables, lucky I smoke, I thought I had gum cancer but a retired Dentist from Warsaw told me otherwise, was day of the dead, all Saint's day, on the 1st November 2021, Poles go and visit grave yards in Poland to remember their loved ones. well rested. But NAFI and sad, I get the incorrect intel that my *** is in Scottburgh (27/10/2021) without telling me he is coming, he will come to Mama's house and shout at me. I am sure he will go look for flats in Scottburgh for me if he keeps his word. I will not drive in a car with him, he drives at 130 km/h on the R102 between Pennington and Scottsburgh. Like most folks from Pennington do, even they used to overtake my TSR on the Umzinto river bridge. Mama passed away more than six months ago, but had a good nights sleep, apprehensive of the Bitcoin price falling and happy the Elantra is in good hand's now, bit anxious, the Hyandai Elantra 2005 1.6 GLS cost me 58 500 ZAR to date, in 2005 it was a hell of a good car, just bush mechanics have worked on it, 16/10/2021, 26/10/2021 cannot drive my Elantra as the brakes are not kosher. Had a good short four hour sleep. Much better now that my *** actually communicated with me and sent me a link of a flat in Scottburgh of a flat on auction. The reserve price is 525K ZAR but offers will be accepted from 500K ZAR. But the levy is 4800 ZAR. There is also a 45 square flat for sale in Scott street, huge according to European standards, lovely can't open the windows as I would breath in the exhaust fumes of the continual traffic, Monday to Saturday. So from a 320 square house in JHB which took Tata nineteen years to build on weekends and holidays to a 140 square house in Pennington to an unknown size flat in Scottburgh or to sleeping in my Hyandai Elantra near the beach. At least Jabu can go back to her mother's house, pity the deal we had in iNkombo got fucked up by Miss Asithandile Mgnadi. (Maybe the Lord did not want me to stay in iNkombo, the para's would have stabbed me for my TV and laptop, whilst I was swimming in my above ground pool) 02:14 SAST let me have a break as Bitcoin sits at 61 424 USD per coin, that's 918 000 ZAR per coin. I wonder what Joe Biden deceided on the 15th October 2021 or is the executive order on Monday 18th October 2021. Mr P agreed I pay him 1500 ZAR over three month's, 26/10/2021 07:42 SAST even though he gave me back my Elantra with the starter or battery not working and the trim fucked on the passenger side, the battery was tested and a new starter fitted, same story, once the engine on the Elantra is hot she will not start, have to wait one hour for the Elantra to cool
down then she starts and did I mention the brakes failed on me, the rear brakes are not clamping, the discs are rusted. Mr P tied my DOHC 16 V engine cover with one green cable tie and one has a bolt missing. He is yet to come and repair my trim on the passenger side, seems more like sabotage to me. He did say Mark Pillay came to visit him whilst my car was at Mr P's workshop and that he knows Mark Pillay for fifteen years.
Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital - Crimes against humanity
The beginning of November 2014 I suffered a nervous breakdown which in fact was an electronic attack on my person, I found out in 2022 after my LNB from my Multichoice dish blew like a 88 mm canon, and was later in 2014 admitted to the G.J. Crookes Hospital in Scottburgh, Kwa Zulu Natal,
South Africa, after less than two weeks a girl general practitioner, Dr Ndlovo decided to transfer me to the
Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital nestled in the foothills of
the Underberg still in Kwa Zulu Natal but in the middle of nowhere. Most of the patients there where admitted for drug induced paranoia or criminal acts. I now release Doctor Ndlovo was taking orders from above as I was first hit electronically in March 2012 when I arrived in Pennington. I had to leave poor Mama behind in JHB as she was Manic and a Doctor said we will both fall ill from the move, John the estate agent from Seeff let Mama stay in his bungalow and Mama stated that his cub board was full of BPMD meds never mind that John smelled of alcohol early in the morning, he did however sell Mama's house on the third shot, I was under the impression that Mama would go stay with her friends in Linden but whilst I was driving down, John called me numerous times and said he will call the cops whilst I was driving down the N3. What was I to do, Mama instructed the movers whom she said four days to pack and into the Elliot Afrovan 24 wheeler,they tried to do the packing in three days and Mama told the packers to leave he bedroom half unpacked so I had to drive down at 6 am with Bono, Buci and Hiya to make it to Pennington before sunset, I had a back massage the night before and made it to Mooi River before I had to down two Red Bulls Mama waved to me as I pulled up the hill towards Pennington, WTF was I to do?
These are factual events as of 13th January 2015 which occured at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital and G.J. Crookes Hospital, three months prior to the 13th January 2015. I am working on the typos and grammatical errors.
On one occasion a patient was bugging me with questions and i told him to speak to the nurse. The nurse told me to "fuck off" and when i went to the sister in charge to report this the security guard followed me and tried to prevent me from speaking to the sister in charge, the security guard from LK Solutions Security then said to me that i am "rubbish" and he will call the other security guards to beat me with battons.
Bathing time is African style like the majority of Africans in South Africa bath in a large plastic dish with about ten litres of water or less. I was quite used to this as this is how i bathed at my wives, Jabu house. Above is a pic of how the basins looked like.
I feel sorry for the patients as most of them receive no visitors and i have never heard of or seen before this episode that nurses walk around with polycop plumbing pipe about four hundred milimeters long and fifteen milimeters thick and assualt the patients. Is this Psychiatry?
On the other hand the sisters in charge and some staff sisters where quite good to me and where very helpfull, but they have to follow the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital rules.
Medication is handed out at 09:30 after breakfast and the patients share the same water cups to down the medication, thank God I do not have turberculousis or some other horrible disease from sharing cups with 45 patients.
Water is sometimes not available during the night when the water bucket and one cup is not left on the other side of the locked grill gate, never mind the fire hazard. If there was a fire there is no chance in hell that all five wards could be open to let out the patients. The wards, ten patients per ward are locked at night as some windows where broken with axxess to the courtyard from the passage.
At this stage I think I would be ashamed if I was any part of the medical profession, especially the Doctors whom are aware of all this and general practitioners who treat psych patients as there is currently no psychiatrist in the Hospital.I have sixteen years experience as an electrician in the construction field and seventeen years experience in Information Technology mainly using the Linux operating system as well as Microsoft Windows, yet at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital i must take orders from cleaners and nurses under twenty five years of age, one of the duties of the nurses is to write reports about the patients. If the nurses don't like a patient they write negative reports about a patient. I found that most of the male staff nurses had more of a heart than the females, some female nurses and sisters are real bitches. On my last day when as i typed before attacked and surrounded by thirty or so patients for a fag, the one male staff nurse looked on in despair but he could do nothing. I was so happy and excited to go home on LOA (leave of absence) so one of the nurses asked me if i was having a relapse (from my excitement) can you believe it. The nurses play little mind games and notarize everything a patient does in the courtyard during the day which is mostly sleep. Like i typed before 45 or so nut cases and four sexy nurses just does not go, the males all want the attention of the nurses. Some of the nurses are very very shaftable but i think most of them are into bondage. We where all to go for a haircut and at first i refused. I did not want a kaal kop (no hair African style), so i eventually said i would like my beard trimmed but the nursing sister said i could not go anymore. She had the hots for me but was playing hard to get. One has to have a beard as there are no razors available and the patients my slit each others throats with the razors.
Stephen Fry (a BBC presenter) based in London AFAIK has experienced mental health problems for much of his life. I am sure he did not receive the treatment i received in Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital, not for the life of my can i still phathom that Psychiatric patients are treated with assualt and abuse as part of there treatment to become well again even thought most of the patients are in the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital are there for drug induced psychosis where they stabbed or assualted someone.
The Zulu language is spoken most of the time and i don't have a clue what is going on especially at the twice daily forced prayer sessions but i have to join in anyway. Jabu my wife is a Zulu girl yet i only understand a bit of Zulu, like "faga lo makulu mthondo kona la ingquza". Jabu is quite religious so i don't have anything against religion if i at least i could understand the singing and chanting.
I think it's disgusting that South Africa receives billions of ZAR in medical grants from overseas for this kind of treatment and never mind the theft. I had a terrible summer flu for two weeks and only realized later that the roll on deodrant shared by forty five patients was for woman. The roll on ordered for the patients at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital is stolen by someone working in the Hospital for there own use and most of the nursing staff are woman, can't figure out the theft bit as the nursing staff have three to eight thousand ZAR smart phones and drive new 150 000 ZAR plus motor vechicles.
I was treated slightly better than the rest of the patients because i am Caucasian, and like i typed before the only Caucasian within miles of the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital. I hope someone takes notice of this part of my book so my African friends (patients) can receive better treatment instead of being assaulted with battons, high heels and plumbing pipe.
I actually fear for my life at Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital, the ward where i am now is called Male Block Two. And one of the patients in this ward is some kind of martial arts expert. On my arrival he had to show off his moves whist we where waiting to be counted. (Counting of patients involves the patients sitting for one hour doing nothing waiting the shift to change and then be counted.) From time to time this "martial arts patient" goes a bit nuts especially on the tobacco subject like most other patients, 70% of the patients. Pure joy knowing i can be assaulted or worse anytime for a small amount of tobacco or food.
The tobacco saga occurs with all new patients and their tobacco or food is quickly consumed in a few hours. Watching lions, hyenas or vultures on TV or in real life on a kill can give a good picture of the food and tobacco episodes, meaning the food and tobacco brought by visitors to the patients.
Tobacco smoke contains many harmful chemicals such as carbon monoxide, cyanide, nicotine and tar, which cause disease and death. Non-smokers and ex-smokers on average, live longer and are healthier than smokers. For more information call +27117203145Above is a pic of a hand rolled fag the patients used to roll when i had rizla rolling paper in stock, newspaper was normally used, bit harsh when one has a cold or flu, the newspaper that is. Boredom is a real killer and lucky enough my sister bought me a few magazines (to the disapproval of some staff nurses as there where semi naked girls in the magazines, wow can you handle that, maybe the staff where afraid that the patients would start shafting each other, too many happy clappies rule this world on a Sabbath day) and a novel with large font as my multi focals where stolen at G.J. Crookes Hospital, Scottburgh, this was Xmas of 2014 on the 22nd of December 2014. My previous business, AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's keep me busy for sixteen hours a day so you can imagine doing sweet fuck all most of the day from sunrise till 21:00. Some of the patients whom have been at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital for months, up to nine months or more love it there, free food, free accomandation and free medication, at the taxpayers expense, joy to the world. Lets face it most South Africans have one meal per day if that and at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital:
I rather enjoy this in the pic above than the menu below
South Africa is one of the few countries in the world where one can receive treatment for under $3 but this kind of treatment i don't ne ed and i am not the only patient who complains about abuse and assault. Most of the African patients and there families live in the sticks cks so to whom will they report all this to. I love South Africa and South Africans but this is really the pits.
I noticed many of the patients at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital take a drug called Risperidone, a horrible piece of work where sixty sixty percentage of males suffer from erectile dysfunction when taking Risperidone, i wonder if the "mental patients" (that's what they are referred to as by the staff) actually have a choice whether to have erectile dysfunction or not, i bet my bottom dollar and it's a fact that no patient is informed of the side effects of the medication they are taking, why should us "mental patients" be informed or have the right to know of side effects, we are the scum of the earth, maybe Government Psychiatry gets it's "info manual" from the holocast. I once researched Risperidone for days on the internet in 2012 and wow what negative reviews. Some of the patients are so spaced out on prescription drugs they sleep most of the day to keep them calm.
I learned a whole lot of new Zulu words at Umzimkulu psych hospital like, ingquza, masende and bhebha to the disapproval of Jabu.
Don't try this at home or anywhere else and i do not condone this but it seems that according to Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital, violence is cool and condoned. As long as you sort out your frustrations with batons, polycop plumbers pipe, high heels, a strawberry jam sandwich and mind bending, muscle spasm causing injections.
I am upset now very upset. How on earth could Dr Ndlovo from G.J. Crookes transfer me from a cage full of pigeons to a cage full of vipers and ruin me financially. If i had been discharged from G.J. Crookes i would have been able to make up my payments. Surely if a patient is so psychotic they would be transferred on day one or two. Yet according to my mother: a security guard impersonating a principal psychiatrist, informed my mother that "they need the beds" which is also not true as there where two empty beds in the ward and G2 is also used for psych patients.
I must have been in a very bad state of mind as one night sister took my blood pressure nightly and allowed me to take her blood pressure on numerous occasions. Imagine that some cleaners and staff nurses allowed me to choose and play songs on there smart phones. Ok i hope this paragraph does not get anyone into trouble but i watched the most fantastic game of soccer with the night staff and security guards one Wednesday night. I stand corrected i was at G.J. Crookes longer than 72 hours as i now remember there was no soccer game the next Wednesday for some or other reason whilst i was at G.J. Crookes Hospital.
Talking about "joints", marijuana is freely available at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital. I found this out when a patient asked me for a light and my bodyguard and best African friend John, told me not to smoke from that "joint" as it contains marijuana. Mary jane is supposed to induce paranoia in mentally ill patients so WTF.
Quite educating this business. I found out that one can crush and smoke pain killers as another room mate who slept opposite me did. Maybe that's why some nurses refused to hand out pain killers without a Doctor's script. So if you have a splitting headache in the afternoon one might obtain some pain killers the next day if lucky. I stay away from pain killers if possible but with my buttock injury from being assaulted and my two week summer cold i was popping pain killer's like crazy. Not thanks to the female Doctor whom i requested pain killers at the nurses station and she did not write them up the first time.
Come to think of it my best African friend went on his knees to talk to this female Doctor at the nurses station. Not that they where married but i was under the impression that Zulu girls serve food on their knees to their husbands. And he was nowhere near psychotic.
To get back to the drugs story, on one occasion i received a phone call in the injection room and there was this newly admitted coloured chap trying to open the medicine trolly. (He also received the customery tobacco treatment on arrival.) A few days later he and the guy who smoked the pain killers managed to steal some drugs from the medicine trolly. They received the baton treatment for their troubles. The assaulting of patients continues to baffle me as i was under the impression that violence in psychiatry was meant to be discouraged (never mind frowned upon) and guys that where in private and most state hospitals, that i have communicated with where never assaulted. Thank God i never witnessed any assault the first time i was admitted at G.J. Crookes Hospital unlike Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital.
On my move from one section to the next at Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital i lost my mountain view bed but was soon invited to another ward closer to the windows by two patients, the alterior motives you guess it, tobacco. The first ward or section i was in (gets a bit confusing this ward business) but anyhow i had a lovely view of the foothills of the Underberg mountains but knew this stunning view of the mountains and a village which was part of Umzimkulu village would not last and soon became quite mudane. Being an outdoor lover i never dreamt magestic mountains could become so boring.
So much agro and fustration as the patients where not allowed out the wards for walks. In any of the three wards bar one occasion. Maybe the patients would try to escape, wow why on earth would anyone want to escape. The one occasion sixteen patients where allowed to go for a walk outside was for a haircut. I remember that day very well. I was sitting in the courtyard and a female nurse starting picking out patients for a haircut. She called me out and i said no thanks. I did not want my hair to be cut bald as some Africans cut their hair. My blood really boiled and when the sixteen patients where about to get on the way for hair cuts i wanted to go with to have my beard trimmed off. The female nurse then changed her mind and said that i could not go at all. Talk about being petty.
I might be making a big issue of the tobacco story but that was the only occupational therapy there was at the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital and when the patients received their monthly disability grant or visitors brought tobacco the patients who smoked, smoked non stop almost till all their tobacco was finished in two or three days. Might as well make a "meal" of it when you have it. I was rather more cautious and tried to ration my tobacco till Jabu came to visit me. For every one hundred grams of tobacco i received, i recon i smoked fifty grams and the other fifty grams was for "bodyguard" and sharing of tobacco fees.
Ninety five percent of the patients smoked and a large percentage never smoked before but only smoked at the Umzimkulu to pass the time and have something to occupy themselves with, the youngsters under 28 years of age or so would hide there smoking habits from their mothers or family when they came to visit them.
The patients make their own beds in the morning's. The nurses then come along and make the beds again. I found out only one blanket per patient is permitted during the summer months. Allegedly June and July the coldest months, really cold in the Underberg as I found out first hand on some of our vacations in the Drakensberg, two blankets are allowed. One or two degrees celsius (34 F) outside in winter at late night and early morning it gets really cold without a heater in the bedroom wherever you might be in a hotel or the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital. The patients ward windows are not triple glazed but thinking back the glass is 15mm thick so that must help with the cold a wee bit.
How dare the Sisters, nurses (male and female) and security guards force the patients to pray and dance around in a circle singing Zulu religious songs after the way some of them treat the patients, two faced religious attitudes, i am sure it is written somewhere: abuse, assault, degrade ones dignity, humiliate and tomorrow you will be forgiven. I took no part in these prayer "meeting's" other than i was forced to stand. And my last morning at Umzimkulu Psych Hospital i did go around in circles chanting something at the insistence of one of the nurses just to please her and not have hassles on my last day.
Not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven. On that day many will say to me, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name, and cast out demons in your name, and do many mighty works in your name? And then will I declare to them, I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness. Matthew 7:21-23
I used to be quite a self religious person but i have lost my respect for God due to this hospital stay and psychological after effects, really too much is too much.
I think Stephen Fry is correct with his viewpoint on God. ''The quicker you forget about Him, your life will change for the better"
This is the final nail in the coffin between God and i and it really hurts me to loose faith after so many years, but this is really it, i have had enough. What i have gone through in my life is a fraction of some of the pain and suffering others go or have gone through but i have had enough of this blatant two faced religious attitudes.
And it gets even better, on the 18th Febuary 2015, another anniversary, my birthday, my
The reason i was sent from G.J. Crookes Hospital in Scottburgh, South Africa to the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital was that Doctor Ndlovo filled up a bath and gave me a teaspoon, cup and bucket and asked me to empty the bath, i choose the bucket, she asked me whether i would like a bed by the window in the Umzimkulu Psychiatric Hospital as normal people would pull the bath plug. Just thought i would ad a bit of humour, this did not actually happen but one never knows, many things said in jest could be true.
Crimes against humanity, as defined by the Rome Statute of the International Criminal Court Explanatory Memorandum, "are particularly odious offences in that they constitute a serious attack on human dignity or grave humiliation or a degradation of human beings, they really fucked me up at Umzimkulu.
On arrival at the Ethembeni ward i was beaten up by male staff nurses, hit with solid punches to my back for no apparent reason. Must be another lesson they will never forget. I was not that psychotic to imagine that.Bath time is at around six thirty am and only six thirty am. I was beaten up by two of the biggest security guards for having a bath in the afternoons due to the heat, whilst still in the tub i was pounded with fists to my face. Doctor M ignored my complaint. There are ten beds in the Ethembeni ward, two seclusion room beds. In the five room ward there is a television. The only entertainment is to check out the young nurses butts if they are on duty that day and the cleaner was a real dog. Like i said the hospital has an OT section but there is no OT. Thank God i was transferred to an infectious ward for a few weeks where i had more freedom. I could smoke when i wanted to and spent the days recovering at a normal pace, there was no beef as to when one could take a shower, not like the Ethembeni ward "prison" where i "misplaced" my wedding band and my multi focals where stolen on another visit. Yet the powers that be decided to transfer me back to Ethembeni ward as i was smoking too much, like there is so much to do with no OT (occupational therapy) at all, even though the hospital does have an OT section. The infectious ward has thirty six beds, eight of the beds are taken up by non psychotic psych patients. Can't be that of a infectious ward as only 70% of the nurses wear masks and not all the doctors wear masks. Strange the reason i was sent to Umzimkulu psych hospital, according to the CEO (Chief Security Guard) was that the beds at Ethembeni where full, i never knew the doctors transferred patients from Ethembeni to G2, must be another lesson they will never forget that they gave me.
As usual the security guards are in charge of the ward(s), to be a security guard at a government hospital the security guard has to first go to university for three years at least, in any faculty, the security guards also have to be au faut with beating up one patient, eight against one. Which i witnessed with my own eyes at G2 and at Umzimkulu.Strange that there are three other security guards, who are in charge, Indian chaps whom use brain power to negotiate with a troublesome patient but they are not around much. Talent abounds at G.J. Crookes Hospital, there are tons of lovely nurses and sisters. The white nurses uniforms are quite see through at times and nothing beats a nice tight behind. The cleaners are not too bad either and some are quite friendly. On the subject of talent, i would not mind shagging my out patient GP. she is quite cute and also an African. I have been with Jabu for six years now so African "girls" really turn me on.
In the apartheid days i would have been killed for going out with an African girl or marrying one. By the Africans and not the apartheid security police, according to one of the staff nurses at Umzimkulu Psych Hospital.Nothing wrong at looking as long as one does not touch. Being away from Jabu my wife for such a long time really makes one "jags" (randy). Oh well as long as there where tons of nurses to look at. ED (erectile dysfunction) is a real pain and the doctors don't give a fuck, never mind the herbs cost an arm and a leg a shot (pun intended) but there is no spontaneous love making. The herbs or Cialis have to be taken and then the long wait till the mood changes and we are ready for love making. The joy of living in South africa where the "girls" out number the men fifteen million to one. And yes money talks, African girls like "mulungu" with big bucks, so i will have have no luck in that department. Not that WIC "girls" don't like march, (money) either.
To top it all on my last out patient visit to G.J. Crookes in May 2016 there was no psychiatrist working in the Hospital and i was seen to by a GP. Hopefully this has changed by now, psychiatrists might as well not study for a few years longer if a GP can do the shrinks job which they cannot.
I obtain a rash from the meds i take but was refused by the GP in May 2016 for a script for Persivate ointment, she informed me "i must go upstairs" and wait another three hours in the queue to see another doctor. Seriously if herbal meds where strong enough for my condition i would be taking them and not these shit meds that give me erectile dysfunction and Cialis costs an arm and a leg which i cannot afford even though there are herbal alternatives at one third of the price which work just as well.
It was rather cold on a motorcycle in May 2016 and i arrived at G.J. Crooks at round 8:00 by the time i obtained my file it was 09:00, i waited till 12:00 to see the GP at the psych clinic. The total cost for the consultation and meds supply for six months is one and one half USD (twenty ZAR) so can't complain there.It's the assault, violence and theft that really bugs me and this is commited by the security guards even though some nursing sisters and nurses steal the patients food, to take in a lunch box home with them, as well as milk and fresh juice. Odd that someone with a 6000 ZAR smart phone needs to steal. I was once shaking and almost had a nervous breakdown when in front of thirty six patients at G2 an African chap was assaulted and held down by eight security guards, he just cried out "mfowethu mfowethu" (spelling) which means brother in the Zulu language. One needs six months to recuperate after being a patient in a government hospital. Not all Africans are like this, most go to church on a Saturday or Sunday or maybe it's the bible that's the problem. When one is psychotic one does not know what the fuck is going on so the doctor's and sisters try there best in a fassion with meds that are of dubious nature. Each shrink likes there own meds. Strangely in a private hospital a psych patient recovers on average in ten days but the government hospitals have some philosophy that a psych patient needs to stay from one to three months if not longer. However if a psych patient is too spaced out for care in a private hospital and the twenty four hour "knock out injection" which puts one to sleep, does not work then he or she is sent to a government hospital if the patient is non compliant of all things. So those whom have medical aid really score. We have discovered from reading this book that violence is acceptable by staff members, theft is A ok in psych wards and hospitals of all places, by the staff. I would not treat my dogs the way i was treated and my African friends where treated in the psych hospitals.
May month 2020 I noticed they are demolishing the psychc clinic, the new clinic will be in the main building at G.J. Crookes AFAIK, reception said I should ask security where it is. I found out on the 12th of August 2020 that I was incorrect, the old physc clinic had a nice garden overlooking the R102, I used to eat my sandwiches and have a smoke whilst I waited for five hours to see the Doctor. Now the new psyhc clinic is in a dreary old concrete part of the old part of G.J. Crookes hospital where one sits in a corridor exposed to the elements, fuck. Mama whom does not get treated correctly for, my *** and I all suffer from one of the many forms of bipolar, I have a *** who is a sisi.
Then a new kernel was up for PCLinuxOS and all hell broke loose. Upon boot X was fucked. I tried with drakconf in a terminal to adjust the display and keyboard which did not work, I choose the "happy hacking keyboard" and X came up but on reboot nothing, so I went back to the old stock kernel and PCLinuxOS worked in a fassion. I got pissed off and installed Fedora KDE Plasma spin, it worked on my spare partition till I updated. Once again no X with the new kernel only X grafted with the old stock kernel and still does so I got really pissed off and ....Downloaded the Windows 10 iso on Ubuntu Linux 20.04 LTS copied the iso to Debian buster and burned the iso on a DL, it took 25 minutes to burn. i backed up my book and docs I need and proceeded to install Windows 10 over the 175 gig PCLinuxOS volume. By 04/08/2020 at around 04:15 I had Windows 10 installed again, the May 2020 update and I activated it so it is a legal copy, what a relief to have Windows 10 again Linux was starting to piss me off except Debian Buster and Ubuntu Linux 20.04 LTS which still graft. I also tried to install openSUSE but no go, openSUSE wanted a boot partition. So I have Windows 10 again and will wait till Microsoft 10 next patch Wednesday (for South Africa) in August 2020. Mageai 8 Alpha 1 is not updating as of 03/08/2020, I get errors, it was my fault, so i left it and the came along Beta 1 and I am on Beta 1 now, 08/08/2020. The new Mageai 8 Beta 1 kernel works unlike Fedora 32 and PCLinuxOS. Pity Fedora 32 and PCLinuxOS FULL MONTY do not graft but I think it's the hackers/that are fucking me around. PCLinuxOS now works with the stock kernel, I had 184 updates this morning, 15/08/2020, Mageia Beta 1 is going well, no hassles with the new kernel. 30/08/2020 all good with Ubuntu 20.04 LTS, Debian Buster 10, Mageia Beta 1 and PCLinuxOS stock kernel, I will only boot into Windows 10 on patch Tuesday even though it's a waste of 175 gigs HDD space. These are the top nine Linux distro's in the world today:
The others are mostly forks of the above except Arch which i have not tried. but now I have (September 2020).
20/08/2020 CAT 10:30 Jabu and I go to her best friends mothers funeral. Miss V. Was supposed to be 19C but was a scorcher 25C. The ANC grated the dirt road to the funeral and filled up Miss V's water tank, Mostly in isiZulu but the pastor did preach once in English. All I seem to go to is funerals except my *** wedding which was a grand affair at Zimbali in April 2019
All is going well with Mageia Beta 1, I had to do a "dnf update" today as the control center keep giving me a python error. New kernel for Ubuntu 20.04 LTS all went smoothly and PCLinuxOS I am still on my stock kernel as my machine does not like the new kernels. I have given up trying to get the new kernels to work. Windows 10 users keep reporting BSOD so I am wary of updating Windows 10. But at 04:01 I started to update Windows 10 anyway and I finished the September 8th update 2020 at 05:56. All went smoothly just took two hours and I like to watch the update running. On my Celeron every thing happens very slowly in Windows 10. Debian Buster 10 does not have many updates and no new kernel in a long time, I don't know if that is right. Just how stable can it be, I get an update once every three days. 13/09/2020 Dolphin crashed on Debs Buster 10 after I copied large folders.18/09/2020 19:10 CAT Friday I was dead tried and retired and woke at 04:05 on 19/09/2020, even though the alarm went off at midnight I went back to sleep. 19/09/2020 05:47 CAT Saturday Renovations renovations these last two weeks. Tiled the toilet, painted the ceiling in the lounge and kitchen door. The good news is since I received my 350 Rand SASSA grant of which I received another 350 yesterday I have received a donation of 5000 Rand from Mr R from the USA and a donation of a Lenovo S145 i5 laptop from Mrs M from South Africa. Mr E from Australia loaned me 1000 Rand. It is going well between Jabu and I but Mama is a bit of a miser lately and said I drink too much milk and that I drink too much tea too, but these meds make me hungry. Also a big thank you to my *** who has helped me since March 2006 when Tata passed away and at times my AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's business was not going to well due to fosscds.co.za undercutting the prices by 70% as they where a sponsored company for five years then they vanished and my clients complained that their DVD's where faulty, I had a 99.9 % success rate. 19/09/2020 04:05 CAT Saturday I started to work on my S145 and finished at 20:32 with a break for breakfast, lunch and at 21:45 Jabu and I had supper. 20/09/2020 00:04 CAT Sunday Installed a bit of software on Mangero 20.1 on my S145 and retired dead tired at 00:50. Woke at 05:35 I will now upload and see how it goes 05:48. Woke Mama at 06:00 to get ready for church, I watched Catholic online Mass. Sunday is braai day, free fire wood from the many tree's in Mama's garden, I always try light the fire with one match stick and get it right most of the time. I use newspaper. I learned to light a smoke in moya (wind) a long time ago with one match stick. Unlike last Sunday we had a very pleasant flattie chicken braai. I eat a lot as these meds keep me hungry. Mama and Jabu prepared the veggies and I started to braai the chicken and Jabu finished braaing it. Jabu is just good at everything, a perfect wife. She knows just about everyone in Malengeni, Pennington and half of Ethekweni. The day eneded with Jabu going to sleep at 23:35 and Mama was fast asleep already. Mama is getting old she is nearly 80. I did not go to sleep yet.... 21/09/2020 00:04 CAT Monday I am fixing the fuck up I made on my Debian partition by using the "dd" command to flash a flash drive, and sorted it out at 00:15 with PCLinuxOS on my 250 G5. I have to think hard to get a command line as I have forgotten most of the as most of the shit is GUI now. I fell asleep around 05:00 and woke at 06:58, Jabu rushed off to work and did not even have breakfast but drank the cup of tea I made her. Mama is now preparing breakfast for me. 08:47. Retired at 20:07..... 22/09/2020 00:00 CAT Tuesday exactly The alarm woke me. I booted into Ubuntu 20.10 Beta to try to get my touchpad to work on my S145, no go. I the tried dkms on Mangero 20.1 KDE Plasma no go, I finally installed the 5.9rc kernel on Mangero 20.1 and my touchpad works. 02:15. Happy as a pig in shit. I then booted into Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta with kernel 5.8 and my touchpad works even better than in Mangero. I am running eight operating systems now on my 250 G5 and S145 04:04 will upload now and have a break watching you tube or a movie till 05:00. Siphokazi came to paint the door frames at 07:02 and Jabu rushed off to Umzinto at 07:52 for a school meeting. 17:55 I had to send off some docs to someone so I will call it a day now. 19:52. 23/09/2020 00:55 CAT Wednesday I had my forth possible heart attack this month or angina. My angina or heart attack started at 23:10 yesterday and I phoned Jabu at 23:15. Twice I have woken up and my chest was burning this month. Once Mama upset me and I had a burning in my chest and once after making love with the ED herbs. My Doctor says I should go to G.J. Crooks for an ECG. My Doctor says if it last for longer than twenty minutes which it does I am having a heart attack. So I am on Ubuntu 20.10 Beta now as I don't know pacman and Arch but I will boot into Mangero 20.1 soon. 09:08. 09:15 my above ground pool was delivered and I have to set it up. It actually takes two people to set this pool up and Mama is bitching as usual. Let's hope Siphokazi finds a taxi at this time as I am quite excited. During the summer I skinny dip at 04:00. Siphokazi arrived at 10:15 and we set up the pool. At 13:00 I had my first spring swim when the pool was still filling up, the water was cool but nice. I had two more swims, at 14:00 and at 16:00, the weather forecast for the next two days is good but it will start to rain Saturday which we really need and it will rain for the whole week next week. I am going to upload now as I can peg at any time with my angina. 18:58
26/09/2020 07:11 CAT Saturday Slept like a baby. Johan's biker friends who have come for the weekend are revving their bikes, I love the sound of bikes revving. I am used to it at the bike rallies I used to go to, I have many badges, especially from the Rhino rally, They don't talk to me but I told them to rev their bikes to 11 000 RPM. Clive stole my MCP badge when he was a tenant here for two months, I only have a pic of it. Wow I slept well. From 21:50 last night till 06:15 this morning. what happens at the rally stays at the rally, but we had great fun, getting pissed, strip shows, camping and a bit of fighting. I love camping and wish I had a car so I could take Jabu camping to the Drakensberg during the summer, winter it's freezing cold. I have been camping to the Drakensberg many times as well as time share. Jabu and I went to the Underberg for time share in 2012 in the winter when it was freezing cold. At Umzimkhulu psychc hospital the patients told me they only get two thin blankets during the winter and it gets to -6 C there. Umzimkulu is in the Underberg. Like I said I have had a good life till end 2013. I don't drink since 2003. Only one beer every three months or so, I prefer my blend of Turkish coffee, which a Pole taught me to brew in 1992. A big spoon of filter coffee in a big mug brewed for three minutes ad sugar and milk to taste. Now that there are renovations going on in Mama's house planned and supervised by me I feel much better. Anyway Johan our buurman turned out to be a real poes and Mama is always taking his trash of our pavement and putting it on his pavement every Tuesday as she does not want the monkeys and K9's to rip apart his trash onto her pavement which she rakes. Johan came here with his millions from Randfontein and thinks he can take over. Pity we don't have a good buurmense like Mr R and Miss R who used to stay in Johan's house before, we used to get on so well and they where also Afrikankers. Our house was built first in the 70's and Johan's house was built much later so he can get fucked. It's not my fault our bedroom windows looks over straight at his verandah and braai area. The guy who designed his house should of thought about it first. I asked Johan the other week if he would rather be friends and all he said was "what". So there you have it we have to live with nervous tension with our buurman. It's supposed to piss down with rain today but there are hardly any clouds and the sun is shinning, maybe I will go for a swim later. My IBS has come right almost and I am having craps more frequently, in fact I had one just now after breakfast at 07:35. Amazing how this constipation works. I am quite pissed off with the ankel cramps and am only taking 1.5 mg of Risperdal at night instead of 2mg bd of which GJC pharmacy did not have stock anyway. We will see how it goes. I used to take 3mg of Risperdal at night. My friend who is a pharmacist from Kentucky USA said I should reduce my meds little by little. I have plenty of Risperdal in stock. 66% of men who take Risperdal get ED. Jabu is quite fed up with my ED. These Rizla machince rolled fags I have been smoking since 2003 are way to strong and as from yesterday I am going to smoke factory fags. Ten years ago there where pills on the market one could take to stop smoking but bipolar folks could not take them as they would go manic. I need to enquire with my Doctor if there is anything on the market now which bipolar folks can take but they are S5 and cost 2000 Rand for a three month course. 08:52 I am not used to writing my book during the day, Mama is still fast asleep which is good, she watches the news channels till 02:00/03:00. I am waiting for the much needed rain. My pool is already full of leaves. Lucky I have some HTH from last summer, my pool takes 2300 litres, it's the best pool I ever had if the monkeys don't fuck it up. Next week I am planning on painting the kitchen cub boards if it does not rain too heavy as Siphokazi cannot cross the river to come to work. Like I said we are all praying for rain. Anyway God bless, I will upload now 09:45 Oh yes addendum All is going well with Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta touch wood, I had a few updates this morning, It's the first thing I check, Mangero 20.1 is on standby if Ubuntu fucks out. I can't wait till 22nd October when Ubuntu Linux 20.10 is final. I am really enjoying Ubuntu after being an RPM guy for so long, but I have no choice as only Ubuntu and Mangero work on my S145. Lets hope the final release of Mageia 8 has the right kernel and I will be able to install dkms git and build essentials. I read a clip that Lenovo is bring out a whole lot of machines with Ubuntu 20.04 installed but not my S145 for sure. I need to boot into Windows 10 soon and see if there is a BIOS update but the BIOS updates on my 250 G5 used to fuck up my boot sequence and only Ubuntu saved the day. 09:54 It's 13:22 now and it's getting cold, maybe the rain will come soon, Mama has gone to the shops and I am cooking the rice. 22:05 slight angina, took disprin and it went away. Will go for ECG this week.27/09/2020 03:38 CAT Sunday Have decided to resign as CFO, care giver, security and projrect manager. Let Mama take over she is so so clever. I have power of attorney. Shame she has done so much for me but she can moan, i have to be very patient with her but it's difficult. Anyway I have to stick with her she is old and ill and I love her, she loves me too. I updated Debian Buster 10.5 to 10.6, Mageia Beta 8 and PCLinuxOS on the HP Celeron 250 G5. There where a few updates on the Lenovo S145 which did not need rebooting even though I like to reboot even after Linux updates. I am still waiting for the rain, maybe today. The garden is so dry and on the South Coast normally all the flora is so green. When Jabu and I went to the funeral I could not believe how dry it was. It's cloudy and cold outside 16 C, so I will dress warmly from 08:00 when the cold hits me. I take my meds at 08:00 and anything between 20:00 and midnite depends if I want the cramps to hit me from the Risperdal. I shall see how it goes on 1.5mg nochte. Tired of these fucking cramps since 2003 when I checked out of Tara (THMC). No Doctor ever told me that Risperdal causes cramps, I found out in Pennington first from an African Doctor at Pennington clinic when he reduced my dosage after I complained of cramps in my ankels, they don't tell you straight, hey man these meds will cause you never to fuck again just take them. Fucking bullshit, destroyed my sex life and now it's worse since October 2017. And you want me to do what, go to GJC and have a ECG so they can give me a disprin and send me home like they almost did to Miss M. 05:55 time to upload. I have to wake up Mama for church and make Jabu a cup of tea. I had the house to myself for two hours and am on Manjero 20.1 now but can't get the spell check to work. Works fine in Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta but not PCLinuxOS. The day goes by quickly and Jabu returns home early from work. We have a sort of phutu and wors with gravy and pele pele for supper. I say sort of phutu as the mielie meel during lock down will not turn into phutu Jabu says and she is a fucking good chef. Unlike my dear Carina whom only made me French toast. To think about it did I mention I have had two houses in my lifetime and a flat. My last house was on a 1600 square m propery and we had three cars but since 2003 I have stayed with my folks in a 320 sqaure m double story house Tata took 19 years to build on weekends. He managed to finish the en suite bathroom and soon passed away after that. He could do any job as he was taught first in technical school in Poland before he became an Electrical engineer at varsity. I was good at electrical work, plumbing and woodwork. I plumbed the first house servants quarters when I was younger. And I once worked at an electrical and plumbing company where I did a bit of plumbing, now I can't get it right to change a tap washer, the have made the holes smaller and it takes Zack and I to do it with pliers. 23:59
30/09/2020 04:32 CAT Wednesday My A20 02:00 alarm did not wake me. Only the Cubot Manito wakes me. Am listening to Mass. Siphokazi sanded the kitchen cubboards yesterday and started to paint, she is coming back to finish today. Mama is having guests for lunch so it will be a bit tricky. Praise be to Jesus Christ another month is almost over in this covid-19 world. We are at lockdown level one, hardly anyone wears their masks anyway. 05:50 Looks like it's going to be a cloudy day and I did the laundry last night. Forecast is moya. A lot of moya. The laundry should dry, that's my job, the laundry and dishwasher. Last night I had elbow pain and this morning I have as well. It's not from sleeping on the couch as I sleep on my left side and my right elbow is more painful. I drink 1.5 litres of fluid a day as recommended by the Minster of Health. I am enjoying Windows 10 on my S145 yet I see the fan goes off often even when idle. HWMonitor goes mad. I will reboot after a few days into Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta and should have a nice lot of updates. I will never have a Joomla website again, It's beyond the scope of my knowledge to restore when hacked especially when I am psychotic. A HTML website like this I can restore in a few hours from my backups on my flash drives. I am used to my 250 G5 Celeron which does not have a fan. I suppose you wondering how it is possible that I receive a 350 Rand unemployment grant when I have all this hardware. Well the wild black cat has brung me good luck, she comes every day to the door and walks through the house sometimes. I feed the black cat every day. When I was penny less, Mr R gave a large donation and that started the ball rolling. Since then funds have just rolled in. It feels better not having to live day by day. So Mama and I can now afford to do renovations a bit to make the house a bit nicer to live in. We can't agree on the electrics though. Mama has something in her head about the roof when the electrics are more important, like I said thanks to Kwela Electrical of Pennington there are 26 points of non compliance to make good. Jabu went off to work at 07:20 without saying goodbye, Siphokazi arrived at 07:02. I have yet to find out what Jabu's pluck was this morning. Time to prepare my meds for 08:00. Jabu said that I told her not too talk loud to Siphokazi as I did not want them to wake Mama so Jabu got pissed off. Well what a small world we live in, memories memories, on the 28/09/202 Mama purchased from Mrs B of Secondchances in Pennington some picture frames, a dinning room chair (which I do not want and there is no space for) and a top for Xmas for Jabu. The top is suitable for a ninety year old. I Whatsapp Mrs B if she could deliver this morning and no reply. This is the same Mrs B that in March 2016 when my other and Mama put the house on sale, I called to have a look which furniture she could buy from me. She sent George instead, another one of those with "i am so blessed" all over his truck so is Mr B's profile pic on WhatsApp to purchase my tools. George had a look at my tools and said he will come back to me with a price. He came back and said he could take all the tools and see what he can get for them. I thought fuck the house will sell quickly so I let George take my tools. The fucker came back with 1600 Rand for 20 000 Rand, more like 30 000 Rand worth of tools. I paid 60 Rand for a Stanley knife the other day. I must say George came back for some 80-200mm crimpers and gave me 200 Rand, they where new. I still have my megger and 240/380 volt tester. I was just discharged from hospital in January 2016 and was quite vunlerable. Mr C paid me a good price for my grinder and electrical spares which I need now to finish the electrics. I kept one 6 foot step ladder and my electrical tools. What the fuck, I think I will slowly fix the 26 points myself. Just need to purchase a strong rechargeable LED light as the DB is in a dark cubboard. Small world, I wonder what is Mrs B's pluck now, she has Mama's 680 Rand but does not deliver the goods. Siphokazi finished painting the kitchen cubboards and touched up where she had made a fuck up. At 12:08 Mama's quests arrived and they had lunch and are chatting, I am yet to eat today. Jabu said she will cook me chicken feet and dumplings. It turns out Mama had cooked for us. 14:50 The guests departed at 15:27 and in the meantime the monkeys climbed into Mama's bedroom up a gutter 2000 mm up. Looking for something to eat. I chased them away and they concentrated on getting into the open window of a car. At 15:47 Mrs B delivered the chair, top and frames after I complained to Mrs P her good friend. If only Mrs B had answered my Whatsapp early this morning which she read there would not be all this shit. Jabu has gone to sleep (21:40), I am the kiss and hug type of guy. Windows 10 is more responsive than Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta, I seemed to have a lag as I type in 20.10 Beta. What happened to my magazines during this covid-19, no more of my fav mag. I am blessed (now here I go) with this new machine. I hope it last me at least ten years like my previous laptops or more. As long as Gnome and KDE Plasma do not become too bloated. I would like to upgrade to 16 Gigs of RAM by a specialist so I don't loose the warranty. My swap is 16 on Ubuntu, Mangero and PCLinuxOS, I don't know how the PGP update signature in Mangero 20.1 could fuck out in less than ten days and four days of use, bullshit OS. I spent 90 minutes trying to fix it and that's enough, goodbye Mangero 20.1. Arch sucks. Fucking piece of shit worked so well in the begining. True as fuck if Mageia 8 final does not work on this machine I will crack. I always have Windows 10 if Microsoft does not make a fuck up with there updates, they should not, I paid a lot of bucks for Windows 10 unlike the rest, only data costs to download Linux OS and time. Well folks my clock has changed these last few days it's 22:00 exactly now and I am sitting on Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta. Let me open the window it"s getting a bit stuffy in here. Telkom fucked up everything when they pulled out of Pennington with no prior notice so we don't have ADSL but they are laying a fibre cable, hope it gets to us. I pay a fortune in data costs. 23:20 I am sitting and watching "adult only XXX" a lot of twirking and boobs music videos when I think let me try Mangero 20.10 one last time and choose only one mirror.
Friday 15:45 Mama goes to see the incompetent Doctor Vach at his rooms in Pennington who has been treating Mama for bipolar disorder since March 2012 without success. I informed his wife (who is a Sister there) that Mama is mlidly manic. She came back with Mr P and they say he says he will pick up Mama on Saturday morning to go to Scottburgh for a break. Mama takes her book of life with her. They end up going to SAPS Scottburgh, where the Captain advices Mama to get a protection order against Jabu. Saturday night Mr P who is a pastor come to visit us and we get nowhere after three hours. Mama wants Jabu out of the house after the physical fight they had which Mama started. Mama belongs in a physc ward. Monday Mr P and Mama are going again to Scottburgh, to see the police. Mama keeps threating to close her bank account so she might go to see the bank manager. She is totally fucked in the head. Taking adive from an idiot Like Vach. The Doctors also thought it would be best she move in to Summerhill Lodge and look what it turned out to be, I was right again. Cost my *** 350 000 ZAR the Sumerhill lodge stay over two years. Jabu leaves tomorrow Sunday for iNkompo, I will follow her once parking is found for my car as the road up to her mother's house is inaccesible by car. I am quite used to Mama being violent when she is manic so I took no notice of them fighting but in the end tried to separate them. We will see what the result of Monday will be. I have not lost my wife Jabu yet but I will loose my mother. I am her caregiver and she cannot afford a paid caregiver. I have lived with my mother since 2006 and I decide when she is manic or not, not some Doctor who consults with her for twenty minutes. I fell so sorry for Mama she does not know what she is doing. I have basically two choices, one is to separate from Jabu and stay with my frail disabled mother who will be eighty on the 8th of April or leave her here and go with Jabu. Mama cannot afford a caregiver on her pension. Shit choice. I love both Mama and Jabu. Maybe things will cool down till Monday but I don't like Mr P intefering even if he is a pastor. He runs a shuttle serivice that's why he got involved (whilst driving her to Vach), 28/03/2021 04:12 SAST, enough of this shit. Lord please guide me through this difficult time, the pastor said I am selfish. Jabu's eviction under lockdown level one will make my aunt Ela in Warsaw very happy, the bitch, as well as some relatives in London. Mother fucker son of a bitch fucked up our Easter, we had bought fish for Good Friday and ham for Easter Sunday. We where planning on buying a Texan steak or rump at the local store (which has a very good butchery) for Easter Sunday as well. What part of "Mama is moderatly manic" did Doctor Vach's wife not understand. I wonder what the bible says about breaking up someones marriage. My wife Jabu is going to bath in a basin now twice a day you mother fucking cunt. With the nearest tap 850 meters away. Like I had to bath in Umzimkulu physc hospital in ward one. Jabu now has to walk from the taxi stop in dense sugar cane, where she can be raped or murdered"Mom is manic and will need to be admitted. SAPS will take her to GJ CROOKS for involuntary admission. I am away for a week to return on the 13th. I am sorry cannot do more." 27/03/2021 09:55 SAST Mama will be back soon from the beach at Scottburgh, Jabu is in Umzinto shopping. 28/03/2021 04:12 SAST At 03:55 I took double the herbs and a pill that Jabu bought me in Umzinto yesterday. Is my clock right? Fucking Mangero 21 I was on London time it's 02:18 now, I took the herbs at 01:00, they take an hour to work, Jabu agreed I can wake her. Now I don't know when the fuck I took the herbs. I am sure it was at 01:00 but I think it was at 02:00. I will let you know if they worked or I will get a mycardial infaction. Everything looks bright white, they are working. Thirty minutes to go. At 03:10 we attempted to make love, it turned out to be oral sex only. God bless you Lord. I fell asleep on the couch and woke at 05:15 with a hard erection, so we tried again, nada. I told Jabu I will not wake her again, she needs to sleep. The Lithuim, heart pills and stress are causing me not to get an erection. I booted into Windows 10 yesterday and the suspend worked, the suspend now works on Manjeo 21 KDE Plasma. It's weekend so no updates. Mangero is a rolling release so there should be a few updates Monday. Let me upload, fuck this. 06:24 SAST Mangero 21 KDE Plasma looks good, will give it a week. No wonder Mangero is #2 on distrowatch.com, varity is the spice of life, nice to be away from Ubuntu Linux for a change. At 06:41 I managed to penetrate Jabu with her on top. I did not cum, it only lasted for a few minutes. 28/03/2021 SAST Jabu cooked me one egg as usual and fried tomatoe and toast for breakfast. For lunch we had pork chops and chips, the pork chops she had purchased at Umzinto yesterday.
At 15:28 we packed Jabu's belongings into the truck hugged and kissed, took photo's, I cried as we bid each other farewell and she departed for her mothers house. At 15:44 she was at her mother's house. I will miss you Jabu and I love you very much. Yet we will meet often once I get my car back from the garage. iNkompo is only five clicks away but I don't have my TSR anymore so I can't visit. The Elantra will not make it up the rain ravaged dirt road through the sugar cane.I finally had a power nap before 17:00 and feel fresh now at 20:40. So far Mangero 21 suspends but the screen did not turn off when I left the lid up. I received four updates just now. We will see as the week progresses. Mr B the mechanic at Park Rynie did not phone me on Friday, he said he will take the head off on Thursday and send it to engineering on Friday and I should have my car back by Tuesday/Wednesday. I should have taken the car to the Indian chap Mr P from Sezela but the condom test passed so I was sure it was not the head gasket. Mr P price was 4500 ZAR and Mr B price is 4950 ZAR if no more faults are found on striping, If the head is cracked or costs too much to fix I will ask Mr B to put the head back and sell the Elentra as a non runner, I received the Bitcoin profit for free anyway so who the fuck cares anyway, I always get shafted in life especially in Pennington bar Mr R my bike mechanic and project manager to repair the Elantra. I need a temperature sensor. I already miss Jabu and will miss making her morning cup of tea tomorrow. Maybe she will be happier at her mother's but has to spend sixteen ZAR a day on taxi fare plus she needs to walk long distance to the taxi stop. Soon as I find funds for a caregiver for Mama, Jabu and I will be together again. She looked so beautiful Saturday morning after putting on her make up before going to Umzinto. 21:01 SAST my clock has totally changed these last few weeks I used to sleep eleven hours a night and now go to sleep after 22:00 if I can sleep at all. Must be mild mania, it's contagious.Poor Jabu was a starnger in this house the last two months, she was treated badly by Mama, never mind the physchological abuse I receive every day. Beacause Doctor Vach of Pennington is a fuck up. Sue me you useless piece of shit. Mama might as well see a Sangoma. Come fucked up Doctor Ndlovo who sent me to Umzimkulu, save my marriage now, fucking piece of shit. Doctors like to teach patient's a lesson, the Doctor will never forget. Like I said I had no shit with GP's in Gauteng. Except Milpark Hospital who xrayed me and my medical aid would not pay for that particular xray. Thank God I have one decent Doctor at GJC. Today on Facebook my cousin posted pics of Dom her brother when he was young. I wrote off my Merc C180 on the 5th of December 2012, Dom's birthday was on the 6th. 22:05 SAST Lets watch a movie on Netflix but first I need to brew my fav coffee. Installed aspell and now the spell checker works on Mangero 21, really enjoying KDE Plasma. Don't feel like watching a movie. Will continue to type. 23:00 SAST I have just been informed that Mr P can't take Mama to Scottburgh tomorrow, thank fuck for that. Sorry Doc, time for another cuppa and stretch my legs, choose coca cola instead. 23:51 SAST Decided to update Windows 10 on my 250 G5, will go check now, should take a few hours. Have not used Windows 10 on my 250 G5 in months. Mangero 21 still does not blank screen maybe a reboot will help, did the other day. 29/03/2021 00:45 SAST Windows 10 is still updating on my 250 G5. 01:00 will try sleep and let Windows 10 update. When I woke up at 06:30 this morning Windows 10 was updated on my 250 G5. I will let Mama watch morning Mass on Windows 10 as on Ubuntu Linux 20.04 and Mageia 9 cooker she cannot hear the Mass even with the volume set above 100%. Her tablet is old and looses signal. As I look out of my office window I see a cloudy morning and Autumn is here, I stood in the pool yesterday but the water was ice cold so I did not jump in. Time to cook breakfast, I think I will have a boiled egg with toast. Mama always has Kellogg's with Jogurt for breakfast, I brew her pot of Rooibos tea normally around 07:00 when Jabu was here. The weather is changing, the clouds are fading. Blank screen still does not graft on Manjero 21 too vila to reboot. At 07:50 SAST I received what might be good news from Mr B that my car might be ready tomorrow. Normally I enjoyed breakfast with Jabu at 07:15 today I will start eating breakfast later yet my heart pills should be taken in the morning every day at the same time. Let me upload and then reboot. Reboot was a bug, had to hard shutdown but on boot up Mangero 21 booted very quickly. Will leave it now for ten minutes and see if the screen blanks whilst I enjoy my breakfast and take my pills. Fuck the screen does not blank nor dim. 11:15 SAST Windows 10 fucked out whilst I was watching No Surrender on you tube on my Celeron 250 G5. 11:30 SAST I am now updating PCLinuxOS Full Monty on my 250 G5, 1.7 Gigs to download and install, will take a while during the day. Had left over pap and Umzinto sausage for lunch, not much, I will be hungry again by 17:00. Lucky there is a pork chop left over from yesterday. Mama fried frozen hake for herself with Low GI bread for lunch. 14:45 SAST time for a break. 20:35 SAST Spent most of the day lying on the couch watching You Tube, Mama cannot hear Mass on the 250 G5 even at 150% volume so I have to set up her tablet for her. The S145 has good speakers. Let me play with Totem The way you fuck me. 21:18 Nice sound of rain the last hour. We are blessed in Pennington with good rain this year, the problem is winter when the water tanks run dry, there has been no water in Mchlume for three weeks now, the Africans are burning the sugar cane trucks. It's a mad township, where the men fuck chickens, goats and something else. Dom once said put jam on your dick and get a BJ from your K9. I always thought he would come visit us in Pennington again. 21:21 let me try sleep. 22:23 SAST No luck, can't sleep. Let me fuck around on the laptop. It's 20 C now and a cool wind is blowing through my office windows. Still a bit of rain. Nomvula did not clean my office window properly last week, I can see it's all smudged. It's pouring with rain mow, 22:53 SAST. Manjero is for advanced Linux geeks, Ubuntu Linux and Mageia are for beginners so is PCLinuxOS, Fedora is for semi advanced users based on installation. Debian is the easy to install. Mangero 21 would be 100's if it was for the blank screen bug, maybe the bug is with the S145. I have been sleeping less and less over the last ten days the mania is slowly creeping in, please pray for me. I recon I am suffering from mild mania or insomnia. I am so fucked after not sleeping for two nights that on the third night I crash. I am smoking BB now oops it's 00:01 30/03/2021 00:02 SAST Tuesday Let me have another fag and finish my cuppa whilst i wait to see if the screen goes blank after I set the power management back to defaults. No luck, let me OD on sleeping pills and see if I sleep till 06:30 at least. Did not take any sleeping pills but fell asleep on the couch. Woke at 05:45 SAST. Don't feel like tea or coffee, drank a bit of juice. Looks like it rained most of the night. Will have to check the pool level, I swam twice yesterday. The holiday makers will be here soon for the Easter holidays. I feel fresh now but I don't know for how long I slept. I see Bitcoin is at 57 064 USD per coin now. 09:00 Had jungle oats for breakfast. I will be hungry at 12:00, chickens livers and potaoes on th emenu for lunch. I have administered 2 mg Rivitrol to Mama's pot of Rooibos tea, I don't know why I did not do it when Jabu was here, I ahve had enough of Mama's Mania. I have administered the Rivitrol to Mama as per a top Johannesburg psychiatrist. She will calm down today, thank you very much Doctor Vach. 10:00 SAST let me go fuck around on PCLinuxOS whilst Mama is watching Mass. Doctor Marek signing off. Doctor Vach's wife is rude and I managed to text Doctor Vach at 16:03 SAST and he says my story is a one sided story even after I send him the pics of Jabu's blood splatterd face. He only wants to talk to my *** from London who deals with gene pool therapy. The blind leading the blind. I contacted Doctor Vach this afternoon and he only wants my *** to phone him. My Doctor has increased my anti phychotic meds tonight, still don't fell like sleeping after a few days, maybe I sleep two hours in twenty four. What a day, I will relax now, 22:32 SAST. 31/03/2021 00:20 SAST Not much relaxation. I miss Jabu, I don't work on a ship. Where did I leave my cup of tea, I am in between the family room and office. Let me have a break and watch some TV. Channel O or 322. SAST Managed at last to download and install Mageai 8 on my S145, I first downloaded the live Mageia 8 Gnome iso and installed, the wifi worked. I then added KDE Plasma and yo and behold we have Mageai 8 KDE Plasma back, on the S145 of course. I am very tired but content. 31/03/2021 16:21 SAST Fuck this mother fucking world. I just can't handle the vibe here, Mama's mania is getting too much for me. I wish I could smile, laugh and chat with someone who is compus mentus. My car is still not ready, after the head gasket was done it was running on two cylinders so Mr B said he will sort it out. Lets hope I have my car for Easter. Nomvula was here today and cooked us some pap, gravy and Umzinto sausage. 19:03 SAST Woke up from a power nap on the couch not long ago. Feel quite fresh. What will tonight bring, more insomnia. How nice to have my fav distro working on my Lenovo S145 even though the touchpad does not graft. Now I really feel at home. Jabu and I no longer stay under the roof thanks to Vach and his bitch wife, I phoned her today and she said Mama was abused, shame what about the mental abuse from Mama on Jabu and I these last three month's as Vach has not got a clue how to treat bipolar patient's. 20:41 SAST climbed into bed and after a few minutes out again, what a fuck up, I was doing so well with Bitcoin, then I purchased a fucked up car and now Jabu is gone. 20:47 SAST What should I do now. I have Windows 10 installed, Ubuntu Linux 20.10 and Mageai 8 on the S145 and of course Linux Mint which is just using up space. Let me watch a movie. Crashed at around 21:32..... 01/04/2021 05:25 SAST Did not have to brew was too tired last night so am drinking my famous brew which I brewed last night. So strange waking up and Jabu not being in the bed next to me. Finally a good nights sleep. Mageia 8 KDE Plasma on my S145, so far so good. Please note the debt collectors who SMS and phone me every morning (I have blocked there numbers), if you need money get it from Doctor NDLOVO who sent me to the UMZIMKULU PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL. 08:00 till 14:50 SAST What a day with manic Mama. Nomvula was here to clean up for Easter and Mama told her she was supposed to come Friday, poor Mama does not know what is going on. Picked up my car at 15:05, now the temperature sensor is fucked but the head gasket has been changed. Picked up Jabu at around 15:35 at Kelso. It was so nice too see her again. From my allowance Mama gives me we had Rump steak Hamburgers and chips and salad. Jabu had a delicious Rump steak. Park Rynie was very busy the holiday makers are already here. Pennington beaches will be packed on Saturday, Sunday and Monday, tomorrow there is a 94% chance of rain. At the height of AMPPOL IT Linux CD"s & DVD's I used to go on a bi-annual or tri-annual holiday by myself. We had time share. It was great fun and I love Dikhololo and Mabula as well as Crystal Springs and Pine Lake Inn. Now that my car is almost repaired, just the shocks, wipers and temp sensor to go, Jabu and I will go for a short break. Like I said I hope it's not the computer and gearbox that go next. Tomorrow morning I will check the coolant level and pray it's right as today I drove from Park Rynie to Pennington and back to Jabu's house and back to Pennington, twenty two clicks by my own measurement. I noticed the Elentra has a outside temp gauge, I am very chuffed. If ony the Elantra did not have so many hassles it would be a super car. If only I had made a bit more Bitcoin I am sure I would have bought myself something better. Jabu grafts this weekend so I will be seeing her after work.
oops it;s 00:23...02/04/2021 00:23 SAST The holiday makers have been making a racket which I can hear clearly from my office, 00:27 the music has stopped now but I can hear loud voices. Does not look I m going to get much sleep this morning maybe I will be exhaused by 04:00. 01:04 I called SAPS Scottburgh anyway and looks like they had a chat with them, I cannot concentrate nor can Mama sleep with the blaring music from across the road. Unfortunatly Janet sold it to a very pleasant African guy who turned it into a holiday house. The house is empty most of the time like 50% of Pennington. Let me stop typing I am so tired I cannot see the font on the screen properly. 03:35 SAST Must have fallen asleep around 00:35. That's three hours sleep, I will have a long power nap during the day. I phoned SAPS Scottburgh after to say that the police van was here and the guy on duty said I am a star as very few folks phone back to give feedback or thank the police. I keep thinking about Jabu even though we spent a good few hours together last night. 04:17 SAST Am listening to No Surrender by Judas priest. What did I say we have here, Windows 10, Ubuntu Linux 20.10, Mangero 21 and Mageai 8 all working in a fassion, Mageia 6 net applet does not appear, have to do it manually. Will try out Mageai 8 KDE Plasma for a few days now. So far so good, screen dims and blanks after the time I set it for unlike Mangero 21. 04:50 time for a cuppa and relax in front of the TV. 06:40 I fall asleep and my alarm wakes me up at 07:00. Got a feeling I should buy some Bitcoin on Tuesday. Bitcoin is a bit high now at 59 473 USD per coin. Lets see what happens on Tuesday. Today at around 09:00 Mama is going to get her anti physchotic injection depot which should stat working by Sunday evening. I pray the injection works. No miracle cure for bipolar disorder. 07:25 SAST 02/04/2021 Enjoy your Good Friday. We will be having fish for lunch with microwave potatoes and a Polish salad. We don't eat meat on Good Friday. Mama refuses to use the dish washer so she can wash the dishes herself. Not long ago I used to pack the dishes in the dish washer and unpack them when they where ready washed. 15:15 SAST Picked up Jabu from work and she stuck me for lunch. We both had Rump steak, chips and coleslaw. There goes the we don't eat meat on Good Friday, I should have ordered hake. Thereafter I drove Jabu to her mother's house in the rain (not all the way up the inacesible road), the wipers work, thank God but not 100%. Thank fuck I have my car back. Tomorrow Mama and I will have the fish and potatoes as I crashed between 12:00 and 14:00 so we could not have. 19:56 SAST As soon as I logged in to Mageia 8 KDE Plasma I was notified of twenty five updates, one was systemd so I had to reboot. 20:16 SAST what shall I do now, Mama is watching the news. She loves BBC, Sky and CNN as well as RT and 404 and 405. Let me go sit with Mama as long as she does not start her shit again. Crashed early for a change and.... 03/02/2021 03:08 SAST Guess what am brewing my coffee. 03:51 Bitcoin is at 59 164 USD per coin. No change over th elast few day seven though Federer apparently purchased $10 million of Bitcoin. Keeps me a bit busy this Bitcoin thing. I have not cum in weeks and looks like I will not as my heart pills also cause impotence. Jabu is terribly afraid of the drunkards on the dirt road to her mother's house. Yesterday there was a guy falling all over the dirt road. Nice to see cattle again, reminds me of Karin's farther's game and cattle ranch. Tea time 04:00:48 SAST. I had yesterdays tea in the microwave so that was quick. Don't expect any updates on the long weekend but let me check. No nothing. I had great fun with PCLinuxOS Full Monty the other day. Works like a charm on my 250 G5. I never liked Gnome and am glad to be back on KDE Plasma except for Ubuntu Linux which I now use on my 250 G5 mostly depending on my mood. Let's hope Mageia 8 lasts a few months as I don't have a /home. This Hyandai Elantra 1.6 GLS 76 kW is quite a nice car if I had purchased it without so many fuck ups. I am still getting used to all the controls, have not read the owners manual yet. The Elantra has almost the same features as my Merc C180 had but my Merc was in mint condition. My Merc C180 did not have electric windows at the rear. Since 30/01/2021 the Elantra has been more in the garage than with me. I regret I sold my Merc W123 200 1981 in Randburg another *** advice. My mechanic friend in Johannesburg one of his clients has a W123 with 1.4 million KM on the clock. I feel as if I have lost my wife now that we don't stay under the same roof, I am not a fucking miner nor do I work on a ship. I will have you know I was a tax payer for over thirty years. Sun is rising soon, 06:00 SAST let me call it a day, I am in a good mood this cloudy morning and slept well until Mama woke at 08:25 and verbally attacked me. I had already fried the fish and microwaved the potatoes. Yellow tail is a delicious fish. Tomorrow we will eat canned ham for breakfast (costs 89 ZAR for a small can now) and Lamb, veggies and desert from the local store. I have got so used to using Ubuntu Linux since last year September 2020 that's it's a bit weird using Mageai 8 now. The afternoon ended of very well. I picked up Jabu after work and we went to a eating house in iNkompo. I also found out that the CD player does not work, the radio I knew worked. The meat was delicious and I even had some Amarula shoots with ice. It is forbidden for me to drink at home whilst Mama is manic, then Jabu arranged a 2 litre coca cola. The dinner was going to have a party later so they had blaring music playing, I loved it even though Jabu and I had to shout to each other to communicate. She is not working tomorrow thank God. What I love is four Amarula shots in a wine glass with plenty of ice. Don't tell Mama our little secret :-) I retired at 19:30. 04/03/2021 00:48 It will just be Mama and I today, Mama never used to cuss but now keeps calling Jabu a "kurwa" in front of me. Of course the "Sangoma's" (fucking quakes) know better whether Mama should be hospitilazed or not. Vach diagnosed her as being anxiuos. Bitcoin is 2300 USD per coin down from yesterday. I did not got to university but I can tell exactly when Mama is manic. Mama had a anti physchotic shot Good Friday morning, thanks to one of my Doctors, he recons the shot should kick in in three days. So I am looking forward to Monday morning. Thinking back to yesterday, the dinner was built not long ago, last time I used to frequent iNkompo often on my TSR. And he dinner has cleaner toilets than the kiosk at Pennington. so I will not see Jabu today like I said, let the poor girl rest after her traumatic ordeal with Mama. Jabu seems to be but is not made of steel. She is my isiZulu girl and I will fight for her till kingdom come. WTF amd I going to do till sunrise, Maybe I should boot into Mangero 21, nah there will not be many updates on the weekend unlike Mageai 8 just now has a new kernel and I am a bit vila. My Doctor increased my meds a while back and I am doing good, just yesterday after I came home I had to sit down, hope it's not my BP again. I have not yet had any cramps from Risnia. However with the dosage I am taking of my meds I will never get an erection again, last time Jabu and I tried was total failure. I will have to stay checking out ebony ingquza as long as I don't touch. 02:43 SAST IN FUTURE WHEN I SAY MAMA IS MANIC THEN BELIEVE ME SHE IS MANIC. Zack is spending the weekend in Umlazi, Durban. I am sure he misses Jabu, he lives and studies in the big city now but he stays in a nice rent free house with DSTV, he only pays for food. Happy Easter Zack and Nomvula. 03:11 SAST Everything seems to graft on my S145 with the best operating system in the world except for the touchpad and the netapplet has to be run manually. Manjero 21 looks good but will not blank screen after two days of use. And of course then there is Ubuntu Linux, the second best operating system in the world for home users. Debian I would choose as a server machine. 03:21 SAST March 2021 was very traumatic for me, Mama was manic, I lost my cousin at 51 years old, I purchased a car on 30/01/2021 and with less than 500 km travelled I had major issues with the car and Jabu was evicted from Mama's house as per Doctor Vach's orders and Mr P helped fullfil this by taking Mama to SAPS Scottburgh, like I said I will lay a charge of assualt against Mama if she continues her shit. 15:20 SAST Pastor comes to visit at my request, I was quite touched the way he read the bible when the four of us where here, he also blessed my car. Mama whispered in the Pastor's ear whether they are still going to the SAPS for a protection order against Jabu, he said NO. Dumb fucking manic bitch got in to such a sate because Vach has been giving her the incorrect meds for nine years. Stick with 99 luft ballon. oh where are you right now Rossana (Jabu), are you warm, are you fed, i miss our hugs and kisses. Yet we have not lost each other, our love is just stronger even though Rossana you where tired after work and where not in the mood, come back to me Rossana, Hail Mary full of grace let Jabu and I live under the same roof again. Mama should be taking:
Love you Jabu and miss you04:30 SAST Let me have a break, tired now. 13:33 SAST Another shit load of updates on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta, just the way I like it, good work guys, eight days to go. Bitcoin has been above 64 500 USD per coin this morning and Ether is doing well as well at 2384 USD per coin. 15/04/2021 02:40 SAST Woke up to total darkness. Second time Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta comes out of sleep and the mice are unresponsive. Was meant to go to Umzinto yesterday but because of the fucking load shedding cancelled. Will go next week. Jabu went to Umzinto to do her hair yesterday after work. Am sitting here with my lantern and typing. Another five years of load shedding. I think I need to think of buying a generator seriously. 03:48 SAST Booted into Windows 10 but left it, patch Tuesday updates take too long, don't have time to fuck around. I wonder what time they cut the power, it's not load shedding though. 04:12 SAST Time to upload, see you anon. Eventually the electricity came on and there was less than 180 volts, only the luminaires worked. Reminds me of a story where one sparky put 11 kV onto 380 volts in Alberton, you can imagine what happened. 09:00 SAST Left for Umzimto at the insistance of Nomvula, lucky we went, we got our business done and where back home around 13:05. Sometimes I just need a kick start from a girl like Jabu or Nomvula. Nomvula recons she is my daughter and calls me dad. Mama had cooked a pot of rice and I gobbled it all up with mince sauce. Mama is feeling much much better, her manic phase has passed. 16/04/2021 01:32 SAST Woke up nice and fresh for a pee. Once I wake up these days I don't fall asleep again, "got so much to do" he he Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta was non responsive when it came out of sleep, so I booted into Mageai 8, HPLIP works better on Mageia 8 than Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta (print device), imagine if we could put all the Linux distro's together and have one mother fucker of an OS. I noticed with Mageia one needs to install Gnome and KDE Plasma for all packages to graft well. 03:03 SAST Smoke break, the weather is changing, forecast a cold weekend especially today and Saturday, 21 C freezing cold. 04:47 SAST Nothing much, just fucking around watching some music video's on TV. I hope Jabu is at least not working Sunday even though she needs the bucks. She sent Zack to collage so he could have a better life than she did. Unfortuantly I can't help much with bucks, it's bad enough that Mama feeds me and gives me a roof over my head. My one *** from London called Jabu and I freeloaders again. They want us to bow down to them because they are so full of shit as well as bucks. Crypto is the only way I can make bucks now but the whole family is against crypto. I purchased my fucked up Elanra with Bitcoin and I made it to Umzinto and back yesterday, 30 clicks. It's quite windy outside as forecast. Like I said Mama puts down the colateral and I take the profit. It's a lot of work getting Bitcoin and Ether right. And I monitor the graph the whole day on the couch. Jabu shat on me about that yesterday, she does not understand neither does my mother how one can make money by lying on the couch the whole day. At first my *** in London was quite chuffed that I managed to purchase a car with Bitcoin profits. Thinking of Dominic now, so sad so young, my one aunt who lived in Cape Town and the Bruma Comaris took all her money when she also died at 51. Mama insists on washing the plates by hand like I said, this morning I found a "washed" plate dirty and full of tiny ants, fuck that from tomorrow I use the dishwasher again. 05:34 SAST The buurman's parrort is making a noise this morning. May he or she is feeling cold. These kittens are a nuisance, they keep getting into my engine compartament and tanning on my carport. At least the cats keep the snakes away. Right that's it let me go balles bak. I will stick with Mageai 8 for a few days and see how it goes. 17/04/2021 07:00:00 SAST The alarm woke me had a brilliant nights sleep. Thursday they stole my shiny red aluminium tire valve caps in Umzinto, will have to get hold of some plastic ones. 08:16 SAST Had my morning brew already and drinking a nice cup of tea, Mama is still sleeping. Had thirty six updates on Mageia 8 just now. Mageia 8 did not freeze coming out of sleep. So it's not Lenovo on my S145. Jabu has Sunday off so I might finally get to see my wife and Zack is up from eThekweni, it's his birthday on Sunday. What a big boy he is now, I have a video of him when he was ten years old at a braai. Bitcoin fell 2000 USD per coin as the Turks decieded not to accept Bitcoin as of month end as a payment form. 08:23 SAST Let me upload, my Elantra's tires look fine this morning, Nomvula checked the pressure yesterday and they where 2.1 bar, should be 2.2. Lets hope I don"t have to manually pump them up before Sunday with my compressor. 08:32 SAST Don't know how long it will last but Mageai 8 is grafting just fab. 08:44 SAST Just took my pills on an empty stomach except my heart meds, don't feel like making breakfast, Jabu was so good to me she would make me breakfast every morning. Let me go relax for a bit. Eventually had breakfast, some left over hard boild eggs, mayo and toast. UGU water arrived and sorted out the water leak on there side, now I can close the trenches on my side, Mama's property looks like the trenches of WW1. Will not be able to go to iNkompo till I sort out my valve tire caps. Was busy this morning with UGU. I only printed four 40% pics in colour and my colour ink is at 80%, fuck. Mama and I had chicken livers for lunch with yesterdays left over rice. Now that Jabu is at her mother's Nomvula cooks for us on Tuesday's for four days. I don't have time to fuck around and cook now especially after what I have gone through since January 30th 2021. Fucked up Elantra, Mama's mania and trying to keep the books balanced. Like I said I had a hunch to purchase Bitcoin at 44 500 USD per coin early this year but the "family" kept advising me against it. Fuck that, I hold onto the crypto I have now and don't buy or sell like Jabu says. Will wait a few months and see what Bitcoin and Ether does. It's fab looking at a KDE Plasma screen again. The funeral is on right now of his royal highness Prince Philip may his soul and the souls of all the departed (Dominic) rest in peace. 14:56:49 up 1 day, 13:19, 4 users, load average: 0.39, 0.37, 0.51, lets hope Mageai 8 stays up till the next kernel or glibc update. I don't expect updates during the weekend. Lets me go have a shave, Jabu does not like stubble. 16:38 SAST just been balles baking and watching the funeral, I am very hungry these days, Thursday when I came home and ate a whole small pot rice which was left over which Mama had cooked with Nomvula's mint sauce. Jabu is a chef compared to Nomvula. anyway I texted Jabu at 16:14 SAST and she said she was having a nap, poor girl is tired but she has to make money for Zack. The last stand is sounding, the funeral must be nearly over. It was cool till 10:00 this morning then warm then cool again after 15:00, I thought of jumping into the pool but when I stood in the pool it was ice cold. Winter is fast approaching and I fucking hate it, Dominic said living at the equator it's hot all year long. 16:48 SAST Bitcoin is at 60 821 USD per coin, ouch and Ether is at 2393 USD per coin. 20:33 SAST 15th March 2020, Dominic said on messenger to me "send ciocia M my biggest hugs". I thought about it and I cannot drive to iNkompo with no tire valve caps so I will put Nitto insulation tape on my valve caps. Don't feel tired now because I slept so long last night. Tomorrow I will decide if I will see my wife and Zack. Just playing around with KDE Plasma on Mageia 8, far superior control panel and system settings than Ubuntu Linux Gnome, in fact all Gnome, in fact I don't know Gnome unless it's Ubuntu Linux. 21:22 SAST Can't sleep, not going to ly in bed looking at the starry night. I use le legume du jour, whichever distro's works for me on my S145 is fine as long as it is Linux but I feel much more comfortable with Mageai 8 now. I have a rather enormous /home partition for Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta but the bitch keeps freezing when I come out of sleep. Let me check my tea it's brewing, against Doctors orders I still drink too much tea and coffee but looks like my lungs are still good, there are no more cardio walks since Jabu was evicted by Doctor Vach's and his wives orders, it's Doctor Vach's wife that stirred all the shit, Doctor Vach apologised and said his wife had answered my Whatsapp. I am not on a mission to hunt down and write negative reviews about Doctors unless they malpractice like Doctor Ndlovo with her long wig at the time and being about 26 years old those days. I have two super Doctors I get on very well with and a third that has changing moods but in the long run we are good. Doctors at the psyhc clinic used to cause shit with me, Docctor Malawi (spelling) in particular who wanted to send me to the GP for my rash and wait the whole day in the que, Jabu solved the problem after ten years, instead of persivate she let me try some cream from her Doctor in Umzinto and the fucking rash has gone, need to apply the cream once a week only, thanks baby. But with Jabu gone I neglect a lot of things, I need a woman in my life to kick my arse. 18/04/2021 04:25 SAST Happy birthday Zack. 58 946 USD per coin, big ouch for Bitcoin, Bitcoin has dropped by 7000 USD per coin over the last few days and drastically overnight whilst I slept, let me check out Ether. Ether is still doing ok at 2272 USD per coin, it's holding my portfolio up. 05:29 SAST Bitcoin is crashing fast 56 700 USD per coin. If it was not a Sunday, now is the time to buy. At this rate Bitcoin will have dropped 10 000 USD per coin since the Turks announcement. 05:34 SAST That's it Bitcoin has now crashed 10 000 USD per coin, the 18th seems to be bad luck for me. Just watching Maroon 5 animals, reminds me of the wild love making between Jabu and I last year was it July to September. Pity it had to happen this way all my *** including Ewa and Krysia saying that Jabu is with me as long as Mama has money. I don't think it's true. My mechanic friend in Johannesburg also has a thirty four year old African girlfriend and he is seventy. I know him from the early eighties. My legs are cold, I need to put on my long john's, please Lord guide me through this day, I am a sinner please Lord forgive me and let us have a good day with no shit from the Elantra, Amen 06:22 SAST Hail Mary full of grace please let me make an living. 06:36:07 up 2 days, 4:58, 4 users, load average: 0.10, 0.53, 0.49, Mageia 8. 02:35:51 up 3 days, 58 min, 4 users, load average: 2.05, 1.00, 0.69 Mageai 8 08:35 SAST Leave for iNkompo without tire valve caps. Meet Jabu and Zack at the tar road. We head off to the first petrol station where they put pressure in my tires and clean my windscreen. I go to the second petrol station and yo and behold, they have tire caps, steel ones for the front and plastic ones for the back, I give the petrol atendants 20 Bucks. So far so good, we head off for Scottburgh beach, Mama allowed me to spend 200 bucks on breakfast for Jabu, Zack and I. Nice breakfast and Zack gets a free large plate with happy birthday written on it with free ice cream. Magic time. We head off to Checkers and do some shopping, time is of the essence as Zack has to catch the 14:00 taxi back to eThekweni. We offload the groceries at Mama's house and head for iNkpmpo. This time with tire valve caps I am able to take Jabu and Zack almost all the way to makakwazi's house along the dirt road. 14:00 SAST I start roasting the chicken and potatoes in the skin as well as butternut for Mama and I, the chicken was simply fab, nice and juicy. Spend the rest of the days watching TV. 19:15 SAST Jabu made a grave faux pas, she purchased without consulting me first, on hire purchase a Celeron N3060 for Zack. I am really pissed off. 19/04/2021 02:03 SAST Mageai 8 had a kernel update with 19 packages so I booted into Ubuntu Linux 21.04 and had 51 packages to update, I have never seen such a fucked up BIOS as on my Lenovo S145. 03:33 SAST Today will be a busy day, Jerome is coming to close the trenches after UGU fixed their water leak on their side on Saturday. Thousands of litres of water wasted over one week. 03:49 SAST A new day with Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta, will see if she freezes coming out of sleep. 05:12 SAST Started updating 1546 packages (1.3 Gig of downloads) on my Celeron 250 G5 Mageia 9 Cauldron, Alpha, ouch never worked with Alpha before will see when I reboot what's up. Finishes at 06:42 SAST, booted into Ubuntu Linux 20.04 was too vila too boot into Mageai 9 again. 16:25 SAST Green, Jabu's brother came to close the trenches, Jerome did not pitch. Cost Mama 650 ZAR this water leak of UGU's. 20/04/2021 02:55 SAST Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta did not freeze waking from sleep. New kernel so I have to reboot. I purchased some Bitcoin at 56 800 USD per coin yesterday, right now Bitcoin sits at 54 800 USD per coin, fuck. I might do a patch Tuesday today whilst Nomvula is here and I am Having my power nap, will see. My left arm hurts, either I am having a mycardial infarction or I sleep on my arm. Nothing to do but ride out the Bitcoin dip, It's the only way I might make bucks again. Strange they have not phoned about my shocks and spare key yet. Thanks to Bitcoin as you know I purchased a car on 30/01/2021. Everything is good with the car touch wood either than it seems to be loosing tire pressure. Another problem, the tooth I swallowed the other month, the root is giving me pain from yesterday, fuck, the Dentist really hurt me at GJC last time but I did have two infections. Just read fast so you don't see the spelling mistakes. 05:55 SAST That's it time to upload and stick with Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta till the final release on the 22nd April 2021. 20/04/2021 09:30 Mark Pillay of Umdoni Village Pennington said I hired "bush mechanics" to repair my Hyandai Elantra, that's why its so fucked. 21/04/2021 03:27 SAST I am quite excited, Jabu is going to visit me for thirty minutes before work on the corner street. Before she moved in here (even tough she has lived here many times), July 2020 I think it was she would come visit and we would have breakfast. Bitcoin and Ether are slowly climbing this morning as the Asian markets have opened. don't feel like typing today, have been in a good mood these last two days, I enjoy waking early and having a power nap later. Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta, three updates this morning, so far so good, no freezing. 04:46:52 up 1 day, 1:19, 1 user, load average: 0.34, 0.30, 0.41. There we have it Bitcoin is at 56 238 USD Per coin. 07:35 SAST Jabu is in the taxi passing Selbourne, I convince her to come to the gate and sit in the car. Chatting and lots of kissing like young lovers. Jabu leaves for work at 08:25, it was a very pleasant visit and made my day. This touchpad does not work very well in Ubuntu Linux 21.04 Beta, worked better in Ubuntu Linux 20.10. I am tired now, I need my power nap, 10:15 SAST I seem to spend more time on the 250 G5 than the S145. I owed Facebook 27 American cents so I paid them, Google seems to have stopped my ads just when I am near 1000 ZAR and I can claim. Google owes me 4.21 ZAR when they closed my adwords account, I spent over 350 000 ZAR in advertising over ten years with AMMPOL IT Linux CD'd and DVD's. 21/04/2021 Afternoon SAST
I am lying on the couch half asleep when I hear a noise, Mama came into the dining room from the kitchen and looks like she is chocking, I give her the heimlich maneuver, she sits on the dining room chair and then falls hard on the floor smacking her right temple. I administer CPR for fifteen minutes but she is gone, Mama passed away in my arms, may your soul rest in peace Mama, love you. In Johannesburg I lived in Mama's house since Tata passed away in March 2006. Mama did everything for me. She gave me a roof over my head and fed me and helped me with AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's by delivering to the post office. We where on very good terms when she was not manic. Till her dying day Mama denied that she suffered from bipolar mood disorder. I have mixed feelings about my beloved Mama right now as she was manic the last three months. Normally she was such a kind and gentle soul. Even though the injection did help on the 02/04/2021. I am sad but Mama suffered such great pain from her fractured humerus op the last almost two years and her bladder problem that maybe it's better that she is with Jesus now. Mama enjoyed chatting and so did I, I hope there is BBC in heaven, she loved to watch that. Can you believe it at my age she still used to tuck me in to bed. When she stayed at Summerhill Lodge I used to visit her on my TSR and we would walk to the Scottburgh beach and sit and enjoy the sun. Sometimes we used to go for coffee in Scott street. Mama battled a bit walking up the steep hill from the beach back to Scott street. She knew all the shop owners in Scott street and got in trouble for feeding the homeless. Mama was an afternoon person and would leave for the post office at 14:00 in Johannesburg. AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's was doing well then. We came to Pennington with no debt. I will miss you so much Mama, God bless you for all that you have done for me in your living years.26/04/2021 I receive a copy of the death certificate, Mama died of natural causes. On the afternoon of the 21st April 2021 Jabu came quickly from work to support me. She is back at Mama's house, I don't know what I would do without her support. Tons of paper work to do, lucky I purchased a print device recently. 28/04/2021 01:35 SAST Did a lot of shit to do with the Mama death, thank fuck I purchased this print device less than a month ago. Around 05:00 I reinstalled Ubuntu Linux 21.04, went quick, the touchpad trick was freezing Ubuntu Linux 21.04. Could not leave home the last week as I was continually asked for info from the funeral people. Mama was cremated at 12:00 in Durban. 29/04/2021 05:02 SAST What hectic days, cremation for Mama, arranging the memorial service and all the rest of the shit. First time this morning I slept late since Mama passed away. Maybe because I drank a quart of beer last night I slept well. My tire pressure in my Elantra keeps going down, need to try sort it out when I collect Mama's ashes. Really stressful all this shit. Mageai 8 is working well on my S145 except the touchpad. Updated Windows 10 the other day. 29/04/2021 08:35 SAST Left for Scottburgh, bought a spare pull switch for my luminaires, saw my mechanic about my wipers, went to the tire place to have new valves fitted, I hope to fuck my tire pressure does not go down now. Walked up and down Scott street certifying documents, went to the dentist to have my tooth extracted paninlessly, and finally picked up Mama's ashes, was at home by 12:05 where I started arranging a Team meeting for the funeral on Saturday. Finished at 16:00. Woke at 23:32 SAST. Jabu gave me a bath at around 19:30. 30/04/2021 00:03 SAST Drinking my famous brew now. If a person dies in the house it is the isiZulu's culture to wash that place with the blood of a goat. I want to keep the mat where Mama fell and died in my arms. Will all debt collectors please email me there banking details as I was paying from Mama's account. Strange my Indian dentist who used to buy and sell cars said he would never purchase a car from an Indian, this is the third Indian that has said this, Mark Pillay from Umdoni Village Pennington really pulled a fast one on me. The Elantra yesterday seemed to have no power with the aircon on coming back, driving to Scottburgh I had my window open. The car has nice features though but the foot brake and accelerator are too close together and I keep thinking the handbrake is there where my Merc C180 handbrake was. 02:57 SAST Tired of this need to relax and watch some TV, Channel O my fav. 01/05/2021 01:36 SAST The day of Mama's funeral Flowers where dropped of yesterday, two white bouquets and one pink, ordered via London. We had a test run of Teams yesterday as there where folks attending Teams from London, Warsaw, Paris and New Zealand. We had a few attending in person and Jabu was able to make it from work. Mr P gave a wonderful sermon. Nomvula videoed the funeral as well. Mama's wish is for her ashes to be buried in the family grave in Warsaw. Strange thing her name is already inscribed on the tombstone due to a technical error. I will be cremated in South Africa and Jabu can keep some om my ashes and the rest are to be thrown into the ocean off BJ rock, down from Botha's house. I cry now and again but did not cry too much during the funeral. Mama's and Tata's ashes where placed next to each other between the two bouquets of flowers, Jabu's idea and it looked nice. Tata's ashes are also in Warsaw but we got two urns in March 2006. The funeral was at midday. 03:01 SAST Am listening lately to online Catholic church again, got so used to setting it up for Mama. Uploading Mama's funeral to You Tube don't feel like handbraking it. 04:05 SAST Mageai 8 and Ubuntu Linux 21.04 sleep function has fucked out even though Ubuntu Linux 21.04 does not crash anymore when I put it to sleep manually. Real great laptop this S145 Lenovo piece of shit, made for Windows 10. I lost 60% of my ink trying to print with Ubuntu Linux 21.04 after during the funeral parlor Avbob who did a great job, the HP print device worked fine. Every time I touched the wifi button the print device printed instructions. Windows 10 keeps printing a wifi passcode, fuck, I have had the most success of Mageai 8. Mageai 8 will not see my cell phone pics but Ubuntu Linux 21.04 does, what a fuck up booting between my multi operating system maybe I should give Mangero 21 a go. 04:28 SAST I had deleted all the print devices on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 and when I turned on the print device it was added auto like via USB and I added another now it printed a pic of Mama and I. Phew. 04:35 SAST My tires on my Elantra seem to be holding out, touch wood. The Elantra is very low and I have to be very careful of bumps. I am slobbering a lot because of the Rivitrol and it makes my fag wet. I don't know how to spell cigarette so I type fag. My Doctor came to visit me before the funeral and was so kind to bring me cake and a card with 100 ZAR in the card, every penny helps. Thank you Doc. Otherwise I am getting up early these days again and have power naps during the day. Dearest Mama I will miss you so. Think I will call it a day and upload, waiting for You Tube to process. 02/05/2021 07:15 SAST Breakfast as usual. 10:00 SAST I boil meat for stew, we are having phuti and beef stew for supper. Jabu likes to go off at a tangent. She does not allow me to finish my say and starts getting upset. Once she is on Facebook Jabu does not want to get off when I ask her something to do with her cell phone. I don't use Facebook much. She gets off from work early and there are no hugs or kissing, Jabu is too tired. 03:05/2021 01:47 SAST Am listening to Cathoilc online Mass as usual. Spend the rest of the day sorting out the debt collectors. The executor of the estate has not contacted me yet. 19:30 SAST My mthondo does not graft as you know and with Jabu's periods just finished I have a shower and convince her for some oral sex. She is not really in to it as she says she is stressed and tired, the phara's stole Mhelengi's cell phone which i gave him in, the phara's stole the cell phone in Durban today. 04/05/2021 04:16 SAST Bitcoin is at 55 768 USD per coin. It was 58 000 USD per coin yesterday so I purchased some. Ether is doing very well at 3273 USD per coin. This is my only chance to make money. I know I am taking a gamble but I have no other way of investing for my retirement. I will just buy and not sell. The main objective was to obtain Mama's ashes and have her cremated. The Teams funeral went well. Now to sort out Mama's estate. Am on Mageai 8 now, feel much more at home. Even though I am so used to Ubuntu Linux, I will boot between the two. 04:57 SAST 13:00-14:00 SAST Makakwazi came to visit today. She got lost and I was quite busy, when she had not arrived by 13:30 I phoned her, I tried to explain to her in isiZulu how to get here. Makakawzi said she was just around the corner. I locked up and was about to look for her with my 76 kW Elantra when I saw her standing in the street. I opened the gate for her and she was carrying a packet on her head. She had brought a large paw paw and butter avos. She walks with a walking stick and is obese almost like myself. I offered her tea and lots cake left over from the funeral. We chatted till Jabu came home at 16:30. Jabu cooked us my second fav pap and wors. (porridge and sausauge) As you know my fav is prawns then pela pela beef Breyani. I talk to Mama sometimes like I did in the shower tonight. We retired after the TV show Uzalo. 05/05/2021 02:02 SAST Guess what, get dressed and my brew. I feel the cold and wear long john's which Mama, God bless her soul had altered for me. Mama would do everything for me. I love you Mama Last night I found her gold plated watch which I used to adjust the date for her but I put it back, I just could not look at it. Bitcoin and Ether have fallen overnight SAST. Tea time, I am drinking Mama's Rooibos tea this last week as I purchaseda whole lot on special at Checkers for Mama, the Rooibos tea tastes quite nice with milk, Mama used to drink the pots I brewed her during the day black. 03:10 SAST watching online Catholic Mass. 03:35 SAST Rooibos tea should be brewed by now, I am thirsty. Mama always said I should not drink so much milk it's not healthy but a Doctor friend of mine at the JHB Gen Hospital used to say milk was good for you, God bless her soul, Doc B was a top ANC official. I like what the ANC has done for me in these Covid-19 times, now is the time to apply for my disability grant. I am starting to watch 404 Morning Live again instead of Channel O 24/7. Let me go to the kitchen and get that mug of Rooibos. 04:19 SAST just fucking around and watching You Tube, Bitcoin and Ether has gone up. Watched a bit of the funeral a bit as well. A debt collector contacted me yesterday and gave me new banking details, they don'y like to put things in writing they like to text. After waiting for three and one half hours at Umzinto there is a fuck up with my drivers license renewal. Fuck. More stress. Lucky I obtained a temp license. Remember the phara's stole my shiny red valve tire caps at Umzinto fucking cunts. Now I need to go back to poes Umzinto to wait for five hours three times for my disability grant. 04:27 SAST Time for another cuppa and a fag. Thought I would give Mangero 21 a try, there where 1.6 Gigs of updates. My print device works nicely on Mangero 21, I printed a 150mm by 200mm pic of Mama. Almost time to brew Jabu's 06:00 tea, makakwazi is fast asleep, I will spend the day with her. Let me upload, 05:45 SAST. 07:02 SAST Jabu cooked jungle oats and prepared a fruit salad of paw paw, apples and banana's. Just what my Doctor ordered. 09:25 SAST woke up from a long power nap. Ubuntu Linux 21.10, Mageai 8 and Mangero 21 will not sleep when the laptop lid is closed on the S145. Only Windows 10 sleeps but Windows 10 is far too slow to use. I can see the way the way the websites render. let me check my texts. 08:00-10:00 SAST I have a power nap. Wake up feeling nice and fresh. Makakwazi and I watch TV, I put a isiZulu channel on for her, her English is not too good. We will have sandwitches at 13:30/14:00 and roast chicken a la Jabu with butternut roast potatoes and a mushroom sauce, wow Jabu can cook. I went to fetch Jabu at the local store so she would not have to carry up the hill and to get the Elantra moving. She drove well. I retired after supper at 19:30 and woke at 23:53 for a piss and then I was awake... 06/05/2021 00:00:00 SAST Mangero 21 is doing well and the print device works nicely except for sleep. Lots to print and I have ordered new ink for 1147 ZAR which will only arrive in a weeks time so I hope I have enough ink to last me till then. I battled to find a RICA now, my command line "find" is rusty but I got it right. 02:45 SAST Jabu came to my office her stomach is painful and she cannot sleep, I gave her something to help her sleep. I used to shoot a tobacco muthi enema up my bum to solve my constipation but now in dire need I use a water enema. For some reason my constipation has improved for some reason but my shit is so big I still have to cut it up with a large knife so the shit flushes. I remember two years ago at Zimbali with Mama at a wedding I used Mama's toilet and blocked the toilet. Like I said I have mixed feelings about Mama as she was so ill the first quarter of this year. I always told her she will live till ninety four and now I have a good chance of becoming homeless, unless makakwazi takes me in. Ether is doing well but Bitcoin is struggling, It's make or break, will wait till Christmas. 03:04 SAST online Catholic Mass is almost over let me relax and watch some You Tube videos. On the day Mama passed away she watched online Catholic Mass on my S145, she normally would watch Mass on her fucked up tablet and it kept buffering. 04:43 SAST Just been watching Justin Timberlake Tunnel Vision on MTV Base intresting first time I have seen boobs on TV. Almost time to wake up makakwazi and make her a cup of tea, she leaves today. 04:50 SAST. 07:50 SAST I walked makakwazi to the taxi rank. She walks with a walking stick. On the way back I started to get emotional, I remembered the place where Mama fell on the grass pavement coming back from the local store, I could see her from her house as she fell. I ran to her but Mama was ok. Mama was with a buurman, Mama loved to chat with everyone. Very emotional, I cry a lot and I talk to Mama. I wonder if I was such a good son as everyone says I was. 08:57 SAST, I was supposed to go into Scottburgh today to sort some matters out but I might give it a miss, I am too tired to drive. Saturday will be a fuck up as it will pour with rain. 09:10 Lets me take my meds and eat the avo sandwitches Jabu made me for breakfast. Jabu also hung the washing which is normally my job. The garden service came this afternoon and I now have a spare key for my Elantra, what a relief something went right. I still can't get hold of the executor of the estate after numerous emails and phone calls. I have power of attorney to use Mama's bank account which I found out it's illegal to do so today after she has passed away, I wish the executor would pull finger. 07/05/2021 02:05 SAST I had some tea left over in my brew mug so I brewed my morning coffee in a small mug, I don't mind drinking cold tea and coffee. 03:58 SAST Mangero 21 had a kernel update so I had to reboot, I updated from the command line. I can't figure out why all my Linux OSes on the S145 don't sleep when the lid is closed. Mangero 21 does not dim screen or blank screen at all. 04:47 SAST printed some copies of Mama's ID to get certified. I could be getting tension headaches or I am not taking the Camcolit anymore BD. Only at night. I don't have enough stock to take the Camcolit BD. If the headaches continue like last time I will purchase Camcolit which I have a script for. There are more and more young people moving into the village of Pennington and more visitors from all over the place of the isiZulu. It will be a pity that we will have to sell Mama's house as Jabu and I don't have enough funds to live in Pennington. I lived off Mama's pension. 04:56 SAST time to upload and relax, we will see what the new day brings us, Nomvula is coming today. She is really moody sometimes when I make scefe. At 05:20 SAST Jabu and I made love and Jabu came this time. Thank you Mama. Mama used to phone me every day when I was at Umzimkulu. Fucking mother fucking bitch that sent me there Doctor Ndlovo. Ruined my whole financial life. Wanted to teach me a lesson she will never forget, like I said I had a tooth extracted painlessly the other day by my private dentist, you got money, no pain. All this stress I had It's a wonder I have not relapsed mainly thanks to Jabu. I chain smoke though to keep the stress levels down. 08/05/2021 Had both my machines running on Windows 10, Share It did not work on my 250 G5 to transfer files from Mr S to my HDD. Jabu's friend Sne came to visit and sleep over. She had to walk all the way down from Selbourne as she had no network and there where no taxi's. I got pissed off with Windows 10 after one day uptime when Windows 10 did not recognise my external HDD on my S145, used to work fine on the 250 G5. No updates on Mangero 21 but no PGP errors either. 09/05/2021 01:02 SAST Major fuck up, I try to get Manjero 21 touchpad to work and edit the grub file. Very risky as Mangero 21 is the only OS that prints properly without wasting my ink and paper. I install DKMS after git cloning elan. Now the reboot. Like I said I am a bit rusty with Linux operating system and don't know Windows 10 much. So I reboot and I get an error to run fsck. Fuck I don't read it properly and boot into a live Ubuntu Linux 21.10. I try to edit grub to no avail. I then start an install of Mangero 21 but unlike Mageai, Mangero 21 does not have the option to just install the boot loader. I say to myself to Mama who is in heaven lets do it and I boot into Manjero 21 again after having previously installing the latest kernel, which now causes my laptop to sleep the S145. I run fsck and there we have it, Mangero 21 boots. With the 5.11 kernel. Lucky I did not reinstall but Mama and I did it together as we have since March 2006 being supporting each other. I know kind Mama is looking down from heaven and will make sure I will be ok. We had a strong bond together after all these years through manic phases and all. December 2020 Mama was still ok but fell ill sometime in January 2021. 06:00 SAST Jabu wakes up and so does her friend Sne and we prepare to go to Checkers for some shopping and to the SAPS to certify some documents. I give SAPS Scottburgh a miss and head for one of the local stores to close Mama's account then to the beach where I need a pee. Jabu was later upset with me because I said let's go this way and she and Sne took the long way around. We sat in the same bench Mama and I used to sit when I visited Mama twice a week on my TSR. Mama and I used to walk down to Scottburgh beach from Summer Hill Lodge and sit in the sun, I would sometimes go for a swim. Marion would sometimes take me to see Mama. But Mama told me she preffered Pennington. She would walk down to the beach and local store returning through the bush trail. Mama would chat to folks along the way and ask them if she could pick flowers from there pavement, Mama loved flowers. The only thing I did not like was on two occasions she returned after sunset. It's only since January 2021 did Mama's fractured shoulder start to feel unbearably painful, the pain killers did not help and she was advised to see a specialist Doctor to treat her for pain. From March 2012 till February 2013 Mama was manic. When Mama was not manic she was a kind gentle soul. I don't know what fucked out with me as the last time i was in Tara was in June 2003 and then twice in Ethembeni and once Umzimkulu. I was discharged from G.J. Crookes in early January 2016. Let's hope it stays that way. The only reason I dislike Windows 10 is patch Wednesday in South Africa. Long tedious progress unlike Linux operating systems which take a few minutes to update. 10/05/2021 00:03 SAST I am using Windows 10 now and downloading some Steam games as I have a bit of of data to spare. When I purchased my i7 Gigagbye laptop in October 2012, I was so used to Linux operating systems that Windows drove me crazy. What a machine that i7 was. Now I have at least progressed to a i5. Ether is going mad, climbing like hell. 05:20 SAST I will call it a morning. 09:45 SAST Woke from power nap. NAFI today. 19:50 SAST 30/04/2021 and 10/05/2021 I appointed myself as temporary executor of Mama's estate. After number emails to Mama's bank of which I received one reply that they would forward the email to the right section, I have had no reply after sending the relevant docs. I have also phoned them numerous times without success. 11/05/2021 03:05 SAST Had a good nights sleep. Ate rice and left over chicken from Sunday's roast. Jabu makes a lovely stew. Did I mention the sleep function now works on Mangero 21 on my S145? after installing the 5.11 kernel but I have had no updates today weird, I always become weary when a rolling release has no updates, PCLinuxOS has many. Bitcoin is not doing too well but Ether is just fine at an all time high of 3909 USD per coin. 05:09 SAST As temporary executor of Mama's estate I had to print some Doc's now. Will the real executor of Mama's estate please stand up. Going to fuck around and rest now, woke up late and at 06:00 I will brew Jabu's tea for her. I feel like jungle oats and paw paw for breakfast. Jabu bitched a bit as she had to go to work early. 12:50 SAST just finished watching online Catholic Mass and finished the rest of my paw paw. I think I should really eat something now. 12/05/2021 00:05 SAST Installed kernel 5.12 on Mangero 21. 01:01 SAST no updates. Will now reboot for patch Wednesday on the S145, last night before supper installed preview release on 250 G5. Mangero 21, Ubuntu Linux and Mageai 8 now sleep. No updates from Mangero 21 and Mageia 8 on my S145. Planning on going to Umzinto tomorrow so Jabu gave me some pills to help me sleep. Got lucky as well. 13/05/2021 02:02 SAST Woke up feeling groggy. Did my thing and went back to sleep. In the meantime I thought I would have some juice instead of coffee. Knocked over the glass when I reached for a print of Mama. I have made a shrine of Mama in the TV room. After cleaning up the mess of juice and glass I went back to sleep at 03:50 SAST. The alarm woke me at 06:05 SAST Thank God I had a good nights sleep. By 08:01 SAST we where in Umzinto and I did my business and we where out of there in three hours. Best to get to Umzinto early as there are not so many people. After we left Umzinto we went to the Scottburgh mall to sort out some more business to do with Mama's estate but had a bite to eat first as we did not eat breakfast. We arrived home at 13:00 SAST. Bitcoin crashed and is not doing too well, lucky Ether is holding me up. Retired early very tired. Oh I forgot at 15:00 SAST I deceided to go for a swim in my icy pool. The water was not that cold and I went from a swim again at 16:00 SAST. Pool was full off leaves which I had to take out. 14/05/2021 00:00 SAST Woke up very early again. What will be with Mama's house, looks like we will have to sell it. Only option I really have is to build a house in Malangeni. 02:36 SAST I have many pics of Mama and now found a video of her birthday at Summer Hill lodge. 03:17 SAST time to relax on the 250 G5 with Windows 10. 15/05/2021 02:33 SAST Yesterday I reported to Vodacom that Mama is deceased after going to the Vodacom shop on the 13th after dialing 082135 and they said I need to take Mama's death certificate to the Vodacom shop. They now say Mama owes over 3100 ZAR even though her contract ends on the 23rd May 2021. Fuck and she has paid for May 2021. This morning when I woke up her SIM card was cut off with over 32 Gigs of data left and 68 ZAR of airtime. They have two things coming if they think they going to rob us. Vodacom sent an email that there is seven days to pay but Jabu said they cut off the data line around 21:00 on Friday night. That's how they thank loyalty after two years with Vodacom and spending an average of 558 ZAR on data a month for two years. 15:45 SAST Mkhwekazi arrives to visit for the weekend. She enjoys watching TV. She does not have TV at home. Jabu is in a better mood and behaves herself when her mother is here. Tuesdays and Saturdays are pap and Umzinto sausage days. Sunday we had Roast chicken, butternut and mash. Jabu had to go into work for a few hours. Jabu is a real chef. 17/05/2021 00:00 SAST After a bit of load shedding last night from 20:00 till 22:30 I fell asleep in between. I downloaded Knoppix but can't get it to boot on my S145. Even with Lecacy set in the BIOS. Today I will try phone and waste my airtime the Bank to find Mama's will. I have emailed her Bank five times. The cremation process was much easier. Anyway what the fuck, Bitcoin is sitting at 45 130 USD per coin and Ether is at 3423 USD per coin as of 03:43 SAST, so I am losing bucks. Lets hope Elon Musk stops his shit. 04:30 SAST I am battling to print on Mageai 8 but eventually get it right, no luck printing on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 yet Mangero 21 prints the best on my S145. I receive an email from Vodacom that Mama owes them 2577 ZAR for hardware which she never purchased two years ago, Vodacom owes Mama in the region of 35 Gigs of Data and 58 ZAR of airtime. I finally got through to Mama's bank and hopefully they will find her will soon. 18/05/2021 03:00 SAST Woke to load shedding my lantern had automatically come on at 02:00. Brewed some tea and coffee using gas and watched online Catholic Mass. At 04:00 when the electricity came back on I noticed my Multichoice decoder was stuffed again, Siphokazi had dropped it twice, I have to press on the decoder to get it to work. Don't feel like spending 599 ZAR on a new decoder which I cannot afford. I was on Mageai 8 and when it came out off sleep it froze after a while with no updates. Mangero 21 had no updates either weird for a rolling release. Elon Musk has really caused big shit with the price of Bitcoin, once he is for Bitcoin and then on Sunday against Bitcoin, seems Bitcoin is ruled by six billionaires in the world. Bitcoin sits at 44 752 USD per coin at 05:43 SAST. I have lost in the region of 6000 ZAR so I hope Bitcoin and Ether corrects itself soon. Jabu did not fall back to sleep after I woke at 03:00 and she is going to work early. Today is Jabu and my 8th Wedding anniversary, we are going to renew our vows and have beef Breyani for supper. Lets hope today I finally find an executor. 05:55 SAST 18:35 SAST the Pastor P and his wife arrived with two witnesses and we renewed our vows. We had a nice chat and supper afterwards, good to have guests over. 19/05/2021 I have finally got hold of the executor and Vodacom kept sending me invoices for over 3100 ZAR. 20/05/2021 I receive a letter of apology from Vodacom, the bill is only 558 ZAR for Mama. 21/05/2021 Early morning SAST Today is one month since Mama passed away. I wake at 02:00, fall asleep on the couch and wake again at around 04:30. Bitcoin and Ether are not doing too well at all. Had 205 package updates on Mangero 21 the other day. 1.3 gigs. I go to the Pennington clinic for my meds. It's empty, I meet Sister P and she asks me what am I doing back there, I was looking for a Sister, Sister P asks me how I am, I reply not good as Mama passed away a month ago. I go sit down and wait for my meds, the Sister who I know gives me my meds and say sorry for your loss. I was out of there in ten minutes. I then drove to the local store to purchase some milk, it was on special. Jabu told me I should try some pills that will help me sleep so I also purchased those. I was thirsty and had some coffee in the Cafe. I came back home and Nomvula had finished with the house. It's not Ubuntu Linux 21.04 that has a fault with the printer it's seems my cooler which has four additional USB ports has a fault with the ports again, last time this occurred was years ago. I have to keep plugging and unplugging the feed for the ports to graft. Anyway I am depressed with the price of Bitcoin and Ether, my only possible form of income, I thought I would pay off my debts by the end of the year. Jabu and I spent a very pleasant evening together. The guest house where she works, the guest gave her some magic salads to take home. 22/05/2021 03:05 SAST I wake up a few times for a piss and eventually get up at 03:05 SAST. I had to hard reboot Mangero 21 as I could not get an internet connection. Playing around with the router sorted it out. Maybe the battery was flat because the USB extender ports where not working. 07:50 SAST Jabu leaves for Umzinto to do her hair and buy some tomatoes, onions and green peppers. She also buys some pork sausages, pork chops and beef stew. The prices in Umzinto are much cheaper than in Pennington and Scottburgh. So I had the day to myself. She returns at 14:40 SAST after visiting her mother. Let's not talk about Bitcoin and Ether the prices have crashed horribly low. For supper we have pap and pork sausage. We decide to go to Scottburgh tomorrow. 23/05/2021 07:00 SAST Exactly my alarm wakes me, I slept right through the night with piss brakes. I rinse the Elantra and Jabu gives it a wash. There is something wrong with my lower back, if I carry anything my lower back conkes out. I took one bag of trash out last week and had severe pain in my lower back. Jabu is extremely pissed of, a bird shat on the Elantra after she had washed it. We head for Park Rynie and fill up with petrol, I find out my tire pressure in my right back tire is 2.7 bar and my left back is 2.5 bar and my front tires are 2.2 bar which they are supposed to be. I don't know what the guys in the tire place in Scottburgh did, I hope I am not loosing pressure again. Anyway we head off to Scottburgh at Checkers and purchase some 10 kg rice, a chicken and a few other things including a Foccaco for breakfast, Mama always used to purchase Foccaco when she lived at Summerhill Lodge or went shopping from Pennington to Scottburgh, they are tasty with dough and a pizza like topping. We went to Scottburgh beach to drink our cokes and eat our Foccaco's. It was very windy and we watched a surf sailor doing his things up and down the waves. Lucky I wore my under vest, shirt and body warmer, short trousers. Jabu and I had a very enjoyable time at the Scottburgh beach. I don't really have outdoor sandals so we went to the Chinese shop to purchase some where Mama and I purchased some sandals for her in which she passed away in, purchased about two months ago. Poor Mama she had some nice spectacles which she had aquired in London but did not want to wear them as she was saving them. 24/05/2021 01:35 SAST I woke up went for a piss and fell asleep on the couch till about 04:00 SAST. Watched a bit of You Tube and tried to watch Catholic online Mass but I did not feel like it as there was no sound so I am going to watch Mass later in the day. I am feeling in a good mood today and the weekend. The meds keep me alive. Jabu is frying eggs so she will call me just now. 07:27 SAST. Bitcoin is at 35 190 USD per coin and Ether is at 2129 USD per coin, Bitcoin has dropped 20 000 USD per coin over the last week but I a pretty sure it will recover. 08:05 SAST cleaned the bird shit off the Elantra, I hope the tire pressure holds. Let me go to my 250 G5 and watch online Mass. 08:44 SAST When Jabu came home from work she cooked a delicious left over chicken and rice stew, I was quite hungry. We went to sleep after the TV show Uzalo even though I prefer the TV show Generations. 25/05/2021 03:10 SAST Checked my smart phone whilst the kettle was boiling and one of my friends had sent me a magic You Tube video of a Polish religious Catholic song. I watched all twenty seven minutes of it, thanks Mrs J. Nice break from Catholic online Mass. Manjero 21 did not give me any hassles this morning, only caevet is that the dim screen does not graft. I prefer now to stay on Mangero 21 on my S145 as my print device works nicely, I use Ubuntu Linux on my 250 G5. These days I type after 06:00 as my night data stops then. It's 06:30 SAST now and I have already brewed Jabu her cup of tea at 06:00 SAST. Bitcoin and Ether have improved slightly so I am sticking in there as it's too late to sell, I would loose to much. Will have to see what happens October/December. The birds are chirping in tranquil Pennington, so much bird life, pesky monkeys (who will steal any food left in the kitchen, buck (deer), large lizards, mongoose and of course nyoka (snakes), a green snake was in the flower pots as I walked up the stairs to the entrance door the other day. I would hate to live in a flat. Well it's 06:40 SAST, time to upload and carry on the new day. 26/05/2021 04:40 SAST Woke up nice and late this morning. Just fucked around watching videos on You Tube, it was too late to do anything else. 08:32 SAST Bitcoin is climbing, it's at 40 465 USD per coin, good. 09:33 SAST finished watching online Catholic Mass. Mama's will has been found and now just waiting for the executor of the estate. This afternoon Jabu and I are going to see the Doctor in Scott Street and will pop into the Scottburgh mall afterwards. It's not payday yet for most so there was plenty of parking at the mall. Mission successful I managed to sort out two of the three things I wanted to do at the mall including purchasing a USB extender and buying some groceries. Have not had gemsquash for a long time. My right front tyre is still loosing pressure which is beginning to stress me out. I had to stop at the petrol station and pump it up, according to there gauge the tyre was 2.1 bar but my gauge at home said 2.0 bar so I pumped it up to 2.5 and fuck that. I cancelled Netflix a while back, don't watch it much and can't afford it now. 27/05/2021 03:40 SAST Usual usual story, brew coffee. Watch You Tube and surf till 06:00 SAST when I make Jabu her cup of tea. Am only going to type after 06:00 SAST now. Later in the morning I bhepa and finally came after such a long time. Looks like I can come every two months. All these ED causing drugs fuck every thing up except that I am stable. 28/05/2021 03:05 SAST The price of Bitcoin is depressing, I phoned GJC the other day to ask if they had any employment available, nothing at the moment she said but I need to phone every month. 13:20 SAST Mama's estate is finally moving on. Lots of paperwork for me to do this afternoon and more. This morning I informed Nomvula that we will only be able to take her for domestic work twice a month. 29/05/2021 03:10 SAST Woke up and fell asleep on the couch again till 03:52 SAST. Ubuntu Linux 21.04 is working and printing well, touch wood since I have a new USB extender. Had breakfast, toast and my fav strawberry jam and fell asleep on the couch when Jabu went to work. Got up from the couch a while later and fell asleep on the bed whilst fetching my meds. Woke at 11:15 SAST and took my meds and brewed some Rooibos tea. Nice and sunny outside but cold in the house, 19 C. Fell asleep again after lunch. Looks like all the stress of Mama passing away is catching up to me. We had pap and Umzinto sausage for supper. It looks like I have a beer belly bu I think it"s all the pap I eat is making my stomach huge in conjunction with the meds. At 21:30 SAST Jabu had a bath and it was a bit cold so Jabu topped up the bath for me, she only uses a tiny amount of water in the bath and I jumped in. She was laying in bed ready to sleep when I gave her a kiss. By 22:30 we where both asleep and I woke at.. 30/05/2021 04:03 SAST Felt like going back to sleep but brewed my coffee anyway and watched You Tube till 05:53. It will be weird not paying Mama's bills tomorrow the first time since March 2006 bar when I was in G.J. Crookes, Ethembeni, G2 and Umzimkulu Hospital. I have managed to stay out of Hospital since January 6th 2016, I think it was. Lets hope all the stress of the Elantra, debt collectors and Mama's passing does not cause me to relapse. I still don't know where I will be living after the estate is settled. I chain smoke now as too much Rivotril causes me to drool like crazy. All going well today we will have Jabu's lovely roast chicken, mash and we purchased some gem squash. Ubuntu Linux 21.04, Manjero 21 and Mageai 8 is doing well on my S145, like I said I mainly use Ubuntu Linux 20.04 on my 250 G5. I see Bitcoin has gone up slightly this morning even though if I had to sell now I would loose a lot of bucks so have to hold on. I sold all my Ether last week as I was getting nervous with the crypto crash. I am down 13 000 ZAR. Lets hope Bitcoin corrects itself soon. I am looking forward to a large payout in October 2021. I am listening to online Catholic Mass in the background, 11:50 SAST. 08:15 SAST time to hang the washing. Looks like rain the whole of this week. 09:05 I phoned Mama's school friend in Warsaw. We where chatting and I heard a noise in the kitchen, next thing there is a large Monkey by the babana's and the cheeky thing eats the banana right outside the kitchen door. I close the kitchen door and carry on chatting with Mrs K2, next thing the monkey is back and steals the last banana, this time he came through Mama's bedroom window and banana's are so expensive, I remember in the late 80's when banana's used to cost 99 cents ZAR a kilo on special now they are 16 ZAR a kilo but grow in Kwa Zulu Natal. It's cheaper to buy banana's in Johannesburg or better still Umzinto where Jabu buys a massive pack of onions and tomatoes for 20 ZAR each. The weather in Europe is horrible this spring. What's the time, 12:03 SAST, will leave the washing on the line a while longer even though it's windy. It's a nice sunny day but cool in the timbrick house. I am enjoying the weekend, tomorrow Mama's estate continues. I am on Mageai 8 now and see tomorrow morning when the S145 comes out of sleep wheter Mageai 8 freezes. I had a good uptime of a few days on Ubuntu Linux 21.04. Thing I can't find on Ubuntu nor Mangero is a good network monitor like Mageia has. 31/05/2021 07:15 SAST Breakfast and fell asleep on the bed. Just woke up at 11:00 SAST when the executor of the estate called. I was busy with scanning and paperwork that I did not even have lunch. Makes one feel good when one has something constructive to do. Jabu bathed and so did I after Uzalo. Using the same bath water again. Jabu was falling asleep when I climbed naked into bed to dry off a bit. I find it difficult to put my socks and long john's on just after a bath or shower. By 23:00 i was still awake from all the excitement of the day. By the time I climbed into bed I could not sleep so I woke Jabu and she gave me some allergex and I fell asleep and woke at.... 01/06/2021 05:40 SAST Had a very good nights sleep but could only spend twenty minutes on Mageia 8, Windows 10 refused to scan yesterday. Whilst Jabu was bathing after I had brewed her, her 06:00 tea I carried on surfing. At 06:45 Mageia 8 had a kernel update so I had to reboot. I don't know why the fuck Windows 10 would not scan but when I am in a hurry I need something to work. Every time I use Windows 10 there is some sort of fuck up, it's easier to use a Linux operating system but I enjoy booting Windows 10 now and again. I was listening to Catholic Mass online this morning and when the next video played I fell asleep again. After this morning's thunderstorm it has cleared up now. I love thunderstorms, in Johannesburg my office was South facing and I could see the lightening and thunder from miles away. I used to unplug all my UPSes during thunderstorms, the South Coast does not have such intense thunder as Johannesburg and the Drakensberg. I have not had lunch today either and the time is 13:32 SAST. I enjoy watching my crypto monitor, just waiting for Bitcoin to come out of the crash. Like I said crypto is the only way I can make bucks right now. Being watching some Roland Garos, I love tennis and golf. Rugby and Cricket not too much as it reminds me of all my friends who left for overseas. Used to go to a span of live Rugby and Cricket matches years ago. 15:30 SAST Jabu will be home soon. 06/06/2021 Evening SAST Jabu sees on Facebook an ad to rent a house in Malengeni and enquires. 07/06/2021 Very early morning we go see the house. It is 70 squares with two large rooms and a kitchen. Outside toilet, no bath nor shower, one baths in a basin. The house has water and electricity. The dirt road is a bit rough for my low Elantra but smaller cars make it up. 09/06/2021 Very early morning we go see the Indunda of iNkompo. Miss A the landlord and seller explains to the Indunda who is in charge of the village. Jabu and I rent with the first option to purchase. Better than sleeping on a cardboard box off Scott street, Scottburgh. I asked Nomvula to wash one window two Friday's ago, she said no. I texted her today to find out if she is coming to work on Friday, I received no reply. With her two cell phones, her farther back from Durban and her new boyfriend she must have enough bucks not to work. 10/06/2021 04:43 SAST The electricity will go off at 06:00 this morning. Load shedding the last week. 15/06/2021 03:02 SAST Same shit almost every day, don't feel like typing, don't receive any donations anyway. Lost a lot of bucks with this crypto thing because of Elon Musk and his mood swings. Will all debt collectors please check if they got there bucks and phone me if they did not. 16/06/2021 10:00 SAST Braai at iNknompo with nine guests (mostly family), nice to get out on this sunny winters day. This prepaid electricity meter system seems to be a rip off, I paid in 30 ZAR and only received 19 ZAR of KWh. Jabu left early for Umzinto to purchase meat and cold drinks. She arranged a truck to pick up her mother who is a bit over weight and chairs, mattress. At 10:00 SAST we met at the turnoff to the new rented house. Jabu got in with me and the truck followed. One really needs a truck on this road, I don't think I will make it up when it has been raining but Jabu insisted on this house. We brought our own water as the water was off, if the water is free UGU turns the water on whenever they like. I asked Zack and his friend to bring out the mattress and I lay on it and drank my cold drink and smoked whilst the others chatted. We are high up on the hill but one can hear the sound of the traffic from the N2 highway. I was relaxing nicely when Sne, Jabu's friend called that I can pick her up on top of the highway bridge. Zack and I went to fetch her in the Elantra. Sne arrived a bit too late to help Jabu with the preparations. We had pork chops, wors and a piece of steak with coleslaw and pap. Earlier in the morning I even had a cup of tea, Jabu had brought some tea sugar and milk along. Girls can organise anything and Jabu in particular. Sne asked me to give her a lift to the highway as she wanted to catch the taxi home before dark. When I got back every thing was almost packed and a car had come to fetch mkekweazi, we left at sunset. By the time we where on the R102 it was dark. I have not driven a car in eight years so I drive slowly especially in the dark, one idiot overtook me on a double white line as is was doing 60 in a 80 km/h zone. With the price of petrol I am not going to drive 100 km/h. Well that was our bash for the month, a most enjoyable day to be out of th ePennington house. 20/06/2021 04:02 SAST I have been waking anything between 03:00 and 04:00 these days. The other night I woke up at 23:23 SAST, had a smoke and some left over juice I had put in the fridge, fell asleep in bed again. I hate winter, it only warms up about 10:00 till 15:00 SAST. To top it all if there is no electricity the there is no water since yesterday. A pipe burst up the road and UGU worked on it the whole day. Lets hope they finish today. Thursday Jabu could feel there is someting wrong with the water pressure and she filled up buckets and five litre containers. So we have water for day. I made a faux pas, I emptied the pool a week ago. Today is farther's day in South Africa. Jabu bought some cake and a coke yesterday. 06:46 SAST Zack just wished me Happy farther's day. I have been thinking that the last house I stayed in Johannesburg was a 320 square meter house excluding the double garage and servant's quarters, now with are in a 140 square meter house possibly moving into a 70 square meter house in iNkompo with limited water and a high crime rate. Just great. I will miss Pennington but with my lower back problem I have developed now, It's painful just to take out the trash and hang the washing. Even though my back used to hurt in Johannesburg when I sat for long hours at teh Desktop computer during the AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD days. I have almost given up Bitcoin. Zack slept over Wednesday and Thursday night and washed my Elantra on Thursday. Friday I went to pick up Jabu after work but Zack had fiddled with the controls of the seat and I battled to drive off. We had a lot of sardines for Friday supper. The sardines run up the East Coast of South Africa when it is at it's coldest, from Prince to pauper, Happy Farther's day. 07:20 SAST 21/06/2021 23:20 SAST We went to bed before 22:00. It's two months since Mama passed away today. At 23:20 Jabu wakes me. We speak quietly as she walks around the house with the torch of her smart phone. I turn on the security lights and Jabu grabs the baseball bat. The Elantra looks fine, maybe it was the damn cats making a noise. Jabu heard a loud bang. I give Jabu a hug and a kiss and she falls asleep in my arms. I cannot sleep now and go online. Bitcoin is crashing the last week. I watch a bit of on line Catholic church and deceide to go back to sleep. 00:24 after some coffee and a smoke. We will see this morning if a tree fell over or what was the loud bang Jabu heard. Last time Jabu woke me up in the middle of the night was during load shedding when Mama fell after loosing her way in the dark going to the loo. On my S145 I have been using Mageia 8 and Mangero 21 mostly as my print device seems to work the best, all this shit I have to print for the estate. Ubuntu Linux 20.04 is still tops on my 250 G5. Earlier on Jabu wanted to go to the hospice shop so I took her there and waited in the boiling hot sun in the Elantra, I was over dressed. We then went to the beach and shops. At the hospice shop Jabu had bought me two XXXL shirts and two second hand long john's for a fraction of the price new in the stores, only available in Amanzantoti my size. 22/06/2021 04:02 SAST Keep busy 25/06/2021 Drove to Scottburgh to do some shopping on special but first went to the local store to buy some specials there. Needed a piss so went to a dinner to sit down and drink some Coke and use the toilet. it's very cold as the sun rises but then by 10:00 it gets warmer till 15:00. 28/06/2021 Monday Mkakawzi (my mother in law) comes to visit in the afternoon around 15:00 SAST. As of today we are back to lockdown level 4, the Delta variant is causing havoc. 29/06/2021 Tuesday around 03:00 I get out of bed and fall asleep on the couch. Wake up at 04:00. Thinking of buying some Ether as the price per coin is going up. Jabu has a cold. I normally don't get colds except in February 2020 when I had the terrible flu. I made a fuck up again by trying to get the touchpad to work on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 on my S145, Ubuntu freezes after a few days. I am going to try and set GRUB back to what it was. Lucky I have Mageai 8 and Mangero 21 working fine touch wood. 14/07/2021 04:59 SAST So the days go by. The Elantra has been out of action for two weeks now when I tried to pump up the tire I found the battery to be flat. Mr P is looking into it. We have two days supply of bread left. Last Wednesday I went to Umzinto after seeing the SASSA Doctor at GJC for my disability grant which I had previously in Johannesburg. SASSA wants more paperwork but alas today Umzinto is burnt down to the ground due to riots and looting which started on Saturday in KwaZulu Natal and Gauteng. The line yesterday at the local store was fifty long to purchase food. My anxiouty levels have been high. Think too many negative thoughts. God bless and save South Africa. I have had a terrible flu and cough these last ten days. Such a bad cough that when I lay down in bed at night I coughed and coughed and had to fall asleep laying up. I almost puked my lungs out. This morning I am still coughing a bit but not as bad. Bitcoin and Ether have crashed more since I woke up this morning. Gone is November 2020. My alarm clock has been waking me at 07:00 these last days, I still need a power nap even though with consultation with my Doctor I have reduced my intake of meds. 12:04 It's a nice sunny cold winter's day today. Lets hope things get back to normal soon. We are on our last 5kg of sugar and have about 6kg of rice and mielie meel left over. I purchased some long life milk a while back which will last for four days. Bread is the big problem as we don't have much flour to bake steam bread. 16/07/2021 08:12 SAST I phone Pennington Clinic to see if my meds are there, they are. My 11:45 lift stood me up so I arranged a 09:00 lift with Mrs V whoose husband took me to the Pennington Clinic. God bless them. He also took me to the local store but the bread would only be ready at 11:00. Jabu left at 10:40 to see what she could buy, she said when I phoned her that they have banana's, lemons, brinjals and tomatoes and is waiting in the que for bread. 11:54 I am awaiting her return, thank God for Jabu. With my lower back condition I could never make it up the hill from the local store. 17/07/2021 02:05 SAST Saturday Morning brew as usual with milk. Bit bored so I make sure Magia 8 is up to date on my S145. Then I go over to Mangero 21 which I have not been on for at least twelve days and as Mangero 21 is a rolling release there are 1.5 Gigs of updates. Now for Ubuntu 21.04, 398 megs of updates, no kernel up date. Now for Window 10. Bit of a long process but I managed to update Windows 10 without stripping my moer and stay on Windows 10 for a day. 03:28 I am now on Ubuntu Linux 21.04 but see my touchpad is acting up. Don't know if it's GRUB or the module. 18/07/2021 Sunday, Mandela Day, they came to collect the trash unexpectantly. My brain is bursting with the last weeks of news of the unrest in Gauteng and KwaZulu Natal. Just can't watch it anymore. Bitcoin and Ether no change, a bit down. It's going to be freezing cold from Wednesday. Hopefully I get my Elantra back this week which has been stuck in the workshop since the unrest. 19/07/2021 02:26 SAST Monday I will not pursue my disability grant any further. I did exactly what was to be done on the SASSA online booking website and SASSA in Umzinto told me otherwise, SASSA states if one books online one only has to go to the SASSA office once, what a fuck up and waste of time and shuttle bucks. I was at SASSA in Umzinto the Wednesday before the looting started. Most shops in Umzinto have been looted, I don't know if it's safe to go there anyway. 04:43 SAST Will we have bread this week, I can go without milk but I like my sugar. So my Bitcoin and Ether venture from November 2020 till May 2021 failed. The only thing that came out of it was that I bought a faulty Elantra from my profits in end January 2021. Like I said the Elantra was sold to me by Mark Pillay a security guard residing in Umdoni village at the time whom informed me he owned a security company on date of purchase. In the long run I only made a few ZAR from Bitcoin and Ether and this Elantra has cost my nerves. Never in my life have I purchased such a faulty car, I once had a Datsun Pulsar which made it to La Lucia by Richards bay via Eastern Transvaal and back to Johannesburg via PMB and Durban. I was better off without a car, my TSR never once broke down on the road and I used to leave Pennington for Scottburgh to visit Mama at SummerHill Lodge in the middle of winter at 07:30. On my return my backpack was loaded with food. As 21st July 2021 draws closer I miss Mama, all the good she done for me. Like I said we are just poor simple folk whose life showed me a toffee in Pennington after during 2013 when I closed my business down. I have now disabled the touchpad in Ubuntu Linux 21.04 and will see if she freezes after a couple of days. I have basically printed all I wanted to print on my print device so it's standing idle now. Just needs a change of ink soon. 14:50 SAST After this unrest in KwaZulu Natal I am thinking of not moving into iNkompo anymore. I will deceide before the end of the month. I will be stranded there with the Elantra fucking out all the time and it's too dangerous. With the high unemployment there are more and more phara's. The only thing to do when funds run out is to visit Mama and Tata, I am not going to sleep on the fucking streets of Scottburgh but I would not really do that. Jabu should be back with the shopping in one hour or so, let's hope it's good news. I believe milk, sugar and bread are on it's way. Can't wait, I enjoy shopping. Some folks in Durban wake at 03:00 to be 133 in the que to purchase food. Jabu also purchased some carrots, apples, sweet naartjies and banana's. 21:15 nyoka 20/07/2021 05:00 SAST Tuesday After eighteen days my cough has finally subsided. What a strong body the Lord gives us. Talking about the Lord, it will be online Catholic Mass today as usual. I might still change my mind about iNkompo. Bitcoin and Ether are crashing again this morning. 11:30 SAST Finished watching my Mass and Deliverance, audio via Jabu's bluetooth speaker. Unfortunatly because of my touchpad fix Ubuntu Linux 21.04 frooze again at 11:40 so I reinstalled at 12:00. We will see how it goes. Jabu and I have a bit of a disagreement after she returns from work, she left the pears in the window and the monkeys jumped up and down on the outside dustbin and managed to get the dustbin open the first time in nine years. The monkeys are very hungry with the unrest. 21/07/2021 May your soul be resting in peace Mama, it's been three months today since you are no longer with us. 21/07/2021 03:12 SAST Wednesday. Cold lemon leftover tea this time. Will brew my brew now. Marek please note leave Ubuntu Linux 21.04 touchpad fix alone, don't do it, it does not work on the newer kernels, I had an uptime of 12 days on Mageia 8 the other day. Variety is the spice of life so I am enjoying Ubuntu Linux 21.04 now. Jabu is so pissed off with me that she says she will not go to the local store today to buy bread. Everyone seems to be bipolar in this fucking world. We had a terrible evening argueing. Jabu was on the brink of moving out. I called in Nomvula to help me cook for four meals. 22/07/2021 07:00 SAST Thursday Jabu did not cook or make me breakfast. I made a slight fuck up reinstalling Ubuntu Linux 21.04, I thought I had installed 21.04 where in fact I had installed 20.10 so I had to upgrade at lunchtime. She came home from work and all was sorted. She will pega and tenga for me. 21:45 nyoka II. 23:09 don't feel like sleeping, I miss Netflix. 23/07/2021 03:21 SAST Friday Only had four hours sleep. Mr P says he will look at my car this morning finally. In a way I am quite content this piece of shit Elantra is not in my yard but I miss it and need it. 04:01 SAST Bitcoin and Ether have gone up a bit. It's a long time I will have to wait before I make any bucks. 24/07/2021 02:26 SAST Bitcoin and Ether are going up so I purchased a very small amount. Bitcoin is at 33 670 USD per coin and Ether is at 2121 USD per coin. Had a lazy Saturday sleeping during the day most of the time as I tend to do when I wake up early. 25/07/2021 02:06 SAST Sunday Bitcoin and Ether have slowly risen by a few hundred USD. Friday evening our element in our water heater blew so we have no hot water to bath and do the dishes. Impossible to get someone on the weekend. I will have to have a bath in the bathroom sink with kettle water. 05:00 SAST purchased some more Bitcoin and Ether. Bitcoin is now 34 328 USD per coin and Ether is 2152 USD per coin. Like I said this is the only way I can maybe make some bucks. They say Bitcoin is going to hit 60K again by the end of the year or sooner. 26/07/2021 03:58 SAST Monday Bitcoin hits 38 226 USD per coin and Ether is up to 2317 USD per coin, what a pleasant surprise to wake up to. 12:19 SAST Then out the blue I deceided to sell all my crypto partly due I don't know how much the water heater repair will cost and when my Elanra is fixed I need bucks for that as well. Mr R III send his guys out to repair the element but the sparky just took the water heater off the ELU and all seems to work fine touch wood. The water heater is on it's own CB. Wonder what bill I will get tomorrow. 27/07/2021 01:37 SAST Tuesday Had a good nights sleep retired after 21:00 as usual. Did the merry go round and updated Manjero 21, Ubuntu Linux 21.04, Windows 10 and Mageai 8 on my S145 as well as Mageai 9 on my 250 G5. I miss Mama and think of her often. I have prints of her all over the place especially in the lounge. I have no income now and am looking forward to the 350 ZAR SRD grant which was announced by the President last Sunday. Most where hoping the grant would be at least 585 ZAR. I earned 300 odd ZAR back when I was an apprentice electrician I am sure. Now the average wage in South Africa is 12 500 ZAR. I am a bit wary of going into Umzinto anyway to complete my disability grant forms. One minute all can be fine and the next the place burns down. So I thought fuck it and at 05:07 SAST purchased some Bitcoin at 36 510 USD per coin. 28/07/2021 10:50 SAST Wednesday Got a ride with the shuttle to Park Rynie to pick up my car. Mr P could after three weeks not find anything wrong with the Elantra even though when I went to the garage and checked the tire pressure the left front tire had 1.8 bar. I also have a fuel leak, when I left the Elantra at Mr P's the fuel tank was 3/4 full when I arrived at the petrol station it was only 1/4 full of petrol. We will see if she starts this morning. The aircon did not seem to be coming on by itself even though after the jump start three weeks ago the Elantra got too hot and Mr P had to top up with water in the radiator. Previous to that after selling all my crypto I had purchased some more bitcoin at 38 600 USD per coin. I am addicted to this Bitcoin and it keeps my mind busy. Let's hope it's true Bitcoin will hit 65K soon. I want to try get back my 13 000 ZAR I lost. 11:30 SAST drove back to Pennington the back again to Scottburgh to do some shopping at Checkers, I still support my local store and we spend quite a lot of bucks there. We will see what uptime I get on Mageai 8, last time it was 12 days. 29/07/2021 01:06 SAST No such luck this morning sleeping till 07:00 like yesterday but that's because I took the Allergex. So at 02:00 SAST I purchased some more Bitcoin at around 39 917 USD per coin. I felt very good yesterday after my long sleep, this waking at 01:00/02:00 really drains my energy during the day and makes me take continual power naps. 03:31 SAST so the yo yo ride begins, Bitcoin has fallen to 39 482 USD per coin. When it warms up a bit I will check the water and oil in my Elantra and attempt to start her. The water in the radiator was low, I don't know what the fuck is going on. The Elantra has a new head gasket. 30/07/2021 03:44 SAST Woke up at 02:12 SAST. Bitcoin is now sitting at 40 036 USD per coin. I will not be getting my 350 ZAR grant, it cannot be done electronically like previously, one has to wait in a que of many many many folks to submit papers. I purchased some more Bitcoin at 40 076 USD per coin. Small tiny amounts over the last three days. 31/07/2021 03:59 SAST Another nice surprise this morning, Bitcoin is at 41 999 USD per coin as I wake up. I feel much better now that I have my Elantra back but I am worried about the water being used in the radiator. I will start her every morning now. I feel like having a good nights sleep so I take Allergex. 01/08/2021 07:01 SAST The Allergex worked. I slept right through just getting up for a piss or two. No hot water again since Friday evening. The geyser element needs to be changed. 03/08/2021 14:55 SAST The electricians arrive to change the water heater element. We have hot water again. 04/08/2021 09:15 SAST I call a guy I know and he comes to fix the kitchen cold water tap gratis. Thank you very much. 13/08/2021 05:03 SAST So the days go by and I spend most of my time sleeping. Fucking piece of shit Elantra water leak is getting worse, don't know how I will make it to collect my meds today never mind to go to Park Rynie to have it fixed. 18/08/2021 Elantra head gasket gone again, needs a new head, cannot be skimmed so I am without a car again. Only had it for six months of which most of the time it was by the mechanics. 11 000 ZAR to repair. 21/08/2021 Missed this date, four months since Mama passed away, thought it was the 21st today but it's the 22nd. 08/09/2021 06:55 SAST Went to GJ Crookes to the phsyc clinic, had vacination and tooth extracted then went shopping. 15/09/2021 05:02 Looks like I had a dry socket, tooth still fucking painful and it's now the 25/09/2021 and my gum is still tender. 21/09/2021 Five months since Mama passed away. I think I am depressed the last weeks. I don't wake at 02:00 anymore. Sleep till 07:00. My *** wants to purchase a flat in Scottburgh and his son will take over the flat when I die but I will be split up from Jabu. Taxi too expensive from Scottburgh to Pennington. This evening I cried thinking of Mama. Funds will soon run out with no prospect of a job. I hardly ever use the laptop these days. The head of the Elantra is in the boot and I receive offers of 10K 12K for the Elantra which has cost me almost 52 000 ZAR to date. So I spend the days watching TV. How fustrating. Always look forward to Jabu coming back from work and I make her a few cups of tea. 22/09/2021 07:05 SAST Woke up with a morning glory. But I have reached a stage where I can't make love at all. Fucking meds. I have become very anxious these last few weeks as I don't know where I will live. Jabu says I need to thank God for what I have now. Nothing interests me, not even movies, just eat and sleep. Without a car my chances of getting a job are even slimmer. I am sitting with a 10K laptop and mouse with no idea how to make money. All my Bitcoin profits I put into the Elantra. And Bitcoin is going down these days, I was hoping to make some more bucks on Bitcoin. I had an uptime of 18 days with Ubuntu Linux 21.04 the other week. Can't be bother with rebooting and updating Mangero. Just waiting for a kernel to come along and get my touchpad to work. Typing this book in the early hours of the morning used to keep me busy and give me life. Now I just daydream during the day. I did not see my usual Doctor on the 18th and I complained about the ankel cramps I get so she reduced my Risperdal. I reduced it further as I have had enough of these fucking cramps over many years, since 2003 in fact. To top it all I was quite constipated by the 18th and took too many laxatives. On the night of the 17th I was freaking out about going to G.J. Crookes and took to many Rivitrol trying to fall asleep. I was stumbling around like a drunkard but managed to sleep in shifts of thirty minutes and eventually by 06:00 the effect of the Rivitrol had worn of, never again. Let me go get a smoke. 13:28 SAST. Buying this Elantra is the biggest monatary fuck up I have ever made. 52K in the trash. It cost me 2015 ZAR to repair the water heater element and thermostat and now the 8" plates on the stove have fucked out. One has to earn at least 12K a month to stay in Pennington even though Jabu and I are living of much less. Mama time and again said that don't worry your *** will help you but all he want's to do is buy a flat in Scottburgh. Let me go have a shower and wait till Jabu comes home. I don't know where summer is in Pennington as it's still fucking cold in the morning and at night. My stomach is fucked from this OD of laxatives and feels very hard even when I eat a little. I am not going to take 8K, 10K for the Elantra, I have deceided to get the head repaired. If after thirty days Mr P still does it for the same price. I hope to shit I am doing the right thing. Jabu can't carry 10 kg up the hill from the store and 15 kg from Umzinto. One day when she came back from Umzinto she gave me the bag at the gate and it was fucking heavy. 22:31, I can't sleep from all the excitement. Please Lord let me be making the right decision. I will phone Mr P tomorrow. 24/09/2021 What a morning, thinking and thinking as if I am planning some kind of mission. I deceided to repair the head as there is a chance my *** will help me with the cost. If not I am fucked. Last night I fell asleep around 21:00 SAST but tonight I cannot sleep. Updated Mageai 9 on my 250 Celeron just before midnight, last time I logged in as root was in February. Ubuntu Linux 20.04 works just fine on my 250 Celeron but is painfully slow. I don't even remember if it's a 250 what. I think I am sitting at my S145 now with Mageia 8. The uptime of my Ubuntu Linux 20.04 on my 250 was 41 days. This bipolar shit is really fucked up shit. 25/09/2021 02:21 SAST Let me go brew some coffee. It is a cool morning and my IBS hurts since I took too many laxatives. Today I need to pump up my front tires and wash my car. I am also going to empty 200 mm of water in my above ground pool and have my first swim of Spring. I will be the supervisor as Jabu's friend is coming to help me. I am wide awake, maybe I should take some Allergex as I will be fucking tired at 07:00, Jabu is fast asleep. Fucking had to have a sleepless night just when I had plans for today. Fuck the coffee I am going to drink water and have a smoke but I feel like something sweet. As I sit in my chair the pain radiates to my right kidney. This is the second time this month that I can't sleep. I am going to do the manic quiz now to see if I am depressed or mildly manic. I did the quiz and they wanted my email address, fuck them. I will tell you how I feel, I lived off Mama's pension and when the Estate will be over I don't know where I will be. No income, can't live in Malengeni as the para's will kill me so I am fucked. I have been trying to sell some furniture for three months now but have received not one call. When we moved from Johannesburg it was easy selling two thirds of the household furniture. But now that the looters have new clothes and furniture there are no takers. Over a month I had thirty seven replies to my Elanta for sale ad, like I said the average price was 12 K which the offered me. I used to pray in my pool, please Lord let no more fuck out with the Elantra and my prayers where unanswered. So now I am taking a big risk having the head repaired in the hope that what my *** said the other day that they might help me with the cost. What king of God is this that kicks one when they are down. I only listen to online Catholic Mass once or twice a week now, it has become boring. 03:04 SAST. I yearn for the good old days of AMMPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's, those where ten good years up till 2013. Now as the funds get smaller and smaller I worry more with no income. I can't deceide who to vote for on the 1st November. Christmas is just around the corner, lets hope we have our last turkey. Actually let me brew some Rooibos tea which I have been drinking since Mama passed away five months ago. I have to go to the dentist again as I have a completly loose tooth yet my teeth are not fucked from smoking as a retired dentist friend from Warsaw says I inherited Mama's teeth. I am enjoying typing again but I am really going to be fucked today with no sleep. 61 K for a fucked up Elantra and the book value is ony 43 K. The water pipes occasionally make a noise, don't know what the fuck it is. Like I said, Dorota and I drove my Datsun Pulsar from Johannesburgh to the Kruger Park then on to St Lucia by Richards bay come down to Durban and returning via PMB where we spent Xmas and back on to Johanesburgh. Those where the days where one walked out of one job and a few days later found another job. They cut the electricity in Malangeni off at 20:00 and the electricity only came back at 16:00 today. Water is free in the townships so it gets cut reguarly. How the fuck can the Minster of health get involved in a 150 million Rand scandal, he is now fired or resighned. The ANC is so corrupt they steal from the poor but I might still vote for them as I get free meds and 45 ZAR to extract a tooth. Anyway fuck it let me upload this attempt to get three hours sleep. 03:54 SAST 05:07 SAST still not sleeping. 05:27 SAST a glimmer of light in the sky, this noise of the water pipes is starting to bother me. The font looks fuzzy but I do not feel tired. Maybe I have been sleeping too much these last two months. I will not wake up Jabu with a cup of tea this morning as she drinks hot lemon water now when she wakes. The birds are chirping. I can see the buurmans car now and the street. Dit gaan a fucked up dag wees. I am just passing the time till 06:30. Was it August 2020 that I first purchased Ether and then Bitcoin, I had so much fun till they crashed in May 2021 was it. I had something to do watching the 250 G5 screen the whole day buying and selling. But now Bitcoin has crashed a bit so does not look I will get my Xmas bonus. Sunrise is officially at 05:43 so looks like it's going to be cloudy today but warm, I am looking forward to my dip in the pool. Right that's it, let me upload and have my morning brew coffee. 05:51 SAST. By 10:00 SAST we had pumped up the tires and cleaned the Elantra. It's a mission to clean the pool as the drain plug is too high. By 12:00 I should start to fill up the pool. I still have not slept a wink and don't feel tired but the weather report was incorrect and looks like I will not dip today. Jabu is at work. I did dip after all. Twice, once when the pool was half full and once when it was full. The water was ice cold. I had two power naps, one on the couch and one in bed. I then retired at 20:00, but can't sleep, it's 21:33 now, so the cookie may be crumbling. My cheeks are flushed, I took my meds but I am wide awake. Maybe the passing away of Mama and this Elantra is finally getting to me never mind not knowing where I will live when the Estate is settled. It all depends on my *** and his *** whom has been very helpful thus far. 21:39 I will try sleep again, the Allergex does not seem to be grafting. I eventually fell asleep at around 22:00 SAST and woke at.. 26/09/2021 07:16 SAST Sunday, no more waking at 02:00, 03:00 these last few weeks. This bipolar is really shit, I get stressed just typing. Jabu went of to work. Let me go relax, before I have a breakdown. 10:02 SAST After having a very pleasant day updating Windows 10 on my 250 G5 and watching some movies, Jabu roasted a chicken with mash. By 21:00 I was not tired at 23:59 I was still awake. Bipolar shit. Oh yes my gum is still painful from the 08/09/2021, I looked in the mirror this morning and seem to have a piece of root still stuck in my gum. I dipped in the pool three times today, the water is refreshingly ice cold. 27/09/2021 00:52 Monday Downloading Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta, it's a large iso. 3.35 Gig. What I use to transfer the iso to flash drive is "dd if=some.iso of=/dev/XdA bs=1M oflag=sync status=progress". Need to get hold of a flash drive now. Ah found it. Right let's see if the S145 BIOS can handle two Ubunutu's. Debian Linux 11 live works on my S145 but needs the WIFI drivers. Right lets reboot and have a look at Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta. 01:17 SAST Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta Live, WIFI works, touchpad still does not work, nothing special new, except show apps button, once one has used one or other Linux distro for years they become quite boring. Right let me try sleep. 01:47 SAST Well it looks like sleep one night and then not the other. 04:06 SAST and I am still up. At least I am keeping myself busy. It occured to me in August 2018 if I remember correctly I could not sleep when Mama was moving from SummerHill Lodge back to Pennington. One hour to sunrise at 05:43 SAST. The weather forecast is a hot 28 C. But alas Thursday and Friday there is a 80% chance of rain and cold at 20 C. I replaced the black ink in my print device by torch light. My LED lamp does not give enough light to light up the whole room. My neck is quite tense, the Allergex did not work this time. As soon as there is enough of a glimmer of light I will go for a dip in my above ground pool. Let me call it a day and upload. 05:00 SAST. I spent the day dipping in my pool. I noticed at 05:32 SAST that the pool water was murky white, the pool floater is faulty. I finally retired at 20:05 and missed our TV show"s Generations and Uzalo. I woke at... 28/09/2021 02:06 SAST Tuesday Let's hope the pesky monkeys don't rip apart our trash today. Bitcoin fluctuates between 40K and 44K USD per coin since yesterday. When I could not sleep last Friday night I updated Microsoft Windows 10 on my HP 250 G5, the update went smoothly and quickly. So at about 02:30 SAST I deceided to update Microsoft Windows 10 on my Lenovo i5 S145. The update took three and one half hours. There was also a BIOS update from Lenovo for my S145 which I flashed from Microsoft Windows 10. Going into the Bios after the BIOS flash I lost my EFI boot entries for Mageai 8 and Mangero 21. I managed to update grub on my Mageai 8 partition and now have a boot sequence for Ubuntu, Mageai 8 and Microsoft Windows 10 in the BIOS EFI as well as in GRUB. Well done Lenovo, another fuck up by you guys. It is beyond the scope of my knowledge to get Mangero 21 to boot but I will try later in the week. At 07:05 SAST I went for my morning dip. The day passed quickly, dipping a few times. I will see if I can fall asleep tonight. 21:12 SAST. No such luck so at 23:00 SAST I downloaded EndeavourOS also based on Arch and then trashed my Mangero 21 installation. Now I have all my boot entries in my EFI BIOS section. I had a quick look at EndeavourOS and will test it out when I have time (If I wake between 02:00 and 03:00) or I don't sleep. SAST now. Friday night no sleep, Saturday night sleep, Sunday night no sleep, Monday night sleep, Tuesday night no sleep. 29/09/2021 02:46 SAST Wednesday Been awake all night. My Doctor said I should increase my Epilum and see how it goes after a week. I wanted to increase my Camcolit as well but she said just the Epilum. I took 2 mg Rivitrol yesterday morning at 08:00, 2 mg at 13:00, 2 mg at 16:00 and 2 mg at 21:30, my Doctor said no. Yet my back of my neck was not stressed yesterday. As I type I can feel the stress in my neck building up and the top part of my spine. After this fuck up with the BIOS flash Ubuntu linux 21.04 and Mageai 8 will not suspend again. It's raining and the forecast is rain for a week.02:58 SAST let me go relax at the TV. Sometime I fell asleep on the couch and woke at 04:43 SAST. 05:00 SAST let me upload now. At 06:00 I took 2 mg Rivitrol and fell asleep on the couch as Jabu was bathing then cooking breakfast. I woke up one hour later. I then had a power nap in the afternoon. The whole day the TV was on with the sound muted except when Jabu and I watched Generations and Uzalo. At 23:00 I started to watch Adults only but fell asleep and woke at 01:06 SAST. I spent a bit of time this morning trying to get my router to graft. I had no connectivity. 30/09/2021 01:06 SAST Thursday First I brewed myself some Rooibos tea, I have been drinking Rooibos tea since Mama passed, we buy in bulk so there was quite a bit of Rooibos tea left over when Mama passed away in April 2021. I then brewed my fav filter coffee brew and let me top up with some more Rooibos tea now, normal tea tastes aweful to me now. I can hear the gentle rain coming down. 03:17 SAST, I will have to drain my pool a bit from all this rain the last two days. 03:22 SAST Now for a sip of my delicious large mug of Rooibos tea and a fag. Must have smoked eighty these last twenty four hours. Depression, stable, mild mania, moderate mania, severe mania and psychotic. Looks like I was depressed the last forty days (slept much too much) and am now suffering from mild mania as I cannot sleep. As I type I enjoy my fag and my cuppa. 03:33 SAST. A bit under two hours till sunrise. 04:32 SAST time for a mug of Ricoffy. Been watching YouTube. 04:47 SAST Bitcoin has gone up by 2000 USD per coin, Ether is at 2971 USD per coin. Will I get my Xmas bonus with the crypto. It should rain all day today what we really need it. Friday should be cloudy but warm in Pennington and the school holidays begin. 05:22 SAST Mageia 8 is still tops for me followed by Ubuntu Linux 21.04 on my S145. Ubuntu Linux 21.10 will be released on the 14th of October 2021. In my day Arch was not popular. I am a Mandrake guy progressing to Mandriva and then Mageia. 05:42 SAST let's call it a day and upload. I spent most of my morning chatting via email to the executor of the estate as I did yesterday. My brother said previously that he might take a loan out and pay the estate duty and taxes. We then sell the house in Pennington and I move in to the CBD of Scottburgh. That will be the last of Jabu. How sad to loose ones wife over an estate. Jabu would be working for taxi money if she had to come stay with me in Scottburgh. The taxi's from Scottburgh go via Park Rynie then to Umzinto. Then another taxi to Pennington from Umzinto which are few and far between. 21:53 SAST everytime I climb into bed I start thinking. Just can't sleep. There is quite a wind right now and we had a rainy day. What shall I do tonight to pass the day till 06:00 tomorrow. Well there is a kernel for Ubuntu Linux 20.04 so I ma updating it on my 250 G5. Takes a while on a Celeron. Only the next few days will tell if I progress to moderate mania the severe mania. My Doctor told me today to take Camcolit bd. But these are not wonder drugs they take a while to kick in. 22:00 SAST let me go see how my 250 G5 is doing, it will need a reboot so I rebooted into Microsoft Windows 10 just for the fuck of it and to change my passphrase. I will now try to retire at 22:28 SAST. 01/10/2021 05:26 SAST Friday After having a good nights sleep I woke at 05:26 SAST. What a day I had. The legal aid company I am with said that they had not received there subs so I spent the whole morning emailing proof of payments and such instead of relaxing. At 18:45 my *** called and he still insists on selling Mama's house. At first in the previous months he offered we buy a bachelor flat for me in Scottburgh. He kept Whatsapping me flats for sale in Scottburgh. He says he only has funds for his immidiate family. So soon Jabu and I will be moving out of Pennington into a 45 square CBD flat or similar for me. Jabu will go back and stay at her mother's house and I will see her on weekends if she is not working, that is if the flat story does not change. My *** changes his mind often. Let no man break apart a marriage made before God. I will have to sell all the furniture and beds, headboards as a queen size extra length with headboard will not fit into a 26 square flat in Freeland Park. I have good experience of flat and house hunting from 2017/2018 when my *** first put Mama's up for sale whilst Mama stayed at Summerhill Lodge. Jabu says the landlords will not let us rent a room in Malengeni as I am likely to be killed. The house we rented in iNkompo earlier in the year before the riots was too far from the main road and my car would not get to the house in the rain. The house was also not near to other houses so it was a security risk even though the house was quite large. We wasted three months rent with option to buy on that house that's 1500 ZAR x 3. Mama said when she was alive "don't worry your *** will look after you". Tonight will be a sleepless night. Except as I said I fell asleep on my couch for and hour and one half. 02/10/2021 02:49 SAST Saturday Just woke up off the couch. Could not sleep again. Every time I lay down in bed I start thinking. So I watch TV or keep myself busy with the S145 or 250 G5. Hard to believe I earned in the region on average 18 000 ZAR in the mid nineties. My bookkeeper said I also made a good profit with AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's since 2003 till 2010. Now since 2013 I am unemployed with two BPMD psychotic episodes in Pennington. The time Doctor Ndlovo sent me to Umzimkulu I was not psychotic. 03:50 SAST. It's still raining quite hard, I can hear the rain through my open window. Will have to drain the pool a bit today. At least I swam or rather dipped last Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. The pool is 2.59 m x 1.7 m x 610 mm. Thunder in the background. Yesterday I sold all my Bitcoin and Ether and of course today the price went up. Don't give a fuck anymore with this Bitcoin and Ether. I made my 24 K in January and lost 13 K in May. Most probably find Bitcoin will go up to 100 000 USD per coin at Xmas. I am waiting till the 15th October to see what the price will be and maybe buy Bitcoin and Ether again. 04:13 SAST time for a mug of Rooibos tea. Still raining, now pouring. I don't remember how I drove out of the sliding gate in my Merc C180 as the runner gets full of soil washed down by the rain. When the Elantra was running after the heavy rain we had for three days in July I had to grab a spade and remove the soil to be able to open the sliding gate. Now the Elantra has been sitting outside in the rain for forty days with offers of 8 to 15 K to purchase it stripped. In total including the 28 K I purchased it for from Mark T. Pillay the car has cost me 52 K. If I put in a reconditioned head cylinder the total cost of the car will be 61 K in ZAR. Then the clutch plate or computer may fuck out knowing my luck. 04:51 SAST at 04:55 SAST I will upload. Warmed some pap and half a russian for breakfast with Jabu's famous gravy. Mr P came at 07:56 with his tow truck in pouring rain to take my car to his workshop. He found a second hand head cylinder. Car should be ready by Monday/Wednesday if I am lucky. I am taking out a loan from a friend to repair the Elantra. Been sitting all morning and thinking, my *** might change his mind about a flat and he does not want to keep Mama's house as an investment as he says it's a dump just like he said the house Jabu and I where renting in iNkompo was a shit hole. But it was a good price at 90K. At least if my car is running I can sleep in it. I will miss Mama's house and Pennington. We have been here ten years in March next year, by the the estate should be finalized and Mama's house on sale. I am hungry, let me have the leftover pap and russian. 12:45 SAST Jabu gets home from work at 14:47 and we spend a quite evening together, quite as in pissed of with each other. Over money of course. At 20:00 I retire and wake at ... 03/10/2021 00:20 SAST Sunday Not much sleep. I am drunk when I get up with the extra dosage of meds I am taking. Some updates on Mageia 8. 00:54 going to download the latest PCLinuxOS and see if it works on my S145 machine. 02:17 SAST Works but I changd mirrors too many times with "wget" so the iso is fucked the md5sum is incorrect. Don't fancy EndeavourOS so I reinstalled Mangero 21. 04:44 SAST time to have a break, will configure Mangero 21 later. After breakfast I took my meds as usual and fell asleep on the couch. When I woke up at 10:16 I watched Catholic online Mass, rather long as it has the Rossary bit at the beginng. I am not much of a Catholic as I only started to go to Scottburgh Catholic Church in 2016 when Mama's stayed at SummerHill lodge till August 2018. I always seem to fall ill in August or September as the season changes in Pennington. These days I watch Channel O with the sound muted. Once Jabu comes back from work we have sound. Jabu asked me to cook two fried eggs this morning. Jabu cooks one egg at a time but I just chucked two eggs into the frying pan and they came out great, mine sunny side up and Jabu's well done. Jabu also asked me to cut the whole chicken into pieces and boil it but I only managed to cut off two drumsticks and wings, the rest I boiled whole, we will see if there will be shit to play when Jabu comes home from work but she is going to pick the meat off the bones anyway and cook Chicken a la King. Was lovely a few weeks back with mushrooms and mushroom sauce from a packet. Fucking boils, I am now getting a boil on my left testicle, two weeks ago I had a very painful huge boil under my left armpit and I have a seeping boil in my right groin area. I can put my cock on the block that's it's the meds that cause these boils. 13:22 SAST I better go have lunch. Leftover potatoes and wors. I forgot to mention that Friday last I redeived a traffic fine in the post. Remember I swapped my TSR for labour on the Elantra. The guy who took the bike never registered the TSR in his name Mr R promised that he had. 19:42 SAST been busy emailing the Durban traffic dept, my TSR is still in my name. My *** from London, UK, latest idea is from shit hole house in Malangeni he called it to Scottbugh but only if the flat is under 600K, then I need to move to Toti. The deal is *** his son will inherit the flat once I die. Let's hope my friend loans me the 9200 ZAR because my *** and his wife will not even though my *** a Doctor is rolling in the march. I repeat, Mama always used to say "your *** will look after you". I retired at 21:50 after taking a nice hot bath in Jabu's water. She only uses a tiny bit of water in her bath. So she topped up the bath with hot water for me. I woke at 23:12 and brewed my now famous coffee. So it's 23:26 SAST now. The life of a bipolar. Thirty three minutes to go till midnight and I will download an image. The Mageia 8 image as I only have Mageai 8 Gnome on flash drive. Hold on I just checked I have Mageai Live Gnome and Plasma and the full 4.2 Gig Mageai 8. The reason I am checking is that Mageia 8 did not boot right today. Let me reboot and see if I get the same Ctrl-D error. 23:36 SAST Mageia 8 KDE Plasma just booted fine this time. 23:43 SAST. Friday my *** suggested a flat in Durban for Jabu and I. Sunday night a flat in Amanzimtoti if the flats in Scottburgh are more than 600K, I don't know why he is bent on selling Mama's house like he tried to in 2016. Anyway like I said Jabu and i can't afford to stay in Pennington we are 2600 ZAR short plus food, fucking SASSA would not give me my disability grant. Lets hope I get my Elantra back soon and it does not give me any shit so at least I can sleep in the Elantra. 04/10/2021 00:00 SAST Monday I will now upgrade Ubuntu Linux 21.04 to Ubuntu Linux 21.10 even though the official release date of Ubuntu Linux 21.10 is the 14th October 2021. I started the upgrade at 00:15 SAST and at 01:00 SAST I made a grave faux pax when the installation was almost finished. I had the option to remove thirty eight obsolete packages and instead of hitting Y I hit D for details, I should have hit the escape key to get out of there I am sure but I fucked up forty five minutes of upgrading. So I did a fresh install of Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta. 02:35 SAST. It's 02:59 SAST, I will try sleep. Slept till 05:00 SAST exactly. I can see the road and so far it looks dry even though there is a 80% forecast chance of rain today. The birds are chirping in lovely tranquil Pennington. Hopefully before Wednesday I will have my Elantra back. It's been approx 45 days since the Elantra was last running. If my friend borrows me 9200 ZAR it will be just gnarly as Jabu and I will have more money to pay the Electricity, Water, Rates and general bills as well as food. I have taken a big risk in sending in the Elantra for repairs before my *** or friend borrow me the bucks. 05:56 SAST time to brew Jabu some hot lemon water. 06:05 SAST lets call it a day. At 12:15 Mr P contacts me and says he will bring the Elantra to my house with a driver. He phones again at 14:35 and says he will not bring my car as he has found another problem and will let me know at 09:00-10:00 tomorrow. Why do you keep on kicking me when I am down. I was so happy to get my car back. I will not be listening to online Mass and Morning surrender anymore, there is no fucking God. If there is a God she is one mother fucking cruel bitch. And I will stop praying every day, the more I pray the bigger the fuck ups. I had more luck and enjoyment in life when Mama was alive and Jabu lived here. I retire at 20:00 SAST.... 05/10/2021 00:58 SAST Tuesday I find it difficult to get out of bed with this increased dosage of meds. I am now taking 800 mg Epilum bd, 200 mg Camcolit in the morning, 400 mg Camcolit nochte, 1 mg Risperdal nochte and 1 mg Rivitrol bd. I will now proceed to watch a movie, of course Bitcoin was 42 000 USD per coin when I sold the other day and now it's at 49 300 USD per coin, cruel fucking bitch. According to my smart phone I have not had a crap since 27/06/2021 unless I forgot to make an entry. Movie time. 02:00 SAST. Fuck the movie let me boot into Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta and see if there are any updates the I will boot into Mangero 21 and configure. 02:22 SAST. 02:55 SAST I have updated Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta, maybe a little bit early in the morning SAST and am in Mangero 21.1.4. Let me install aspell so my html editor spell check works. I am feeling much better since my increase in meds and soon will be stable again, I am between stable and mild mania now. Just last year and earlier this year I could satisfy Jabu in bed, now for the last two month's the herbs don't even work, never mind I have not come in month's yet on occasion obtain morning glories. 03:52 SAST let me have a break from the screen after almost four hours. Climbed back into bed at 03:52 SAST but could not sleep, thinking too much, It's now 04:35 SAST and pouring with rain, I am brewing my special coffee. Might as well go down living it up. I await 09:00-10:00 SAST today to hear from Mr P regarding my Elantra. I pray it's not another dreaded call like I received forty five days ago from Mr P, telling me that my cylinder head cannot be skimmed anymore as it's too thin, one can only skim a head two times, three if you are lucky. Brendan from Scott Mech Auto's Park Rynie, send my cylinder head of to enginnering and it should never have been skimmed. Fucking Mark Pillay from Umdoni Village Minerva road Pennington, one of the guys that wanted to buy the Elantra as a non runner said Mark buys and sells cars as well as being an armed security guard for National Security. I reported Mark Pillay to my legal aid and he told them bush mechanics from Umzinto repaired my car, I could not pursue the matter further as I don't know his exact address. So let me calculate, 28 K for the car from Mark Pillay and 34 K to repair as of tomorrow as I owe Mr P 9500 ZAR. Please please Lord let this next fuck up Mr P found yesterday not be a major expense. I will find out this morning. 05:08 SAST still pouring with rain. Sunrise at 05:31 SAST but there will be no sun. April 2012 till 5th December 2012 that fateful day I half rolled my Merc C180 we (Jabu and I) used to leave for the beach just before sunrise with the three K9's and walk the beach from Botha's house till Salmon drive or before the river, I don't remember. What fantastic sunrises coming up over the Indian ocean. I love K9's and we lost three in Pennington, Hiya my Datushund was my favourite. She used to sleep at the bottom of the bed by my feet in Pennington and in Johannesburgh. If it was not a mortal sin to commit suicide I would be dead long ago. Never know maybe it's still coming. A life insurance company wanted to insure my life for 2600 ZAR per month because I am bipolar. I will get back to you later in the morning and inform you what the damage to my Elantra is now, time to brew Jabu some hot lemon water. 05:52 SAST. I changed my mind, I am now watching the Rosary and Holy Catholic Mass. 15:32 SAST. Jabu should be home soon and Mr P said I will Have my Elantra tomorrow. Mr P started to strip the cylinder head at 08:58 SAST. for the second time. I retired at 21:11 SAST and woke at 23:14 SAST. Brewed some coffee and waiting till midnight. I took a laxative at 08:00 SAST and at 19:30 SAST it worked. A record eight days without passing a stool. I am now listening to the backend of today's Holy Mass. 23:45 SAST. I really don't know why Mageai 8 has dropped to position 29 on distrowatch.com, Mageai 8 was 20 a little while back. This distrowatch.com is not very accurate. Bitcoin sits at 51 769 USD per coin. 23:58 SAST. 06/10/2021 00:00 SAST Wednesday Still listening to Holy Catholic Mass. I am eagarly awaiting my Elantra back today. Monday Mr P said he will deliver my Elantra. I don't know about today, like I said I went ahead and had a cylinder head fitted as a friend said he will borrow me 9200 ZAR, nada coming from my *** at all. 00:13 SAST the holy Catholic Mass has ended. 00:50 SAST paid some bills. 01:10 SAST retired to bed but could not fall asleep by 02:05 SAST so I got up and updated Debian 10 on my 250 G5. It's been raining all morning. 05:06 SAST I regret that I did not purchase Bitcoin on the 21st September 2021 at 40 000 USD per coin. Right now Bitcoin sits at 51 545 USD per coin. In less than one hour I will brew Jabu her hot lemon water. My loose tooth is starting to hurt the last week. The African lady Dentist at GJ Crookes said I will be back. If I get the Elantra back today I will go see the Dentist at GJ Crookes sometime. Almost sunrise, officially at 05:30 SAST, I slept two hours last night and up all this morning. The birds have started to chirp. Jabu drinks her hot lemon water in the bath. 05:55 SAST I will let you know if the Elantra arrives today. No such luck at 16:15 Mr P phones me and tells me they sold him a faulty head cylinder. I retired after Uzalo TV series at 21:15 SAST. This morning, my *** said he will loan me the funds to fix my cylinder head, I knew he would that's why I handed in the Elantra earlier.... 07/10/2021 02:01 SAST Thursday MR P will call me this morning. I am leaving for GJ Crookes this morning at 07:00 via shuttle to have my tooth extracted and to see my Doctor about giving me an anti psyhchotic injection. At least I slept five hours, the Allergex helped so did the fact that I had only slept two hours yesterday. The shuttle was at my house at 06:50 to collect me, by 07:15 I was standing in the q at GJ Crookes to be screened, a long q. The they stopped letting the folks in as the waiting room for the file collection was full, by then my lower back had excruciating pain from standing. The driver was still there and we drove to Checkers where we waited for thirty minutes till Checkers store opens at 08:00 SAST. We then proceeded to look for a dentist after thirty minutes shopping. I went to Tiara village off Scott street but my Dentist had closed his rooms. The next Dentist could only see me at 15:30 SAST. So we went back to GJ Crookes. There was no screening q but what a q for ones file. I went to the Dentist to sit down and wait as there where fifteen people standing in the q and many more seated. At 10:07 SAST the driver came to collect me. We where home before 10:30 SAST. I was hot and undressed to my boxer shorts. Mr P junior dropped off my groceries later. Jabu arrived home at 17:18 as there where mo taxi's being children's grant day. Jabu retired at 22:00 and I watched TV till 00:00 SAST. 08/10/2021 00:01 SAST Friday I have been in front of the screen drinking my Rooibos tea since 00:01 SAST. Looks like another sleepless night. Did some backups and will now try sleep. Took two Allergex. 01:47 SAST. 02:24 SAST, no I can't fall asleep. I am on Mageai 8 now on my S145 and will reboot to Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta, for some reason my encrypted flash drive does not want to mount on Mageai 8, nor does my Samsung smartphone. Only on Ubuntu Linux 20.04 and better. The encrypted flash drive mounts on Ubuntu Linux 21.10 Beta. I was writing a long email to my *** which will follow. 03:31 SAST. Pennington-Scottburgh-Pennington-Park Rynie-Scottburgh-Toti-Durban-iNkompo. If I had a 45K deposit now, never mind that it is unsafe with all the unemployment in KZN I would go and buy that "shithole" "shack" in iNkombo. I forgot the size since I measured it but the lounge can take two large couches and the one leather look armchair of yours. Plus my three coffee tables I purchased from a school friend in JHB way back where the TV sits. The large bedroom can easily take my Queen size extra length headboard and mattress as well as Mama's dressing table. We would just have to purchase clothes cupboards. The kitchen is small and rather crampted but can take two fridges and a gas stove.. The place has a dish and outside toilet. Unfortunatly my elecronic Whirlpool fridge is a fridge only as I have never had a technician look at it since I purchased it in JHB. The KIC fridge of yours had to be repaired under warranty as well as my Defy fridge/freezer. On the side of the property there is a level piece of ground to put my 2.59 x 1.70 x 600mm pool. Work to be done is to put in a gate as the property is fenced off. She wanted 90K for the house through the Induna route which you don't understand. I know the house is still available but it's a bargain for the size and wonderful views of the hills of Malangeni. One can see the N2, the traffic noise bothers me at first even though the house is far from the N2.The owner is fixing the house up so she might want more. This option would put less strain on your budget and you were quite happy when you saw the pics of the braai. What do you think? 08/10/2021 03:46 SAST Friday Today I leave by shuttle for the Pennington Clinic to fetch my meds at 11:45 SAST then I might pop in to the local store to purchase powerball tickets and lotto tickets. Jabu is working Saturday but not Sunday so we might go down to the beach on Sunday. I forget what time I retire but it was around 22:00 SAST and I wake at .... 09/10/2021 04:12 SAST Saturday Had an excellent night"s sleep. Brewing my brew right now. Going to reboot into Mageia 8 now. 04:50 SAST. 05:52 SAST She still wants 90K for the house, I offer Miss A 10%, she said she will accept 10K deposit, I will set up the paper work during the course of the week. Can't expect Jabu to work seven days a Jabu a week sometimes and do the house work, so her cousin arrives at 07:50 SAST to do the housework. Jabu and I deceide to have a maid once a month. Jabu returns from work at 13:55 SAST Bitcoin is sitting steady at 54 440 USD per coin. Load shedding again till Thursday, at 22:02 SAST ESC kills the power in Pennington. I turn on the lantern and keep myself busy on my smart phone till 23:45 SAST when I retire...Addendum, All hell broke loose this week. I asked my brother must have been forty days back for a loan to repair my Elantra so this week he gives me the loan, On the same day I receive a loan from three sources by using my link in this book as a donation. I am flaber gasted. To top it all, one morning at 03:00 SAST approx, I after eighteen years fill out my shares documents and they are approved this week. I receive a healthy amount in dividents. I don't know how all this occured in the same week. I now have 10K deposit for Miss A and 9500 ZAR for Mr P to fit a cylinder head, thanks to all. I already paid Mr P 1800 ZAR for stripping. 10/10/2021 03:25 SAST Sunday Like I said Jabu has today off, pity I don't have my Elantra as we could have gone to the beach. Mr P said I will have my Elantra by Thursday. 04:49 SAST Jabu will be relaxing and sleeping late today. She said she want's to cook beef stew and phutu today, normally it's roast chicken day. I wanted to go see our prospective house we are going to purchase this afternoon but Miss A is rarely online that's why I need our agreement in writing as well as a trip to the iNduna again. It's amazing that I can do with so little sleep, yesterday I fell asleep on the couch whilst Miss D was doing the house work. I don't feel tierd now but I am sure I will have a power nap later. I can see the sky now and the birds are chirping. I dipped last week. The pool was full of leaves. I took a laxative last night as it has been five days. 05:06 SAST time for a mug of Rooibos tea. 05:11 SAST , I can clearly see the road as well as the many tress on Mama's property she left my *** and I, pity I don't have enough bucks to stay in Pennington, I love it here, especially Mama's house. The weather will be good this week and the kids go back to school tomorrow. It will be a hard life in iNkompo if the deal between Miss A and I goes through. There is a tap on the property but the water supply is only turned on at certain times. ESC turns the off the electricity reguarly. No rates and taxes to pay. This is my oppurtunaty to have my own house and Jabu will inherit the house if I die first. 05:24 SAST my feet feel rather cold without socks on and I am wearing my long john's and jersey. Let me go do a ESC meter reading, it's the 10th. 06:08 SAST let me go relax on my couch. 12:10 SAST Jabu and I with the shuttle driver leave for iNkombo. 2 km from the turnoff tar road at Selbourne gate number 2. THe shuttle driver and I take measurements of the house and I draw a plan. Bit rusty, last time I used CAD was in 1998. But now we know which furniture to take with and which to sell. We are back home within an hour. We have Phutu and beef stew for supper. At 19:15 SAST I finally have a crap, more like having a baby. Around sunset Jabu falls asleep on the couch and I leave the luminaires off. Busy negotating a deal with my ***. He insists I move into a flat in Scottbrgh which will be in his name and his sun will inherit when I die. Jabu and I will be split. I rather take my chances with the "shithole" "shack" at iNkombo. Miss A did not repair the broken windows and leaking roof as she said she would. We are due to sign an offer to purchase this week and put down a 10K deposit to secure till Mama's house is sold. God willing the para's will not stab me to death at iNkombo. I can't remember what time I retired but I took my meds at 20:10 SAST so must have been around 21:00 SAST What a Sunday and last week, what a week..... 11/10/2021 01:24 SAST Monday I love being mildly manic mixed with a bit of depression. The depression part I do not like. 02:26 SAST so I am back at typing my book these last few weeks, Bitcoin sits at 54 686 USD per coin. 02:28 SAST. We will see on the 15th and or 18th what Bitcoin will do, either Bitcoin will crash or shoot up. I have made many mistakes with crypto these last thirty days. Especially on the 21/09/2021 when Bitcoin was at 40 O00 USD per coin I should have purchased then but one learns. Mama when she was alive always said "don't worry your *** will help you out when I die" Mama was incorrect, it's every man for himself. Even though my ***, a rich snob who has his own problems and does not want my hassles, promised me in writing tp purchase a flat for me in Scottburgh, then if it cost's more than 500K a flat in Toti, then he stated Jabu and I should go live in Durban where the maid's get work six days a week. The flat would be in my *** name and his son would inherit it. I arranged Mama's:
Votela ANC mhlaka 1st November 2021, nali ivoti lami
24/01/2022 00:49 SAST Fuck I always get done in. 02:54 SAST Can't sleep when there is too much excitement. Jabu and I had a bad weekend, she just wanted her space with Facebook and I wanted to chat. It gets lonely from 07:50 SAST till 16:45 SAST when she comes home. Now that I am moving to Scottburgh I will be totally alone. No Jabu, no Tyson and no car to drive Jabu from Scottburgh to Pennington to work. Fuck up after fuck up. One of my good friend's mother passed away today, may her soul rest in peace. 11:17 SAST still have not slept. Why Lord have you forsaken me?25/01/2022 08:15 SAST left for Checkers with the shuttle to do some shopping. I placed an ad on Gumtree that I want a good runner for 15000 ZAR, Mohamed phoned me and asked if I wanted my Elantra back, I said no I am looking for a car. He has a Golf 1 but my *** said not to buy it. I will ask my seventy one year old Polish mechanic today. I would rather have a Merc W123. I went to bed after watching Adult XXX at about midnight. 26/01/2022 02:52 SAST Tyson woke me up, he wanted to go outside. Oh yes Praveen put in the incorrect crankshaft according to Mohamed, it was not bent valves in the Elantra. I am very tired now I had less than two hours sleep. 05:21 SAST. At 07:32 SAST my brother in law arrived with four paw paw's from my mother in law, Winnie from iNkombo. Green did some ironing and cleaned around the house till 12:00 and then we chatted till 16:15 SAST when Jabu arrived home form Winnie's. Jabu had taken the day off from work and gone to Durban CBD. I was so tired last night I fell asleep at 08:05 without taking my meds nor eating supper (mac and mince) and woke at ... 27/01/2022 04:02 SAST 04:28:57 up 7 days, 18:31, 1 user, load average: 0.53, 0.48, 0.47 Ubuntu Linux 21.10 on my S145 want's a reboot, let me upload and reboot after a few updates. I calculated I lost 58 000 ZAR on the Elantra in just less than a year. 20:36 SAST It's russians and pap, russians and pap instead of a girl with wide open legs. 28/01/2022 06:03 SAST Slept right through. Seeing as Jabu does not want to give me a BJ maybe I should put some jam on on my dick and let Tyson suck it. :-) God bless his soul Dominic told me that one, may his soul be resting in peace and may Mr Ru mother soul be resting in peace. 06:34 SAST Let me go feed Tyson. 14:25 SAST Just had some left over russians and pap, looks like the weather is changing, rain. Dominic lived in Durban for many years. When he stayed with Mama and I in Johannesburg as a joke he used to speak Indian English. He was so funny with his "and all and all" and "larney". I miss my cousin who passed away so young. I am on Mageai 8 now. I think I have figured out the boot process maybe. I have closed the back door because it's blowing the kitchen shelves open. Oh yes I went to the Pennington Clinic to collect my meds at 11:43 SAST, Excellent service as usual. I have had a good week so far. 14:57 SAST Let me get out of here it's so hot in my office and drizzing outside. Jabu fried lovely Hake frozen fish which I had purchased at Checkers with chips. She also made a salad with salad dressing her guests gave her. The fish was almost as good as the Cape Whiting frozen fish she bought for Vigilia at OK Foods. I have a problem with my one finger nail from using Persivate for over ten years. Jabu now bought an concuction of cream for me at a Umzimto Doctor which works much better on the itchiness on my ears and and back of my neck. From the meds of course but no Doctor will admit it. And I can put my cock on the block that theses outbreak of boils I get now and then is also from the meds. One fucking boil after the other theses last two month especially under my armpits. I swim so often in the chlorine in my PH unbalanced pool should kill all the bacteria. Anyway I retired after Uzalo. 29/01/2022 03:15 SAST Gulped down a bit of yesterdays Rooibos tea I left in the microwave, I like cold tea and coffee. Now drinking my Turkish brew. Pity my touchpad does not graft after Mageai 8 sleeps. But on first boot like I said the touchpad grafts 100"s. I only have one fab i5 S145 laptop and I have fucked around with it enough. In the old days I would have found the bug and got it to work. It's not so hot this morning as I sit naked on my leather chair. What should I do now? Hmm let me tell you a story, no Jabu heard the story the other day and she says I talk too much but after being alone the whole day with Tyson I need to talk to someone. I take Tyson for a daily twenty minute walk, that's all my back can hold out. Bitcoin and Ether crashed the last month, lucky I took most of my bucks out of there but since August 2020 I have made a profit. 05:08 SAST Almost sunrise let me upload. 12:59 SAST They say when you shake hands with an Indian and pull your hand back you need to check if you have all five fingers. And I have proof the way I was ripped off by Mark Pillay, Rakesh, Praveen and Mohamed. At 08:05 SAST Jabu left for the Scottburgh Mall to meet her brother Mr Z who borrowed her some bucks to pay her accounts. Mr Z bought 104 ZAR worth of oxtail for us from PnP. The expiry date was 30/01/2022. When Jabu opened the oxtail it smelled foul. I called PnP customer care to lodge a statistical complaint. Jabu boiled the oxtail and threw the first water out. Jabu is now sleeping so I better go check on the oxtail. Jabu returned home early by taxi at 14:14 SAST. We are having oxtail and phutu tonight for supper. Oxtail is cooking fine, I don't know if I should wake Jabu at 15:30 SAST when it's tender. I will let you know if we get food poisoning in the early morning like Carina and I had from the Butcher shop dinner in Sandton years ago. 23:35 SAST so far so good, Jabu woke me because I was lying on her side of the bed. The oxtail, phutu and chaten was lovely. Bitcoin is slowly going up. Maybe by my birthday it will be back at 52 000 USD per coin. Jabu will no longer kiss, hug nor have oral sex with me. She says she want's a "hard penis", this impotence of mine has totally fucked up my sex life and maybe our marriage. I need a woman's touch. I only get a goodnight kiss and a kiss when she goes to work in the morning. The weather was quite cool today but is warm in my office. I am drinking Coca Cola which is a mistake, it tastes shit, too warm, I hope the fridge is ok. 30/01/2022 00:04 SAST Sunday A year since I purchased my Elantra, I miss it a bit but 28 000 ZAR plus 58 000 ZAR loss is a bit much seeing as the book value was 43 000 ZAR. After our early morning walk yesterday Tyson did not want to eat but he ate supper, chuncks and pet mince. May he is eating the fucking cats shits which is making him ill. Our neighbour must have ten fucking cats. One of them let me pet her by my pool the other day, Tyson just looks at them when we came back from a walk. And Tyson does not know what the fuck these monkeys are, he is a timid sensitive dog. At least yesterday every fucking house we passed the K9's did not bark at us bar one. I can only walk twenty minutes then my lower back has totally fucked out. I am a bit sick and tried of drinking tea and coffee but let me go make my Turkish brew. 00:31 SAST that's more like it my 69 ZAR Turkish brew which has not gone up in price at Checkers. Five litre oil now costs 150 ZAR and was 129 ZAR not long ago as well as 800 gram's of cheese which I paid 95 ZAR for which was 74 ZAR not long ago, I just missed the 74 ZAR special on cheese by a day even though they recon the 95 ZAR cheese was on special, I forgot to purchase flea drops for Tyson. Now the French can make cheese, I was astounded by the rows and rows of cheese in the French supermarkets. I love Gongozola and Camembert. How Warsaw has changed, skyscrapers to the moon but just too fucking cold in winter. I don't miss Johannesburg, Pennington is such a nice village but I will be moving to Scottburgh soon if my *** not change his mind. April-May. I don't know how my meds are going to work out and I am due to go to GJC for an extraction but I am too scared and the long fucking wait for my file. Pity my Indian Dentist in Tira Village Scottburgh closed down shop he was such a good guy. Ce la vie. rkhunter looks just fine, six suspect files and two possible rootkits. 00:53 SAST let me fuck around and watch some music videos or better still what about some ebony ingquza. The weather forecast looks good for today, should be able to swim, it rained for a change yesterday as well as Friday afternoon, Jabu came home from OK Foods drenched. I will not be able to pay some bills this month, we will see how it goes.I have the broken fan on now, it's cool but not cool enough on a hot summer's night. I am a bit tired of listening to Meatloaf but may his soul rest in peace. Talking about souls I have not listened to Spanish Train in a while. I now watch a different online Mass from the USA as this Australian one has become boring after so many years. I had a good week last week let's hope the Lord is kind to me this week as well. Jabu will rest today and we will eat the leftover oxtail for lunch. The electric stove has the two 8" plates fucked and trips the ELU. So it's no more roast chicken. 01:38 SAST It's a bit too cool to go swimming now. I am not feeling tired, I have been sleeping too much. My neck is a bit stiff, I don't know if I am looking at the screen in the right position. Turkish brew is finished, let me go have a piss and brew some Rooibos tea. I bought Jabu some Five Roses last Tuesday but she prefers Joko which is stonger, she normally drinks Glen tea. I have deceided to become bisexual, if I can't get it I will buy it. No seriously I wonder how a dick will feel up my bum. I need some sexual pleasure in my life and due to my impotence I am getting none. If I only had a car to go to Park Rynie. I have never fucked an Indian girl before, all others yes. Not all Indians are cunts, my Muslim Doctor is very good at what he does and I know him since 2012 and Sister P from the Pennington Clinic is so helpful. It just seems the workmanship around here really sucks, fucking Elantra cost me 72 000 ZAR. I could have bought a nice car for that maybe even a truck. 02:24 SAST let me go watch a bit of TV. I took Tyson for a walk but when Jabu woke at 08:15 SAST she was pissed of with me as I requested a farmers breakfast, fried onion, (that's all Tata and his brother ate after the war) fried tomatoe, fried russian, two eggs, (we normally only have one egg each) and four slices of brown bread toast. Well all hell broke loose and I made myself a tuna sandwhich at 10:00 SAST. By 15:00 Jabu had calmed down and warmed me some left over oxtail, gravy and phutu, she cooked some rice for herself. At 20:00 SAST Jabu made me and herself three slices of brown bread with grated cheese, not rye bread like they eat in Europe. I retired at 20:32 SAST and woke at..... 31/01/2022 05:02 SAST It's not officially sunrise but it'S quite light outside, 05:28 SAST let me go for a swim. At 06:12 SAST I walked Tyson. At 09:30 SAST an estate agent fetched me to view two flats built in the 70"s with washing machines in the bathroom. When I was an electrician as per SABS 0142 I am pretty sure that was not allowed. I did not like the dungeons. Reminds me of Dorota's flat in Hillbrow, Johannesburg where they burnt down the caretakers flat and used to piss in the lift's in the new South Africa. Dorota and I got out of there quickly. Amandla Long live President Ramaphosa. I was back home soon and reported back to my ***, I still prefer the smaller 64 square meter flat with a garden. I remember the days as a youngster when Mama and I used to catch a bus into the CBD of Johannesburg and Mama would write a cheque for 20 ZAR, hand it in to the pharmacy and she received 20 ZAR back. Johan's my neighbour movers arrived at about 11:00 SAST and he locked his four K9's in the bike shed. Fucking K9's barked all the time so I closed the kitchen door and put the TV volume on full blast. I was only able to listen to two online Masses after 14:00 SAST. Whilst I was swimming the driver of the twenty four wheeler drover into the tree on Mama's pavement, I shouted stop from the pool, the dumb fuck could have made the tree fall over right onto my pool killing me. That is why I am the iNduna of Pennington, supervision. Jabu came home with some milk and bread, we have no more funds to play the Powerball, and we will not win anyway. These winnings of 5 ZAR and 10 ZAR come at a loss. Talking about loss, I will have a net loss of 95% when I sell my furniture taking the other furniture to Scottburgh. We had Mac and cheese for supper and Jabu insists on watching the mafuta Sister's of Durban Gen TV series. I retired early as usual. 01/02/2022 03:05 SAST Tuesday Usual checking of messages on my phone and the Turkish brew. 04:38 SAST, let me fuck around on YouTube, Mageia 8 is doing well. I was used to Ubuntu Linux 21.10 for seven days till a reboot was needed. Can't wait for sunrise to have a swim, bit wary of the nyoka's now at this time. Aah WTF I will go for a skinny dip just now anyway. Let me brew some Rooibos first. Ubuntu Linux 20.4.3 on my 250 G5 is doing well with no more freezing. Just Mageai 8 is a fuck up with the touchpad, I always had a desktop mouse, it is impossible to install Mageia 8 on my 250 G5 without a mouse. My made in China Bluetooth speaker only works for twenty minutes on my cell phone then cuts out as well as on my 250 G5, only the S145 does the Bluetooth stick. Have not used Microsoft Windows 10 in a long time, I don't think I have used it this year. No loss. There is a glimmer in the sky. Let me wait for ten minutes before I go for a swim, It's 04:58 SAST now. 05:08 SAST went for a skinny dip did not get busted. On the other hand yesterday for the third time I heard someone calling hello hello and I said fuck it I was busy emailing my *** back and forth. I forgot I was naked and it was the two Indians asking if my Elantra was still for sale. I said it was sold. The twenty four year old Indian pissed himself and took a pic of me threw the bushes and they drove off. I am all wet right now, so nice when my head is wet and my body cool, I will suffer in Scottburgh from the heat. No pool. 05:17 SAST let me upload now. There is something not right, Mageia 8 is taking long to respond. 05:20 SAST. 05:35 SAST let me reboot. No go will not reboot so I killed her.I rebooted into Ubuntu Linux 20.10 and there was a kernel update so I had to preform my magic to get Ubuntu Linux 20.10 to boot off the latest kernel. Jabu cooked scambled eggs for breakfast. 11:38 SAST Shit I have fruit salad in the fridge and now Mageai 8 sleeps when I close the laptop lid on my S145 after weeks of manually sleeping. Let's see if the fuckers are hacking me because I typed the truth. 05:45 SAST too hot in my office let me upload. That's better Mageia 8 is as responsive as usual. 16:05 SAST April 2021 I purchased two cacti, I placed one on the left hand side of Tata's urn and the other on the right hand side of Mama's urn. Mama's cactus has grown by 60mm. Tata planted a two meter walnut tree in Johannesburg which he had been given as a present from his Jewish friend and it grew to fifteen meters high. A year after Tata passed away the walnut tree died and fell over. Remember Hiya my K9 used to bring me walnut's. 22:00 SAST a kernel update for Mageai Linux 8. Will have to reboot. The touch pad on my S145 still does not graft on Ubuntu Linux 20.10, like I said my touch pad grafts on Mageai Linux 8 on first boot. Let me go for another swim, it's stuffy in my office and hot, in the TV room the temp has been 30 C the last few days but we are in for some rain the weekend from Friday. 22:27 SAST drinking Rooibos tea, let me go for that swim with the nyoka's. I retired at 23:50 SAST after watching a bit of Adult Only XXX music videos. 02/02/2022 02:10 SAST Jabu wakes me. I was fast asleep and Tyson was shaking himself by my side of the bed so Jabu let Tyson out. Jabu says he would not come back in. Tyson likes going on these night maneuvers. So here I am with two hours sleep, you would think we had a baby. At least he does not shit nor piss in the house like Buci did. 02:25 SAST, let me go fetch my Turkish brew. To top it all, Johan's outside luminaire which shines into our kitchen and is normally great as I can walk around in the dark, the lamp has fucked out and the lamp is flashing on and off like a disco light. 02:37 SAST Bitcoin is at 38 508 USD per coin. Lucky I got out of there. Like I said since August 2020 till present I am up, in the green. We are at the age where ours mum's and dad's are dying off. I walked Tyson yesterday evening in a cool breeze in the shade of the many trees in Pennington. Let me check if the 130 million was won on the Powerball, we did not play. True as fuck the Powerball now stands at 142 million ZAR, no one won. I remember I used to play the UK Lotto or such years ago till the South African Reserve bank banned it. When I win the Powerball I will buy myself a Range Rover with 258 horses, seven seater. I feel this Friday will be our lucky day. I will play one line for 5 ZAR. 03:09 SAST two hours till a glimmer of light and into the pool. Core 0 is rather hot, 52 C. Let me turn on my CPU cooler. There we go, Core 0 has dropped to 51 C. My one fan, had a twin fan which is broken is on the incorrect side of the CPU. Core 1 to 3 are at 42 C. I always wondered if Ubuntu Linux 20.10 used all four cores, does not seem like it. Core 0 has dropped to 50 C but the CPU is not hot like when I installed Microsoft Windows 10. Let me go check out some ebony ingquza. No luck this morning, I killed it. What else can I fuck around with, let me check on distrowatch.com. Fuck, it's going to be 33 C today. Got it right, disgusting hairy ingquza this morning, yuck. Deepin 20.3, now 20.4 released was fun at first but it fucked up my GRUB and boot sequence now I have to be a magician to boot into the OS I need. I have tried MX Linux this year yet. Fuck it's hot and stuffy in here, don't feel like going for a swim with the nyoka's. Mageai Linux 8 is still 45 on distrowatch.com, go figure. 04:00 SAST Fuck I am getting a BP headache let me go cool down in the pool. Too much chlorine in the pool my rashes burn, I took the pool floater out as I do every morning. 04:11 SAST sitting here dripping wet, let me upload. Had breakfast and fell asleep from 08:00 SAST till 09:30 SAST. 11:30 SAST We are under load shedding right now, till Monday. 19:11 SAST Jabu is cooking pap and russians. I retire around 21:32 and wake at ... 03/02/2022 06:02 SAST Thursday I brew my Turkish brew and feed Tyson. Jabu made fruit salad for me and is busy frying eggs at 07:05 SAST, Jabu has to catch the 07:30 SAST taxi to work. I did not walk Tyson yesterday after *** Whatsapp's which upset me. I Whatsapped the flats I viewed on Monday and he was happy and even said would I not prefer the two bed in the concrete dump. I already told *** which flat I like month's ago at 150 000 ZAR cheaper with a garden, monkeys and nyoka's. *** for the first time in his life has blocked me on Whatsapp, good, Gmail stands up in court and I will use this book in court. Like I said *** mood swings are more unpredictable than mine. I don't feel like eating breakfast right now and put the egg and bread in the microwave. *** normally emails me at this time, It's 05:13 in London right now. I emailed *** this morning if I need to proceed with option two. It's too fucking hot in my office I will swim after Jabu has left for work. 07:15 SAST let me upload and drink my Rooibos tea. 08:10 SAST I took my meds on an empty stomach. It's going to be a blistering hot day today, I have downgraded my DSTV to the second cheapest option from DSTV family. I will watch Youtube instead of Trace Urban Adults only XXX music video's. I wonder what Tata and Mama think all about this in heaven. 08:14 SAST let me go for my first swim. 18:00 SAST till 20:00 SAST load shedding. 21:36 SAST let me upload. 22:28 SAST Jabu has gone to sleep, one day I sleep the other not, I think I will relax and watch Adult's only XXX at 23:00 SAST. The temp has dropped to 26 C in my office. Core 0 is at 53 C. I think I will go for a swim now as tomorrow it will rain all day. 23:11 SAST Adult Only XXX music video's are great but one can see more ingquza on YouTube. My IBS is acting up again. Let me get out of here it's still too hot. 23:59 SAST I did not go for a swim, it's nice and cool under the ceiling fan in the TV room. 04/02/2022 00:02 SAST Friday. 00:55 SAST being sitting with Tyson and thinking as I sort of watched AO XXX. My right ear is hell of itchy now, persivate did not help like I said so I need to put some of Jab's cream on which has worked wonders. Jabu obtains the cream from a Doctor in Umzinto. I have no fags in my office, let me get a packet from the store room. Looks like I will be too fucked or it might rain all day to take Tyson for a walk. Let's hope I can take Tyson for an afternoon walk. They have chased all the homeless folks out of Pennington but there is still a guy, his wife and their dog which Jabu gave some sugar, coffee and bread to. Mama once invited them for tea in her garden a few years back. I miss Mama, she was such a good soul. 01:05 SAST let me go put that cream on my ear. Hold on, the Lord has provided us with rain, unfortuantly I do not have bucks for garden services any more so the lawn will grow long and full of nyoka's. I retired at 02:10 SAST and slept till 06:55 SAST, Jabu had already made fruit salad and one egg, fried tomatoes and four slices of bread. It's 09:35 SAST now and I still have not eaten but took my night meds late and this morning's meds at 08:05 SAST after I had fed Tyson, the vicious Rhodesian Ridgeback cross Bull Mastiff. I don't feel like going for walks with Tyson after all that has happened in my life this week. It's rather cool and I am wearing the bottom part of silk like feel pyjama's donated to me brand new. 09:42 SAST it's getting stuffy in my office and the broken fan makes a racket. One cannot win in winter and one cannot win in summer. Ah that's better a bit of air flow after I turned on the fan. 09:47 SAST It's a wee bit cool to have a swim right now. Last night we left Penning to purchase some K9 food and the shuttle then took us to The Stone at Thira village. Jabu and I had a seafood platter for two which was not as good as last year, the Hake was over fried and I just did not enjoy the seafood platter like on our honeymoon at Durban South beach. For every 1000 ZAR I borrow I have to give back 1300 ZAR. Might as well live it up with the uncertainties of my future. Jabu enjoyed the Hake, Langonstines, Prawn's, Calamari and salad. As the Stone is a dinner as well as a bar a fight broke out between two guys who where very pissed, the wife apologised to me even though I was not involved. Like I said Prawns are my fave dish followed by Phutu and mutton or oxtail stew then mutton Breyani, I have not had a bunny chow in years. When I had my Elantra Jabu and I used to really live it up, Hake and chips, Fillet steak and Prawn's and chips at the village pub. Jabu and I went often to iMphiti beach for Hamburgers and chips and they have a lovely Capucino and expresso there. But now my Bitcoin and Ether profits are finished of which I made 212 000 ZAR since August 2020. Like I said I am up, in the Green. This Elantra cost me a lot of bucks. It cost's Jabu, Tyson and I 15 000 ZAR a month to live in Pennington plus entertainment bucks. It was nice to get out last night from my hermit lifestyle. Jabu and I used to go to the iNkombo Shisinyama, one brings one's own bread and cold drink and they braai (BBQ) Pork, Wors, Chicken and beef steak for you, delicious. But the good times are over now and we will have to live on what I purchased at Checkers the other day, just milk, bread tomatoes and onions are a problem. But I trust and love Jesus and I know the Lord will provide. Tonight there will be load shedding between 18:00 and 20:30 SAST, lucky we have a gas cooker so Jabu can cook rice and pilchards as we have most Friday's. Nice cool day today but the 95% of rain is not here yet. 10:23 SAST let me go for a piss, put my short's on and upload. It's horrible being without a car, my TSR like I said never broke down on the road. If I had 27 000 ZAR I would purchase another TSR. My TSR I purchased in 2013 cost me 13 000 ZAR. 11:30 SAST It has started to rain. I have not eaten yet, only Rooibos tea and coffee. I ate my egg, fried tomatoe and four slices of bread cold from the fridge at 12:00 SAST. There was load sheeding between 18:00 and 20:30 SAST as I said and during that time Jabu cooked rice, pilchards in her wonderful hot tomatoe and onion sauce. Jabu is watching Generations now, a TV series. I spent most of the day sending emails to *** back and forth. I have been given seven days by *** to remove all content about *** or the deal is off and I will be homeless. This web[page would look good in a South African court of Law. All my evidence on one page. 20:38 SAST let me upload and good night huyue till tomorrow. 22:13 SAST I can't sleep because of Johan's flashing outdoor luminaire, I spoke to Monica this morning, the domestic worker to kill the light switch. Johan moved out on the 31/01/2022. An extra 2mg Rivitrol and two Allergex has not helped much, what a week of mood swings by *** causing me undue stress, I could relapse. Fuck the rich, Amandla to the people, long live President Ramaphosa. oops I was rich once :-) till end 2013, I had a shower today and as usual thanked the Lord for hot running water. The concrete floor is rather cold tonight let me go put on my new fur sandels donated to me. Did I tell you I bathed Kasia and Pawel at 42 C I think it was with a rubber ducky as the thermometer. I used to change their nappies as well. The way I have been screwed in Pennington you would think this is a penal colony. I am listening to music on my Bluetooth speaker now till Jabu goes to sleep. I did not eat my fruit salad today, I love it ice cold from the fridge but did not have much of an appetite and still have two tupperware's of pap and gravy to eat which one might be off. I lost my 72 000 ZAR Elantra because someone did not want to borrow me 4000 ZAR. When I get my inheritance I will purchase another TSR. Can go anywhere including iNkombo like I used to ride to. Don't know what time I fell asleep but .... 05/02/2022 05:07 SAST Saturday day, Guess what, Turkish brew. The bird's are chirping in the rain. All otherwise is silent. The birds have stopped chirping and it's only the sound of rain now, I had a good night's sleep and feel in a good mood, last night Jabu and I had hugs and kisses and she gently carresed my hair. Let me relax now and upload. 06:00 SAST exactly. Core 0 is still at 53 C, I don't understand it, it's so cool in my office with the rain. 06:12 SAST let me turn on some music the silence is deafining. Oh yes Bitcoin is climbing Bitcoin is now at 41 552 USD per coin at 06:14 SAST. 06:30 SAST let me go brew my first mug of Rooibos tea. Tyson is in a somber mood this morning, what a good K9, like I said he has never shat nor pissed in the house and I have been training him well to become an attack K9. Jabu fucks up my training sometimes with using different command's. Tyson understand's very well, "Tyson come and eat", "sit", "down" and "get him" to mention a few. When I take Tyson for a walk on a narrow road and a car or truck is coming at 20/30 km/h I command Tyson to sit on the narrow pavement till the vehicle has passed. It's only in Kelso when my Elantra broke down some dumb fuck in a Porsche clipped our wing mirrors but not damaging, he though his bum does not stink. The African's where very helpful in trying to push start my car and jump start my Elantra, I should not have called Praveen to tow, it would have saved me 300 ZAR to tow if I had called my insurance company. Even though it's a mortal sin, bipolar folks have a high suicide risk, I will never be homeless. An Insurance company quoted me last year 2600 ZAR for life insurance where folks my age pay 275 ZAR. Being a former electrician it also adds up as an electrician is a high risk job. I once grabbed the red and white phase of 380 volts and it brought me down to my knees, I had killed the incorrect isolater. Not bad only one fuck up in sixteen years pertaining to my life as an electrician. Doctor patient confidentiality there is another one. 10:24 SAST it's nice and cool with the rain, just now I will start boiling the beef stew as it is as usual on Saturday's Phutu, chaten and stew, yummy. I have put my socks on and Tyson has not gone outside for a piss and crap yet but he will go, I applied some flea drop's so I don't want them to wash off. Being listening to online Holy Catholic Mass and prayers. 13:20 SAST let me relax, oh yes I will tell you about my seventy one year old Polish mechanic, he said he will be hounored to be in my book. He advised me that the Park Rynie , Umzinto mechanics are fucking up my Elantra. Our family has known him since 1982. Tata once borrowed his Mini Station wagon to Mr Pa so he could do his mechanic work. Mr Pa then purchased a truck doing mechanical work in situ. This morning Jabu and I heard a loud bang, we checked outside and noticed that no tree has fallen over. I turned on the TV at 17:16 SAST and no signal, the LNB has exploded. Mother fucker. No more Multichoice TV. I have no household insurance thanks to tight arse ***. Dumb fuck, I wish I had gone to University even though I worked for four years as an electrical engineer and knew more than the students fresh out of university. I stated that we need household insurance early last year but in Honulolo it's cheaper. Watching YouTube to my bluetooth speaker which keeps cutting out from the S145. Will have to watch YouTube and set up NFS. I am on Ubuntu Linux 21.10 now. So hack away fucker. 21:14 SAST just like in Umzimkulu no TV kurwa Ndlovo. No more TV for the next three, four month's I love it when the Lord kick's us when we are down. On the other hand the Lord allowed Jesus his only begotten son to be tortured so I have fuckall chance. I think I will join the SACP. Jabu worked today for a few hours. 22:08 SAST It taking me much longer to type lying down, with the keyboard at arm's length. Amandla China. Amandla Cuba. 23:20 SAST Retired 06/02/2022 04:32 SAST Sunday Had a good night's sleep. I wanted to take out household insurance but the executor of the estate could not get on the same page as Mama's insurance company. In my younger years I was trained to kill. Thank God I have not killed anyone. Yet I would not mind some bondage with kurwa Ndlovo. She is a real hot kurwa. I love muff diving. So here I sit at 06:40 SAST with no TV, like I said the LNB and decoder exploded. I had a vision in my younger years, no TV, no internet and no radio, so far two have come right, from January 2016 till May 2016 I had only a crackling East Coast radio, Mama then purchased me a TV when she was incarcerated at Summerhill Lodge which has since packed up. What lovely music to my ears, only the sound of birds. Jabu and Tyson are still sleeping so I need to be quite and only use the Dolby audio on my S145. I will watch online Holy Mass later. I spent 25 000 ZAR in September 2020 renovating Mama's house. 07:10 SAST let me have a break and feed Tyson.08:00 SAST Load shedding, lucky we have a gas stove. S145 battery might not last, 82 %, using Bluetooth speaker now. 08:47 SAST Battery at 46 %, will have to sleep the S145 soon. I put my S145 to sleep at 39% battery and went for a swim, the water is lovely but the pool is full from the rain. 09:45 SAST Jabu left for work, I will enjoy the day swimming. Jabu made me some fruit salad, these dam heart and BP pills are a mission to cut in half with a pill cutter. 32% battery, will I make it. My S145 eats the battery another Lenovo shit design. Oh fuck I forgot I am on turbo mode instead of snail mode. 09:59 SAST 30%. Unlike KDE Plasma when one kills the desktop on reboot all is recovered on reboot. Mageai Linux that is. 10:00 SAST let me sleep again 28% battery. 10:02 SAST 27% battery Simmerpan hit the switch or it could be local ESC control, most likely Port Shepstone. Right let's kill East Coast Radio and watch some YouTube. I can't play the music too loud on my Bluetooth speaker, K9's don't like it. This book keeps me busy, thank you Lord. Decided not to kill ECR. Tata who was a principal electrical engineer at ESC, once had forty people under him. 12:02 SAST Maybe it's a blessing in disguise that this LNB and decoder fucked out. 12:14 SAST Just finished watching Holy Catholic Mass online. 12:52 SAST Jabu returned from work and with her tip purchased a roast chicken and tomatoes. 14:08 SAST The ppol water is just right 20 C. 15:19 SAST On a flash drive I am watching Mama and her sister's when Mama flew to Europe a few tears ago, the youngest sister ciocia Basia passed away just after Mama saw her for the second time on her European trip, there is only one sister left of four. I miss Wednesday's at 09:00 SAST when Mama and I used to go to St Clare's for Mass in Scottburgh. The church is a five minute walk from Summerhill Lodge if that. Did I mention I went for a walk with Tyson after lunch. 18:18 SAST Winter around the corner, I felt the first Antartic breeze. Mark will you please develop a 5.15 kernel. Take my meds religiously is impotence, how T would like a good love making session. Like in September 2020 whilst renovating it gives me a real buzz, I have had a buzz this last week as well. I retired at 20:20 SAST exactly and Jabu woke me at 22:52 SAST because I was again lying on her side of the bed with the fan in my face. Those where the good days at Megawatt Park where I worked with highly classified plans and designed electrical installation and flew and drove all over South Africa as well as driving all over. I remember being in ab ESC aircraft and the pilot said he land twice, the worse where the twelve seaters where the tail used to jive left and right. Once we where stuck at the town of George in the Eastern Cape, The guys really pissed it up waiting to board. I once drove to Nelspruit and back in one day. What a keef job at ESC. My days as an appy electrician where not so great except at the Atlas Aircraft Corporation. I once fell of the top of a street light and it's possible that's why I suffer from lower back pain now. Forgive me farther I have sinned I need Jabu's loving touch that's I watch ebony porno and use the red thing. 23:52 SAST Listening to ABBA as I type, I wonder if the insurance will cover the LNB. I have had over 388 hit's trying to sell Mama's dresses these last twenty four hours but no takers of old peoples atire. 07/02/2022 00:00 SAST I wonder if Kasia and Pawel will contact me before I die, one fuck up after the other. At 01:46 SAST X crashed on Ubuntu Linux 21.10 whilst I was installing Ubuntu Linux Beta 22.04 on virtualbox. Always a first time for everything, only in Pennington. The village of SUV's and brand new trucks and the folks work so hard by ripping other folks off as well as Park Rynie and Umzinto where the mechanic's dont know what they are doing. Never lived in a penal colony like KZN South Coast before. 02:05 SAST Right you may stop hacking me now. Virtualbox is using 100% CPU. If only I had Mr Pa repair my Elantra but alas he is in JHB. Was so jags for a car that I purchased the first piece of shit that came along with my Bitcoin profits. 02:40 SAST Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta installed on virtualbox. Let me have a power nap. Woke at 04:02 SAST, in the country where I come fron one used to go to technical collage first and then become an electrical engineer. 10:58 SAST How time flies when one is having fun. The Sat guys are hopefully come to come to replace the LNB today. Fuck I am tired. At 07:46 SAST a guy, I thought It was going to be a girl purchased Mama's dresses, four black bag's full, he had to wait till 10:05 for transport to pick him up as the last Taxi to Malangeni is around 08:15 SAST. Three under thirty year old Indian chaps arrived at 12:42 SAST to replace the LNB and only charged me 450 ZAR. It reminded me of my electrician days the way they climbed up and down the step ladder. Like I said when the LNB blew early Saturday morning it sounded like a 88 mm canon shot. We have Multichoice DSTV again. Well done chaps. 18:50 SAST Jabu is watching Durban Gen but I don't like to look at the mafuta sisters, the student Doctor's are quite sexy. From Saturday around 17:00 SAST I had my S145 under the cool ceiling fan till today. 18:54 SAST Bitcoin is climbing. Let me go for a swim in this hot office my face gets flushed. Jabu cooked left over roast chicken and rice gravy for supper. I retired at 20:01 SAST. 08/02/2022 00:41 SAST Tuesday. My S145 is back in my office now that the LNB has been repaired, I will miss Trace Urban. My cousin Anya and *** wanted to once put Dominic in a funny farm in Cape Town, South Africa. Maybe my *** will want to do the same to me and I will not be *** burden. Doctor e and Doctor K stated as long as I am not psychotic I am ok. 02:02 SAST let me go brew some Rooibos tea in memory of Mama, my Turkish brew is finished. 02:10 SAST I have stress in the back of my neck again from concentrating on the S145. Let me go for a break.02:56 SAST being watching Trace Urban, it is a known fact that bipolar folks can go on Spending spree's when they are high, at least when the Elantra was running Jabu and I had a good time. With my psychological condition as well as my physical condition I am unable to work, walikng Tyson for the last two month's almost daily has helped fuckall with my lower back condition, in fact it makes it worse on condition and Tyson does not pull me on the leash but walks slowly in front of me. When there is a dead crab or sardine in the road I command Tyson to "leave it". Tyson has a view of the road and barks at any passer by when he sees them from the through the window. I put Tyson in our bedroom when the Sat guys came yesterday as once I had a German Sheppard who was very docile but chased an intruder whilst Mama was watching TV in JHB and the sliding doors where open, my black German Sheppard gave chase as well. I sometimes mistakenly call Tyson Bono. Bono was a good vicious attack K9 but bit too many people too many times including uncle Cedric who was seventy years old. Whilst Jabu was house siting and Mama and I where in the Underberg in October 2012, Bono bit Jabu. Uncle Cedric took a walking stick and walked around Mama's house in JHB with the walking stick, he was very pissed offf that Bono the Boxer K9 had nipped him. Right it's 03:13 SAST let me call it a morning. 03:47 SAST Ran some backup's, time for a swim with the nyoka's. At 04:00 SAST exactly I climbed out the pool with a water temp of 21 C. Nothing like a skinny dip when everyone except the para's are sleeping. Oh fuck let me kill the outdoor luminaire whilst openMandriva is downloading. As long as I don't killall X, don't think that command work's on Ubuntu. 04:07 SAST download complete let me go for a break. I only have a separate /home partition on Ubuntu Linux 20.10 on my S145. Jabu and I had a pleasant evening together, I did not eat much during the day and had Sunday's chicken curry and lunch at 17:SAST, we ate mac and mince for supper at 20:00 SAST then I retired. The once a month domestic worker was here today, like I said when Mama was alive I washed a few plates then had to ly down, then after a break I had to rinse, the sink is too low for me. Walking with Tyson helps my back fuckall in fact on one walk I got home with excruciating pain in my lower back. I was advised the more I wallk the less the pain would be which is bull shit. By the time I obtain my inheritance there will be not much left over, the amount Jabu and I have loaned at a high interest rate. Retired at 20:12 SAST and woke at .... 09/02/2022 01:52 SAST Wednesday Drinking yesterday's Jacob's which I left in the micro wave. Let me "shutdown -r fucking now" there is a new kernel on Mageai Linux 8 on my 250 G5, I let the update run on my 250 G5 and asked Jabu to close the laptop lid on my 250 G5 when she goes to sleep, by then the update should have been finished, during the day the pipe is thin. This occured yesterday. 03:07 SAST the pipe is very thin indeed, it took me forever to update MX Linux via SAIX. I am now updating Mageai Linux 8 on my S145 and it's no better, I normally get 4 MB/s. I have a complaint with my friend Miss Google, I was charged 59 ZAR yesterday for YT Music when I always reply "no thanks". 03:12 SAST Drinking my Turkish brew, let me see how my Mageai Linux 8 update is doing. About a hour to go at this rate and I have to restart for "glibc". That's better I killed the update like I did the MX Linux update and now my S145 is flying to the moon. Let's see what OS should I use this morning after reboot, bit bored with Ubuntu Linux 20.10 so maybe I will use Mageai Linux 8. Fucking numlock catches me out every time. Touch pad working nicely as long as I don't sleep on Mageai Linux 8. 5.15.18-desktop-2.mga8 Already the latest kernel, thanks Mageai Linux guys. Will reboot for "glibc" at 03:22 SAST. 04:04 SAST Tyson wanted to go out and play with the nyoka's, thank's God we have ton's of cat's which keep the nyoka's at bay. Yesterday as usual the monkeys ripped apart the trash bag's. Miss M helped me to clean up which I normally do with a rake, dust pan and plastic bag. Where is my Rooibos tea? let me go fetch it from the kitchen, the more I smoke the thirstier I get. Always need a fag and smoething to drink, Doctor B said something about associating smoking with something else in JHB, she moved from JHB to Scottburgh and is now retired. 04:15 SAST let me relax and drink my Rooibos tea otherwise I will end up taking 0.5 mg Rivitrol. 04:47 SAST update of Mageai Linux 8 went well last night on my 250 G5, I will try my Bluetooth speaker on Mageai Linux 8 to watch Holy Catholic Mass online all three of them, Ubuntu Linux 20.04.3 keep buffering yesterday. 04:50 SAST Let me upload. 15:58 SAST Slept and swam most of the day and watched BBC the rest of the time. Will we have WW III The folks in Poland are very worried that Russia will attack the Ukraine. At 18:20 SAST when I lifted the laptop lid Mageai Linux 8 experienced a fatal error, X came up but the 5.18 kernel frooze my 2S or was it "glibc". I logged out but no go, I had to kill Mageai Linux 8 with "shutdown -r fucking now". Oh I forgot I managed to wank thinking of Jabu with the red thing planted deep in me and I actually had an orgasm on our bed, not bad. So my mthondo does work sometimes but not good enough to penetrate a vagina. ED really sucks. 09/02/2022 18:36 SAST
God bless you and thank you very, very much, you know who you are, my apologies for any inconvenience caused, we are all at fault in one way or another here09/02/2022 22:44 SAST Wednesday Will be a long night with the excitement of last week I sleep one night and pass out the other. Jabu has bathed and gone to bed, Tyson is lying on his bed, he went outside earlier this evening when I went for my skinny dip. For some reason Tyson likes to do night maneuvers like I said. 22:48 SAST Let me go watch a bit of AO XXX just now. I don't feel so hot with the broken fan blowing gently on my legs and my arms. Right it's 22:52 SAST let's see how my friend Bitcoin is doing 44 758 USD per coin at 22:53 SAST. If I can't sleep I will give openMandriva a bash on virtualbox and hope X does not crash. No Doctor except in the Pennington Clinic years ago when a young African Doctor reduced my Risperdal after I complained of cramps in my ankels informed me of the side effects of Risperdal including ED. Mama used to purchase for me magnesium tabs in JHB when I was taking 3 mg Risperdal bd and I once took twenty magnesium tabs and they helped fuckall.. Carina being a chemist was not too bright either as she never informed me either and Cialis helped fuckall. The funny farm patient's just don't get informed of side effects and such. Anyway I was watching AO XXX till 23:59 SAST. 10/02/2022 01:00 finished watching AO XXX and brewed myself a nice mug of Rooibos tea. God bless you Mama, may your soul rest in peace, in your memory I will drink Rooibos tea like I have since April 2021 if I can afford it till I die. I will attempt to retire just now let me just upload this. I will give virtualbox a miss tonight. 01:17 SAST Operation Black Mamba complete. I retired at 02:05 SAST. 07:15 SAST Jabu woke me for my 08:30 SAST appointment to view a magic park home, wow sheer magic, two pools, small dogs allowed, in the bush, walking distance to the beach and one click to the taxi stop up a hill, levy too high though at 5100 ZAR per month and 60 ZAR to do a load of laundry. I ate two bowls of fruit salad when we returned at 10:05 SAST. Time for a swim, too hot in my office at 13:53 SAST. 20:35 SAST I can hear the State of the Nation by his honorable President Ramaphosa. I watched most of it since 19:00 SAST. I had a dream this afternoon, I don't normally remember my dreams. Tyson was barking in my dream. I got up off the couch and saw a girl with long beaded plaited hair standing by the gate in a lovely colourful dress, I could not make out who it was so I approached the gate. True as fuck it was Doctor Ndlovo. She said Marek I would like to talk to you. I said sure let me fetch the gate keys. I offered Doctor Ndlovo some tea or coffee but she said no thanks, just a glass of cold water. She gave me a 70% cocoa chocolate slab. I was really thinking now, Doctor Ndlovo said it was all a mistake this Umzimkulu stuff and I replied I forgive you. Doctor Ndlovo asked if she could make it up to me, I said how? She said she has an injection which she could inject into my penis so I could get an hard erection. I said Jabu is not here how long does the injection work for? Doctor Ndlovo replied it was for us. The next thing I knew we where lying naked on Mama's bed with a hard on like I had not had in one year, bar the occasional ones I get before 09:00 SAST and during the day for a few minutes, real hard. We kissed and I fondled her her. I asked Doctor Ndlovo is she sure about this and she replied I had her full permission Next thing I knew I had slowly inserted my penis in her wet vagina. i slowly pumped her cliteros with my penis and she was a screamer. I started to sweat and so did she and our naked bodies glided over each other. The herbs cause one a long time to come, looks like this injection too but Doctor Ndlovo had already come twice so we changed to doggy style, she moaned "deeper deeper". I was astounded but she was really enjoying our love making as I pulled on her long plaited hair. I could not take no more after sixty minutes, I was too unfit and without coming lay next to Doctor Ndlovo embrassing her naked touch for what seemed like hours. We where both soaked both sweat. So that's Doctor number three (two for real). After a quick shower Doctor Ndlovo said goodbye and wished me all the best with my property hunting. I really did not expect an apology from Doctor Ndlovo in this fashion. I woke up a few minutes later when Tyson was really barking at a passer by. What a dream. 21:07 SAST Let me go have a cool drink. In the name of The Farther and The Son and The Holy Ghost, I forgive all those who have trespassed against me but will not forget. I enjoyed watching Catholic Mass online today via my Bluetooth speaker. Jabu is now taking advice from alcoholic's. She has not let me touch her or see her naked in over two month's now. WTF. 21:52 SAST I think I will not watch TV now but go to sleep. I am going to get nothing of my inheritance as I owe school friends and other's a bundle, never mind when I borrow 10000 ZAR in Malangeni I have to pay back 13000 ZAR. That's it 21:56 SAST let me shut up shop and go to sleep. 22:15 SAST I went for a skinny dip instead. Pennington is deadly quite outside, one could hear a pin drop. I am dripping water from my naked body. Let me have a smoke. The pipe lighter Zippo adds extra flavour as I light my fag and slowly draw in the poison. I know why Jabu is pissed off with me, I will tell you next week. Looks like I am going to be watching what's it called again -- XXX at 23:00 SAST. But I enjoy typing, let me tell you a story, once upon a time not too long ago, no I will not tell you that story I think I have typed about it already, it's about motorcycles. I love this property hunting business, I get out of my hermit lifestyle and get out a bit, if I had to live alone I think I would die. Jabu is so good to me with carrying the shopping from OK Food's and Umzinto Boxer store's as well as cooking I don't know why she has a bug up her ass about oral sex. When we met in April 2012 she knew I had ED. Even though with the discovery of the herbs and Umzinto muthi we had a good sex life up till about a year ago. One of my meds is fucking everything up and I have a suspicion that it's the heart meds, according to Miss Google. Yes Miss Google you owe me 59 ZAR I don't know how this S145 graft's, it seems to be only grafting on Core 0. Maybe I should try Handbrake. Let me fuck off from here, I am dry again except for my hair. Nice cup of tea will do me good, Rooibos of course. 23:26 SAST Dumb fuck external drive will not show up, once it does then it does not. Eventually got it right and did a backup of /home/marek. Took ninety minutes. 11/02/2022 01:12 SAST Friday and finished backup and watching Adults only XXX 02:04 SAST Good night. Woke at 05:03 SAST the bird's are chirping, are we in for another scorcher today, anon. After my 06:00 swin at 09:00 SAST I gave my pubic hairs a shave as well as my armpit hair's, remember years ago the Muslim Doctor at the Pennington Clinic told me to do so except shave my beard in front of Sister P. This is a remedy for boils. I cut myself a bit fucked up this time with a sharp razor so I will not jump into the pool now. It's cloudy today but I am too tired to take Tyson for a walk, maybe this afternoon. Fuck this I am going to jump into the pool anyway at 09:23 SAST. I miss my TSR at least it got from point A to point B being Summerhill Lodge to Pennington with thirty kg of groceries in my back pack Mama used to purchase for me. They used to and I don't know if they still have a flea market opposite Summerhill Lodge on Saturday's where the veggies where very cheap. I am feeling a bit depressed this morning as Jabu sometime treats me like an inja. I am thinking off letting her go on transfer and she finding a guy with a "hard penis" as she always talks about. Ten years on the 16th April 2022 will be enough. Fucking ED. I am tierd of taking 1 mg of Rivitrol on occasions before she returns back from work and shopping to relax as per Doctor's order's. 10:29 SAST There was a pretty stickie passing by just now with her boyfriend. Just as Jesus will come to judge the living and the dead hopefully my prediction is better than my Bitcoin prediction's it will be on the 25th December 2022, just a thought don't panic. 11:02 SAST let me go for a swim. Lovely swim, all wet and naked as I type. I don't remember when I lost my virginity but it was late, in my twenties a Polish Doctor, God bless her soul treated me as if I was a virgin in bed. Then there was an ANC Doctor, Polish, God bless her soul may they all be resting in peace. So as Covid-19 gets worse and President Biden mentioned on BBC this morning "things can go crazy anytime". 11:15 SAST let me have lunch. I half watched and listened to YT Music up till Jabu arrived and of course swam at least tweleve times in the summer heat. Jabu is dead tired tonoght and it's 20:00 SAST so she will watch Generations, I enjoy Mafuta Gen a bit. 20:56 SAST just had a skinny dip with the nyoka's. I take a torch with me in casr there is a noyka and of course a power failure. I slept three hours last night and did not have my power nap at all today, I would say I have reached the mild/moderate stage of mania if it continues through the weekend. If I become Psychotic all hell will break loose, I have not been admitted to GJC since January 5th 2016 if I remember correctly, with all this shit going on in my life since Mama passed away I should have been Psychotic a long time ago but the meds are holding me together. 21:05 SAST let me go sit with Jabu, the HDD is hot but the CPU fan has not come on. 21:33 SAST now Ubuntu Linux 21.04 is non responsive. Will I have to reboot. Hold on we are back on track again. It's really frustrating that Jabu did not want me to take the herbs at 20:00 SAST, she is always catela. 12/02/2022 02:04 SAST As I was brewing my Turkish brew I noticed once again that Ubuntu Linux 21.10 on my S145 is very slow to respond as I tried to log in. I will reboot now. uptime 02:31:50 up 2 days, 8:06, 1 user, load average: 0.27, 2.74, 3.04 A doctor mentioned in February 2012 that Mama and I will both fall ill with the March 2012 move to Pennington. Only Mama fell ill from March 2012 till February 2013. I killed one of my browsers and will wait till I reboot. I feel much better when I wake up in the early morning, all quite on the Eastern Front and and no mania. 03:19 SAST Tyson bark's loudly. I go check. It's only the Lord that insures the content's of Mama's house, I have already paid 450 ZAR for a LNB and 2020 ZAR for water heater repairs as well as 600 ZAR for a tap to be changed which in Mama's days was covered by her insurance. The Lord and Tyson are my insurance, 275 000 ZAR of computer equipment including Data, which adds up to the most. If they steal my flash drives I am fucked, my 4 TB external drive or any of my twenty one HDD's. The para's just go for laptop's, TV's and ingquza. The CPU fan is now purring since I killed my one browser. Core 0 is at 54 C. Intel chips cut out when they overheat. Ah some updates on Ubuntu Linux 21.10, they did pop up auto like this time, I had to check manually. I do not have my noisy fan on and can just hear the CPU fan purring. Pennington is a well protected village, like I said for the rich. It only has about five entrances, two by road, two by railway line and the rest via bush. Let me fire up my broken noisy fan. It's getting stuffy in here with all the second hand smoke I am breathing in yuck. The fan motor slowly kicks in and now goes goes faster and noisier as it tries to reach optimum speed. Yes optimum speed reached, my room fan is purring nicely with a minute air flow. Will she last till transfer. Ah that's better fresh air, I cannot open the window by my print device as the rain will get in. Thank fuck I purchased this HP print device, the print device was really needed for Mama's cremation, the exexcutor of the estate, the funeral and many of my personal print's, I have not used the print device this year yet as I am not going to fuck around printing junk with the high cost of ink, on Mama's passing I must have printed thirteen A4 pics of Mama and had a shrine for her. Mama's impatient's are dying, I keep forget to water them. For some reason I just don't feel like going for a skinny dip this morning, must be my sixth sense. I will wait till twenty minutes before sunrise. The room fan has picked up optimum velocity now and is purring. Poor Jabu, my girl is so stressed, she loves me so much but know's we have to part ways that's why she has been acting the way she has these last few month's, she still carried 8 kg's up the hill yesterday afternoon, if i had to go by taxi three times a week it would cost me a bundle. I have a nice gift for her for Valantine's. Tata's birthday as well. May his soul be resting in in peace till Jesus comes to judge the living and the dead. Have only had one cup of Turkish brew so far and at 04:24 SAST let me brew some Rooibos tea. The ceiling fan at full throttle in the TV room causes my Zippo lighter to become a flame thrower and is not suitable for use under the ceiling fan as I go through so much fluid. I once burnt my fingers till blisters. I use the bib five lighter's Jabu purchased for mre in the China shop in Umzinto but they break easy unlike Zippo's life long warranty. Pity we have to part due to Mama's passing, she can arrange anything. I will miss Jabu and Tyson dearly. After the riot's I can't stay in Chayamoya, Umzinto but I am always welcome at my mother's in law without Tyson as she does not like K9's to sleep inside her house. The Malangeni K9's nip white folks and sleep outside. Since March 2006 when Tata passed away, Mama and I lived as husband and wife so to speak, we shared expenses and I did her income tax, paid her bills as well as being her caregiver during her manic phases. Mama was very supportive of me and I had three offices rent free at her house with at one stage eight machines. There was Cat 5 cable all over the place upstairs. AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's I really enjoyed till fosscds.co.za came along or was it fosscd.co.za. I had one of the domain's. I almost went under due to their uncompetitive behaviour when they opened shop in December 2006, when business was always dead during the Xmas holiday's. Thank God we still have hot running water even though I took a cool shower last night, gas stove to cook on and the Lord supplies us with food. Jabu work's very hard sometimes seven day's a week so we can make end's meet, I also have a monthly sponsor to whom I am indeted to. Let me see 04:56 SAST there should be a glimmer of light soon so I can go for a swim. Shit i need a shave today, later with shaving foam donated to me, what the fuck let me shave now at 04:58 SAST. 05:14 SAST mission accomplished, yesterday I shaved my pubes and today my beard, Jabu doe snot like stubble. They don't make Gilette Mach III razor's like they used to. My razor was fucked after fifteen years of use so I purchased old stock of a razor and two blades, lasting much longer but alas my donated shaving gel is finished so I will have to go back to Gilette gel, which lasts forever. Sunrises at 05:34 SAST, looks a bit cloudy outside, it's now 05:20 SAST let me upload. 11:13 SAST fell asleep on th ecouch whilst Tyson guarded the house, been for two swims. My faux pas the 59 ZAR by Miss Google is quite worth it on YT Music even though I have cancelled it from March. 13:47 SAST I burnt the pot but saved the stew. We will be having phuthu, chaten and beef stew as usual on a Saturday, yummy and thank you Lord for the food which we eat. Talking of food I am bit hungry and will warm up some umfudomezo from the other day. 14:45 SAST Jabu gets back from work. I once again ask her if I can take the herbs, she days no but we end up kissing, hugging and her wanking my unreponsive penis with a tiny pulse in my penis, we carried on for fifteen minutes. Joy to the world at last I got a girls touch and am completly content now. It's so nice to caress Jabu's hair and fondle her arms as we embraced in a long hugs and kisses. I told Jabu that's all I need every two days even though I enjoy muff diving. I was correct, one of my browser's was hanging Ubuntu Linux 21.10. I burnt the pot but not the beef stew as I was negociating an online deal. Wow it's 30 C today. 17:15 SAST let me go for a swim. 22:38 SAST Jabu was having a bath. Instead of being chased out she let me in and let me feel her pussy. She then stood up in the bath and I gently stroked the outside of her pussy. She said don't put your fingers in, it's wonderful to have my wife back. Jabu I love you 23:59 SAST After a hard morning of negoation I am quite tired but watched music video's. 13/02/2022 00:47 SAST Sunday Let me try sleep now. I woke at 06:55 SAST had a cup of Jacob's and ate some fruit salad. Now I am on Rooibos Tea. Tyson has been fed and I am listening to Father Roni via Bluetooth. Morning Surrender. On the 21st April 2021 Mama watched her last online Mass on the S145. Father Roni's full Mass. Let me wait till the fourteen minutes has finished and watch/listen to Farther Roni's full online Holy Catholic Mass. Took my meds at 08:39 SAST. Will now watch/listen to Farther Roni's full Catholic Holy Mass online. 09:03 SAST All threads working now and all cores. The CPU fan is purring. I am pretty sure Tyson will surprise me one day (let's hope it does not happen) and take out any para. Like I said the household content's are not insured, only by the Lord, Marek, Jabu and Tyson, Jabu can take out anyone as well or our family on Jabu's side. Jabu has contact's all over the place and can arrane almost anything for me. Ladies are men's strenght, let no man separate a union made before God. The Lord said take a wife and multiply. Being a Catholic I don't believe in divorce. An umfazi and indota flesh are as one. These distro's released distrowatch.com bring back memories. Slax was released the other day. My office fan takes three minutes to reach optimum velocity starting at 10 RPM. 10:35 SAST to 12:12 SAST I had a power nap. 12:21 SAST just got out the pool, all wet with my boxers on to cool my balls. I am lying on a towel on the couch as I type this with a cool breeze of the ceiling fan blowing on my wet hair set to medium speed, like I said when the ceiling fan is set to full speed I cannot use my Zippo lighter. As i listen to music on my Dolby audio on my S145 at 12:45 SAST Let me upload, I am Stable this morning/afternoon I don't know where I will be when Ubuntu Linux 22.04 is released in April 2022. Where the fuck is my Zippo lighter, I have five but only use two, up north I had one in every office as well as my mini office downstairs. True as fuck it fell on the floor. Let me continue watching my music video's And being a Catholic I don't believe in suicide, I don't care what insurance companies and shrink's say that bipolar folks have a high suicide rate. 13:14 SAST Jabu returned from work and I made her a mug of tea, she likes her tea bag to be left in the mug. Quite and peaceful in Pennington today, let's make a little bit of noise this silence is deafening, Tyson is used to my music now. The volume is at 45 %. We will be having "kentucky" tonight a la Jabu and mash, there the internet connection buffer's again, whenever the Bluetooth speaker is connected it buffers on my cell phone, the 250 G5 and not so much on my S145. Fuck this buffering I am going to switch to Dolby audio on my S145. I am trying to watch "sexiest music video's" I stil diagnose my blocked ears these last few weeks are due to stress and not wax built up, they come and go. 14:57 SAST Just came back frm a swim, dripping wet on the couch. The power nap did me a world of good. Like I said I feeling stable today just a bit tired. I tool 2 mg Rivitrol at 15:00 SAST so I might sleep after supper.I have not watched BBC since Mama passed away, I leave it on now, the other shit are boring repeats, even Trace Urban does interest me anymore. YouTube is ways better. 15:35 SAST. 19:00 SAST After eating supper at 17:00 SAST I ask Jabu if I can take the herbs, she says scefe. I booted into Mageia Linux 8 this afternoon and it crashed again when I lifted the S145 laptop lid, I will have to fix it but don't feel like doing so now. 20:06 SAST Enjoying a mug of Rooibos whilst Jabu lys on the couch with Facebook and Whatsapp. We had "kentucky" and mash with veggies for supper. Jabu is such a wonderful cook. I remember the days I stayed alone for eight month's in Mama's house, I did all the cooking and dishes for myself. But I was very lonely and used to call Mama often. I need to remember to give Jabu her Valintine's gift tomorrow morning. 20:15 SAST let me reboot after some updates. 20:30 SAST I gave Jabu her Valentine's gift now, she was estatic and gave me a big kiss and a hug, in the morning's it's such a rush that I thought I would give Jabu her gift New Zealand time almost. 20:38 SAST It's awfully hot in my office let me go swim with the nyoka's. 20:51 SAST Tyson was guarding me whilst I swam on this hot summers night. I just missed Femme hour on 325. I will quickly dry out in my office sitting here naked. Let me check if Tyson came back in. Fucking hate Bluetooth, real piece of shit. 21:18 SAST Spending more and more time on my S145 but like I said today I feel Stable 22:35 SAST I had my third power nap of the day. I had another dream. This time I heard the bath water running. Next thing I knew I was lying naked with Jabu naked in our bed. We hugged naked together and kissed as I fondled and sucked on her breast. Jabu said she needs a "hard penis" so I need not take the herbs. I gently stroked the outside of her pussy not inserting my fingers. I went down on her and muff dived her (ate her out), She had not shaved. I could see she was enjoying it. The next thing I knew she was giving me a blow job on my limp penis. I grabbed her back and squeezed with both hand,s from pure extacy. It's then when I woke up and Jabu was really naked in bed with me. Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ, a man needs a woman's touch. It rained a bit at 23:15 SAST and the forecast is rain for tomorrow. I will have to do the laundry on Monday night. ESC permitting. My ELU has not tripped this weekend. We can't have roast chicken any more as two 8" plates on our stove are fucked and trip the ELU through the neutral. When we get our COC quote I will get Kwela Electrical of Pennington to pay the bill, the false COC they gave in February 2012 was really fucked up. A wireman from Durban found twenty six point's of non compliance in 2018. I have sorted most of them out with my own fund's. 23:35 SAST Let me relax with a bit of music. My CPU and my HDD does not seem to get hot. I am drinking my Turkish brew. I was advised to use moistureiser on my skin when I retire due to the high content of chlorine in my pool even though I remove the pool floater during the day. The water will need a change soon. I like crystal clear water so I can open my eyes under water on the first fill, any donation's are welcome at this stage via Paypal, some tight asses just read my book and do not donate. I need a ceiling fan in my office. Wow it's must be 27 C in here but the HDD and CPU are cool, the CPU fan is purring at low RPM's. Let me attempt one more time to get my print device to print. No such luck. 14/02/2022 00:17 SAST Monday Valentine's day. Jabu received her Valentine's gift early and so did I. Even though I am Stable today I still sleep late, my sleep pattern's are weird, in JHB from 2003 I used to hit the sack at 20:00 SAST and wake early between 01:00 SAST and 02:30 SAST, then have a power nap at 05:30 SAST, TV's always make me drowsy. I opened shop at 08:00 SAST for ten years. Now I sleep late and have power naps during the day, which are very important to me. This morning I don't feel tired yet but feel like going for a swim, now at 00:53 SAST, my Rooibos tea is brewing. The TV room is so cool. 01:36 SAST let me hit the sack. I eventually hit the sack at 01:52 SAST. 04:32 SAST A bit more than two hours sleep, busy brewing my Turkish brew. 05:14 SAST done some updates, let me fetch my Turkish brew. It's cool in my office this morning after last night's rain, there is a 67 % chance of rain in Pennington today. Looks like it will rain the whole week bar tomorrow. No Laundry today. I am listening to Celine Dion on my cell phone YT Music. Where is that Turkish brew, I am thirsty. The birds are chirping, a glimmer of light in the cloudy sky. I can make out the street faintly. 05:36 SAST It's really pissing down now. Let's hope the river will not overflow this week. 06:15 SAST Have a wonderful Valentine's day. 11:02 SAST keep getting interupted, have not had my power nap yet. In the meantime I listened to two Holy Catholic Mass's via Bluetooth without the Bluetooth cutting out. Need a swim, I am starting to sweat in my office, the noisy room fan is off. The CPU fan is purring, 11:16 SAST let me go for that swim. 13:45 SAST woke up from a power nap and had a dump, six days with the help of a laxative. 14:07 SAST will go for a swim now the Bluetooth speaker has been playing all this time in the background. First time for Linux OSes I use. The WI-FI printing is giving me hassles. Oh I almost forgot, today would have been Tata's birthday let me light a candle for him before I go swim, he passed away a terrible death. Covid-19 style like on a respirator but that was in March 2006. 14:50 SAST let me pack my evening meds after a lekker swim in light drizzle. 18:19 SAST Jabu is catela and has doozed off on the couch whilst I am at 15 % volume playing Valeintine's songs via Bluetooth speaker. The country I have come from has changed so much, Dorota and I where there in 1992 if I recall correctly. Then I was in Poland again about 1998, How thing's have changed, there are now sky scapers and modern cars and trucks. Wee bit cold during the winter. In 1992 we drove 250 km in a Fiat to Olstynek a forest farm area. The Polish Fiat could barely hold two people. Like I said Dorota and I drove from JHB to Mpumulanga then on to St Lucia going down the N2 to Durban on to PMB for Xmas and back to JHB in a Datsun Pulsar 1400, now that was a car. I still have the 4.5 kg gas bottle we used to go camping in the Berg. Pity it did not work out between Dorota and I. Dorota I forgive you for taking my kids, Kasia and Pawel away from me more than twenty years ago. I hit the sack at 20:05 SAST. 15/02/2022 02:07 SAST Tuesday It's rather cool this morning, I put on my silk feel highly flamable donated pj's. I am drinking yesterday's Rooibos tea which I put in the microwave. I am dying for some Turkish which I will brew now at 03:18 SAST, my feet are cold on the concrete floor when my feet miss the mat. 04:00 SAST let me reboot. I have got it right to print text on Ubuntu Linux 21.10 via USB, Deepin 20.4 almost had the WI-FI printing right at 04:35 SAST. Right let me try Mageai Linux 8 again at 04:37 SAST. I can hear the waves crashing against the ocean sand. Must be high tide. I am not drinking much tea and coffee these days in the wee hour's of the morning, I wonder how Uncle Cedric and Tata are keeping. I burn't half a candle for Tata yesterday and for all the souls of my dearly departed. https://www.iol.co.za/technology/where-to-get-a-linux-cd-in-sa-902147 05:45 SAST I brew Jabu some lemon water. In the country where I come from and Europe the domestic workers are very expensive. Today at 07:58 SAST our once a month domestic worker arrived for work. After month's and month's of advertising a week ago was it I managed to sell four black bags of Mama's dresses for tupence. This morning the guy came for Mama's shoes, hand bag's my Pierre Cardin suit which I wore for Tata's funeral and Jabu's and my wedding, as well as some shirt's Jabu had for sale. Looks like we will be able to buy some meat. Our freezer is almost empty bar pet mince for Tyson. I had a power nap in bed as the domestic worker was doing her thing. Nice to wake up fresh and jump into the pool even though it was rather cool for me today. Jabu cooked pap and left over chicken curry for us for supper. I crashed just as Generations was starting. Did I mention that this morning on Deepin 20.4 I played loud music, Celine Dion from my office so as not to deafen Tyson. I also listened to two online Holy Catholic Masses. After three hours sleep I woke at 23:59 SAST just in time for Adult's only XXX. 16/02/2022 00:12 SAST Wednesday I watched a bit of Adult's only XXX and came to my office with a Turkish brew in hand. Let me go kill the TV. I am going to attempt to install openMandriva on virtualbox. Fuck it's stuffy in here. Let me break the silence with the room fan. 10 RPM, the room fan is stuck at 10 RPM. Looks like the floor room fan is now totally fucked. Oh well even if I had the buck's I am not going to purchase a room fan for three month's. 00:26 SAST let me commence with virtual box. Aha as I was checking for updates I played around with the fan's rheostat, we have max RPM now. It's actually cool this morning as the gentle breeze from the fan blows on my legs and arms and the room fan is not so noisy. Fuck I have a gail force wind blowing here now. Let me go brew a cup of Rooibos tea whilst openMandriva iniciates start up sequence. Fuck it's really blowing in here from the room fan. 01:08 SAST openMandriva installed on virtualbox. 75 % CPU. Let me reboot after a mug of Rooibos tea, PCLinuxOS has the fastest installer I know of. I am actually feeling a bit too cool now as I sit naked behind the screen. 00:17 Don't know what is going on with openMandriva, seemed to have installed it but the control center and terminal is not on the screen, oh well a bit of wasted data. Now that Operation Black Mamba is complete we seem to be stuck with Operation Green Mamba. Is winter arriving soon, this concrete floor is cold again this morning. As usual when I wake up early I feel quite Stable Have not time to fuck around Ubuntu Linux 22.04 will not update on virtualbox so I killed it as with openMandriva. How the fuck must first time user's use Linux if the installer is so complicated like Mangero or openSUSE. Mageia and PCLinuxOS (the fastest but does not graft on my S145) still have the easiest and quickest installers as well as Debian which takes a while to install but is a pleasure to install. 01:41 SAST let us both sleep. 02:03 SAST Can't sleep. Let me find something to fuck around with. Ubuntu Linux is also easy to install on a multi boot HDD. 02:50 SAST installing Debian 11.2 DVD on virtualbox, what a breeze but it will not work on my S145, grafted on my 250 G5. Jabu and Tyson are fast asleep as I alternate between the BBC news and my Debian 11.2 virtual box install. Ubuntu Linux 21.10 on my S145 can't handle virtualbox and multiple task at once, Debian 11.2 is still installing on virtualbox, "not responding please wait" I keep getting errors on various tasks. I have not used virtualbox on my S145 since Mama bought it for me one year and five month's ago. Debian normally installs so fast, from my experience on my dead desktop boxes and my 250 G5. I have downloaded Debian 11.2 KDE Plasma live and put it on a stick, will see what happens. Just waiting for virualbox to finish which is taking forever. I think my Semptron is faster than this. Should give it a bash one day when I am bored, It's the first laptop I purchased in 2004 I think, still grafts on i386, CD only. Those where the days when I took a live CD to Incredible connection and they let me test the Semptron out first if it grafts on Linux, unlike this piece of shit S145. At 04:34 I saved the machine state of the Debian 11.2 install will be intresting to see if the install resumes as I am going to reboot now and try the Debian 11.2 Live KDE Plasma stick at 04:40 SAST. The Debian 11.2 KDE Plasma desktop comes up just garnly on my S145. USB Thethering grafts. If I had to install it on my S145 I would need to install the drivers to get WI-FI to work, I have a spare partition on my 250 G, I will install it there first once I have given it a bash. As Usual Debian Linux is the best distro in the world but not fifteen month's ago on my S145. I used Debian Linux as my file and burning server for many year's in the province that I come from, Gauteng. After a kernel update Mageai Linux 8 is still fucked when it comes out of sleep, as long as I don't close the lid she is fine. Let's see if virtualbox Debian will continue where I left off. 06:57 SAST There she goes. 07:02 SAST I fall asleep on the couch with a stiff neck on the one side and wake at 08:27 SAST, Debian Linux is still installing on virtualbox. 08:42 SAST I take my meds and eat my fruit salad Jabu left in the fridge for me. I think I have pap for umfodomezo. The S145 is hot but the cores are not above 55 C, just hot to the touch on the bottom right hand side. The CPU fan is purring at low rev's. 08:52 SAST let me go check my cell phone, I fell asleep with Celine Dion playing via Bluetooth on YT Music which is a blessing in disguise, I think I will listen to online Holy Catholic Mass now. *** and ***, I forgive you but you need to pay restitution. At 09:06 SAST I powered off the Debian Linux virtual box machine. Well at least we know Debian Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma desktop comes up on my S145 100% bar WI-FI which is to be expected, like I said I would have to install the drivers. Let me give my S145 a break now at 09:10 SAST. At 11 bells I took Tyson for a thirty minute walk, my back did not fuck out after not walking Tyson for a walk for a few day's. It's 27 C in my office with the room fan on. 11:54 SAST let me go finish my Rooibos tea. The cores are running rather hot I have activated my laptop cooler. 12:20 SAST let me sleep my S145 and go for a swim. Core temp has dropped by 5 C. 13:08 SAST let me go for a swim after listening to Holy Catholic Mass online via Bluetooth speaker. I am listening to Meatloaf now. 13:40 SAST let me have lunch. We had Jabu's delicious mac and mince fo supper, the mac and mince last's me for the next day, I warm it on the gas stove and add some water so it's not dry. I hit the sack at 20:07 SAST. 17/02/2022 01:02 SAST Thursday Once again I drink some left over something from the microwave and am now brewing my Turkish brew. It's rather cool these last few days and I put my pj's on again. 01:30 SAST Initiating start up sequence, will now attempt to install Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 on one of my S145 partition's. My bad these meds have fucked up my brain since 2014, I used to be an expert Linux user I downloaded the incorrect Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 live DVD so I had to download the non free one with drivers (firmware) and by 02:50 SAST I had Debian Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma installed. 03:40 SAST I am i am configuring it. WI-FI grafts so is my print device picked up. Like I said fifteen month's ago Debian would not graft on my S145, the spell check is a bit fucked. Some days don't come easy, some night's are like nothing before, I will do anything for Love but I will not do that- Meatloaf. I will miss Meatloaf. Let's test out Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma if it will upload this at 03:55 SAST. Right uploads fine let me go around the clock and see if my other operating systems boot at 03:58 SAST. 04:33 SAST let me have a break or sleep. I did not fall asleep instead I played around and tested my Linux operatig systems on my S145. At 06:45 Jabu made fruit salad and I fed Tyson at 06:00 SAST. I warmed my pot of mac and mince on th egas stove adding a cup of water as mac and mince is dry the next day. Jabu and I kissed goodbye and she left for work. At 08:15 SAST after taking my meds I had a power nap till 09:20 SAST on the couch. 09:29 SAST I feel fresh now. The cores are below 50 C on this cool day. The CPU fan is purring as I listen to Holy Catholic Mass online via Bluetooth speaker. At 10:10 SAST I managed to get the garden services to come whom I had cancelled in January, the lawn on the Western sise of the property was very long about 420 mm high. Thank God for Christians. It dangerous this long lawn as one cannot see the nyoka's and they can bite Tyson, never mind Jabu or me when I go for my 0/1/2/3/4:00 SAST skinny dip, like I said I now take a torch with me. The garden services had booked someone in my place so they where doing me a big favour for tupence. The garden services left at 11:25 SAST. 11:35 SAST It's warmed up a bit, I think I will go for a swim whilst I listen to Def Leppard. Lazy day either than I arranged the garden services, what a mission. 15:50 SAST hmmm the laundry basket is fulling up, looks like I will have to do the laundry this weekend, Mama hated it when I did the laundry on a Sunday. What am I listening to now via YT Music, oh yes Nightwish, but my WI-FI connections seems to drop on my cell phone often when I play via Bluetooth which I am not doing now. I suggest NATO sends 100 000 troops into Eastern Poland. Historically speaking, the Russian people are good people, it's the leaders that are fucked up. I and someone else once went to pick up something from a Russian lady in JHB, she brought out drinks, cakes and the works even though she did not know us. I received the same intel from my cousin in Poland. 16:02 SAST let me upload. Even though I took two Allergex I still Woke at 23:56 SAST just in time for Adults Only XXX. Earlier on I tried to install the MTP protocol like I did on Mageai Linux 8 to get my cell connected on Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma, KDE Plasma seems to have a hassle connecting to Bluetooth out the box. 18/02/2022 00:00 SAST Friday 100 lat I watched a bit of BBC to catch up on the Russian and Ukraine crisis. All cores are under 50 C, it will be a cool rainy day. 01:26 SAST let me try something. I booted into Mageia Linux 8 Gnome and closed the laptop lid, maybe I did not sleep Mageai Linux 8 long enough but it did not freeze, at least I have Mageai Linux 8 to print as well as Windows 10. 01:50 SAST went to bed and slept. Woke at 04:15 SAST. Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma did not print right, I printed a pic of Mama and the scaling came out all incorrect, what I waste of a whole A4 page of ink. Drinking my leftover Rooibos tea now, feel good and fresh after my short sleep, my mild mania is not so bad. 05:04 SAST let me upload on this cool summers day. At 06:48 SAST I received some good news. Two of the very few donations I actually get from typing this book. By 06:55 SAST Jabu and I had arranged five guests. I partied from 08:15 till I hit the sack early, at around 22:30. Jabu started to party when she returned from graft. I looped 100 lat on Totem and listened to two online Holy Catholic Masses via Bluetooth speaker during the day. The S145 was grating overtime. When Jabu returned from work I hooked up her Bluetooth speaker and the party continued. God bless you anonymous donor's. Feel free to donate to this book, all donation's remain anonymous. I received many well wishes from all over the world. Did I mention I had a good week so far, even the garden services did their thing on Thursday after I had laid them off and a lot of negotiation's. I did not swim today due to the rain but had a bath in Jabu's bath water at around 06:30 SAST, Jabu just added hot water, thank you Jesus that we have hot running water. 19/02/2022 01:04 SAST Saturday. I am drinking my Turkish brew cold which I had left in the microwave over night. Seems to be something amis with my bladder. I did not piss when I woke up. All is dead silent in the house, my brother in law, my son Mhlengi and one of Jabu's friend's slept over. Apparently the party continues today for Jabu, her friend Miss S and myself. My brother in law is leaving early for work and Mhlengi has to go back to iNkombo. 01:53 SAST let me light a fag. Tyson is behaving well just like an attack and guard K9 should, he warned us when my brother in law Mr G arrived at around 18:10 SAST. It has not taken long for me to train him, Tyson just has a hassle with the monkeys who roost in our guava tree, now that Johan has moved out. I received two mugs (one from Miss S and some chocolate) and a card and a mug from Jabu. We all had a really good time yesterday but these cell phones are party killers. 02:15 SAST let me go brew some Rooibos tea and have a shave. 02:30 SAST My first donated tube of shaving gel is finished, I have one more left over. The Rooibos tea tastes so good after drinking cold drink's the whole day yesterday, I would normally go for a skinny dip after a shave but it's a wee bit too cold so I put on my hand grafted SOWETO dressing gown which is full of holes from BB (machine rolled loose tobacco with a Rizla machine and paper). 02:38 SAST let me watch some music video's. Still thinking now of the 58 000 ZAR I lost on the Elantra, but now it's a relief that I flogged it even though Jabu and I had some good days in the Elantra. When I had the TSR I prayed for five wheels but was not most specific in my prayer's and received one wheel and tyre that was in good working condition. Which Mr T repaired. Fuck what a lot of stress that piece of shit caused me with it's 76 horses and all. I am glad it's off Mama's property, the few times she ran she ran 100's. Maybe I will have five working wheels and engine, etc again in my lifetime. 03:00 SAST exactly let me try Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta on virtualbox again and hope to fuck X does not crash. Ubuntu Linux 21.10 is taking strain or is it the S145. 03:24 SAST X will crash anytime now. Had none of this shit on Mandriva and Mageai in the old day's on my Desktop i5 overclocked machine with a fancy lit up that purred CPU cooler and eight Gigs of RAM. Now Ubuntu Linux 22.04 is in progress with a partial update. No fuck now virtualbox has halted at "configuring linux-firmware", I will not use virtual box in the future I am going to kill the process. 03:33 SAST hold on virtualbox has woken up. I am quite intrested to know what Ubuntu Pro on 22.04 has to offer. I am a bit tired now but Mhlengi is sleeping with me in Jabu's and our bed, Miss S and Jabu are sleeping together in Mama's bed and Mr G is on the couch in the TV room with Tyson, hmm I don't have the room fan running this morningm, maybe my BP is up. Maybe I should go for a cool shower now at 03:41 SAST. Fuck it let me wait till sunrise and jump in the 16 C pool. Virtualbox is almost done. I have iniciated start up sequence of my room fan and it's about to reach max RPM but is rather noisy this morning. Max RPM reached, cooler now, I have rebooted Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta or is it Alpha on my S145. "the software on this system is up to date" We have a 5.15 kernel on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta, better late than never. Mageia Linux 8 was the first with kernel 5.15. I am not content with the power settings. Right next lady for a shave. In the country that I come from and in particular Tata a Principal Electrical Engineer (whom predicted ESC load shedding situation) and Master Artisan who took nineteen years to built his and Mama's 320 square double story house never charged friend's or family for labour. 04:11 SAST let me have a break. 05:28 SAST the sun has risen. I had a power nap on the couch from 07:01 SAST till 08:25 SAST, feel a bit tired still. Miss S brought meat and we will braai (BBQ) today with pap. Saturday's and Sunday's are very quite days in Pennington. 10:20 SAST the laundry if finished and the girls will hang the laundry. Friday I discovered that my jeans which I used to use to visit Mama at Summerhill Lodge and needed a belt also to which I went to a funeral a while back no longer fit me around the waist with the button. I always wore them when riding to iNkombo and Summerhill Lodge and spins to Sezela and Malangeni on my TSR. Lucky I was donated a pair of jeans which fit me if I do not wear boxer under ware but become a bit loose after a while with the weight of my cell phone and wallet. The pap together with the meds has made me put on a whole lot of weight. I had a beer boep in my younger years and whilst working on site an African said in S Sotho that I will loose my beer belly in the new South Africa, fuck you. The weather is changing and Jabu is asleep whilst Miss S is resting, I just came out the pool at 17:45 after feeding Tyson. We had a fantastic braai, pap, wors, mutton steak's coleslaw and salad. thanks Miss S. I have put on my SOWETO dressing gown but it's getting a bit hot now and I will put on my boxers and T-Shirt. At 17:59 SAST Bitcoin is sitting at 40 006 USD per coin. A few hours till the week ends, let's hope it ends well. Now 18:04 SAST. In 2012 I put in six security luminaires around Mama's house which all still graft, I only use them when someone is coming to visit at night. As well as five outdoor up lighters to shine on the many trees, unfortunatly the monkeys have destroyed them all bar the security luminaires. There was no outside stop cock when Mama and I moved in so I put one in as well, and two taps at the front and kitchen side of the house. The carport I designed was destroyed two years ago by two troops of monkeys having a battle on top of the carport. I had laid a 80 mm slab just big enough for my TSR in the carport, when I sold my tool shed I parked my TSR under the braai hut. Mr A was very helpful but has long since retired. We had many braai's when Mama was still alive. I used to back my TSR out and we would braai in the braai hut. Jabu and I have our differences in braaing, I prefer to use wood and she likes charcoal. We have an abundant supply of fire wood. At 21:15 SAST I retired and woke at... 20/02/2022 03:04 SAST Sunday All is quite and as usual I am drinking my Turkish brew and have smoked my first fag already. Right let me test out my Dolby audio on my S145. It's just too quite here as I sit naked with the noisy room fan off and the concrete floor cold when my feet miss the mat. I am very chuffed with my new jeans, they should have shrunk a bit in yesterdays laundry. I am listening to relaxing music now by Roxette, no heavy metal this morning. 04:42 SAST let me go brew some Rooibos tea. I have just come up with a brilliant idea. A chicken flatie on the braai as we did when Mama was alive seeing as the electrical stove/oven is US. Let me fetch my Rooibos tea, sunrise soon. I will see if there are any updates on 22.04 Beta but I don't think so on the weekend. There where a few updates, I don't think I will be in Pennington on April 21st when Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS is released, it will be exactly one year since Mama passed away. I remember the JHB day's every six month's for most distro's when I used to burn tons of DVD's in the wee hours of the morning on good media, Verbatim then I changed to another good quality brand of DVD's. One of my client's told me my DVD's last forever. Anyway the birds are chirping, the back of my neck is stiff let me have a break at 05:20 SAST. Miss S, Jabu's best friend woke up early and I offered he some tea like I used to bring to makagwazi in the early morning but she said she was ok. Jabu liked my idea of a chicken flattie braai, we have one chicken left over in the freezer. Jabu cooked me one fried egg and three slices of brown bread, I think Miss S had the same. Miss S had to catch the 13:45 taxi home so we where pressed for time. There will be no hugs and kisses for me tonight from Jabu, pity I need a woman's touch. Jabu is having one of her jealous moods. Basically I had a great last birthday in Pennington from Friday till Sunday. At 18:30 SAST I took Tyson for twenty one minute walk. Pity Jabu does not want to go for it as I discovered the other day that the herbs do work again after not taking them for ages. AsI sit here with the cool air circulation of the room fan at 20:55 SAST I wonder if I will fall asleep tonight. I had two power naps today in excess of one hour each. In the background I can hear YT Music playing love songs in the TV room on my cell. My coffee is now finished drinking from the mug which Jabu gave me for my birthday. Miss S gave me a mug as well with all hearts and some chocolate. Mr G said I was just a whitey and not his brother in law. He as well as Mr Z are alcoholic's and Jabu takes advice from them like I said. Deep down Jabu loves me but it's this ED of mine that has fucked up our sexual relationship. 21:03 SAST let me brew some Rooibos tea and take my meds. 21:05 SAST actually I am just going to take my meds and fuck off to sleep. Amandla ED. Actually I forgot to take my night meds and Jabu brought them to me in bed. 21/02/2022 02:04 SAST Monday Ubuntu Linux 21.10 does now print to my print device. I printed a pic of Mama at 45% scaling. Mama passed away ten months ago today and Dominic eleven months today. I had some photo paper somewhere but I don't know where it is. May your soul Mama and the souls of all our family and the souls of the faithfully departed rest in peace till Jesus come to judge the living and the dead. There will be a lot of swimming today as I spend a lonely day with Tyson, 03:14 SAST, I can hear Tyson is up to mischief, he wants to go on one of his night patrol's again. I let him out and he pisses against the washing line pole then he goes own to the bottom of the garden where I cannot see, I need to change around the security lumainares boot sequence. I have activated the security luminares on the eastern side of the house. The west is a wee bit dark since Johan's outdoor security luminaire failed when he moved out on the 31/01/2022. Let me go check if Tyson is back. I don't like him fucking around at this time of the morning because of the nyoka's. 03:32 SAST Tyson is still not back. I have activated all the security luminares. This is the time of the morning when the para's hang out. I wonder what Tyson does at the southern part of the garden, maybe he goes out to check out the cat's. I took his choke chain of yesterday because he either loses it in the house or outside. 03:41 SAST let me go see if Tyson is back, this is interupting my online Catholic Mass. I have now locked the kitchen security gate at 03:49 SAST whilst I am brewing my Rooibos tea and have my weapon at ready. 03:50 SAST let me go fetch my Rooibos tea. 03:55 SAST now I will fetch my Rooibos tea and see what's up with Tyson. 03:59 SAST Tyson just galloped past the kitchen door, he is obviously having lack of exercise even though I do walk him. He needs a good run now and again, like farther, like son, Tyson is a night owl. Tyson reminds me of Ober my German Sheppard in JHB, very obidiant. Fuck the spelling you know what I mean. I need to remember later this morning to change the boot sequence of my luminares on the west side of the house. 04:13 SAST Tyson is back out of breath. I let him in through the front door and gave him some fresh water. Don't feel like deactivating all the security luminaires now, will do so before sunrise. 04:20 SAST let me check at what time exactly is sunrise. Fuck fall will be here soon, the sun rises at 05:41 SAST. I hate fall, it's ice cold between 15:00 SAST and 10:00 SAST. Last year I recorded 12 C in the TV room but the average was 15 C. During summer the highest temp I have recorded in the TV room is 32 C. I am feeling good and stable this morning as I had my two power naps yesterday. My Sister from THMC once told me to set my alarm to a specific time every morning so I wake the same time, I was also advised this by a Doctor. I enjoy waking up in the wee hours of the morning and having power naps during the day. As of today I will have a total shutdown, put my cell on flight mode and have my morning power nap in bed after breakfast and once I have fed Tyson. It's a pity I have to loose Tyson. Last K9, last motor vehicle and last wife. 04:38 SAST let me have a break now. Actually let me upload at 04:50 SAST and relax on the couch, the back of my neck is stiff with tension, I actually need 1 mg of Rivitrol. 05:50 SAST I brew Jabu her lemon water. I am now drinking coffee from the mug she gave me for my birthday. Let me go watch the weather report on 404. I fed Tyson at 06:55 and once finished eating he wanted to go out again, Tyson pissed against the garden chair I use to put my laundry basket on and we both noticed a ha de daa and a cat. He chased the cat and then came back inside. I am playing Ave Maria via Jabu's Bluetooth speaker, Mama's fav song which she requested to be played at a wedding. 07:14 SAST let's hope I get some breakfast. I fall asleep on the couch and wake just as Jabu is leaving for work and fell asleep again. Jabu left my egg, fried tomatoe, fried onion and four slices of bread in the microwave. I just had breakfast now at 09:20 SAST. Let me take my meds, I have a pinched nerve in my thigh. I need to remember to iniciate the correct boot sequence of the Security luminaires. 09:39 SAST right let me take my meds. 09:47 SAST meds taken an correct security luminaire at ready. Let's do a dry run.
Happy birthday Kasia25/02/2022 15:34 SAST Friday I had to reboot Ubuntu Linux 21.10 to rsync the Windows 10 image onto flash drive. If I am bored I will install Windows 10 to virtualbox. Brent crude stands at 92.05 USD now. 21:33 SAST Generations soapie was extended, so Uzalo soapie was at 21:00 SAST. From 15:12 SAST spent most of the time on YT Music listening to the songs 100 lat via Bluetooth. 26/02/2022 03:36 SAST Saturday Had a good nights sleep. 04:00 SAST drinking my Turkish brew as usual. Will now update Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS Beta on virtualbox. 04:44 SAST will attempt to upgrade Ubuntu Linux 21.10 to Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta I call it Beta but it's actually the final 24th February 2022 final freeze. Wish me good luck. 05:12 SAST X crashed on my Ubuntu Linux 22.04 Beta during upgrade. First time. It was beyond the scope of my savy to repair as "vim" was not installed, I forgot about "nano" and the South African mirror was not resolving. Will try again another time when the South African Ubuntu mirror wakes up. 05:43 SAST Or better still will download Ubuntu Linux 22.04 daily build and install from flash drive, ah that's an idea, let me do that. 05:52 SAST Happy hacking cunt. Took a break for fruit salad and meds, lost track of time I was having so much fun. 09:03 SAST Amandla NATO. 11:15 SAST woke from a power nap. Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS, lets call it Beta with kernel 5.15 my touch pad does not graft unlike Mageia Linux 8 neither does Bluetooth on my S145, Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS Beta, Bluetooth connects my Bluetooth speaker but cannot select the correct speaker in sound settings. Still a long way to go till 21st April 2022. 11:27 SAST at midday a guy from Durban is coming to purchse my made in the USSR binoculars, real collectors items, they are. He arrived after 13:00 SAST Amandla TSR, Amandla Monti Cristo No 2. Jabu arrived fron Umzinto at 13:36 SAST whilst I was cooking the beef stew, Saturday is beef stew, phutu and chaten day. She done her hair up nicely with plaits for 200 ZAR which she will give me back when she is paid. She recon's it too hot with the way her hair was straight. Jabu also purchased 20 ZAR onions, a big pack dirt cheap. Fucking Bluetooth connects but does not play on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 (Beta so to speak), neither does the touch pad work. Amandla Mageia Linux 8. 14:52 SAST let me go check the stew, I have not had lunch, very pleasant Indain chap from Durban purchased the binoculars. He got a real good deal. Jabu has taken over cooking the spell check is not grafting in Ubuntu Linux 22.04 (beta so to speak). I still wonder which cunt opened the company fosscds.co.za in December 2006. Must be a poes with a lot of bucks to sponsor them for five years. 16:14 SAST I am quite hungry now, looking forward to an early supper. I was once in Cape Town years back and Canoical was using Windows in there offices. 18:49 SAST It's a long way to go till Ubuntu Linux 20.04 LTS Beta is released so I might have to reinstall Ubuntu Linux 21.10 in a jiffy, Ubuntu Linux 20.04 LTS is due 31/03/2022. The phutu, chaten and beef stew was lovely and delicious as usual coming from Jabu's hands. Lets check for updates. Actually Ubuntu Linux has been very good to me especially on my 250 G5, I need to remember to upgrade to Ubuntu Linux 20.04.4 on my 250 G5. Can you believe I started typing this book on a Centrino Duo then a Celeron and now an i5. I have just changed the language to UK so I need to logout 19:44 SAST Jabu is sleeping on the couch, don't have Trace Urban no more so will spend more time on YouTube. Dolby audio grafts just fine on my S145 using Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing. I almost called my Dentist on Friday and wanted to invite her and her husband for Sunday lunch. She is a very pretty girl and does wonders on my teeth, worked with Carina. Jabu's hair is painful so there will be nothing this weekend even though this morning before she went to Umzinto she did make my day. USA Brent crude is sitting at 91.91 USD. 21:17 SAST Let me reboot. 21:43 SAST I need to get to the Park Rynie veggie shop urgently during the week. I need to arrange a lift but who. Fuck I don't have my TSR nor my Elantra. I will think of something. Hit the sack around, 22:15 SAST. 27/02/2022 02:10 SAST Sunday March 2012 when we arrived in Pennington, Linux Mint, then Mageia Linux and third was Ubutnu Linux according to distrowatch.com ranked as the top distro's in the world. In 2017 Mageai Linux had dropped out the picture. What a shame. Money talks. I of course used Mageia Linux on my i5 over clocked Desktop machine. Pity the mobo eventually fucked out. As did the mobo on my file server and Debian burning AMD desktop machine. Let me see if Ubuntu Linux 20.0.3 needs any updates on my 250 G5 as 20.04.4 LTS has been released. No I am already on Ubuntu Linux 20.0.4 LTS on my 250 G5. I am listening to YT Music on my cell. Last night I told Jabu I am going to attempt to sleep with a prostitute, that's why I need to get to the Park Rynie veggie shop so she said she is leaving me at the end of February 2022. What kind of married life is this where I get no hugs, Kisses nor oral sex except on the 13th February 2022. Fuck this and I can't walk to OK Foods and back up the hill one click. Pity I sold my dishwasher. Maybe I will walk down to OK Foods with my back pack and catch a Taxi back up but that will have to be after 13:30 SAST. Fuck this always relying on someone for transport. I will miss Jabu's excellent cooking. Last time we had an argument she wanted to take her two gas cylinders with her which are filled up with gas I paid for. Jabu is very materialistic. 03:42 SAST I can hear her snoring now. What we on now, Turkish, let me brew some Rooibos. As usual I am feeling quite Stable this morning. I think I will keep YT Music when it expires in March even though I cancelled it. As per the Covid-19 regulations estate agents are not allowed to give me a lift into Scottburgh. The Taxi's from Umzinto to Pennington are few and far between, even though Jabu returned early yesterday. mmm I still have Turkish let me see what's on the tube and relax for fifteen minutes at 03:52 SAST. Looks like I relaxed for more than fifteen minutes, there is a glimmer of light outside and a bird chirping as well as the purring of my i5 S145 CPU fan, I am not used to a fan on a CPU laptop as my 250 G5 Celeron does not have a fan at all, like I said Mhlengi used to play Call of Duty Black Ops on the Celeron for hours and finished the game even with a low frame rate. It's 05:33 SAST and the first car has just driven by, whilst I brew my Rooibos tea. I sent Jabu a Whatsapp text that we need to stay together in illness, good health, poorness and riches till Jesus comes. It will be our anniversary soon all the 18"s, her birthday is the 18th of March, Mhlengi's birthday is the 18th of April and our wedding anniversary is 18th May, my birthday was on the 18th of February. Does not look like rain yet so I might braai that flattie today even though the forecast is rain. Let me go fetch my Rooibos tea as one or two birds chirp. So nice and peaceful in Pennington. Must be sunrise by now, can't see through the clouds and Tyson has come to my office to let him out at 05:44 SAST. Hold on it is raining, Tyson has gone for his patrol around the house. I think he likes playing with cat's. As long as the nyoka's don't get him. Reminds me of Praveen when he opened my bonnet once and there was a kitten in the engine compartemant and he shat himself a bit, he thought it was a nyoka. Tyson is back let me go lock the security gate, Jabu says it's unsafe especially at night to leave the security gate open and it's almost time to feed Tyson anyway. So I fell asleep in bed and woke at 08:22 SAST to feed Tyson and will take my meds once I have had breakfast on this cool overcast rainy day. 09:20 SAST Jabu is making fruit salad and speaking to me after the text I sent to her early this morning. Tyson will mot eat this morning. We will braai today, free charcoal and fire wood. The oven is fucked like I said so we will have a chicken flattie under the TSR shed. I am braaing and Jabu will cook the mash. I have not been watching the local news much, I hope President Ramaphosa is not on Putin"s side. I am a bit bored with Farther Roni so I found a Mass from the USA. 12:32 SAST I give up Jabu can start the charcoal braai, i tried, we had many wood braai's which I started when Mama was alive, fuck charcoal. This fucking WI-FI is buffering; its a bit dicey uploading at 13:07 SAST. Bon appetite. 18:17 SAST Jabu and I had a great day, Just one thing missing. Tyson is getting used to Mama's place and ate supper. Tyson guards me when I go for a swim at night. It can't be like this, maybe I will be get lucky soon. Might as well be in eThembeni or Umzimkulu. Talking of wives, isisZulu girls are allowed to have two husband's now, I would like to have Doctor Ndlovo as my third wife and the pretty Dentist girl as my second wife. They can support me :-) Dream on. As I sit here drinking my Rooibos tea I am getting hot, maybe I will go for another swim just before sunset. The girls at Mafuta General really turn me off and the soapie should not be setting an example of obesity. I can hear the love songs playing via Jabu's Bluetooth speaker on YT Music from the TV room but Jabu does not listen nor understand the words I think. We listened to Gospel Gather music the whole day. I have given up trying, a prostitute it is when I find one. Fuck this machine is running hot, Core 0 is at 66 C, let me reboot at 18:37 SAST. 18:48 SAST I think that will be all for now, I hope Putin gets fucked up. Let me have a bath, brush my teeth which I have not brushed since Wednesday because of my tooth extraction. 28/02/2022 02:10 SAST Monday First thing check my cell for messages then the Turkish brew. 03:31 SAST Actually my Turkish brew is finished let me brew some Rooibos tea. Brent Crude stands at 95.96 USD. I have searched all over the house except our bedroom and cannot find my pyjama trousers. Let me enjoy my Rooibos tea whilst I listen to Father Roni from Australia. So far so good, one update on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 testing and no updates on Mageai Linux 8, just waiting for Mageia Linux 8 to be hit by a strike craft missile. Deepin 20.4 served me well yesterday in the TV room. I did not do a system update as it would have fucked up my GRUB. Ubuntu Linux 22.04 testing has just the right GRUB. Let me check again if my cell has any weekend updates. Nada, what will I do today? There is beef stew and phutu for lunch and I am sure Jabu will make me some fruit salad and a fried egg with brown bread for breakfast. I am a bit sorry to let my made in USSR binoculars go but I have another pair. Today Jabu will purchase milk, bread, crisps and fanta grape. Mhlengi is coming to visit me on Tuesday if things don't change. Fucking trash day again, I will have to have the rake, plastic bag and dust pan ready because these fucking monkeys are going to fuck up our trash again. I put the trash out at 09:00 SAST but the trash guys only come at 10:00 SAST even though they once came at 09:16 SAST. 05:05 SAST been watching CNN on you tube, let me get out of here before that strike craft missile hits Mageia Linux, oH I am doing the laundry looks like a nice sunny day forecast for today. Amandla to fuckall. 05:08 SAST Good morning. 06:00 SAST I decided to watch "Morning Live" a South African news program, of course President Ramaphosa gave his view point on the Russia Ukraine affair. President Ramaphosa said "mediation" I resign as a member of the ANC. It is well known that the ANC is friends with Russia, China (whom I have nothing against, my TSR went two up to the Scottburgh motor show with Mama and I lifted Jabu all over the place when the TSR was new and was made in China) and Cuba (who makes fantastic cigars, my fav been the Monti Christo no 2). Dear President Ramamphosa you should not let your guys have taken out my Multichoice LNB. My Multichoice LNB about three Saturdays ago (have the invoice somewhere) in the early Saturday morning was hit by a HFM and exploded, you want to fuck with my electronic equipment beacause I am typing this book. Think I am bull shitting, as a child I saw an electronics boffin make the next door neighbours TV jump from 100 meters and as of today the army guys know it can be done. 11:22 SAST had a good power nap and am listening to Father Roni Holy Catholic Mass on Mageai Linux 8 which frooze again overnight. Can't get the fucking Bluetooth to connect as in Debian GNU/Linux 11.2 KDE Plasma. Some fuck up with KDE Plasma. I am now onto my second Holy Catholic Mass from the USA. Let me start from the beginning. 11:51 SAST Almost lunch time. Uubntu Linux 22.04 lTS testing now connects to Jabu's Bluetooth speaker, so I occasionally play it full blast, Tyson goes outside and lies in the sun. 01/03/2022 00:57 SAST Tuesday Trash day, as usual I checked my cell messages and updated. Having a nice Turkish brew now. Lets start at 10 RPM. Full blast but still stuffy, wish I had an air con. Mhlengi is coming to visit this afternoon and will sleep over. I purchased some crisps and Fanta orange for him as OK Foods does not seem to stock Fanta grape anymore. Mhlengi does not have a sweet tooth. I am really pissed off, Bitcoin was sitting at 37 856 USD per coin the other day and not it's sitting at 43 271 USD per coin at 01:40 SAST. Fuck if I had 200 K ZAR to invest. 02:09 SAST TYson just came back from his nifght patrol and I had a skinny dip whilst he was about it. Nice and cool now. 02:11 SAST let me listen to some YT Music. 03:56 SAST watching my third Holy Catholic Mass online. And watching DSTV Bass at the same time, wow I can multitask. Feel a bit tired let me upload at 04:00 SAST, so pissed of with Bitcoin, if I had invested at 37 856 USD per coin and now Bitcoin sits at 43 271 USD per coin I would have made a bundle. 05:21 SAST been looping "crazy ke ra re" and now playing "no surender" on my Bluetooth speaker. Also had a Razor Glide shave. There is no glimmer of sun yet but I can hear the birds chirping, Mhlengi is coming in the afternoon to sleep over. Jabu says wants not scefe from me. I think she is going to bit pissed of with me as I am playing the music a bit loud. Totem does not graft on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 testing so I am using VLC. Fuck my neck is stiff and tense, I used to have 0.5 mg tabs of Rivitrol with me in the office, I need 1 mg right now or a fucking good massage. Bingo where is Tata's masssager, if I can find it. Now I can see the sky at 05:30 SAST but not the road yet, it's supposed to rain today. I could not for the life of me find "no surrender" on YT Music yesterday. I am thirsty now and have been up early, let me have a relaxing swim when the sun rises in a few minutes. 05:45 SAST Jabu sends me to bed. I wake at 07:40 SAST, power nap numer one. 09:03 SAST I am going to check for updates on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing. Nada. I hate it when there are no updates especially on Ubuntu Linux, I fell there is something amiss. Lets see if the Bluetooth still grafts, does this time through Jabu's Bluetooth speaker. Jabu made me fruit salad and egg mayo sandwitches for breakfast. Does not matter which room I am in I can hear Holy Catholic Mass. 09:34 SAST went for a swim with Tyson. Here are the monkeys again at the trash, fucking pests. Only one mokey so far. I wish I had a paint ball gun like Johan had. Fucking shit is picking apart the trash. Like I said my Multichoice LNB was taken out three Saturday mornings ago by electronic means. 10:00 SAST let me upload. 12:02 SAST Jabu's Bluetooth speaker is buffering after my swim. Let me have lunch. I am quite hungry. 12:29 SAST let me call it a morning. 14:08 SAST Brent crude is sitting at 99.82 USD. Just woke up from another power nap. Need to go jump in the pool to freshen myself up. For a testing release Ubunutu Linux 22.04 LTS does not have many updates or are mine being blocked. Fuck this let me go for a swim. 14:57 SAST waitng for Mhlengi eagarly. Brent crude is now 100.65 USD. Bitcoin has jumped up to 44 647 USD per coin. Fuck. I bought Mhlengi Fanta orange and crisps, he does not have a sweet tooth. Let me go have some Jacob's, bought two got one free. Jabu says I was ripped off. I love shopping at Checkers, I know where all the groceries are exactly. Ok Foods has brillant specials as well. But Boxer is the cheapest and best in Umzinto. 16:00 SAST Strange a man of the cloth used my shower a week ago and the shower has stopped since then dripping a gallon of water a day. At 15:57 SAST Mhlengi let me know he is on his way. Jabu arrived from work at 16:15 SAST and Mhlengi arrived a few minutes later. 18:56 SAST Just got out the shower, once again Jesus thank you for hot running water even though I had a cool shower. The three of us will be eating pap and russians for supper. Mhlengi was a bit hungry when he arrived so he ate some leftover chicken stew and rice which I had some for lunch. Jabu has finished wathing mafuta general and has started to cook. I was too tierd to take Tyson for a walk today. 19:13 SAST let me go relax in front of the TV. 20:26 SAST supper finished. Even though I have had a shower I really feel like a swim, its so hot in my office. Maybe once my food has settled down I will go for a swim with the nyoka's. No, 20:40 SAST Good night. 02/03/2022 02:04 SAST Wednesday Just as I got up Tyson was in the kitchen ready for his night patrol. Turkish and a fag as usual, tyson did not stay out long. At 02:53 SAST Brent crude is sitting at 105.95 USD dollars and fucking unpredictable Bitcoin is sitting at 44 179 USD per coin. Fuck I invested 2500 ZAR at 38 856 USD and sold at 37 542 USD per coin, if only I had held on but I needed the bucks as I was short. 05:13 SAST One of my 32 Gig flash drives I used to backup is now US. Can't for the life of me get Bluetooth to connect to any Bluetooth speaker with Debian GNU/Linux KDE Plasma 11.2 after reading the Wiki. Debian is best left alone as a server from the command line only or as a file and burning server like i had in JHB with a GUI. I need to try and boot into Mageia Linux 8 Gnome and see if the Bluetooh connects. I would love to go down to the beach with Mhlengi this morning but my lower back will not make it. Too much pap. Even though last Wednesday my lower back did not take too much strain at G.J. Crookes, I just did not feel like walking down to the Gateway Clinic to have my booster shot even though I did not bring my ID with. 05:27 SAST the birds have started to chirp again. I am currently backing up my whole /home to extrnal HDD. 05:30 SAST time to have a break. 06:10 SAST been listening to clasic music on my cell phone via Jabu's Bluetooth speaker quietly. Adios till next time. 08:35 SASt Mhelengi and I leave for the beach, Tyson would not get int o the car, even though he did get in when I took him to the vet. Mhlengi and I had a wonderful time in the cloudy sky, I did not get a Lithium burn. We returned via OK foods to purchase some milk, bread and pet mince. 12:12 SAST Mhlengi and I are listening to YT Music, I am try to teach Mhlengi to appreciate classice music instead of just hip hop. 13:16 SAST Mhlengi and I are chilling out and listening to YT Music and the BBC news. 14:45 SAST approx I had my power nap till Jabu arrived back from work at 16:15 SAST approx. Jabu was already sitting on the couch. I fed Tyson and went for a swim to freshen up. Your the man Mhlengi, I managed to spill my one quarter of Rooibos tea on the floor which Mhlengi helped me to mop up. I am drinking coffee now at 08:40 SAST, how quicly the day has gone by. Mhlengi will be leaving soon, I was great to have my son over. I see Jabu has started to cook during mafuta general. Let me check if Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing has any updates, the updates normally pop up by themselves. Updates are coming in one by one, long way to go till 31/03/2022 Beta and still longer till 21/04/2022 Final release. Mama's exact passing of one year. From my past experience Ubunu Linux first final freeze is very stable. I don't know why Totem does not graft, my fav music video player. Next time I am depressed or in the incorrect frame of mind, going against two local Doctors orders, I will have some wheat. The wheat really kicked me into the right mood on 23/12/2021. Just need to order some wheat. 19:31 SAST it's getting a bit hot in here let me get out of my office. How nice it was to go to the beach with Mhlengi today and break away from my hermit lifestyle. If I had know the tidal pool was full of water I would have brought my swimming gear along. 19:52 SAST supper is almosts ready, Mhelinge did not want to eat lunch, he only eats twice a day as he is a fashion model, fuck the drink Trinco tea at makakwazi's place. I had a late lunch of russians, gravy and three slices of bread before I had my power nap. Jabu is in a good mood today, I am sure she is also very happy to spend some time with her son. After supper, mince and rice I went for a swim at 20:02 SAST not skinny dipping this time, it's so lekker to have a pool. I don't feel tired tonight but am sure I will hit the sack early. 21:23 SAST Brent crude oil now stands at 110.60 USD. 21:25 SAST 117 updates for Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing, Opera browser seems to be causing havoc. Will reboot even if I don't have to after all these updates. 21:38 SAST "shutdown -r fucking now" Watched TV with Jabu and Mhlengi, Jabu went to sleep early at 22:00 SAST after her bath, Mhelngi and I stayed up till 23:15 SAST, I watched a bit of Channel O "unsensored". Then Crashed. 03/03/2022 05:43 SAST Thursday Spent the whole night up and down pissing till I woke at 05:35 SAST. Will be nice and fresh this morning till the meds kick in. This morning Brent crude is at 113.52 at 05:47 SAST. Bitcoin sits at 43 360 USD per coin. Jabu just got up and is busy with her bath, let me ask her if she wants some lemon water.I am drinking a cold Turkish I brewed at 02:02 SAST. It's way past sunrise. "Morning Live" a South African news program, Ramaphosa abstains against a vote against Russia. 06:55 Pissed of I take Tyson for a twenty seven minute walk. Jabu leaves for work early and is not at Mama's place when I return. Mhlengi is fast asleep. When Mhlengi wakes he has fruit salad and leftover chciken stew and rice for breakfast, I feel sorry that I cannot support him. Mhlengi after a shower and I told him to shampoo his hair leaves for Malangeni at 12:07 SAST. He did not want to eat, he wants to progress his career as a fashion model. We had a good time togehter. This spell check does not graft so my spelling is worse than usual. 12:48 SAST I have the munchies, let me eat something. A half russiain with gravy and mash and gravy with a couple slices of bread. 13:03 SAST time for a siesta. 15:15 SAST siesta over. Waitning for Jabu to come back from work so I can brew her tea. Mhlengi arrived at makakwazi's place at 16:57 SAST. Jabu is in a good mood when she arrives back from work. She had some clothes donated on the way and three shirts for me. Tonight will be pap and pork, normally Jabu cuts the pork into small pieces for me because of my teeth. 19:01 SAST Mohamed phones me and says he will bring back the car cover but he requires the license disk as well, I told him that I had already put the Elanra in his name. Mohamed is coming from Durban, I hope there will be no scefe. Mohamed cancelled he has no car to come with. 04/03/2022 01:15 SAST Friday Turkish Brew :-) and online Holy Cathlic Mass by Farther Roni, will listen to the end during the day. 03:08 SAST up till now interuted by memories of the past. 03:15 SAST Book getting a bit boring now, Rooibos tea as usual. I had magic head phones that used a battery to boost the bass, lost somewhere in this mess. Now using my cell head phones which are quite good, Jabu keeps using them as hers broke. Time for a swim, not a skinny dip this time, my inner thighs are chaffed from wearing wet boxers (trunks) in the house. Reminds me of the time I was in Zakopane with my uncle and aunt, we walked click after click along a river with odd snow here and there, when we where on the way back I was fucked and a horse drawn traditional chariot gave us a lift back to the parking, thoses days it was dirt cheap. My innrer thights where blistered. 03:27 SAST let me upload now with Brent crude at 111.41 USD and Bitcoin at 41 455 USD per coin, the transfer can go through anytime now and I don't have a car to look at flats in Scottburgh as Covid-19 regulations do not allow an estate agent to pick me up and take to me to Scottburgh, apparently I have been told this by some estate agents. So it looks like we will have to rent, it's up to Jabu. What a fuck up. From the largest reseller of Linux DVD's in South Africa to pauper. Most Poles have left South Africa, there is no more a Polish Association President. Good going Cyril, keep it up. Mugabe here we come. How the fuck can Ramaphosa abstain from voting in the UN, together with North Korea. What you going to do now, with hold my meds, like you with held my Camcolit two years ago, 03:59 SAST time to swim with the inoyka. Whilst I still have a pool. Tyson also went on his night patrol but he goes sniffing around the TSR shed where there are non venumous nyoka. Nothing like a swim to cool down on a hot summers morning. So "Operation Green Mamba" has been cancelled. I am wearing my head phones like I said so I can't hear a thing around the house it's up to Tyson. Poles are taking Ukraines into their households. 04:52 SAST let me fuck around with something else. Sunrise soon. 06:52 SAST had a good power nap. Am going to bath now in Jabu's bath water. Once again thank you Jesus for hot running water. 07:13 SAST ready for a new overcast day. 13:10 SAST being chilling out with Tyson. Had two swims so far and as usual Holy Catholic online Mass. Bluetooth speaker is grafting fine on my cell and sometimes on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing, trying to update Ubuntu Linux 20.04.4 on my 250 G5. Almost time for lunch. Jabu told me to put cooking oil on my chaffed inner thights and it works but I can't swim unless I keep adding oil. 14:20 SAST someone owes me 250 ZAR for fucking up (corrupting via hacking) my 32 Gig flash drive. 17:35 Jabu and I both woke from a dooze on the couch. Let me get out of here it's too hot, maybe a swim in the cool water. 19:39 SAST Jabu is cooking real frozen fish and chips cakes like we had I had for vigilia with chips. I have taken a risk to make some bucks. 23:00 SAST watched a bit of Adult Only XXX and left it for Tom and Jerry. Tom and Jerry has changed since I last watched the show. Crashed just before 23:50 SAST. Had a slight hassle with my DSTV Mulichoice in the afternoon, first they take out my LNB and this afternoon I had a hassle picking up any channel. Error was E-18 I am in the incorrect country. My cell phone was also hacked and set to full brightness, shame the truth hurts. 05/02/2022 03:02 SAST Saturday Booted into Mageia Linux 8 with kernel 5.10, when I opened the lid this morning Mageai 8 Linux did not freeze, we will see how long it lasts this way. Being doing all kind of shit trying to get rid of the 5.15 kernel on Mageai Linux 8, I have my fav distro back for the morning. Listening to Father Roni now as it is Lent. I wonder where I will spend Easter. Not in South Africa if I am the lucky. Had enough of this shit here. My walks with Tyson are amazing, away from the concrete jungle. South Africa is such a beautiful country fucked up by politics. I have had good times from the Underberg, Central Berg and Northen Berg. Pilgrims Rest, Grasskop, Sabie, Long Tom Pass and the three sisters. By motorcycle or with girlfriends, fiancees and wives. I was once on business and stopped at Camps bay and jumped in the water with my undies. I will miss South Africa but I have had enough of this unwanted feeling here. At least I had my last K9. 05:00 SAST let me go for a piss and brew some Rooibos tea. Pity in Pennington around 20i4/2015 I got hit by electronic warfare and landed up in eThembeni at G.J. Crookes Hospital. Like I said even though I take my meds religiously they cannot evade electronic ware fare, only the Lord can. But praying for my Elantra actually made the car go into a worse state. How I prayed and prayed for five wheels and received only one. One has to be very specific when one prays to God, don't miss anything out. 05:21 SAST Autumn is on it's way, the birds are not chirping yet and there is no glimmer of light. 05:42 SAST I can see the road, I manged to get Bluetooth to graft on Mageia Linux 8 but its buffering. 05:51 SAST let me have a break. 06:00 SAST time to upload and see if I get hacked. 16:50 SAST Went for a walk with Tyson in drizzle as per Doctors orders. Spent a pleasant day with Jabu and Tyson. 06/03/2022 00:00 SAST Sunday Checked my messages and fell asleep on the couch till 01:20 SAST. Installed Ubuntu Linux 20.10 by mistake so had ro upgrade tp 21.04 and then 21.10. Did not like it so I made a startup disc of Ubuntu Linux 21.10 and here we are. I have now Ubuntu Linux 21.10 and Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing installed on my machine, much better typing with a spell checker. Jabu and I fixed the vacuum cleaner and she swept and mopped around the house whilst I was busy with Ubuntu Linux. Mageai 8 Gnome would not take my password. 12:09 SAST I need to defrost the chicken now we are having "kentucky" for lunch. The weekend is going by so quickly if only I had a motor vehicle I could go down to the beach with Tyson like I did with Bono, Hiya and Buci in my Merc C180 up till 5th December 2012 with Jabu. Memories of past Pennington, now it will be the concrete jungle. No pool, no gas stove and no Jabu. Pity Mama croaked so young, we lived off her pension. I should have taken out a life insurance policy on her in Johannesburg. I still don't get my 1890 ZAR disability grant. Too much red tape. Fucking going to go up and down to SASSA like an idiot when like I said I did the application online last year. 13:36 SAST had fruit salad for breakfast, Jabu is having one of her mood swings and she will not cut my hair nor cook, only when it suites her. So at least I have some umfodomezo for lunch. But it was just a bluff and at 14:50 SAST we had "kentucky" and mash, delicious. Had a power nap on the couch as well before lunch and a swim, let me get out of here, it's too hot. 15:08 SAST. 16:26 SAST We are relaxing in the TV room. Swimming often in this heat, would have loved to go to the beach to get a Lithium burn. Let me go sit under the fan in silence. Bitcoin is not doing to well and Brent crude just goes up and up, the Poles are scared Russia will attack Poland. 19:19 SAST being testing out my Bluetooth speakers on Totem, my Bluetooth speakers works fine, I would be lost without Totem. I had a good day today and took Tyson for a thirty minute walk at 17:00 SAST amongst the beautiful tress of Pennington, Mama used to walk the trails from the beach and OK Foods, I have done that a couple of times as well. I have never seen a place like Pennington with so many trees. Two of Mama's protected trees fell over years ago. Might as well go stay in in the Bronx (Hillbrow) if I have to move to Scottburgh. Such is life, no employment, no bucks except donated and loaned bucks. Bitcoin fucked me up this year. What I will miss most is my pool, I had an above ground pool in Johannesburg as well. The pool was in the sun so only lasted one season, when the hail came it would burst. My pool in Pennington has th eonly danger of a large branch from the tree above falling into the pool which has occured before destroying the pool. If I was in the pool at the time, six would carry and the rest would sing. Did I mention Jabu's "kentucky" and mash with gravy was delicious as always. I really appreciate what she does for me, she even ironed my boxers. 19:36 SAST let me upload and see if I get hacked. Retired at 22:10 SAST. 07/03/2022 00:17 SAST Monday Check cell phone messages and drink left over coffee. Busy brewing Turkish now. Will boot into Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing just now, no updates. 01:27 SAST Brent Crude is sitting at 125.70 USD. Bitcoin is at 38 307 USD per coin. Fuck Putin. 01:50 SAST Mageia 8 kernel 5.16 Firefox updates. 01:55 SAST let me go to the kitchen and get my Rooibos tea, fucking stray inja is barking like mad outside. And Johan's alarm went off. Poor guy who has the job looking after the place. Like I said, I had a wonderful walk with Tyson at 17:00 SAST yesterday. Feel like a swim with the noyaka's. 02:00 SAST Rooibos first. 02:30 SAST Holy Catholic Mass on line. No updates on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing at 03:32 SAST. It would be magic if Doctor Ndlovo visited me again with her penal injection, I need a good love making session as I am getting nothing. It was really magic last time Doctor Ndlovo, these penal injections let me get a real good hard on. Maybe my dreams will come true, I am also praying for a car. One never knows miracles happen. This ED sucks as you know by now, 03:44 SAST let me reboot and pray for pussy and a car. I have visited Poland twice. The first time we drove north in a Polish Fiat to a Forest retreat. A Mig 29 flew very low over us one day and I did not have a chance to take a shot with my Pentax K1000. This Mig 29 is a big fucker. Poland had just come out of USSR rule then. I still have one made in the USSR pair of binocular's left over which I will keep for myself. August 2012 from our front door, my office and Mama's room we could see the ocean but the trees have overgrown now. 04:01 SAST let me upload. Mama does not get emails anymore except the odd ad. She is gone till Jesus comes to judge the living and the dead. 04:18 SAST I love K9's, when I still had my Merc C180 we used to go for sunrise walks to the beach with Bono my Boxer K9, Buci a Dommermine Pincer and my beloved Hiya the cross Datshund who out lived my two German Sheppards. I remember helping Bono out the tidal pool on numerous occasions, Hiya did not smack the water. Like I said in JHB she used to sleep at my feet but once she heard Mama open the fridge she would dart down to see if there was anything to eat. Buci was a pain from JHB till Pennington she pissed and shat all over the place unlike Tyson. Tyson can hold in a piss and shit for a long time but now he wakes us if he needs to go out in the middle of the night to do his night patrol, Tyson prefers to look out the window during the day and bark at passer beys. I recon if push comes to shove he will take out a para. I am just afraid when he goes on my skinny dips with me the nyoka's will get him. I had a second hand German Sheppard in JHB and he chassed a para together with the bitch. Personally I think bitches are more aggresive. Right that's it let me fuck off from here, no updates so they are been blocked or I am being hacked again. 04:33 SAST there goes Johan's alarm off again, the fucking siren point's straight at our washing line and can deafen a person. 05:54 SAST Thank you Lord for answering one of my prayers, bingo. I had a good bath this morning using Jabu's bathwater. 08:14 SAST I have deceided to join the ACDP African Christian Democratic Party. Time for my power nap. Slept from 09:45 SAST till 10:45 SAST. 12:11 SAST listening to "fuck me fuck, the way you fuck me" om Bluetooth speaker. 12:40 SAST time for a swim, lunch when I am hungry. 15:06 SAST woke up from my second power nap and had lunch already, phutu and beef stew left over from Saturday. Today is four years since Buci was fatally wounded by Gus a large K9 that used to roam the streets, Jennies K9 from down our road. Can you believe it I have not had a K9 for four years. I need to enjoy Tyson as much as I can. The workers are returning back to Malangeni now, I can see them walking up the street. A large % walk the five clicks to and from iNkombo to save eight ZAR on taxi bucks, I noticed this when I had my Elantra. 15:22 SAST let me go for that swim with Tyson. Two power naps today. 19:05 SAST just came back from a sunset swim after ESC load shedding. Thank God we have a gas stove. Jabu has finished watching Mafuta General and is busy cooking pap and russians. I need to remember to power down the outside security luminaire by the pool unless I go for another swim. Its so peaceful in the pool at night, just the sound of the night. I need to beware of nyokas as I mentioned before. Supper will be ready at 20:00 SAST, I had phutu and stew for lunch but I think I already mentioned that. Bitcoin is sitting at 38 760 USD per coin at 19:13 SAST. I am listening to Mr Postman by the Carpenters now. Pity Jabu will not understand the words. I am addicted to Coca Cola, nice break from tea and coffee all day. 19:30 SAST let me go watch some TV. As I said we had russians and pap for super and I went for a skinny dip at 21:18 SAST floating on my back looking up the enormous free. 21:22 SAST let me reboot and see if Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing has any updates, there should be tons. Was using Gnome Mageia 8 Linux most of the day today. Retired early. Did I mention we had load shedding between 17:00 SAST and 18:00 SAST. Till Wednesday, but this can change at any time. Lucky we have a gas stove like I said. I wonder if the price of gas is going to shoot up with this Russia Ukraine shit. Gas as in petrol. I don't need gas without a car. Jabu is my life line to food as well as a friend. Jabu and I had an arguement whether she should speak isiZulu to Tyson. The K9 gets confused, just like Mama used to fuck up my German Sheppards, I taught Ober to sit at the wall and wait whilst the guests ate. So Mama put a plate of food down on the lawn after the guests had finished eating, fuck. 08/03/2022 03:07 SAST Tuesday Had a good nights sleep with a couple of updates on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing. The spell check is still not grafting so I prefer to use an alternate OS. Drinking my Turkish brew as usual. What is the time, let me check if its really 04:56 SAST. True as fuck it is. I don't know if the ACDP will accept me because of my foul language. Actually as long as I am on my home soil who the fuck cares who I vote for, if President Ramamphosa changes his stance on the Russia Ukriane affair I might go back to him. I used to like him. Would love a Monti Cristo no 2 right now. 05:24 SAST pitch black outside, Autumn is here. Sunrise is at 05:52 SAST. 05:32 SAST brewing Jabu's lemon water and turned on the BBC, there is a show about skiing. In his younger years Tata skied in the French Alps. Fuck so many memories I will loose when I move out of Pennington all on pics. Anyway 05:44 SAST let me give Jabu her lemon water. 07:00 SAST Fed Tyson, there is a fuck up with my ESC meter reading, looks like we used over 1100 Kwh but normally we only use 420 Kwh per month even with a gas stove, reminds me I need to order some gas. We just ran out on the weekend. Good to have a spare 9 kg bottle. At 10:45 SAST I left with Tyson for a walk, a different route this time through the trail. Mama used to use the trail quite often and it's is thick under growth. Took us thirty minutes and my lower back was not painful. Appraently the second payment for the transfer of Mama's house will be on the 23rd of March 2022. So looks like Jabu, Tyson and I will still be here for a while. 13:24 SAST let me have lunch, pap and russians. Spent the afternoon balles baking. Load shedding till Saturday. Any second now, 16:00 SAST. There we go Port Shepstone control has just hit the button. Now to wait till the electricity comes on in two and one half hours or so, Again I say lucky we have a gas stove. Just brewed some Rooibos for myself, Jabu's tea I will brew on the gas stove once she gets back from work, It really poured this morning. Let me go see if I can catch East Coast radio but it would not yesterday and today. Too many frequncies around worked 100% before. As you know my 32 Gig Sandisk flash drive was fucked up by hackers, I had to pay 200 ZAR for a 16 Gig Sandisk flash drive today, a must, used to cost 100 ZAR at Clicks stores a while back. Let me go drink my Rooibos tea, I hope my Multichoice DSTV is not fucked up when the juice comes back on like the last two days. 16:13 SAST I hear thunder coming from the ocean side. Basically a quite rainy day. Jabu is cooking the "kentucky", she peeled off the meat and we will have it with rice. 19:56 SAST supper is ready, lekker.My next vote sill be in secret 19:57 SAST lets eat whilst Jabu watches Generations soapie. 09/03/2022 18:05 SAST Wednesday Every time there is loading and the power comes back on my DSTV is fucked, yesterday Mulichoice sent a command and we had out DSTV back, I don't think we will be watching mafuta General tonight. Nor Generations and Uzalo. 18:09 SAST let me go check if my DSTV is grafing. Yesterday DSTV sent a command after Load shedding and the DSTV grafted. Basically spent the day watching online Catholic Massses this morning on Windows 10 and had a very long power nap after lunch. I have just about had it with this Linux OS shit so this might be my last entry using a Linux operating system unless Windows 10 fucks out. 18:15 SAST let me go check Multichoice DSTV. actually 18:22 SAST let me feed Tyson first, now at 18:24 SAST let me go see if the DSTV is grafting. Like magic DSTV is now grafting at 18:35 SAST just in time for Jabu to watch mafuta General. 07/03/2022 SAST the decision is not not purchase a flat in Scottburgh Don't know what Jabu and I will do. Her family is going to have a family meeting to see if I can stay in iNkombo. Otherwise I am fucked acomandation wise. Wish me good luck, I might end up sleeping off Scott street Scottburgh with Tyson on a cardboard box. There are many homeless folks in Scottburgh but Pennington does not allow them they do like SA not ZA they through them into the desert. Looks like we are having mac and mince for supper. 19:11 SAST I am listening to classics through my Bluetooth ear phones but they are a cheapie brand and do not have much of a range. Should last the two hours of load shedding at 22:00 SAST tonight unless I go to bed early, feeling quite fresh and Stable after my long afternoon power nap. We should eat at 20:00 SAST I love Jabu's mac and mince, I think it's prawns, phutu and beef stew, pap and russinas and mac and mince are my fav now. I will miss Jabu's cooking she is an excellent chef but does not let me into the kitchen when she is cooking. 19:18 SAST let me go watch some music videos on DSTV. Oh yes under Covid-19 regulations estate agent are not allowed to lift clients, prior to 07/02/2022 SAST I did not have bucks to organize a Taxi service. 20:04 SAST Jabu's delicious mac and mince is ready to be served, It will last me the whole day tomorrow. 21:22 SAST waiting for the 22:00 SAST load shedding after a magic supper. Don't feel like sleeping as I had such a long power nap or was it power naps. Oh yes just came back from a magic swim whilst Tyson was doing his night patrol. It feels so good in the stillness of the night to float on my back and look up into the giagantic tree. Did not rain much as the pool is not over full. 21:27 SAST boring evening ahead if ESC Port Shepstone control hits the button. 22:02 SAST Stage 4 load shedding, well done batman. 22:50 SAST Don't feel like sleeping tonight. Where was the November rain. Like I said I miss the Gauteng thunderstorm and Drakensberg thunderstorms the most right now. It's too late now Autumn is here and soon no more swimming, I remember in Randburg I had my last swim on the 5th of May. I feel like flying with the wind now, I need to ask Jabu if she will take me for a taxi ride. Once the taxi took us through the hills of Malangeni, real magic views. 23:00 SAST exactly, just a bit longer to go, will my battery on my S145 hold out. Looks like it will this time, One hour forty five minutes remaining, a record. 23:19 SAST Any human can be taken down by electronic means, believe me I have experienced it in Pennington and my LNB is a fine example of electronic terrorism. I used to be able to listen to East Coast Radio on my cell but the last few days there is too much static so where I always picked up on my cell ECR 100 % is dead now. 10/03/2022 00:05 SAST Thursday 01:54 SAST Time to hit the sack. 03:07 SAST Woke up again for a piss. 04:45 SAST went around the clock and updated all my distro's except Deepin 20.4 and Windows 10. Drinking cold Turkish which I brewed at 01:54 SAST. Need a shave today and a bath in Jabu's hot bath water. Like I said the shower has miracously stopped dripping a gallon a day since a man of the cloth used the shower. Going to be fucking tired today with only one hours sleep. Flight mode should work whilst I crash. Pitch black outside, sunrise is at 05:54 SAST. I am in my pj's it's a bit cool. I don't think I will go for my morning swim this morning after my bath. Did I mention that I have been offered 10 200 ZAR for the entire moveable contents of Mama's house. When Mama was alive I insured them for 350 000 ZAR. Now we only have building insurance from the executor of the estate so it's up to the Lord, Jabu, myself and Tyson to prevent the para's from coming in. 10 200 Fucking ZAR. In 2012 at Randburg I sold two thirds of the household contents in a week. 05:20 SAST a glimmer in the sky, I can see the outline of the trees. Let me go have some hot Rooibos. It's going to be a scorcher today. 05:39 SAST The sun is about to rise, God bless and enjoy your day/night, lets pray for Ukraine. 09:05 SAST woke up from my first power nap. Music still playing in the back ground. Let us pray. Time for my online Catholic Masses via earbud Bluetooth. Next load shedding at 14:00 SAST. in January 2022 I paid 805 ZAR for my Elantra car license disk which was valid till end January 2023. The 805 ZAR included courier. At 10:48 SAST Mohamed contacted me and wants the license disc, I told him I had handed in the yellow form long ago, he was not felt fuck all about my car cover and my old Cylinder head with sixteen values he stole, at 150 ZAR per valve. Like I said he came during a power failure and took over Mama's house. Mohamed was the one that filled in the yellow form. I had a very long power nap this afternoon and feel quite fresh now, even had a swim. These days I float on my back to see if any noyka's will drop from the sky. Tonight at 22:00 SAST we will have ESC load shedding again. If I am still awake I need to remember to put Windows 10 on power saving mode. Jabu is watching mafuta General soapie and cooking. I had two plates of mac and mince warmed up on the pot on the gas stove for lunch. 18:35 SAST let me go for my last swim. 20:00 SAST Jabu had cooked her delicious pap and russinas, real treat. 20:59 SAST I feel exhausted and will turn in early. 22:45 SAST I wake to total darkness. Drink last night's expresso and check my messages. Bitcoin has dropped to 39 555 USD per coin, it was around 42 300 USD per coin earlier today. Brent crude is at 105.61 USD. Only a while now of load shedding. Let me plat some music videos, the silence is deafining. Actually let me reboot at 23:14 SAST. 11/03/2022 00:00 SAST Friday Kept myself busy till 01:17, time to try and sleep 06:45 SAST Woke up to load shedding. Jabu is making me fruit salad and I have had my first swim and having my Turkish. Listening to Mozart's Requim right now. Keeps cutting out on my Bluetooth speaker. 07:23 SAST my bath water must be cold by now. Jabu boiled eggs on the gas stove, I wonder what we having for breakfast, mayo and egg sand witches, I hope so I love them. I feel good after a long sleep. Just my bladder hurt when I woke up. Managed to piss it all out now. The cleaners (domestic workers, maids) are walking down the street at 07:28 SAST. I have no more transport at all my taxi service closed down his business. It's all up to Jabu now to do the shopping, I trapped in Pennington. What would I do without my darling umfazi whom helps me so much. Carries 10 kg up the hill from OK Foods, carries 12 to 14 kg from Umzinto. I will be really fucked without her. Don't know what to do with Tyson. Unless I find a place to rent some where they allow large K9's. The Lord will provide like he provided my Elantra. 58 000 fucking ZAR loss. I was due to go for my booster shot at Pennington clinic today with the shuttle service but it was canceled by the shuttle service a second Friday in a row. I am really enjoying my Turkish. Maybe I should start using taxi's but Jabu will not tell me the signs and says the taxi's will think I am joking. Time for plan B. How will I fetch my meds? Peak hour traffic is picking up now. My kingdom for a new model TSR or Jap motorcycle. 07:52 SAST let me eat my breakfast and take my ED meds, did I tell you I came yesterday afternoon on the bed before my power nap, the Lord works in mysterious ways. That's it 07:55 SAST Just in time for Morning Live a South African news program. As the shuttle is no longer operational. I organized a lift to the Pennington Clinic at 11:15 SAST for my booster Covid-19 shot but they had run out of vials. So the kind soul took me to Park Rynie a lovely air con vaccination site. I was done in under ten minutes. Now it's just the electronic ware fare to worry about The next door buurman's whose house is empty, the gardener keeps dumping illigal garden waste on Mama's pavement. I had a long chat with Mohamed this morning before I left for the Pennington clinic. He is full of shit, I will never get my car cover and valves back. Mohamed recons he had to fit a new starter, I have an invoice for a new starter, he recons the battery was fucked, the battery was tested ok. Mohamed recons he had to buy a new radiator, Praveen cleaned and flushed the old radiator. Like I said Mohamed is full of shit and all he want's is my end January 2023 license disk. Mohamed is a very clever cunt, gave me 15 000 ZAR for my Elantra as a non runner and thought he would fix up the Elantra up and sell it for 35 000 ZAR, that's why he rushes to Mama's place at 22:00 SAST at night during a power failure, the electricity came back on when he was filling out the yellow form. The wheel is round from Mark Pillay to Rakesh to Praveen to Mohamed, suck on it. I never had such dishonesty in Gauteng. 12:58 SAST a swim then lunch. pap and russians. Retired early and woke at 23:15 SAST. Fell asleep on the couch. 12/03/2020 01:20 SAST Saturday, grafted on the S145. Woke Jabu with her lemon water which she did not drink, she wanted to go to Umzinto, so I bathed in her bath water again and Jabu left for Umzinto at 07:50 SAST. I am a bit worried as it's 17:16 right now and she has not returned unless some one gives her a lift there there are no taxi's at this time except to pick up the workers from OK Foods. I sun tanned today with my Rooibos tea, fags, Zippo lighter, Bluetooth and Tyson. I will see tonight if I have a lithium burn. My shuttle service has deceided to devote the rest of his life to the ministry, so there is only his son to give me a lift but he has more important client's so I really fucked without transport now. Once I made a booking to the Pennington Clinic and his wife ran the show, she sent both drivers of the airport whist the man of the cloth was on a fishing trip, he is the same guy who used my shower and the shower stopped dripping a gallon of water a day. Where the fuck is Jabu, I had along power nap this afternoon. The electricity came on and my battery was almost flat when I woke. Tyson is looking out the window for Jabu but does not see her at 17:47 SAST. I sent some pics of the buyer of Mama's house to the guy who is going to purchase Mama's property as I heard down the grapevin he might want to purchase the furniture, I await his reply. I was so busy today I did not have a chance to eat. 17:54 SAST still no Jabu, sunset is at 18:18 SAST. Jabu just returned at 17:58 SAST, she had to walk down two and one half clicks from Selbourne gate no two. At least it was downhill all the way. Pennington sucks with transportation. To top it all she only purchased 20 ZAR onions and tomatoes each. Let me eat something I am starving now. Bitcoin is at 39 070 at 18:08 SAST. I ate the pap and russians and two slices of bread I was supposed to have for lunch as a starter. A small portion of beef stew, chaten and phutu will be ready at 20:00 SAST. I am not feeling very hungry no so I might eat after 21:00 SAST. Jabu's Bluetooth speaker now grafts, I dropped the speaker today and it has a dent in it, she going to be very pissed off but I told her not to leave it standing up. I used Windows 10 early this morning eight Gigs of RAM is not enough for Windows 10, one needs at least sixteen Gigs of RAM for Windows 10. Otherwise it went well with Windows 10. I was just lucky that I used Windows 10 on the 09/03/2022. Variety is the spice of life and when I purchased my 250 G5 Celeron with 4 Gigs of RAM I used to use Windows 10 often. Like I said we played Need for speed, Most wanted and Call of duty black ops on the 259 G5. I have quite a few Steam games and my fav was Sniper. Thank God for an i5 now, thanks Mama, God bless your soul and may you not be witness to this friction till Jesus comes to judge the living and the dead. 20:00 SAST time to relax, two hours till load shedding. 22:02 SAST load shedding. I am afraid if I shutdown and do not sleep I will have to iniciate the start up sequence again. 22:14 SAST let me go relax on the couch whilst I listen to my collection of music videos. Pity my file server is US, Rhytmhbox would come in useful. 23:05 SAST Tyson guarded me as I went for a skinny dip in total darkness except for my torch, the huge tree above was lit by the moon and a starry night. Tomorrow Pennington will have good weather. I am sitting here wet in front of the screen typing by candle light. Those two Indians drove by today whilst I was in the pool and greeted me, the ones that took a shot of me naked through the trees and branches, they thought it was very funny. I am going to enjoy myself to the fullest whilst I have a roof over my head. Fuck I did not budget for dog food and pet mince, 515 ZAR for twenty five kg plus the pet mince. I have found a driver though, thank God, Wow that was a nice swim my hair is still wet. These above ground pools are fantastic. Always had one since the Ranburg days. 23:56 SAST to pass the time I watched clips of Jabu's and my wedding. I am still thinking how pleasant the Sister was at the Park Rynie Covid-19 vaccination site for my booster. Like I said real larny, air con, toilets the works. 13/03/2022 00:02 SAST power back on. Print device came on, lets see if its picked up. No, don't feel like fucking around with the print device now. Time to go to sleep at 00:06 SAST 05:15 SAST Woke to total darkness, there is no electricity and no WI-FI, the tower batteries are flat. There is once again a glimmer of sunlight on the horizon. I am typing by candle light again. Anyway had a good night sleep. My bladder was bursting, the sun has has risen. 05:49 SAST A new day. Just the birds are chirping and my music playing in the background. Let me go get my cold tea from the microwave. Strange ESC did not send a SMS that there is a fault. Anyway let me go drink my tea. 05:54 SAST. Have a nice day. 06:31 SAST I am back after a lovely swim, and I fed Tyson, let him out for a piss then he guarded me as I swam. I love cool water. ESC just sent a SMS that there is a fault on the transformer. Jabu said the electricity was off since 02:22 SAST. At least thank the Lord I had a good night's sleep all five hours of it. Let me not push my luck and "shutdown -vvv fucking now". Bitcoin stands at 39 158 USD per coin. Brent crude is 109.41 USD does not seem to be right. 06:52 SAST Lets hope the Lord favours us in his new week. Mama I love you, once again I am so sorry what you see from heaven. 06:54 SAST Hail Mary full of Grace please give Jabu, Tyson and I a roof over our heads and hot running water. Lets wait till ESC repairs the transformer. 07:06 SAST time for fruit salad then meds. At 07:40 SAST Jabu left for the mall and returned early at 13:12 SAST. I had in the meantime boiled one small packed of beef stew which was more than enough. I did't get any this weekend again, Khatela. At 09:35 SAST I left for Park Rynie and spent 50 ZAR for two hours of entertainment, not bad for a church sermon. There where drums, singing, and worship, If I can get transportation I will join them, I hate asking for lifts. Pity I don't have bucks for a motorcycle, A kind Indian girl and her daughters gave me a lift back to Pennington. I prefer to go to OLA but it's always a hassle to get a lift and how the fuck Jabu got back so early from the Mall I don't know. Jabu woke me at 23:12 SAST, I was on her side of the bed again. 14/03/2022 00:00 SAST Monday She purchased a flash drive for me and seeing as she says I do sweet fuck all all day I will charge her 2500 ZAR for transcoding our wedding ceremony and photo's for her, how is that. 02:21 SAST There is a thunderstorm right now in Pennington and it's pissing down. The electricity is bound to fuck out any time now. I am trying to calculate how far away is the thunderstorm but I can't see the flashes. The thunderstorm is 14 clicks away. I am using my Bluetooth via my cell so I can't hear the thunder. No skinny dipping this morning. The thunderstorm is heading away 18 clicks away now. It's gone 27 clicks away over the ocean. Shit it has changed direction, 15 clicks now. Rain is always welcome to fill up the water tanks in Malangeni and iNkombo. 02:38 SAST Transformer just tripped or worse a KZN power station if they have any except in the Berg if it's still there. 02:40 SAST Power on and off for a milli second. Now the excitement begins I wish I could have a show over the ocean. Fucking lightining can shoot right through a building and come out the other side. I remember when a bushing exploded it made a hole 400 mm by 350 mm in a building. The thunder is grumbling now. I love Monks Cowl, Champagne Castle, Royal National Park, Little SWitzerland and, Bulwer and of course the Underberg where Jabu learned to ride a horse, except to where my dear girlfriend Ndolovo sent me. Pity I don't know her first name we did make out together, odd. But she is fucking sexy. I smack to shaft her again. My Doctor will not prescribe me these ED penal injections. There we go no electricity at 02:57 SAST. 12 clicks away. Fuck 4 clicks away. I hope my APC surge protectors graft after all these years as we are not insured. Like I said, only the Lord and Tyson insures us unless it's via electronic war fare. Let me go check the ELU. 03:07 SAST the electricity is back but the thunderstorm is right above us. I would hate for Jabu to walk to work in a thunderstorm or walk anywhere. 9 clicks away. The thunderstorm is moving away now, 12 clicks. Let me go check the Multichoice DSTV decoder, looks good. Time for a mug of Rooibos. Let me work a little bit on my 250 G5 and update Windows 10 at 03:53 SAST. 04:11 SAST still checking for updates. 05:10 SAST Windows 10 installing updates. This is going to take a month of Sundays on a Celeron. Have to be patient. Tired now, let me upload and hope there is no thunderstorm damage outside. Actually let me relax and listen to online Holy Catholic Mass via Bluetooth. Fell asleep on the couch during Mass and now it's 06:47 SAST. 12:15 SAST Tea time, I have left over phutu and beef stew. Jabu as usual made fruit salad for us which helps sweet fuck all for constipation and some cheese (which was going off) and tomatoe sand witches. I received a nice hug from Jabu before she left for work. Jabu is normally in a good mood before work. Anyway let me go warm up that tea 12:52 SAST. Jabu boiled some lovely farm fresh potatoes in the microwave, Polish style with russians and beans. Did I tell you I sent Jabu a 2500 ZAR bill for transcoding our wedding and wedding pics onto flash drive, Its the first time I have used all eight cores at 90 % on my S145, what a beaut. My cooler would not come on. Jabu says I do fuck all so there you are 2500 ZAR for transcoding. I need to purchase a smaller flash drive as the 16 Gig I used is an over kill, only swam once in the morning. 15/03/2022 04:25 SAST Tuesday Had a good night's sleep, did not have to brew my Turkish as I left Last Nights Turkish in the microwave. Today is fucking trash day, I dread it, fucking monkeys always rip apart our trash if it's not the stray inja. Come to think of it the monkeys have not come to raid our kitchen in a long time. Bitcoin is holding steady around the 39 000 USD per coin mark, every time Biden opens his mouth mouth crypto falls. Wow its almost sunrise at about 06:00, Fall is really here, 05:05 SAST let me check for updates. Had a bath again in Jabu's water. Still need a shave. Maybe right now at 12:46 SAST. Nothing like a Razor Glide Aloe Vera shave with a blunt blade. Now for the piece de resistance. 12:59 SAST how time flies, a swim in 16 C water, nothing like to revive the soul, maybe Tyson had a piss as well. I am being very naughty I am listening to a one and one half hour Mass and not concentrating but swimming. 13:15 SAST let me have some coffee. At 14:15 SAST my buurman from a few hoses down visited me. We chatted and drunk Coffee and I offered him my lunch and bread as he is quite destitute. He went down to OK Foods for me to purchase macoroni and milk as the milk I opened this morning was bad. It's 17:40 SAST now and I am feeling a bit tired, maybe he wants to stay for supper. Mac and mince. I had quite a pleasant day except with Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing. The linux firmware package would not install. Its nice to have a visitor but I am quite tired now like I said. We chatted about all sort of things and he knew Mama. Once Mama and he where walking back from OK Foods and Mama collapsed where I could see her coming with some small shopping. He was helping her carry. No fucking car and thanks to Marion Mama would walk up the hill One is fucked without a car or bike in Pennington, save for Jabu who carries. I don't know what I would do without her and the good Catholic folks. But I can't be asking for rides all the time. One Doctor said I should catch a taxi, like fuck, sometimes one has to wait for two hours for the taxi to Pennington to fill up, never mind been mugged. Anyway I have taken a break now as I feel quite Khatela. 17:52 SAST I have fed Tyson and he is lying on this fav mat by my legs. He pisses mostly in the back garden and shits in the sometimes but his fav shitting place is under the quava tree. Tyson just needs a bit of encouragement to go outside but he warned me that my visitor is coming. Even though I took 1 mg Rivitrol at 15:15 SAST I still feel stressed, would not mind just going to ly down on my bed now but looks like my visitor has just ordered another black cup of coffee with two spoons of coffee and four spoons of sugar. Maybe typing a bit will relax me, I hope he visits again. I must say he did go purchase some milk and mac for us. 18:06 SAST Jabu has just given me pizza slices. Looks like Operation Green Mamba is failing again just as Operation Adder failed again today. Sunset soon in the lovely village of Pennington. Holy Mass again tomorrow if I fall asleep and the Lord my soul does not take. 18:20 SAST We are havung pap and russians with my new friend, I hope my cussing did not put him off, the Jacobs is finished let me have a double Turkish and maybe 1 mg of Rivitrol. I am back on Riccoffee now. I am listening to Elton John thru my Bluetooth buds. 18:43 SAST just has two spam calls. Let me go brew that triple Turkish. Four spoons of browm sugar, three spoons of filter coffee and hot milk, its brewing. Its pitch black outside and there was a black cat by the kitchen door. Maybe good luck. I am not so hungry now with six pizza slices I ate. I wish I could go for a swim, maybe I will. 18:55 SAST let me go change channels for my new friend. The triple Turkish with hot milk tastes fantastic. Supper at 20:00 SAST, I think I will eat later. I am full of the pizza slices, took 1 mg Rivitrol as per Doctors orders. 20:02 SAST Russians and pap are served. I ate half a plate. So all in all after all these years lucky one day I called out from my pool and asked my friend if he wants to visit one day, like I said he knew Mama well. My visior left after Uzalo in light drizzle into the pitch dark street. I did not know there is a channnel with beautiful stikkies singing in Afrikaans some times. Always this fucking Trace Urban. I retired as Adults Only XXX had started. Oh yes, I did go for a swim with my torch after he left in the rain. No lightining so no train smash. Like I said 16 C water, real refreshing, Jabu kaked me out (shat on me). Poor guy was a bit shocked to watch, mafuta general, Generations and Uzalo, he only has a radio at home. I told him if he like he can visit anytime next week, I know where he lives now. 16/03/2022 02:56 SAST Wednesday, Drinking cold Turkish I left in the micro wave Kept busy from 02:56 SAST till now 05:50 SAST, looks like a cloudy day. Time to share a bath with Jabu but first I need to feed Tyson. 07:00 SAST Turns out to be a sunny day. Fruit salad and egg mayo sammies for breakfast. Then after I took my meds at 08:00 it was Flight Mode till I woke one and one half hours later. Did go for a swim when I woke up, water a bit chilli's, 16 C but refreshing. It's like the micro climate in the Isle of Whyte. Today I tried watching the Afrikaans music channel but it"s just guys singing. So I am listening to Bonnie Tyler via Bluetooth. 14:46 SAST it has just started to rain. My 15:00 SAST meds coming up, I need to remember to take them. I call the barren spot of lawnless lawn my Elanta's graveyard. Fuck in 2005 she was a super car all 76 horses full house. My W123 200 could go up a steep hill in second but my Merc C 180 needed 1st gear up the same hill. On that fatefull day I had a choice to purchase a W123 from Durban. Fuck. Jabu says she grew up without a car so she is used to taxi's. The Lord works in mysterious ways. Like I said the more I prayed in my pool for the Elantra the more fucked it got. I sometimes wonder if watching or listening to two or three Masses a day is worth it. It's stuffy in here, no air circulation and I get flushed typing this shit since 2016. Let me go take my 15:00 meds. Nice bit of rain we are having. 15:24 SAST Jabu arrives, her boss must have dropped her off in the truck I saw it thru my office window. Good she brought some chicken pieces and salad. with. Nice to see Jabu home early. 17:46 SAST Rainy days are slepty days. We both fell asleep on the couches and I just fed Tyson. It's quite cool but not that its 25 C in the TV room. 17:58 SAST time to reboot into... Watched Tom and Jerry again tonight. Jabu is in a much better mood these days, very much better, 23:05 SAST. Oh yes went for a swim in 14 C water. 23:28 SAST lets go see whats on Adults Only XXX. 23:50 SAST let me hit the sack. 17/03/2022 03:56 SAST Thursday Turkish already in the microwave and some Rooibos. Happy St. Patrick's Day. At Catholic school we always used to get a stale hot cross bun and warm coke :-) 20:00 SAST Only had two swims today was 22 C in the TV room. Jabu cooked potatoes, beans and russians for supper tonight. 21:58 SAST watching Tom & Jerry. Since my new friend was here the other day, I found a new Afrikaans channel, sometimes nice stukkies (girls) singing. 22:40 SAST I am waiting for Jabu to fall asleep. 23:18 SAST Looks like Operation Green Mamba has failed 18/03/2022 00:01 SAST
Happy birthday Jabu my dearest umfazi18/03/2020 01:20 SAST Friday let me retire. Woke at 04:46 SAST after a few good hours sleep. I hope Jabu will be happy with her pressies. As usual I went for my swim, this time at 07:05 SAST then jumped into the hot bath. 11:11:11 SAST woke up from my power nap not long ago. Took some trash out and Tyson followed for a piss. Listening to Toni Brakton, reminds me when I was in eThembeni one of the male staff always brought along a flash drive with Toni Braxton and plugged the flash drive into the TV. My finger after all these years still sometimes feels as if there is something missing and I rub it, my wedding band. Let me change from Toni Braxton to something else. Lets not the lyrics are very intresting like the lyris by Pink, "Try" and "give me a reason" Jabu I will miss you. But in the meantime whilst we are under the same roof, not for long now, let us enjoy ourselves, especially your last birthday us being together. On the 23rd of March 2022 the buyer of Mama's house needs to make their second deposit, once the bucks are in the bank I will do the COC not some fucker from Durban like in 2017/2018. "Some days I pray for silence, I will do anything for love, but I just woun't do that" Meatloaf. 11:45 SAST Let me go for a swim. Tyson came outside with me but soon went back inside Mama's house. As I climbed into the pool I noticed monkeys so I had to climb back out the pool and close the kitchen door. As I floated on my back looking up at the giant tree I spotted the baby monkeys playing in the tree's above. It's getting a bit cool, even though it's 27 C in the TV room I feel cold, lack of sleep. Whilst I was swimming I had the pot of mac and mince with water added on the gas stove and the kettle boiling for some coffee. I have not turned on the TV today but listening thru my Bluetooth speaker to my collection of music video's on my 250 G5. 14:00 SAST I am going to take the biggest gamble of my life. The monkeys are back, they are all over the roof. I need to watch that the monkeys don't come in thru the open windows. 14:41 SAST time to listen to Holy Mass online. At 16:14 SAST Jabu arrived with the truck with groceries from OK Foods, the best local store around. The groceries are for her birthday party. She then headed to iNkombo with the driver of the truck to pick up Makakawzi and Mhlengi plus garden chairs and a table. I in the meantime unpacked the groceries. They where back quick to Mama's place at 16:47 SAST. I brewed tea for everyone and Makakwazi watched Jabu's and my wedding which I had transcoded to flash drive, I in the meantime listened to YT Music, Bocelli and such. We watched the Afrikaans stikkies singing but now it's Generations and Uzalo time. Jabu is cooking bully beef and rice for supper, I am quite hungry even though I had two plates of yesterdays mac and mince for lunch. I swam a couple of times today but the water is starting to get cold. Tyson is a bit confused with all these visitors. 21:31 SAST I think I will crash early tonight. 19/03/2022 05:05 SAST Saturday The Lord has blessed me with a good nights sleep. The birds are already chirping. Sunrise soon at 06:00 SAST. Tyson asked to be let out to do his business. Here we go the usual glimmer off light coming from the East. Its forecast to be hot and sunny today. chkproc: Warning: Possible LKM Trojan installed. also 2 suspect files. Smile you are on candid camera. 06:12 SAST I have brewed lemon water and brewed some tea for makakazi, Mhlengi is still sleeping. Tyson went out for a piss and ate his breakfast. 07:50 SAST the first guest arrives for Jabu's birthday party, today Saturday. More guests arrive via taxi just after 08:05 SAST. Jabu and the girls go fetch the birthday cake and cold drinks after 09:15 SAST at our one and only OK Foods, what would do without such a convienant store. The girls get stuck in and cook beef breyani, chicken drumsticks and lots of salads. As usual we have a delicious birthday lunch almost as if it"s a wedding. Some girls and a guy are sleeping over at Mama's house. My new friend came a bit late at 14:16 SAST and we served him some food, a Pastor and her sister also arrived. What a tremendous day. My new friend and I swam in my pool, at first he said he was not going to jump in as the water was too cold but he did dive, very friendly destitute chap. Its 21"30 SAST now and the girls are bathing. I took a break from listening and watching YT Music, my Bluetooth ear phones only last for two hours so Mhlengi borrowed me his. There was a massive amount of pics taken, Jabu had a "Happy Birthday" banner and ballons, these isiZulu girls can really make a plan. I am a bit excited so I don'y know if I will go to sleep early. So nice to have guests over in my hermit life. 21:36 SAST Bitcoin sits at 42 0037 USD per coin and Brent Crude sits at 105.35 USD. I need to go charge my Bluetooth ear phones as I am getting the signal that the battery is flat. I crashed at 22:10 SAST.
FIN PENDING23/03/2022 SAST But not quite yet. Maybe I should just keep on typing as it's the only thing that keeps me busy. Got rid of Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing, it was freezing up. Now I have two Ubuntu Linux 21.10 on my HDD. I will not install the Opera Browser it seems to have fucked up Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS testing or the hackers did. Mageai Linux 8 still freezes once the laptop lid is closed by the happy hackers. Imagine that the top Distro in the World Mageai 8 Linux freezing up on me thru WAL. So I Will sit here and type till I have no more bucks left and am homeless, might as well go out in style. It's rather hot in my office after this morning's power nap. It's lunch time so I will have a liquid lunch. Good old days of October 2012 with Mama in the Underberg. Where I pissed it up at 09:00 SAST. Let me have another, these "Hunters Gold" taste good and I don't like drinking on a full stomach just like the ED herbs. One needs to take the ED herbs on an two hour empty stomach. Merry Xmas. All I need now is to smoke Peter Stuyvesant Red Soft Pack Red instead of sometimes smoking Paul Mall Purple Switch which is a bit weak. Let me have another "Hunters Gold" and a Pall Mall Purple switch. Just fucking amazing this person with connections all over the place says I should get a job but when I ask him like I said to get me a job through his connections, he talks shit Time to relax now and watch some horse racing. Had a very quite day and not even one swim, I think I am too pissed to jump in the pool, I normally don't drink so one beer goes straight to my head, also not a good mixture with my meds but a Doctor once told me I can have a couple of beers a week, Mama was against it. April 21st will be here soon, both for Mama and for Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS. 16:57 SAST there is a thunder storm heading our way. It is 12 clicks away. 17:00 SAST the electricity just went on and off, a transformer tripped for a millisecond before the backup transformer kicked in. 17:26 SAST the thunderstorm is moving away. Mac and mince for supper tonight, yummy. Africans are titel tales, at Umzimkulu they told the sister I wash my face with urine, so the sister in front of the GP told me to tell the GP what i do with urine. real fucked up people. And it's a known fact that urine draws out boils but they did not teach them that at med school. So the thunder storm has passed and all is quite on the Eastern front. President Biden will visit Poland tomorrow. Mr T II did not come to visit today and I am glad as I had a busy day after my power nap. Tyson has not had a piss in hours, I need to let him out now, neither has he eaten. They are sending electronic signals to Tyson so he does not eat. At least he drank some water now. Just as Bono my Boxer K9 turned vicious on the third day from KZN. I never had hassles with Ober whom I purchased fro a pora at eighteen month sold. Neither did I have hassles with Panthera my black GS I purchased up north from an Afrkaans lady. Dorota also loved GS and once brought along a GS who chowed thru a wooden fence trying to get out between the back yard and front yard. Let me think there where a couple of other K9's I grew up with. In the apartheid years the buurman put a trap like a cage on his property as Mama's K9 used to sometimes jump the fence. God bless South Africa and God bless Jesus who just gave me another delicious meal thanks to an anonymous donor. Fuck it's hot and Jabu is watching Generations, let me go for a swim. Like I said Tyson is not feeling too well but he drank water. He has missed a meal before. Jabu is bathing and I am waiting for her to finish so I can bath in her bath water. Maybe I should have a shave as well. Decisions decisions. I hope Tyson is not been fucked around electronically like I have been since I arrived in bipolar village. I have just been using shotwell and my cuz Dominic has been wiped from my pic collection bar one at Tata's funeral where he is standing with his worst enemy. There is Carina all over the place, we had good times but like I said she suffered from one of the nasty bipolar variant's and was hospitalized many times at private clinics. Pity such a good girl, being bipolar is not easy. Time to go to sleep. 24/03/2022 Before sunrise The Day of our Lord, during Lent. The Stations of the cross are going crazy. Mama when alive and well always cooked a super Easter. I wish I could have rollmops and Danish herrings. And only fish for Good Friday. Mr T II said he will catch me some fish. I gave him my fishing rod but he said he has one of his own, one of my eyes was broken in my fishing rod, I had many up North but lent them out. Maybe we will have Shade for Good Friday if Mr T II keeps his word. Time for my bath, Jabu is pissed off with me because I drank her beers. 08:35 SAST had a very good day and a power nap of one and one half hours in the afternoon. Mr T II came to visit at 12:15 SAST. We ate yesterdays mac and mince at 15:00 SAST then I actually had my power nap. Jabu is pissed off with me. I did not check the clock but at around 18:00 SAST ESC cut the power to Pennington, it is now 19:54 SAST, My battery in power saving mode is now 88 %. I am playing Gather music for Jabu thru my Bluetooth speaker maybe she will lighten up. I am still waiting for a SMS from ESC as to where and what the fault is. Most probably another transformer shot its bushings and ESC will have to bring another transformer from the store at Port Shepstone. This will take ages. No maintinance that is the hassle. I could be incorrect maybe its cable theft. Like I said I am not starving as we had mac and mince at 15:00 SAST. There is some pap and gravy in the fridge, I can always warm that up. Bitcoin is doing well at 43 901 USD per coin as of 20:05 SAST, just now Bitcoin hit 44 000 USD per coin. Some analysts predicted that Bitcoin will go up to 60 000 USD per coin end March 2022, we shall see. 20:12 SAST still no electricity, I don't know how I am expected to stay in Scottburgh without a gas stove, all the flats I viewed bar one do not allow gas. 20:34 SAST battery at 62 %. Jabu is having a glass of wine left over from her birthday party. Bluetooth has started to buffer. The electricity came back on at 20:49 SAST. Of course since I typed that ESET is crap in the heat of the moment, ESET has served me well for years on my mobile devices, my fingerprint sensor does not graft any more but I still stick to my guns and say GUFW is crap. I am looping "Crazy ke ya re" which I had since the Randburg days, sexy Indian girls in short white skirts. Time to reboot, Ubuntu Linux 21.10 is responding slowly. 25/03/2022 SAST Friday I still keep thinking of fosscds.co.za from Worcester in the Cape how by a sponsor tried to break AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's, cut throat business world. How magic that fosscds.co.za received a five year mahala sponsor ship. I lost a lot of bucks and never mind my nerves. Pre 16th December 2006 I was the largest reseller of Linux OS DVD's in South Africa. Every one in the IT business knew me, now I sit typing this book with two donations since January 2016. At least typing this book keeps me busy. Last night I once again tried to install Ubuntu Linux 22.04 testing over Ubuntu Linux 21.10 and the installer crashed via Ubuntu Linux 21.10 upgrade, first time for everything. The hackers will not let me use Mageai Linux 8. This occured on my 250 G5 as well. So I sit here drinking a triple expresso, my second one in the last 12 hours and listening to Judiss Priest via Bluetooth. I got out a bit today to fetch my meds at the Pennington Clinic, the Sister who knows me for years has not been so friendly recently. They don't bother wearing masks either. She only put on a mask when she started to serve me. The only Sisters that where wearing masks where the ones doing the screening and vaccinations. I did not see Sister P today, she is a darling and so helpful. Anyway I was in and out in ten minutes, just the Sister behind the desk said there was someone before me but the patient was there for a vaccination. Maybe she is on today. It's lunchtime but I don't feel like eating, Jabu made me fruit salad and scrambled eggs and bread with Polish jam from Checkers. Unfortunatly South Africa does not have the right climate to grow strawberries and blackberries and such for jam. A Pole whom came to South Africa once asked me why the cows are so thin. He did not see Carina's father's cows, wow what stock, but I am sure oom Piet is no longer with us. He was very good to me as was his wife. Carina always used to use the term "fucked up", I once almost crawled under the table at a dinner when Carina bluntly threw a racist remark at the dinner, on the way to the farm at one of the African patrons. I miss her a bit and if I had married her then I would have a better life than now. Love is always srong in the begining, I was once at a conference in the Northen Berg where an indota and imfazi keep saying fuck off to each other and swearing at each other, years back. Jabu has just arrived, Hail Mary full of Grace let there be no shit. Let me go greet my dearest umfazi. Cold cold heart. It's going to one hell of an evening. My nerves are wrecked by her shit of the last two days. But I am incorrect, we lay in each others arms hugging on the bed and Jabu gently stroked my hair as I hugged her for what seemed forever, all I need is a hug and a kiss from Jabu sometimes. And if I am lucky more. Tonight if ESC does not cut the electricity we will be eating, chicken which I have to defrost and mash, I am sure Jabu will make a good stew. Mageai Linux 8 is not responding again. There is nothing wrong with my Mageai Linux 8 installation, it's just being hacked to death on my S145, like I said Mageai Linux was hacked to death on my 250 G5. Thank you and next time fuck you. I made a faux pas at dinner and told Jabu I like Miss N. I am always in the shit, it's just the depth that varies. So there goes the night. Jabu and I made up again before we fell asleep. 26/03/2022 03:47 SAST Saturday I have the xorddos component on my system which is shown up by rkhunter as well as the LKM Trojan on an OS I don't use at all much, MX Linux. Can't be bothered to remove them they will just install another trojan. I think Miss Google has the hots for me, I actually received eight updates on my cell this morning which is abnormal for the weekend, I am listening to classical music now but am going to change over to Pink, I am not in the mood for classics at low volume. Thank God for YT Music. I have been drinking too many home made expresso's this last week made from my filter coffee even though we do have two ancient expresso machines, ones one puts on the fire. More Rooibos today. I is the least important word but this book is about me. MX Linux is a fantastic OS till the hackers get hold of it and fuck it up for me. Bluetooth grafts out the box, actually everything grafts including my print device, I have had it with fucking Ubuntu Linux, never had so much shit with Ubuntu Linux as I have had the last few month's and I have been using fucking Ubuntu Linux for a fucking long time, Ubuntu Linux was my life line on my 250 G5. And I am useing KDE Plasma. Time to listen to the waves crashing against the beach, that's the only sound I hear now. Let me go for a piss and brew so Rooibos. Fuck this winter is coming, It's 21 C in the TV room. No more morning swims and I am sitting in my polyester SOWETO dressing gown enjoying some Rooibos, like I said all I can hear is the crashing of the waves. Ah ha the first bird chips as a car goes by at 05:34 SAST. Now the ha dee da's are chirping, Jabu spotted a nyoka at the gate when she came home yesterday but it was the non poisonous type which used to hang out on my TSR and which Jabu once killed with jeyes fluid in Mama's bedroom when Mama was alive. it's the venomous ones I am worried about when Tyson goes on his night patrol. A glimmer in the sky, sunrise soon. I used to ride often with my TSR to the rock pool at summer and have a dip after checking the tides. If we still here for Easter I would love to have a Polish Easter. Fast and fish for good Friday, lots of salad for Easter Sunday but I will find out from the ladies at PL what I need. I know I need two hard boiled eggs which are blessed. Did I mention I received the blessed body of Christ in the post on Friday. Five months late. One is supposed to share the Body of Christ during vilglia. Our local Priest would not give Mama the Body of Christ whom her younger sister always used to post every year before the SA Post Office became a fuck up and closed a few years ago in Pennington. Those where the days of AMPPOL IT Linux CD's & DVD's when one could trust the SA Post office 200 %. This country is falling to pieces and I don't know who is going to pick up the pieces. President Ramaphosa is fucked with me since he abstained in the UN vote, like I said. And I used to really like the guy even fucking voted for the ANC. The girl whom did the Census on the 20/03/2022 asked like I said if I was offered a job in two weeks would I take it of course I would take a job working remotely from home between midnight and 06:30 SAST, but maybe I repeat myself. Anyway as I see a cloudy sky and can see the road, Pennington is dead during the weekends unless the holiday makers are here. 06:00 SAST and Bitcoin stands at 44 424 USD per coin and Brent crude is at 112.64 USD. Lets see if this baby will upload on MX Linux, Have not used MX Linux for a long time, got tired of Ubuntu Linux 21.10 every time I boot into "send an error report" My "daughter" has gone missing, I have not been able to contact Miss N since Thursday. 27/03/2022 Late morning SAST Fed Tyson and he went for a piss in the rain. Jabu is fast asleep. I has a good nights sleep for a change and a very, very, very good evening with Jabu after Mr T II left. I told him I will see him Monday or Tuesday, I want to spend part of the day alone with my wife. Mr T II asks me for work so I asked him yesterday sweep the dinning room, TV Room and kitchen, by the time I was back from my swim he was finished, fuck. I think he prefers hand outs than actually working. Sweep in three minutes fuck. I have a deal with Mr T II, I give him seven fags a day and a meal if he is here and he is my butler and does work for mahala, I think that's very fair concidering the price of food. And as it is Jabu and I are battling but I can't eat and not invite him to the table. He needs to wake up, the domestic that comes once a month takes an hour to sweep. Its pissing down wit rain now. Way after sunrise, the clocks have changed up north, its 07:45 in Warsaw Poland now and Bitcoin stands at 44 692 USD per coin and Brent Crude is at 119.34 USD, I have seemed to be giving the incorrect prices for Brent crude before, I thought so when I watch the South African News "morning live". Anyway looks like its going to piss down this morning and clear up in the afternoon. Its amazing how in the past I could use "synaptic" 100 % but now ftp.saix.co.za is fucking me around. Seems these South African mirrors are fucking up all my installs on my S145, shame. Good Luck. My MX Linux repos are now fucked and I have been trying to fix them for the last hour, I downloaded "backports" by mistake. And "wiri.co.za" is very suspect as well. Always have to wake up to shit and stress. Anyway let me get out of here and when I reboot I will see what they fucked up, like I said before, thank you and next time fuck you. I am going to have a great week starting today Sunday with the Lord as my saviour. Praise be to Jesus Christ and fuck the rest. You forget the first Linux CD or DVD you purchased from me. This morning I installed Parrot Security Linux 5.0 which I last used on my Centrino Duo. It was a real fab OS then. I will check it out tomorrow morning. Once again my suspend does not graft when I close the laptop lid. For now I need a bath and to have a relaxing Sunday. I am worried about Miss N, my daughter, at last I made contact with her today. I think all those "bush mechanics" from Umzinto, Park Rynie and Pennington, need to buy me a new car, they either fucked up my Elantra badly or where playing hit and miss as to the faults Jabu cooked a magic mash, gravy and Umzinto chicken for supper. We spent a pleasant Sunday together, the start of a new week, I as usual watched Holy Catholic Mass online, whilst Jabu listened to "Gather Music". The previous last two Sundays I went to church for the first time since Mama passed away. I was supposed to be picked up at 09:30 SAST but they changed it for 16:00 SAST, then 16:30 SAST by then I was so pissed off I told them not to pick me up as I had the jippo guts. So Jabu and I spent a very pleasant day together and as yesterday a very, very, very, good evening. Jabu is still not sleeping as I am talking to Tyson after my swim. On foot, in fast cars and of course electronically they can get me any time that's why the title of this book is Electronically and Chemically hacking the human Mind Bitcoin has shot up to 46 000 USD per coin. I remember those day's I watched the Bitcoin monitor non stop. Jabu is still not asleep, she recons I am making too much noise talking to Tyson, what would she do without Facebook. I am busy updating the 250 G5, very slow, let me go see how "rkhunter" is doing. I was tired and left updating Mageai Linux 8 on my 250 G5, just closed the lid and my mind shutdown. 28/03/2022 Monday morning SAST Bitcoin stands at 46 967 USD per coin, those who have bucks in Bitcoin are making a ton. I tried this year and failed. Once again there is a glimmer of light in the sky and I am drinking yesterday's room temp Riccoffe, My kidneys hurt from lying in bed too long on a mattress Tata still bought me which is not for my weight. My kidneys also hurt when I ly on the leather couch so I try sit in the armchair now. I hope Mr T II comes to visit this morning. Bitcoin now stands at 47 013 USD per coin and rising. I wonder if the prediction will be right that Bitcoin will hit 60 000 USD per coin end March 2022. I brewed Jabu her lemon tea this morning but will not bath as I had a shower after midnight. Thank you once again Lord for hot running water. Let me go brew myself some Turkish. Did I mention that Jabu and I had a befuck two evenings this weekend, yes I did. Fing did not graft on my WI-FI network at first but now it does. 28/03/2022 10:30 SAST
I require 10 000 000 ZAR in my Bitcoin wallet as compensation for the anti psychotic meds I have been taking since 2003 without any Doctor informing me that Risperdal causes horrible ankle cramps, for hours at a time, Mama used to purchase me mag tabs which I once took twenty to no avail, never mind not one Doctor informed me except by a nod here and a grimise there by Doc K that I was being fed shit BP meds, Too top it all not one Doctor informed me that I will have ED from this shit. So I think for the pain and suffering of the meds and the electronic war fare as well as the continual hacking of my Linux OSes I should get some sort of compensation. Especially for being tortured at Umzimkulu Psychc Hospital. I know I will not get my 10 000 000 ZAR in my Bitcoin wallet as it's cheaper to just hit me once electronically and I land up in the funny farm.28/03/2022 Monday Morning SAST As usual Jabu made some fruit salad and scrambled eggs. Four herself she had umfodomezo, Sundays chicken curry with bread which I also ate for lunch. I had a relaxing day with a couple of swims. I have an outbreak of boils again, I can't keep taking fucking antibiotics as they don't help, I would have to spend my whole life on antibiotics. Its these anti psychotic meds which I take are causing the boils but Doctors beg to differ. And believe me I take my meds religiously since January 2016. What else did I do today, boiled Tyson"s pet mince and actually washed the pot as well as taking he trash out. I will crack if the stray K9's and monkeys rip apart our trash again tomorrow. Let me go watch Uzalo. 29/03/2022 01:45 SAST
FUCK LINUX FIN29/03/2022 18:02 SAST
J'taime Linux29/03/2022 18:03 SAST Rond fok ne, dis lekker ne. 29/03/2022 01:46 SAST I fucked around with Windows 10 on my 250 G5 and S145. Quite cool till the hackers started to fuck me around thirty minutes ago on Windows 10 as well. So I might as well be hacked and fucked around on my fav OS MX Linux. Mr T II came to visit this afternoon at 14:55 SAST as I was packing my night meds. He is starting to piss me off, It's the second time he has rolled a zol and the first time he rolled a zol it triggered my mind to Umzimkulu Psychc Hospital, I told him not to fucking roll zol's here. Zol is a hand rolled fag, rolled in newspaper from leftover fag ends. I shared my lunch with him, phutu and gravy. He is now sitting watching TV. I lost a fag to him watching the horse racing. He is not very game to work for his food and the seven fags I give him every time he visits. I think he is a bit of a chancer but at least I have someone to sit and talk shit with. Mohamed texted me yesterday and said he want a copy of my ID, I told him to pay for my car cover first. 1300 ZAR plus he took my old Elantra cylinder head which I did not want to give away as the 16 valves are worth 150 ZAR each. Jabu is defrosting the mince so looks like it will be mac and mince tonight. 06:30 SAST let me go watch mafuta General where in this series there are no Indian Doctors nor Sisters, odd. Anytime the hackers can make my 250 G5 and S145 US. The hackers are already busy with my cell phone. ESET has just informed me that someone has logged into my MX Live install using a phantom account. Mr T II stayed for supper and we watched the football. 30/03/2022 00:12 SAST Wednesday I have been watching a bit of the Miami Tennis after Bafana bafana lost to France in a friendly, 5-0. I woke woke again at 03:15 SAST. I need a power nap this morning but they did not collect the trash yesterday so I have to put the shit back on the pavement this morning again and hope the stray K9's and monkeys don't get the trash. I have had very little sleep these last month's with the continual hacking of my 250 G5, S145 and now my cell. Never mind WOL on my network. Nothing like a good power nap to refresh the mind, I am a bit worried that my cell voice assistant is fucking out and my fingerprint reader does not work, these low budget cell"s are not meant to last forever except my Cubot Manito made and designed in China Watch now that I have mentioned my Cubot Manito which has to be charged four times a day will fuck out, no battery available in South Africa. So I sit here at 11:22 SAST fresh from my power nap and Bitcoin has dropped to 47 365 USD per coin from 48 000 USD per coin. My working hours have changed now since 2003 till 2021, I "graft" from 22:00 SAST till around 01:30 SAST, that[s all my mind can handle but I have now noticed I "graft" more after my power nap in the morning. Fuck it's stuffy in this office with the fucked fan. The trash guys still have not come to collect the trash. So far so good my trash is intact. But not for long the monkeys are here at 14:13 SAST. Anyway let me reboot I want to see if Mageai Linux 8 is grafting. The most architectural wonderful church I have seen is the church Mariacki in Krakow, southern Poland I have seen. Where at noon every day the nuns open the Alter doors. A truly Catholic architectural master piece. I just though of this church now whilst watching Holy online Catholic Mass. That's it the monkeys are busy tearing apart our trash, fuck. I don't know why the trash guys did not come. This particular Holy online Mass I am listening to is now my fav. I spent the rest of the day swimming and yesterday mac and mince for lunch. Tonight Jabu is cooking pap with pork chops, like I said she cuts the pork chops into tiny pieces for me because of my teeth or lack thereof. I seemed to have lost a lot of teeth in Pennington. However I did put two hot red chilli's into the pot when I warmed the mac and mince, shit the chilli's where very, up north did I not only have fifty three tomatoe shrubs but tiny ver very hot chilli bush. And a big variety of veggies. My lemon tree however died. Praise be to the Lord Jesus Christ for this donated food and hot water. You may wonder why I cuss so much if I watch Holy Catholic Mass online, Jesus will come with a sword and fire and will not take shit from anyone, he will fight fire with fire and cussing with cussing. Anyway that's just my theory. I have been using quite a bit of Windows 10 lately but I find it a bit boring. I used Windows 10 a lot when Mama purchased me my 250 G5. Mostly for games. Like I said Mhlengi used to spend hours on the 250 G5 playing games even with a low frame rate. Let me go check if supper is ready, thanks to the anonymous donor that we have food on our plate, praise be to Jesus and God bless. Tried a Mageai Linux 8 install on my 250 G5, KDE Plasma would not come up but Gnome came up. Halfway thru the install my Bluetooth MX 1000 mouse stopprd grafting and I had to complete the install blind. Anyway great fun with the hackers, drained me a bit as this is the first time ever since the Mandrake days I have not been able to install two OSes in a row, the Irish piece of shit Linux Mint would not install either this morning. I only relaxed after lunch in bipolar village, Pennington. I have my dates incorrect I installed Linux Mint and Mageia Linux 8 on my 250 G5 on the 31/03/2022. 31/03/2022 21:51 SAST Thursday Something has been bothering me in this electronic remote control village, my friend Shane Jordaan whom if still alive is sitting in Westville prison KZN for six years, Marion was devistated. Poor guy the electronic remote control guys got to him. He was accused of disseminating child porn and got 10 years reduced to 6 years or something like that but in South Africa a rapist gets 2 years. Shane did not actually fuck a baby. The last few days I have had hackers on my Windows 10 S145 pretending to be my friends and showing me the ropes of Windows 10, I thought maybe I was finally choosen for some remote work from home but the way I have been fucked around with MX Linux, Linux Mint and Mageia Linux 8 on my 250 G5, today, I see they are my enemy. Good luck and like I said before thank you and next time fuck you. I will boot into Windows 10 again soon as it facinates me the bullshit they can get up to. 01/04/2022 11:21 SAST "grafted" non stop the last thirty hours. Need to relax now. Bitcoin is jumping around, was 48 000 USD per coin and now stands at 45 456 USD per coin. I am very very tired, I feel like the student Doctors at mafuta General. I found out that Mageai Linux 8 "secure mode" does not graft. The terminals do not close in the "konsole. I am trying to fix the WOL on my S145 where hackers put entries into my book, which I did not. I can't read my whole book everytime I upload my e-book, my apologies for this. I finally fell asleep on the couch after thirty hours for a power nap. So life goes on, I have not had a swim today but a nice hot bath. The forecast is rain this afternoon and all day tomorrow. Not much of a weekend for holiday makers. Did I tell you I am on Debian 11 again. Just can't get the Bluetooth speaker to graft. I like distro hopping. MX Linux is still the best, followed by Ububtu Linux 21.10 on my S145. My fav on my 250 G5 is still Ubuntu Linux 20.04.4. Mageai Linux 8 an advanced distro for pro's just does not work on my 250 G5 and S145. So I will hang around on Debian 11 till I get bored and reboot. Like I said I can't wait for the 21st April 2022 when Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS is releassed. Hold on Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS Beta was supposed to be released yesterday, let me see if it's available. 02/04/2022 SAST Saturday Had a good nights sleep went to sleep after Uzalo yesterday and woke at 01:25 SAST today. Jabu is not working today so we should have a nice relaxing weekend. Rain and cold is forecast in the evening. Jabu will sleep late. She needs to relax after a weeks hard labour. What did we eat last night? Can't remember, oh yes chicken livers in Jabu's secret sauce and rice yummy. 05:12 SAST I am a bit bored after being hacked for the last three months well actually since I purchased my Lenovo S145 spit. The S145 has a fucked up BIOS. Lovely for Window 10 users except eight Gig of RAM is too little. I need thirty two Gigs of RAM to use Windows 10 and at least an i7. i9 would be nice. Anyway works fine on Linux as long as I don't use Windows 10 with twenty apps open. For Linux the S145 is just gnarly except for the touch pad so it's my workstation. Can't take it with me to the beach. Bitcoin is at 46 426 USD per coin at 05:17 SAST. Today for supper we are having beef Breyani, we just returned from the Scottburgh Mall, Jabu had to pay some bills and we needed toilet paper. Jabu normally goes by taxi but then she can't purchase toilet paper 2 x 18 rolls for 150 ZAR. 02/04/2022 11:13 SAST
In no way is this book meant to reflect badly on the Indians of KZN, I remember when I was on the SAS Strike Craft there where very good Indian chaps on the Strike Craft. I also deal with a company in Durban where the Indian girls are extremly helpful. It is a limited few in Pennington, Park Rynie and Umzinto who made me strip my moer. This came to my attention today at the mall when I went to one shop in the Mall and there was an Indian girl, I know very well for years and she has always been very friendly to me. Anyway, I just thought I would add my two cents, take it or leave it.03/04/2022 10:52 SAST Sunday What a lovely day I thought jabu and I had at the Mall. Today at 00:15 SAST things turned sour after Jabu permitted me to take the herbs. I did not get an erection at all due to the electronic remote forces controlling me. Jabu was in tears. I eventually got a hard on later in the morning, too late. Jabu started to pack her stuff and wanted to go home. I managed to calm her down and when agreed she would have a surrogate guy when she feels the need to be penetrated with a hard mthondo. What a fucked up evening. Never mind all the fun I am having on the S145. You would think these guys fucking with me are psychotic, maybe they belong in Umzimkulu. Anyway let me take my meds and carry on my life with ED and an unhappy umfazi who is sexually fustrated. Strange when Mama was still alive I could get hard on but I almost had mycardial infarctions. When I take the herbs everything is white, the room and the luminaires. My Doctor warned me not to take the herbs, they are too strong and have some kind of adverse reaction with my meds. It's 11:10 SAST now Jabu is sleeping let me take my meds with some food. Better late than never. I pray that Jabu does not leave me because of this ED story and the hugs and kissing. As far as I can see Jabu also suffers from BPMD. I purchased a watch yesterday at the Mall which keeps on sending out strange beeps and the digital part did not go over to Sunday at midnight. At the Mall the digital part went over to Sunday at midday. Fuckers. I also purchased Jabu and myself cheap silver in colour wedding bands from Ali but Jabu was pissed off when we got home that I purchased her cheap rubbish. I will wear mine, I cannot afford a silver 725 never mind a gold wedding band. I had no intention of purchasing a watch when we went to the Mall, it was not on my list, I did however purchases a SanDisk 32 Gig stick for 110 ZAR, at PnP I had purchased the exact same one with my daughter for 140 ZAR. So Jabu and I had a great breakfast at the Spur yesterday, bought toilet paper at Clicks and on my shopping list was a ingwe Zippo, going for 569 ZAR which goes for 694 ZAR at zippo.co.za, fuck. Sorry Jabu my book has cost a lot of shit for you. I called Ali this morning and he could not give me telephonic support with the watch which I paid a packet for. Let me fuck off and take my meds. I am tired very very tired but not manic. 08/04/2022 20:30 SAST Watched Generations and Uzalo. The I grafted the whole night till... 09/04/2022 07:30 SAST Jabu left for work. Miss M is here to tidy the place up today till midday. I had a power nap in the morning whilst Miss M was cleaning Jabu and my bedroom. It's nice to have someone to chat to whilst she was doing the ironing. I am quite thirsty now let me go to the kitchen and get my Rooibos tea. Oh I forgot to tell you I had a slight mishap with my S145 i5 8 Gig RAM but lucky it is insured. So I should get a replacement soon. Maybe the replacement will graft better on Linux as the S145 sucked as you know. Microsoft Windows 11 Beta worked great on the S145. I don't know if I mentioned this before but I tried smoking B & H but there was too little tar and nicotine so I tried Peter Stuvesant Blue stiil too weak, I am on if avaiable Peter Stuvesant red soft pack. 12mg tar and 1.2 mg nicotine. Taste nice but costly. I hope Jabu finds a packet today on her way home from work. So the S145 which I am typing on now with Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS Beta is slightly fucked after I put so many man hours enjoying Microsoft Windows 11 Beta. 12:16 SAST time to have a break and watch some TV, see you just now and hopefully my reddish berret friends don't hit me..The S145 is almost US. Operation Green Mamba will be complete soon Mr T II came to visit at 13:00 SAST. We are watching channel 146. Jabu is busy with Facebook and Whatsapp and looks like the new buurman is moving in to Johan's house, looks like a young guy. We all are having a relaxing Saturday afternoon, I am typing on my cripple S145 with a mirrored screen. I had to connect big brother with Chinese AV cables which where faulty but i got the right combination right by spliting the AV cables, i took my gold plated HDMI cable to the office to work on my S145 with the fucked screen, lucky i have an external screen which works wonders with Microsoft Windows 11 Beta insiders program. Its 23:53 SAST I had a nice bath with hot water, thank you Lord. I have yet to eat the Chicken a la King Jabu cooked for us three, let me go have my tea now. 10/04/2022 00:04 SAST the Chicken a la King is in the microwave. I am famished. Delicious thank you Jesus. So at 00:45 SAST I started to watch the Good, the Bad and the Ugly but I lost my WI-FI connection. Might be the rain. Let me check my S22. S22 WI-Fi is just fine. 10/04/2022 SAST
I can not be held responsible for man in the middle attacks on this domain, ie www.pawinski.co.za10/04/2022 SAST Negociations for Operation Green Mamba are stalling 11/04/2022 SAST Operation Green Mamba has failed As of 27th December my fav Distro's on my 250 G5 are: Microsoft Windows 10 Mageai 8, touch pad not so Kosher, bluetooth speaker does not graft Ubuntu Linux 20.04.4 LTS, touch pad work's 100's, Bluetooth speaker keeps cutting out As of 16th April 2020 my fav disrto on my 250 G5 are Mageai 8 Linux, Cinamon Microsoft Windows 10 If anyone in Pennington has a room or cottage to rent for Jabu,Tyson and myself it would be greatly appriciated, God bless. I would love to have:
23/05/2022 midnight SAST I reinstalled Mageia 8 Linux and networking works fine except some hacker changed my root password so I can basically do nothing with my Mageai 8 Linux install, at least I can log in as marek. I was so happy to have Mageia 8 Linux networking grafting again. The best distro in the world if hackers do not mess it up, I can't even get printing to work on my other Oses including Microsoft Windows 10.23/05/2022 SAST I am trying to download as many distro's I can on my 250 G5 s the S145 is useless it will not let me copy iso's to flash drive, what a waist of time, however Microsoft Windows 11 is very nice on my broken screen as a music center yet I cannot install any Linux on it because the hackers drove me to such a state that the screen is now broken. 21/05/2022 1 am SAST It hast been thirteen month's since Mama passed, I lit a candle for her
This book was first typed on a Centrino Duo then a Celeron N3060 and now a Lenovo S145 i5 with ADSL then Cubot Manito and Samsung A20.OS used Windows 10, Windows 11, PCLinuxOS x 2, Ubuntu Linux 20.04.1, Ubuntu Linux 20.10 Beta, Mangero 20.1, Mageai 8 Beta 1, Debian Buster 10.6, Fedora KDE Plasma 33 Beta, Mageia Linux 8, Ubuntu Linux 12.10, Ubuntu Linux 22.04 LTS Beta, MX Linux.